love like poison

Chapter 19

In the empty room, everything is white except for the cabinets by the walls which are in a silver-gray tone.

Qi Feiyu was lying on the bed, a little bored, occasionally scratching his itch, and occasionally in a daze.

"It's so boring!"

Since that day when he went to meet Empress Xiao, Qi Feiyu hadn't stepped out of this house for nearly 20 days.

It's not that he didn't want to come out, it's just that he has been watched more closely since that night.

"I really admire that guy!"

It's clearly spring, but the sun is so hot ahead of time that it makes people feel a little bored.

Qi Feiyu stretched out his hand to catch the sunlight projected into the room, but he only felt the hollowness in the air.

"There should be a limit to being suspicious!"

Qi Feiyu began to mutter to himself deliberately, pretending to approach the head of the bed inadvertently, where there was a bug.

"I came close to you for a purpose!"

"Ah, I fell in love with you at first sight, I fell in love!"

Put your hands up in a hug gesture:

"Boss, I dream of your face every day!"

After a pause, the corner of his mouth slightly raised:

"Ah, thinking of your face, I seem to be a little excited! Is it because of the morning, or is it really because you are so cute?"

"Ah, it's so energetic!"

Deliberately put his hand in, covered the quilt and hummed pretendingly!

The show was only halfway through when the phone rang.

"Well, Fei Yu, are you up?"

Qi Feiyu was extremely proud, but still pretended to be disturbed and unhappy:

"Ah, Brother Feng, hello, I'm awake, what's the matter?"

"It's nothing..." Brother Feng obviously called in a hurry without even thinking of an excuse, "It's just... why don't you go out?"

Qi Feiyu smiled:

"It's so boring, and I don't have any money, so I don't know where to go! Why don't you help me a little more, Brother Feng?"

"Haha!" Ah Feng smiled awkwardly, "I don't have any money!" After a moment's pause, he said, "By the way, boss... I'll find you later."

"Really?!" Qi Feiyu put on an excited look, lifted the quilt, and lay naked on the bed, with something upright and some unknown liquid oozing out!

Brother Feng on the other end of the phone made a strange voice, Qi Feiyu was overjoyed again, it seems that person is also watching!

That being the case, Qi Feiyu naturally wants to be a monster once, grabbing the thing and playing with it, his breath gradually becomes disordered:

"Brother Feng, what time is it?"

"Ah?... Oh! Afternoon, 03:30 in the afternoon..."

Brother Feng was flustered, but Qi Feiyu was extremely happy!

"It seems that this boss... likes men! Otherwise Brother Feng wouldn't have reacted like this!"

Qi Feiyu already knew in his heart that his subordinates moved even faster!

"Brother Feng, why...uh...why didn't you speak?"

Qi Feiyu asked, humming on purpose, with an ambiguous voice!

Ah Feng seemed to be taken aback for a moment: "No, there is something wrong! Hang up first!"

Brother Feng was so anxious that Qi Feiyu couldn't even say goodbye.

"Ah! It seems that I am really...hahaha..." Qi Feiyu laughed at himself, stopped his hands and shouted deliberately: "Ah! I can't get out! What should I do, boss, I can't get out!"

Pretentiously making a painful and depressed expression, the superb acting skills almost deceived himself, but he was extremely disdainful in his heart:

"Cut! I can't even be hard on you!"

I took my phone and looked at it. It was only after nine o'clock in the morning, and it was still very early in the afternoon.

Qi Feiyu intentionally didn't wear clothes, and kept changing his posture to roll around on the bed. From time to time, he brushed the hair behind his ears and put it in his mouth, squinting his eyes with a soft and charming posture!

"What a powerful medicine!"

Qi Feiyu sighed inwardly.It seemed that this kind of behavior could bring him some kind of psychological pleasure, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up.

"Boss...how about...turning off the video?"

Ah Feng looked away, not daring to look directly at the screen.

Duanmushuo's face turned red and white, but he was still stubborn not to look away:

"Why, he likes Lu, so let's see!"

How could Ah Feng dare to look at such a hot-eyed picture, he laughed awkwardly and embarrassedly:

"That boss... I... have a normal orientation!"

