Looking up at the stars in 1946

Chapter 4

Qi Yishui is inseparable from a man's problem, it is pitiful to say that he was raped by his brother Qi Yishan when he was 15 years old.

I remember it was a sticky summer day.

It coincided with the 50th birthday of Chen Dadibao, a tyrant in Yuanmaotun, and a dozen people in the Qijia compound were invited to have lunch early in the morning.Qi Yishui didn't follow her because she woke up early in the morning with stomach discomfort, and stayed in her room to rest.As usual, he was lying bored on the kang, flipping through a few recreational books in his hand, writing and writing, while waiting for Chen Ma, who was working in the kitchen, to bring three meals.

At noon, the green cloth curtain was lifted.Qi Yishui looked up and was startled, the pen flicked and the strokes were crooked off the paper.

The person who came was not Chen Ma in the courtyard, but his half-brother Qi Yishan, the person Qi Yishui feared the most in the entire courtyard.There are two reasons for this.One is that Qi Yishan's face is indeed somewhat vicious, Qi Yishan's facial features are the sharpest among the three brothers of the Qi family, even though he is only a 17-year-old boy now, the hostility in his bones has already vaguely formed; the other The reason is that Qi Yishan is irritable by nature, he was born with parents but not taught by his mother, he bullied Qi Yishui a lot when he was a child, he bullied others ruthlessly, seeing him is like a mouse meeting a cat.Qi Yishui has always been able to hide from him as far as he can, and the time the two brothers have been alone for so many years can be counted on the fingers.

Qi Yishui's scalp was a little numb, he put down the brush, called out "Big Brother" in a low voice, and stopped talking.Qi Yishan didn't even look at him, and took out the food in the food box and put it out.Seeing that Qi Yishui was still standing in front of the desk, he said forcefully, "Why don't you come over for dinner?"

Qi Yishui obediently walked over and sat down opposite Qi Yishan.Xu was concerned about Qi Yishui's appetite, and the meals were mainly bland, but when he thought of the person on the other side, Qi Yishui felt a little overwhelmed.

In the room, there was an occasional sound of clashing dishes and chopsticks.For some reason, the more Qi Yishui ate, the hotter his body became, as if a rush of hot air was rushing through his body, and even his forehead was a little unclear.In a daze, he seemed to be pushed down on the kang by someone, and he was stripped naked again, half of his chest was washed with saliva, the rough tongue coating licked the slippery skin, occasionally biting with sharp thorns , making him feel in a trance that he has become a piece of meat and bone that fell into the dog's mouth.He instinctively felt frightened, twisted his body and struggled, and pushed the person on him with both hands indiscriminately.At first, the man held his hands to keep him from moving, but then suddenly slapped him twice hard, making half of his face hot.

Qi Yishui was so painful that tears rolled in his eyes, and when he looked closely, he saw Qi Yishan's manic expression.

Qi Yishui's memory of what happened after that was blurred.I only remember the heart-piercing pain at the beginning, and the exhilarating comfort later.When he came back to his senses, it had been two days and one night since he had a high fever after the incident.

When he woke up, Qi Yishui burst into tears - because Qi Yishan fell asleep lying on the edge of his kang.Hearing the sound, Qi Yishan also woke up. His eyes seemed to light up when he saw Qi Yishui, but when he saw Qi Yishui trembling, his face sank again.Qi Yishui cried until his tears flowed down, but he didn't dare to yell, he was afraid that Qi Yishan's fist would come down if he yelled.A long time ago, when Qi Yishui was still a little Douding, Qi Yishan threatened him by pulling his collar:

"Listen! If you dare to yell once, I'll slap you. If you yell twice, I'll kick you. If you don't believe me, you can try it!"

At the beginning, Qi Yishui struggled to call a mother, but after being beaten twice by Qi Yishan, he no longer dared to resist, and turned into a docile quail.Even if Qi Yishan dragged him to practice his hands and feet later, Qi Yishui was terrified of Qi Yishan.Not to mention that after going through that kind of thing, Qi Yishui's fear of Qi Yishan can be said to be carved into his bones.

Qi Yishui ignored his sore limbs and rolled up the quilt to hide behind. His nose and tears flowed all over his face, and he almost couldn't breathe from crying.He called his mother over and over again in his heart, called Qi Si, and called Chen Ma again and again, whimpering once, and at the same time he was worried and Qi Yi Shan rushed over, exhausted both physically and mentally, and passed out again.When he woke up again, Qi Yishan was no longer there, and sitting on the edge of the kang was his aunt Tang Peilian.

Qi Yishui was also a little apprehensive towards Tang Peilian, but it was much better than Qi Yishan.Tang Peilian was indifferent to everyone. Seeing that Qi Yishui woke up, she brought him medicine to drink, and told him that the doctor had already seen him and prescribed medicine. Recklessly.One sentence made Qi Yishui's eyes turn red, and he heard himself asking in a trembling voice:

"Everyone, everyone knows me, I..."

