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Chapter 94

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On the way back, Shi Qianying was absent-minded all the time, and even walked to the gate of Xuening Bieyuan, only to realize that she forgot to bring A Li back, and turned back to get it.She was walking down the street in a trance with Ah Li in her arms. One person and one fox attracted many people's attention, but at this time, Shi Qianying didn't care about how these people saw her. Her mind was full of that woman just now and Xiangwan's words.

Shi Qianying knew since she was a child that she was different from other children. Those children had fathers and mothers. Every time she saw them being led by their parents on the street, Shi Qianying would look at her mother with longing eyes. relative.She knows that it's not that mother doesn't love her, but mother doesn't know how to face herself.

Shi Qianying yearns for normality, she wants to have a place where she can feel at ease, instead of being displaced and frightened like she is now.This kind of anxiety became even more obvious after the mother died.She didn't know if she would wake up alive the next day, or if she would be sold to a man, or another woman.

Shi Qianying was very afraid of this kind of life, and was afraid that others would look at her covetously. For a long time, she deliberately painted her face black with mud, just hoping that her face and hair color would not attract too many people's attention. Notice.She was born humble, and this was something Shi Qianying could never let go of.

But today, some people say that she is not an abandoned existence, her father is always looking for her, and she is a princess of the Western Regions, not a person born as a slave.This kind of impact was too great, and Shi Qianying felt unbelievable.Xiangwan said that their purpose was to find themselves and bring them back to the Western Regions.

If it was before, Shi Qianying would definitely be willing to leave this Central Plains, and leave this place that brings endless torture to herself.But... can she really leave now without any scruples?The answer is of course no.Thinking of leaving, the first thing she did was not think about whether she could adapt to the life in the Western Regions, but she was thinking, what would Wen Jinshu do if she left?

Wen Jinshu would definitely not follow her if she left here, and she might not be willing to let her go at all. In that case, the relationship between them would probably become what it used to be.Shi Qianying felt distressed, even the most basic smile was difficult to maintain, she had to go back to Xuening Bieyuan with a lot of worries, and Wen Jinshu greeted her not long after entering.

"Why did Qian'er go for so long? I thought you and A Li got lost. The little guy has a haircut, and he is indeed a lot prettier." Wen Jinshu looked at A Li in Shi Qianying's arms, and touched her with a smile head of. "A Li ran around on the road, and I've been looking for it for a long time." Shi Qianying used A Li as an excuse. Hearing what she said, Wen Jinshu didn't doubt it.

She asked if Shi Qianying was hungry and was ready to eat. Shi Qianying was not in the mood to eat now, but she didn't want Wen Jinshu to notice that she was wrong. She nodded and sat on the chair uncomfortably. Shu's mind was alert, and she vaguely felt that Shi Qianying seemed to have something on her mind, which seemed to have started since she came back.

"What is Qian'er thinking about? What happened just now?" Wen Jinshu picked up some food for her, and asked her softly. Shi Qianying didn't expect Wen Jinshu to see the clue so easily, and couldn't help but sigh with emotion at her cleverness. "It's nothing, I was just thinking, your birthday will be in a few days, what gift should I buy for you?" Shi Qianying said, as if she really felt that she had nothing to give Wen Jinshu. When she said that, Wen Jinshu smiled and kissed Shi Qianying's forehead.

"I don't really want anything, as long as Qian'er gives herself to me, but I don't want to force you." Wen Jinshu hugged Shi Qianying, but these words gave Shi Qianying a little thought.Yes, the relationship between the two people is indeed together, but when they are intimate, most of them want Wen Jinshu. .

Shi Qianying used to hate Wen Jinshu, so she was naturally not used to being intimate with her, but now she likes it, and is addicted to that carefree feeling.Shi Qianying thought that she was willing to give herself to Wen Jinshu. This was the first time that Shi Qianying gave her body to someone without any purpose or benefit.

She lowered her head and ate, but she smiled wryly in her heart, as if she had always been so helpless to Wen Jinshu since she met her.

"Luo'er, you hug her too tightly, I can't eat anymore." Shi Qianying felt that Wen Jinshu didn't intend to let go of her hug for a long time, so she couldn't help but speak.After Wen Jinshu heard this, her face flushed slightly, but she just let go a little, and still hugged Shi Qianying.

"Qian'er, I have never liked being clingy, but today, I really want to hug you. I always feel that you will leave me after all, probably because I always like to think wildly, but the way you looked at me just now, I have It feels like parting is imminent." Wen Jinshu closed her eyes, and slowly kissed Shi Qianying's hair with her lips.

Shi Qianying was taken aback, she never expected that Wen Jinshu would still see through her efforts to restrain her emotions.She shook her head in a panic, but she couldn't say that she would not leave.She admits that she has thought about going back to the Western Regions, where there is a father she has never met, and a hometown she misses so much, where she will not be seen as a strange person, she wants to know, mother used to live What is the place where I have been.

All these weighed on Shi Qianying's heart, she felt sorry for Wen Jinshu, because the moment she learned the truth, the weight in her heart tended to sink and lighten.Shi Qianying has never been an indecisive person. If she really had to choose between going back to her hometown and staying with Wen Jinshu, she would choose the former.However, choosing and actually doing it are also different.

Shi Qianying spent a whole day thinking about it, and got up from the bed again, looking at Wen Jinshu's sleeping face, her eyes were softer than ever before.Perhaps because she really wanted to leave, Shi Qianying realized that she had so much reluctance for Wen Jinshu, and the emotion she thought was weak had already become strong.

While Wen Jinshu was still awake, she went to meet Xiangwan and told them of her intention to return to the Western Regions, but she had to wait until Wen Jinshu's birthday was over.The three arranged a way to leave, and they had to keep it secret.Shi Qianying didn't want Wen Jinshu to know that she had gone to the Western Regions, and she didn't want to continue this involvement.

When she made this decision, she felt that she was too cruel. Even though she had heard that Jinshu had done so much for her, she still chose to separate from her.Thinking of this, Shi Qianying became more and more enthusiastic and considerate to Wen Jinshu in the past few days, until Wen Jinshu's birthday.

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Ahem, I'm sorry, I haven't updated it since I sorted out the final outline before, and it will be updated daily starting today.