"Are you saying that I'm not normal?" Duanmu Shuo seemed a little annoyed, "This kind of stallion that is constantly in heat! Bah!"

"But..." Ah Feng and Duanmu Shuo have long been close as brothers in private, "He seems to be the type you like!"

When Duanmu Shuo heard the words, his face turned slightly red, and he turned his face away and said, "Nonsense!"

"Yes Yes!"

Ah Feng reluctantly agrees, but he clearly understands in his heart: You obviously like this type!I can see that your mouth is watering!

"Take him with you for the deal in a few days." Duanmu Shuo suddenly straightened his face, and the blush on his face gradually faded.

A Feng was quite surprised: "Why? But this guy... is very suspicious!"

Duanmu Shuo couldn't help looking at the screen again: "It's because it's suspicious, so I have to try it, right?"

Ah Feng was very cautious, but after weighing it for a long time, he could only nod and compromise.

Judging from Duanmu Shuo's tone, there was no room for negotiation, not to mention that he was a little bit annoyed at this moment!

Duanmushuo's waywardness, A Feng knew very well that he couldn't change it, even if he had been with him for several years and was like a brother and sister, he couldn't control it!

"Then...afternoon?"

Ah Feng suddenly remembered the reason he made up on the phone just now, and felt troublesome.

Duanmu Shuo was helpless: "Who made you panic so much? Find that kind of excuse!"

"I……"

Ah Feng was speechless and lowered his head.

Duanmu Shuo didn't intend to get angry and waved his hands:

"Forget it, just go and say that I have something urgent to deal with."

Qi Feiyu rolled around on the bed, but he always pointed a certain place to the camera deliberately, deliberately naked to show his majesty!

To say that the only thing that can make Qi Feiyu proud in the past few years abroad is that he has become extremely thick-skinned after making friends with a group of cronies, and now he doesn't feel the slightest bit of shame in deliberately posing for men!

It seems that if you can make those watching, especially Duanmu Shuo, look embarrassed, it will become the motivation for Qi Feiyu's wonderful performances every day for many days.

"Is he still watching?"

Qi Feiyu secretly planned in his heart:

"But am I his favorite? Probably not! I feel... I feel that he must really like super masculine guys like Xiao Huang!"

"But it doesn't matter, if he likes me, I'm pissing him off, and if he doesn't like it, I'm disgusting him! Both are good!"

He squinted at the direction of the computer, and said in his heart:

"Hey, hey, you should like Xiao Huang, right? After all, you..."

Qi Feiyu remembered that the person who announced the relationship between Xiao Huang and Shen Le seven years ago was Duanmu Shuo.

As Shen Le's friend, Qi Feiyu often had contact with Xiao Huang, and he knew very well how much Duanmu Shuo cared about Xiao Huang.

At that time, Xiao Huang, no matter in the hearts of girls or boys, was the object of admiration, especially those who would have the opportunity to get in touch with Xiao Huang. But without exception, he will be overwhelmed by Xiao Huang's unique temperament.

Duanmu Shuo had always been the vice president back then, and he and Xiao Huang went in and out together almost every day, and even had a lot of contact in private.

Qi Feiyu still remembers that Lele was always jealous of Duanmushuo.

However, there are also rumors that Duanmu Shuo is actually very jealous of Emperor Xiao, and has always believed that his ability is comparable to that of Emperor Xiao, and that he always sits in the position of vice president because he does not want to match his own strength.

However, there are also rumors that Duanmu Shuo has taken a fancy to Xiao Huang, and deliberately acted as if he was jealous of the other party and could not understand him to attract Xiao Huang's attention.

Although Qi Feiyu never believed in the latter.

Back then, on the eve of the re-election of the student union, a photo of Xiao Huang and Shen Le kissing suddenly spread wildly in the school's website forum, and there was a lot of discussion for a while!

The day after the photo was released, Xiao Huang never appeared on campus again.

And Shen Le, who couldn't escape, suffered strange looks from around, and even suffered bullying in a place that Qi Feiyu couldn't take care of!

At that time, Qi Feiyu could see new injuries on Shen Le's face every time he met Shen Le.

This incident has become a long-running hot news in the school, but the school management not only did not take action to quell the incident, but also attributed all the crimes to Shen Le, and even publicly said that it was Shen Le who deliberately framed the academic Excellent Xiao Huang!

