love you slowly

Chapter 57

"Here we are, go up." Meng Annan sent Lu Zhiyuan downstairs, and raised his head to signal him to go upstairs.

Lu Zhiyuan looked up at the lighted window, he was not very willing to go up, he didn't know how to face Mo Rulan now, he was always in a bad mood when he returned to that house.

"I don't want to go back, annoying."

Meng Annan casually leaned against a tree, and said with a smile: "Then you run with me, let's elope."

Lu Zhiyuan nodded immediately, looking serious, looked at the window and stared back at Meng Annan, really wanting to run.

Meng Annan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and pushed him: "Okay, you should take it seriously, hurry up."

"Alas." Lu Zhiyuan turned around dejectedly, turned his head and glanced at Meng Annan resentfully, waved his hand, and said unrequitedly, "Then I'll go up and send a message when I get home."

"Yeah." Meng Annan nodded with a smile and watched him go upstairs.

As soon as Lu Zhiyuan opened the door, he saw Haohao sitting on the sofa watching cartoons, "Brother!" Haohao jumped off the sofa as soon as he saw him, ran over and hugged Lu Zhiyuan's leg, and looked up at him. he.

"Haohao?" Lu Zhiyuan picked him up, "Why are you here?"

"Dad went to meet his friends and sent me here."

Mo Rulan heard the voice coming out of the kitchen, saw Lu Zhiyuan hugging Haohao and said with a smile: "How old is Haohao, do you still want to be hugged by brother?"

Haohao put his arms around Lu Zhiyuan's neck, pouted his lips and said arrogantly: "I like my brother the most, so I want him to hug me."

"Good good."

Mo Rulan helplessly nodded Haohao's nose, looked up at Lu Zhiyuan, "Why are you back so late today?"

Lu Zhiyuan's expression was cold: "Something is delayed."

Mo Rulan nodded without further words and went back to the kitchen.

Lu Zhiyuan raised his eyes to look at her back, and chuckled slightly, obviously, she didn't believe it.

Haohao held Lu Zhiyuan's face, looked left and right, and said doubtfully, "Brother, what are you laughing at?"

Lu Zhiyuan put Haohao on the sofa, without answering, took the puzzle on the table and played with him.

The child's attention was immediately attracted.

Seeing Haohao excitedly and earnestly looking for the pictures and putting them together, Lu Zhiyuan stared at the incomplete picture in a daze.

Sometimes life is like this incomplete jigsaw puzzle, you will never know what the ending will be until you fight it to the end.

Peng Zhiguo came back at dinner time and brought a small cake for Lu Zhiyuan and Haohao.

"Really, Zhiyuan is so big, and I even bring him something to eat." Mo Rulan complained to him with a smile.

Peng Zhiguo smiled gently. He has a good temper and is a honest and honest person.

Lu Zhiyuan doesn't hate him and agrees with him being with his mother, but that doesn't mean that Lu Zhiyuan can accept him as his father.

"Thank you, Uncle Peng." Lu Zhiyuan took the cake.

"No thanks, no thanks." Peng Zhiguo was very happy, "Don't listen to what your mother said, as long as you don't get married, you're still a child."

Lu Zhiyuan helped Haohao open the cake box, lowered his head and smiled.

Seeing Haohao's excited eyes, Mo Rulan stopped and said, "Haohao, I'm going to eat right away, save the cake for tomorrow, okay?"

"No!" Haohao protected the cake, like a little chicken protecting food.

Mo Rulan squatted down and patiently reasoned with him, but Haohao didn't listen at all, only seeing cakes.

Lu Zhiyuan saw that they were still at a stalemate, so he also squatted down and said to Haohao: "Let's take a small bite to taste the taste first, and then save our stomachs for Coca-Cola Chicken Wings. Isn't your favorite food? We can eat it later if we are hungry." Cake, okay?"

Haohao thought for a while, and finally nodded: "Okay, listen to brother."

Peng Zhiguo patted his son's head, grinning from ear to ear, and said to Mo Rulan, "I didn't expect these two brothers to have such a good relationship!"

