love is deeper than the sea

Chapter 93

Rong, one with veins on his forehead, and the other with an impatient face.

I was also stupid looking at it.This is the first time I have encountered this situation in my life. One is my brother and the other is my idol. I don't want to hurt either one.

I saw that Zuo Lengchan's hand was trembling, and his fingers loosened and tightened on the trigger.

I raised my hand to persuade: "Brother~ Take it easy~ Put down the pistol and become a Buddha immediately~"

Zuo Lengchan: "Chen Shaohao. In the final analysis, the two of us have different ways and do not conspire with each other. Since we do not conspire with each other, let's not talk about it."

Chen Shaohao: "What do you mean?"

Zuo Lengchan released the trigger, stretched out his arm, and made the Desert Eagle fall to the ground.

He closed his eyes and said calmly, "The plot will be changed according to Boss Chen's wishes, I have no objection."

After all, he opened the door and left.Neither Chen Shaohao nor I dared to stop him.

105. Zuo Lengchan's Past

After Zuo Lengchan left, only Chen Shaohao and I were left in the room.Chen Shaohao was very silent, I turned my head to look at him, and found that his brows were tightly furrowed, his eyes were frozen, as if he was caught in his own thoughts.

I said, "Brother Hao, did you and Brother Zuo know each other before?"

After listening to my words, Chen Shaohao realized that I was still there.His facial expression changed extremely quickly, from melancholy to decisive in an instant.He said lightly, "Yes, we knew each other before."

Me: "Are you two..."

Chen Shaohao understood what I meant and nodded: "It used to be, but it's not now."

I was shocked.

Me: "But you never made it public..."

Chen Shaohao: "It's not easy for an artist to come out publicly. Yours is Li An, so you should know better."

I see."

Chen Shaohao looked at me and said: "There is nothing left and right, go out with me for a walk."

I'm good."

He took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, lit it, and asked me if I wanted it.I refused: "I quit smoking for a long time. But you, how can a singer smoke?"

Chen Shaohao laughed: "I stepped back from the stage just to live my own life."

Chen Shaohao and I walked on the grassland and along the lake.Chen Shaohao remained silent for half the time, and I didn't press him either.Finally, he took a deep breath, and finally began to speak plainly.I know that this is a lock in his heart, and he only dares to open it in the middle of the night when no one is around.

Chen Shaohao: "Zuo and I are classmates in high school. We are at the same table and neighbors. Puppy love is not allowed in high school. We have no chance to contact girls, so we can only play among boys."

Me: "An accident happened while playing?"

Chen Shaohao: "You can put it this way. At that time, I was young and ignorant, and I had a desire for sex. It was easy to take that step."

I understand.

Chen Shaohao: "We fell in love for a while in high school. At that time, there was no pressure to survive, and we were sneaky. We only felt excitement and didn't think about the future at all."

I nodded: "Young and frivolous."

Chen Shaohao: "But later, when we became adults, there were more and more problems. I entered the industry after graduating from high school, released records, toured, and basically made money outside the year. Zuo Lengchan entered a prestigious university and studied medicine, but he only wanted to Write your own script. So I quit after working as a doctor for a few years, and went to Beijing alone to look for opportunities.”

Me: "From high school to before he came to Beijing, have you been together?"

Chen Shaohao: "Although we can't see each other every day, our relationship has indeed been maintained for many years. This relationship puts a lot of psychological pressure on both of us, but I know that he loves me and I love him, so we both persevere , not separated."

Me: "But I heard that when you entered the industry, you had constant scandals with female artists?"

Chen Shaohao sneered: "You play CS, you should know. Flash lights and fog bombs are the best way to hide your whereabouts."

Me: "Why did you separate later?"

Chen Shaohao: "Because of his absurd ideals. He is a doctor, but he wants to write scripts."

Me: "It's not a conflict, is it?"

Chen Shaohao: "He is too childish. He has no money, and I can support him. But he insists on doing such meaningless things, which makes me feel that he is still the ignorant high school student back then."

Me: "It doesn't make sense?"

Chen Shaohao: "He has never really been in the entertainment industry, and he doesn't know the waters are deep and the water is shallow. His dream is doomed not to be realized. I don't want him to regret it in the future."

Me: "Maybe he is not afraid of suffering at all, and he is not afraid that the script will not be read. He just wants to fight for this one time?"

Chen Shaohao laughed: "He? He cried like a child when he was hit on the head in high school. He can't bear it."

I retorted him: "Brother Zuo can endure hardships. When we worked together as porters in Beiying, we were exposed to the sun and rain, carrying hundreds of catties of goods every day, and his back was full of blood. He never said a word. "

Chen Shaohao: "It's not that he is suffering, but he is angry with me."

