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Chapter 46 Embrace

"Then...how did you live afterwards?" Lin Xinshu nestled in Zhong Chengyi's neck, and took a deep breath.

Although that period of memory is blank for him, the high fever almost killed Lin Xinshu, but fortunately he was saved by his grandma, and he is still alive now.

But just listening to Zhong Chengyi talking about these things quietly, the memory that he lost seemed to gradually come back, his heart hurt badly, his eyes were a little red, and he hugged Zhong Chengyi tightly.

Zhong Chengyi put his head on Lin Xinshu's head, and his tone was a little relieved, maybe it was because the baby he had lost came back and was nestled in his arms so safely.

"Not good. I tried my best to find you in the rain that day, but I couldn't find you. I asked everyone, from the north to the south, from spring to winter, but I couldn't even catch a trace of you. I couldn’t help it. I was so desperate at that time, when I saw the lake, I jumped down without hesitation, feeling that there was no attachment in this world.”

Zhong Chengyi felt Lin Xinshu's tighter arms and trembling body, sighed lightly and said, "But I don't know if it's because Lord Yan thinks that my life is not over and refuses to accept me, so he was rescued like this gone."

"You also know the person who saved me." Zhong Chengyi raised Lin Xinshu's head, gently wiped away the tears on his face and said softly, "It's Qin Ming. They happened to be going to the north that day, and they saw him when they passed by. I was committing suicide, and then I followed their troupe to the south."

In just a few words, Lin Xinshu felt Zhong Chengyi's despair and endless searching and waiting. During this period, he didn't know how Zhong Chengyi supported him until now.

"Actually, I don't believe that you are dead at all. I think even if I can't find it now, I will always find it in the next ten, 20, or 30 years. As long as I stand high enough and look farther, I will find you." always found."

Zhong Chengyi looked at the tears on Lin Xinshu's face, and kissed them bit by bit with distress, and finally fell on those soft lips, giving him the utmost tenderness.

So fortunately the old man took pity on me and sent my precious bump back safely.

Fortunately, he was still alive and did not leave him alone.

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When Lin Xinshu left school, it was already late, and the night wind made Lin Xinshu wrap his coat tightly.

When I went out in the morning, I don't know if it was because the two finally got to know each other or something else, Zhong Chengyi was extremely clingy, hugging Lin Xinshu tightly on the bed, he was unwilling to let go, or it was because grandma knocked on the door to urge him , and then reluctantly let go.

Lin Xinshu was a little helpless about this, but more distressed. He had lost his memory for so many years and had no luck to bear the pain, while Zhong Chengyi was only supported by a little hope at that time.

I also thought of seeing the traces of the bullets on Zhong Chengyi's back and legs when he was taking a bath at night, and felt that I could stretch it a little bit, make him happier, and maybe relieve the pain from the past.

Thinking of this, Lin Xinshu stopped on his way to go home, and hailed a rickshaw by the side of the road.

Zhong Chengyi looked impatiently at the time on the pendulum, and then looked at the smoky surroundings, his brows frowned even tighter, and he left in front of everyone the next moment.

The person who was still chatting and laughing at the side was a little stunned and asked: "Chengyi is this?"

Fang Qiming looked at the closed door, understood, and chuckled lightly, "It's just something urgent at home."

Zhong Chengyi was coming out of the police station with his things, when he saw a man standing downstairs, huddled together because of the cold, but looking at his eyes filled with incomparably bright stars, it burned his heart.

"What a coincidence."

【Brother Ayi, look at that star is so bright. 】

Yes, that person overlapped with the child in memory, and it turned out that he had never left.

Zhong Chengyi walked down the stairs quickly, hugged Lin Xinshu into his arms, smelled the temperature in the man's neck, and asked, "Why are you here?"

Lin Xinshu smiled, and said coquettishly close to Zhong Chengyi's ear, "Brother Ah Yi, I'm so cold."

Zhong Chengyi's heart was like a clock on the hour, and he was hit hard, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Brother Ayi, can I warm you up?"

After speaking, he opened the car door and hugged him in, put his cold lips on his lips, and gently teased Lin Xinshu's ears, making Lin Xinshu's ears red. Those warm hands reached into the hem of his clothes, rubbing his waist so softly I can only rely on Zhong Chengyi's chest.

After finally pushing the person away, Zhong Chengyi bit his lips lightly with the tips of his teeth as punishment.

Lin Xinshu snorted, panting and said: "Stop making trouble, I'm here to take you somewhere."

Zhong Chengyi raised his eyebrows and said, "Where?"

Lin Xinshu smiled, shook Zhong Chengyi's hand and said gently, "Yue Lao Temple."