Mo Rulan was also very happy, and dragged Haohao to the dining table.

Lu Zhiyuan stood up and followed behind, looking at them coldly, chatting and laughing, it was the first time he felt that the light above his head was so glaring, it made his temples hurt.

After dinner, Peng Zhiguo and Haohao went back, and Mo Rulan was cleaning up the dishes in the kitchen.

Lu Zhiyuan sat on the sofa for a while, then walked into the kitchen, he stood at the door for a while before asking, "Did you go to see my head teacher today?"

Mo Rulan paused for a while while washing the dishes, then nodded after returning to normal: "Yes."

"What are you doing with him?"

Hearing Lu Zhiyuan's questioning tone, Mo Rulan stopped what she was doing, dried her hands, and turned to look at Lu Zhiyuan: "What's your tone? I can't go to school to ask about your situation yet?"

Lu Zhiyuan took a deep breath, suppressed the emotion that was about to move, and said word by word: "It's not that you asked you to ask, but don't you know what the purpose of your trip is? You still think I don't want to go abroad and what? Is it about the girlfriend who is talking about it? Did you take my words to heart? "

After suppressing it for so long, Mo Rulan seemed to be unable to bear it any longer. She couldn't understand Lu Zhiyuan's stubborn opinion. She admitted that she owed Lu Zhiyuan's care all the time, but now that her life has improved, she wanted to give him the best. Well, whether it's life or study, she wants to plan for him to the best of her ability, but why Lu Zhiyuan doesn't appreciate it, as if everything she does is wrong.

"Then tell me who you went to see that night? Who is worth it for you to sneak out to meet people so late, and who else will come to see you so late!? When it comes to going abroad, you are absolutely unwilling, you What the hell are you thinking? Ah? I have been sorry to you for so many years. Your father ran away. It is not easy for me to take you alone. I know that I may have neglected you in taking care of you, but is that what I thought? ? Now everything is getting better, and you are making trouble with me again, the road is far away! What do you want to do?"

Hearing Mo Rulan's hoarse accusation and questioning, Lu Zhiyuan seemed to be nailed in place and could not move. He stared blankly at his mother and the tears on his mother's face, and suddenly felt that all the lights were disturbing His vision, even his ears seemed to be ringing, what did he want to do?In fact, he just wants a pure home that only belongs to him.

Mo Rulan and Peng Zhiguo have feelings and this bond maintains the relationship between them. Haohao is still young and doesn’t know anything about the world. Knowing that his father loves him, and now that his mother loves him, he can throw himself into the love circle without any scruples. , but he can't, because he sees too clearly, cares too much, and many things become no longer pure.

He hates politeness and can't find a sense of belonging in this reorganized family. He is like a battery that doesn't meet the model and can't find his proper place.

But who can understand?

Lu Zhiyuan took a deep look at his mother, and murmured: "Even you don't understand."

Turning around to leave, Mo Rulan hurriedly shouted behind her: "Where are you going!?"

Lu Zhiyuan walked completely, only took his mobile phone, and didn't turn his head when he heard the **** shouting, he just said: "I can go anywhere, as long as I don't stay here."

Mo Rulan watched Lu Zhiyuan leave helplessly, she held on to the door frame, as if she was extremely tired, she squatted down weakly.

Autumn nights are always bone-chillingly cold, and the night wind blows through the frozen people and they can't stop shivering.

Lu Zhiyuan only wore a sweater and walked aimlessly on the road.

He doesn't want to go anywhere now, just wants to find a place to be alone.

He casually found a bench and sat down, looked up at a golden leaf above his head, the faint street light illuminated his side face, and the light of the water winding all the way down became more clear under the light.

The signal light of the mobile phone on the side flickered, Lu Zhiyuan turned his head to glance, opened it and looked, it was Meng Annan who sent it.

[have you slept? ]

Lu Zhiyuan's hands were a little stiff from the cold, and he typed very slowly.

[Didn't sleep. ]

[Bad mood? ]

In the dark night, Lu Zhiyuan smiled softly.