Me: "Brother Hao, although this is a matter between the two of you, I think you should look at Brother Zuo differently. He is not the child he was back then. He has his own will and persistence. You should respect him more."

Chen Shaohao: "I was thinking about him. If he wanted to make a movie from the script, I would build a studio and spend money to help him make it. After the filming is over, he will know that he is not made for this."

Me: "Brother Hao, you... hey..." Both of them are equally stubborn.

Chen Shaohao and I continued to walk side by side. After walking for a while, I suddenly remembered something: "Brother Hao, tell me honestly, did you do what you remembered when I was promoted?"

Chen Shaohao smiled: "Did you see it?"

Me: "It's you! Why are you doing this?"

Chen Shaohao: "First, I need a young director. I know your background, and I think you are very suitable. Second, I am worried that you are living with Zuo Lengchan. I want you to move out of his residence."

Me: "But I still live with him after taking notes on the spot..."

Chen Shaohao: "Who knows that there are people who refuse to live in free dormitories? I made a mistake."

I:"……"

Me: "But how do you know that I live with Brother Zuo?"

Chen Shaohao: "Do you know the bloody captain [a good gun]?"

Me: "Leader! Of course I know!"

Chen Shaohao: "That's me."

Me: "Damn it——!" He vomited blood and died.

The story of Chen Shaohao and Zuo Lengchan is over.As I was walking on the grassland, looking at Chen Shaohao's back smoking silently, I felt a little bored in my heart.

I don't know if there is no comparison. After seeing Chen and Zuo parted ways, I realized how much Li An tolerated my dream that was far more "ridiculous" than Zuo Lengchan.When I said I wanted to be a director, he didn't tell me how cruel the reality was, but stood behind me and helped me without saying a word.

He accepted both my arrogance and naivety.Doesn't force me to do what he thinks is right, just tells me that he will always have my back no matter what happens or what happens.

I think I can understand Zuo Lengchan's anger.What Zuo and I need is not a shield in front of us, nor a sharp sword to cut through the thorns and thorns for us on the way forward, but a partner who believes in us regardless of success or failure.

At this point, Chen Shaohao failed.

Back on the set, when the staff saw me coming back with Chen Shaohao, their eyes were a little strange.The assistant director told me: "Director, the left screenwriter is drunk."

I looked around: "Where is he?"

The assistant director pointed to the grass in the distance: "There, it's lying down."

Me: "Just let him lie down like this in such a cold day? You won't bring him back!"

The assistant director was aggrieved: "Director Zuo is insane with alcohol, he beats and bites people whenever he gets close, we have all been injured by him several times. And, and..."

Me: "And what? That who, quickly take the army coat!"

The assistant director looked at me anxiously: "And the left screenwriter has been calling someone's name."

I frowned: "Chen Shaohao?"

Assistant director (stay): "Director, you got it."

I (stay): "You also know?"

Assistant director: "Everyone in our team knows that Boss Chen and you are a good couple, but seeing the pain of screenwriter Zuo, it's not worth it for him... But director, don't worry, we believe that Boss Chen only has you in his eyes. you!"

But seeing Chen Shaohao's face change after listening to our words, he snatched the coat from the director's hand and ran away...

Assistant Director (shocked): "..."

I:"……"

I scratched my head: "Mate, it's hard to explain this matter, brother will explain it to you later. As long as you believe the rumors outside, they are all fake!"

Assistant director: "Director! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to tear you apart!"

I waved: "None of your business."

Assistant director: "Director! If you feel uncomfortable, just cry!"

Me: "Cry for your mother!"

106. Crazy Shadowman

On the same day, under the crowd's onlookers, the superstar Chen Shaohao personally took a coat and put it on Zuo Lengchan.Although the coat was swung off Zuo Lengchan's shoulder within a few seconds, the eyes of the crowd were perspective.Everyone's eyes shifted from Zuo Lengchan to Chen Shaohao.Turned around and moved to me again.

I am embarrassed: "..."

I waved: "Let's go, let's go. Everyone goes back to their respective homes, and each finds his own mother."

The crowd does not move.

Me: "If you don't sleep at night, you will collapse tomorrow."

Still not moving.

Me: "MLGB, if you don't retreat, I won't shoot tomorrow!"

Although the male crowd loves gossip, they love guns even more, so they had to leave.

I put on my hood, put my hands in my trouser pockets, and took a last look at the background of Chen Shaohao trying to put on a windbreaker for Zuo Lengchan in the distance. I turned my head and walked away against the strong wind: "I am a wolf from the north. I want to fly but fly." not tall……"

The female audience was about to cry: "Oh, look, the director's bleak back!"

This thing in the entertainment industry is like super glue, as long as you touch it