At night, there are few people in Yuelao Temple, red silk and satin, and red wooden plaques are hung in the peach grove, full of gorgeous colors.

An old monk sat in the hall of the temple and said, "Are you two looking for marriage?"

"I want to grow old together." Lin Xinshu said with a smile.

Pulling Zhong Chengyi to kneel in front of Yue Lao, there was no one else in the temple, the two of them seemed to not care about the old monk's gaze, and worshiped devoutly.

Red silk satin is hung on peach tree branches, swaying in the air.

Lin Xinshu turned his head and picked up Zhong Chengyi's hand, tied the red rope given by the old monk to his wrist with concentrated eyes and said: "I don't remember many things. After being rescued by my grandma that year, I have been blank and feel very uncomfortable. , but I don’t know why I’m uncomfortable? I’m always alone in a daze, and I often dream of a person, and in the dream that person is very kind to me, very kind.”

"I only remember his name is Brother Ah Yi, but I don't remember his face." Lin Xinshu raised his head and looked at Zhong Chengyi, "But now I will remember that you are the one who treated me very, very well, since I was a child. , and I will imprint this face in my heart, and I will never forget it."

"I don't know if giving you this will make you happier and you can forget those unspeakable sufferings, but I want to say..."

"I love you more than my life." The ultimate tenderness and affection fell in those clear eyes, engraved into Zhong Chengyi's heart.

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"What's your name?" The old man asked with a smile.

Lin Xinshu was a little dazed, his heart felt empty, "My name is...what's my name?"

Seeing that people seemed to have forgotten, the old man stopped asking.

It's just that Lin Xinshu was in a daze every day after that, sometimes he would squat there in a daze when he saw a tabby cat, and sometimes he would be dazed when he saw a woman passing by with her child.

I always feel that I also have family members, and I seem to have someone who loves me very much, but I can't remember who that person is?

At night, he would always dream of a woman coaxing him gently, and another woman. He was always chasing and scolding someone.

And that someone, I once seemed to call him. . .Brother Ah Yi.

One day, Lin Xinshu ran to the old man and said, "Grandma, my name is Lin Xinshu."

Because he dreamed that the mother in the dream let him live.

Brother Ayi in the dream said to him: "Wait for me, I'll be back in a while."

Although Lin Xinshu didn't know who he was waiting for, he just waited aimlessly.

Finally the man just stood in the peach forest, the moonlight shone on his body, casting a layer of soft light, but it couldn't match the tenderness in his eyes.

The void in my heart was filled.

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"Give me! Give me the steamed stuffed bun! Quickly, give me the steamed stuffed bun!" A ragged man rushed up and snatched the steamed stuffed bun from the woman's hand.

The woman was taken aback and scolded angrily, "Crazy!"

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"Boom! Boom! Boom!" There was a knock on the door outside the house.

"Who is it?" The man opened the door, only to see a woman holding a dying child in her arms, crying and begging: "This kind and kind person, please give us a sip of water, my child is dying, please!" is you."

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"Third brother! A wave of refugees from the north suddenly appeared on the street recently, causing everyone to panic, and based on this situation, there will be another wave in the near future." The little patrolman reported to Zhang San.

Zhang San rubbed his fingers, frowned and said: "Transfer people to the major banks, docks, and street handles, the sooner the better."

"Something happened in the north!"

"General! General! It's not good! The war in Peking!"

Zhong Chengyi frowned and looked at the letter sent from Beiping. The situation in the letter was critical. The people led by General Cai were killed and injured, and countless refugees fled outwards.

However, for a few days, the shops on the street were closed, and there were few people outside, only the patrolmen were outside.

Zhong Chengyi stood at the door, a little disappointed, he was going to leave again soon, and he didn't know how long it would take to see each other again.

She promised to protect him from now on, but she broke her promise after all.

Zhong Chengyi pushed the door, thinking that Lin Xinshu had already fallen asleep, but he never thought that Lin Xinshu was just sitting on the chair, holding a book in his hand, with his eyes half closed, as if he was very sleepy.

Zhong Chengyi stepped forward to hold him in his arms with some distress: "Why don't you go to bed?"

Lin Xinshu arched in Zhong Chengyi's arms, and said softly: "I want to give you something when you come back."

Reaching out his hand, he took out a piece of jade from his pocket, put it in Zhong Chengyi's chest, and said, "This piece of jade is for safety, so I'll give it to you now."

Zhong Chengyi was a little dazed, and then thought that this person must know something, smiled bitterly, and left by himself every time, and then left him alone.

Lin Xinshu clasped his shoulders and said in a muffled voice, "I'll wait for you to come back."

So you must come back.