[Is it okay? ]

[Then I'll come over to give you warmth? ]

[Farewell, so as not to be suspected again, I will try my best to sleep, I will be fine when I fall asleep, and I will feel better when I see you early tomorrow. ]

[Okay, sleep well then, see you tomorrow, good night]

[Good night. ]

He could actually go to Meng Annan, but he feels very tired now, the kind of tiredness that makes him feel powerless. Worry about becoming an old man.

After putting down the phone, the surroundings were dark again. He quietly looked at the night sky in a trance, listening to the wind passing by the treetops and urging the leaves to make a "rustling" sound. The yellowed leaves could not withstand the night wind. Floating down from the tree, landed on the bench, landed on the ground, landed on Lu Zhiyuan's palm.

In such a quiet but not completely quiet environment, Lu Zhiyuan's heart was surprisingly calm, the anger and depression when he just went out seemed to be blown away by the evening wind.

His head gradually turned to the side, it turned out to be sleepy, and finally he just fell asleep like this.

……

The little bird flapped its wings and stopped on the branch, shaking its head from side to side, and sized up the uninvited guest under the tree with a pair of black bean-like eyes.

The thin sunlight gradually became dazzling as the sun came out of the clouds bit by bit, and sprinkled scatteredly on Lu Zhiyuan's body through the gaps between the tree branches.

Round and penetrating dewdrops condensed on the golden leaves, hanging precariously on the tip of the leaves. The morning breeze blew by, shaking a few times, and then falling straight down, dripping on Lu Zhiyuan's forehead, the cool touch made him gradually turn around. Awake.

Raising his hands to cover the glare of the sun, he sat up with difficulty, rubbed his sore shoulders, and looked around in a daze, as if he couldn't believe that he had slept here all night.

He checked the time, it was still early.

So I went back home, ready to brush my teeth, wash my face and go back to school.

When he got home, Mo Rulan hadn't gotten up yet, and when he got out of the shower, he saw that Mo Rulan was already sitting on the sofa.

"Where did you sleep yesterday?" Mo Rulan asked.

After sleeping outside all night, Lu Zhiyuan's voice was a little hoarse and his head was a little swollen. He didn't bother to explain too much in the early morning, so he casually replied: "I just found a place to stay."

Mo Rulan saw that his complexion was very bad and didn't say anything else, she stood up and gathered her robe and said, "I'm leaving today, the plane is at [-]:[-] in the afternoon."

Lu Zhiyuan lowered his head and just nodded when he heard it.

Mo Rulan looked at him as if he wanted to say something more, but in the end he didn't continue, just said: "You go to school."

Lu Zhiyuan's feet were shaking when he went out, he accidentally lay outside all night, he probably caught a cold.

I passed by a pharmacy and bought some cold medicine there, found a random place to settle my breakfast and swallowed the medicine.

After getting off the bus, Meng Annan was still waiting for him at the same place, and asked him as soon as he saw him, "Why do you look so bad!?"

Lu Zhiyuan shook his head, he didn't mention that he slept outside all night, he felt that if he did, Meng Annan would really beat him up if he didn't keep it all this time.

"Just didn't sleep well," he said.

Meng Annan watched him stagger, and kept supporting him, frowning and not going down, with a worried expression on his face.

During class in the morning, Lu Zhiyuan felt that his condition was getting worse and worse, the cold medicine he took was useless, and he even wondered if he bought fake medicine.

Damn, quack!

Taking the sky as the cover and the ground as the hut, looking at the autumn wind, yellow leaves, and black sky, and sleeping on the ground under the sky, it is actually quite artistic.

If you don't have a cold.

I don't know if the cold is too serious, Lu Zhiyuan even started to hurt his stomach, the food he ate in the morning couldn't stop churning in his stomach, he felt like vomiting!

During the class, he took a leave of absence to go to the toilet. As soon as he went in, he vomited profusely at the sink, almost vomiting bile.