Shen Le often cried in front of Qi Feiyu at that time, but what she cried was not the unfair treatment she received, but was worried about Xiao Huang, worried that Xiao Huang would endure the same treatment as herself in a place he couldn't see!

Qi Feiyu took a deep breath, feeling a little gloomy:

"If... If only I could... protect him well!"

But this is impossible and impractical!

At that time, Qi Feiyu, although his family ran a small company and had a little money, was not enough to use the money to affect the situation at that time!

No matter what kind of treatment Shen Le encounters, Qi Feiyu can't do anything!

Closing his eyes, Qi Feiyu seemed to be able to see Shen Le's face again, smiling, crying, quiet, depressed, everything was very vivid, as if this person was still in front of him!

Over the years, this face always appeared in Qi Feiyu's dreams, but sometimes it was a sweet smile, sometimes it was a long talk with himself, sometimes it was a fight with himself, and sometimes Xiao Huang appeared. , there appeared three people sitting together to eat lunch, but sometimes it was a broken face, a face with blurred facial features, crying out for pain over and over again!

Every time he dreams of the latter, Qi Feiyu wakes up crying!

After a long time, the fear in my heart still only increased!

Qi Feiyu doesn't understand, is he the only one who can do this, or is it the same for Xiao Huang!

Qi Feiyu wanted to ask, but he never asked.

The person who saw that tragic scene back then was only related to Shen Le.

"How did he get here? And fell in love with someone else?"

Qi Feiyu thought in a mess in his heart, but it was undeniable that although he felt that this seemed a little unfair to Shen Le, it was not bad, because Xiao Huang, for some reason, always felt that he should move forward.

"Maybe I should move on, too!"

Over the years, although Qi Feiyu has made many friends carelessly, none of them can really walk into his heart!

Maybe it's because those people are destined to be friends with wine and meat by nature, or maybe it's because I don't want these people to step in.

For some reason, Shen Le's death made Qi Feiyu's heart fragile and uneasy!

Looking in the mirror, Qi Feiyu was a little lost.

When I was in college, I was in the Department of Physical Education. Because I often trained, the clubs I joined basically went outdoors when there were activities, so my skin was a bit dark at that time. Standing at the forefront of the crowd, the guy who can be overlooked.

But now, the face has become a little fairer, and the outline has become thinner and three-dimensional, and the original appearance is basically invisible. Although it is a light wheat-colored skin, it seems to be healthier, but I always feel that I don't recognize it.

A head of slightly curly hair, bangs are a little long and a little disheveled, covering almost half of the face, and there is a row of black letters tattooed on the exposed right face, and the earrings are always jingling, like silver bells.

"When did it become like this?"

Wiping off the moisture on the mirror, Qi Feiyu tilted his head and muttered to himself.

Looking down, the black dragon tattoo spread from the side of the neck to the waist seems to be burning with black flames all over the body. It is obviously black, but it is both gloomy and hot!

"It's so flamboyant! Is this domineering?"

Qi Feiyu stretched out his hand to touch it, the corner of his mouth twitched slightly, he didn't know whether it was a bitter smile or a sweet smile.

"When was this stabbed?"

Qi Feiyu can't remember clearly!

I only know that stabbing this seems to be the first time I had that dream!Dreaming of the bloody Shen Le!

"With what mood did you stab?"

Qi Feiyu didn't remember either!I just remember that I was a little confused at the time, as if I entered a shop unconsciously while wandering in a strange street abroad, and stabbed it unconsciously.

"Does it hurt?"

Qi Feiyu still doesn't remember!

Maybe I was numb at that time!

It seems that the tattoo master was very happy after finishing the tattoo, saying that this is the most proud work he has ever done!

"It's really great!"

Qi Feiyu turned around and tilted his head to look at his back in the mirror. It was pitch black, but the outline of this dragon was extremely clear, and the details were handled perfectly. It was dark and clear, and the lines were three-dimensional and smooth. There was obviously only one color , dull black, but as alive!

Sometimes Qi Feiyu would have the illusion that the dragon was moving!

The dragon's tail swept across the waist, a bit like a water snake with teeth and claws, intertwined into a fan-like shape, ethereal but powerful!

"Awesome!"

Qi Feiyu actually doesn't like this kind of thing, but for this tattoo, he is very satisfied and appreciates it!

His gaze returned to the line of small English letters on his face, and he looked carefully in front of the mirror. It was translated into Chinese as "loyal to you". Qi Feiyu touched it and smiled:

"Who are you loyal to? You must have been drunk when you stabbed! Or the tattoo master was drunk!"

In the mirror, he was naked, Qi Feiyu pulled the shower head, stared at the mirror for a long time, touched the inconspicuous scars on his body, like the marks of time.

These injuries were from training abroad.

There were knife wounds, blunt trauma, and scars from surgery.

Qi Feiyu couldn't help counting the scars on his body. There were more than twenty scars on his body. Thanks to his physique, most of these scars faded, but they were slightly raised, which was not ugly.

"Does it hurt? At that time."

Qi Feiyu smiled, and didn't remember all of this.

When I suddenly thought of learning these things, I didn't think so much!I only remember that I had a falling out with my family because of this, and my father held back his tears and scolded when he went out:

"If you don't read good books, you have to learn these crooked ways of fighting and killing!"

Qi Feiyu laughed again!

"Is it crooked? It seems to be!"

Over the years, how many ammunition has been dismantled has become countless!

I can't remember how many almost exploded by accident!

I can't remember how many people I have played against!

I can't remember how to cut down or knock down the opponent!

I can't remember whether it was pain or numbness when I was injured!

I can't even remember what kind of mood I had to endure it!

I just remember that when I was sitting on the edge of the playground, I repeated an obsession in my heart over and over again:

I want to be stronger! !

It's just such a stupid idea of ​​some teenagers who are in the second grade of puberty, which made me survive in an environment where I might die at any time!

It's amazing to think about it!

"Ah, what's going on at home now?"

The water in the shower gradually heated up, and Qi Feiyu rushed towards it slowly.

After a big quarrel with the family that year, his father gave him tens of thousands of dollars, so that he would not be allowed to step into the house again from now on!

For a long time, in the eyes of my father, no matter whether I am engaged in honest study or unscrupulous sports, the final setting is to inherit the family business and do everything that my father failed to achieve. !

Maybe after knowing that I went to learn these things, the family may have already felt that I was dead!

After all, for so many years, I haven't made a single phone call to my family!

"That's just right!"

On the contrary, Qi Feiyu was a little lucky. After all, what he was going to do next was dangerous, and if he was a little careless, he might end up in the same miserable situation as Duanmu Shuo back then!

"Is it you?"

Duanmushuo's face reappeared in his mind, Qi Feiyu raised his head and took a mouthful of hot water, staring at the hot air enveloped in the air.

No one knew whether the murderer was Duanmu Shuo, but Duanmu Shuo was the most suspected person that day.

In Qi Feiyu's heart, it seemed that he was always convinced that it was him!

Because everything points to him!

Even if he wasn't, he would have killed him, because wasn't he the cause of everything?

"Ahhhh, how cruel me!"

He lowered his head and laughed at himself, his hand was obviously cold when hot water flowed through it.

Maybe it's because I have spent the past few years in the cold abroad, so my heart has no warmth, and everything has become cold.

Feelings or something, it seems that there is no more!

"Ah, it's not normal!"

It's still self-deprecating, but it's a fact that I can't deny!

Over the years, I know how paranoid I am.

"you are not normal!"

Hearing these words, Qi Feiyu's ears were almost calloused!Whether it's a fellow trainer with you or every professor, say the same!

Qi Feiyu closed his eyes, and seemed to see the fearful eyes of those people facing such a paranoid self again.

In the past few years abroad, Qi Feiyu has also been recognized as a ghost around him!A ghost who is not afraid of death and shows no mercy!

"A ghost?"

Qi Feiyu laughed again, a little sinister, helpless and desolate.

"How did you become a ghost?"

"Ah, I still don't remember!"

"I don't remember why!"

"Ha ha……"

The author has something to say:

You are a ghost, a ghost destined to turn back into a human!

You are perverted, but you are also a cute pervert!I'm waiting for the day when you turn back into a human, hahahaha!Hurry up!