Meng Annan noticed early in the morning that his expression was not right. Just as Lu Zhiyuan left, Meng Annan asked for leave as well.

As soon as he reached the door of the toilet, he heard a piercing sound of vomiting.

He ran in hastily and saw Lu Zhiyuan lying on the ground after throwing up his strength.

Meng Annan rushed over to help Lu Zhiyuan up, "What's wrong with you?! Stomach pain?"

Lu Zhiyuan didn't even have the strength to stand up, and it was all supported by Meng Annan. He almost spoke in a breathless voice: "Damn it, the cold medicine prescribed by quack doctors doesn't work at all. I vomited to death."

Meng Annan looked at him anxiously, helped him out first, and found a place to sit.

"You have a cold? Why didn't you tell me?"

Lu Zhiyuan hung his head listlessly, "I didn't expect it to be this serious."

"What did you do yesterday? Why did you suddenly catch a cold?" Meng Annan was a little impatient. Seeing Lu Zhiyuan's uncomfortable appearance, he also felt uncomfortable.

Lu Zhiyuan didn't speak, just lowered his head and hummed uncomfortably.

I don't know if I avoided it on purpose or I really didn't have the energy to speak.

After Meng Annan explained the situation to Lao Chen, he helped Lu Zhiyuan to the infirmary. The doctor prescribed a bottle of medicine for him and asked him to receive an IV.

Lu Zhiyuan leaned on the back of the chair and fell asleep with his head tilted.

Meng Annan took off his coat and covered him, resting his head with one hand to make him sleep more comfortably.

It was near noon when Lu Zhiyuan finished the bottle of medicine. When he woke up, Meng Annan was holding a hot water bottle to warm his hand for the infusion.

"Is there any water?" Although the drip was finished, Lu Zhiyuan's condition was not much better, but his face was not that bad.

Hearing his hoarse voice, Meng Annan frowned: "Why do you feel more serious?"

He took out a bottle of water from his pocket, which he bought while Lu Zhiyuan was asleep, and kept it on his body, the water was warm.

Lu Zhiyuan snorted and drank most of the bottle with Meng Annan's hand, and his itchy throat immediately felt better.

He exhaled, smiled and said, "That's so fast."

Meng Annan looked at him distressedly: "I just made myself like this for a few days."

Lu Zhiyuan turned his head to look, and found that the doctor was not there, so he took Meng Annan's hand and looked at him with a smile: "Then I will rely on you to raise him."

Meng Annan touched his face, feeling really distressed this time: "That's for sure, I must be raised for you, it hurts just looking at it."

Lu Zhiyuan lost his appetite at noon, and Meng Annan coaxed and ate half a bowl of rice. When he returned to the classroom and was about to sleep, his cell phone rang.

It was Mo Rulan who called and said that he was leaving soon, and he came to the school to see him before leaving.

Meng Annan accompanied Lu Zhiyuan downstairs, saw his mother standing by the tree, and stopped in front of the teaching building to wait for him.

Lu Zhiyuan walked over, the two were silent for a while, Mo Rulan spoke first: "You...study hard, pay attention to your health, and call me if you have anything to do."

"Ah."

Mo Rulan was a little annoyed when she saw Lu Zhiyuan's indifferent look, "Can you not have this attitude!?"

Lu Zhiyuan paused, and looked up at her: "What attitude do you want from me? Smile with a shy face?"

"You!" Mo Rulan wanted to reach out and hit him angrily, but she retracted her hand halfway.

"Be more obedient!" She said tiredly, "I will go abroad with me after the college entrance examination."

Lu Zhiyuan looked at her coldly: "Impossible."

Mo Rulan's attitude is also very tough: "It's up to you."

Lu Zhiyuan stared at her unexpectedly, but Mo Rulan didn't seem to see his frightened and angry expression, and said, "That's it." She turned around and left.

Lu Zhiyuan watched his mother walk away step by step, until he left the school gate and saw no one, he still kept this posture.

Before Meng Annan ran over quickly, he saw Lu Zhiyuan's body crooked and fell straight down.

"Far away!!!!"