"No, I didn't let the doctor tell you about it. I just said that you had a cold and a fever. Be careful yourself, don't let it slip." Tang Peilian said, seeing that Qi Yishui's neck still had some red marks, He also said: "Recently wear more clothes, don't let people see what they shouldn't see. Qi Yishan has already beaten him, so don't take this matter to heart, you are also a man, so just treat it as a man." Just got bitten by a dog."

What else can Qi Yishui say?I had to answer with tears in my eyes.His own mother hasn't seen him for a long time since she became obsessed with playing cards, and his father has always ignored him, and his only younger brother, Qi Si, has gone further and further away for some reason in the past few years.The rest are the servants in the compound.But if this matter is told to outsiders, it is guaranteed that the city will be full of storms. Master Qi is a good face, and this kind of scandal will definitely not be tolerated. At that time, Qi Yishan will not talk about it. Qi Yishui feels that he probably has no face. Alive in this world.

However, if it was only this time, Qi Yishui would not be completely bent.Impatient Since then, Qi Yishan has been entangled with him. During the day, the two are still brothers with a cold relationship, but at night, they are naked and entangled together.Qi Yishui was originally very afraid of Qi Yishan, and he didn't dare to say that he was raped several times, but just endured it blindly.After working like this for half a year, Qi Yishui suddenly found some strange changes in his body - he actually had desire for the body of a strange man!

It was a late spring afternoon.The air has gradually become hotter.Qi Yishui was a little bored in the house, so he followed the housekeeper, Lao Li, to the field to check.Since Qi Yishui was kidnapped by Qi Yishan and put on the kang, his body has always been up and down, and he has lost a lot of fun in going out.It was rare to get out of the door today, and seeing the spring scenery along the way, the depression that was squeezed in the past has dissipated a lot.Lao Li was also happy to accommodate him, and the two of them walked and stopped, and finally reached the field of Qi's family.

At that time, the long-term workers in the Qijia compound were a few young men from the village.All of them are young and strong, and they don't do a bad job.Under the clear sky, they simply took off their shirts, revealing their arms that were as sunburned as wheat. When they bent down, rows of dimples appeared under their ribs.The bean-sized sweat slid from the forehead, turned over the cheek, slid to the chin, dripped on the chest, and slipped into the crotch along the concave groove of the abdomen.

Qi Yishui's eyes widened.The dripping sweat seems to have a mysterious attraction, tightly grasping his eyeballs.His body, and even his frail soul, were obsessed with these drops, and the flesh over which they glide.

Qi Yishui's throat felt dry.He found that his body suddenly became extremely empty at this moment, like a large piece of land that has not been sown, desperately longing for seeds to enter.So as to fill up the vacancy of the body and make him full and complete.

When the long-term workers saw Qi Yishui, they inevitably raised their heads and looked at him a few times.There was no intimacy in that gaze, just a general scrutiny.But Qi Yishui was embarrassed to stay any longer, said hello to Lao Li and left in a hurry.It's just that although the person left, he couldn't help replaying the scene just now over and over again in his mind, making himself so ashamed that he almost stepped into the pit.

With great difficulty, he went back to his own room and dispelled those ridiculous thoughts.Who knew that when I fell asleep next night, I had another dream.

In the dream, Qi Yishui was lying naked on the field.The soil is dry and soft, exuding the fragrance of wheat.Qi Yishui's body temperature was frighteningly high, as if he had experienced some kind of strenuous exercise, his white and thin chest rose and fell slightly.His body was covered with sweat, the sweat was hot and salty, and it fell from the top of his head, from his earlobe, collarbone, nipples, waist, thighs, crotch and other sensitive places. Sliding past caused bursts of trembling pleasure, the lower body was sticky and wet, but the soul seemed to be floating on a swing.

This pleasure was engraved in Qi Yishui's mind ever since.In every lonely night, he suddenly became very eager for the coming of Qiyi Mountain.Although the mind is still struggling, the body has fallen.At some point, Qi Yishan's one-sided violence turned into a joint adultery between the two.Amidst Qi Yishan's powerful impact, the pleasure of the lower body rushed over like a tide, his head was confused, his limbs were weak and weak, but his body flew up happily.Qi Yishui's hands couldn't help wrapping his arms around Qi Yishan's neck, and the warm breath sprayed on Qi Yishan's cool ears, which seemed to be a sigh and an encouragement.Qi Yishan was so forced that he wanted to rub people into his blood.

"D-Fuck me to death..."

Qi Yishui said.He opened his mouth, and salty liquid flowed in.At that moment, he suddenly went crazy and bit Qi Yishan's shoulder!Qi Yishan was in pain, but he didn't push him away, but pushed him with all his might.

"I, I, hate you..."

Qi Yishui said.Tears blurred his eyes.Qi Yishan didn't speak, he suppressed Qi Yishui's hands, and kissed his lips.Lips and teeth intertwined, body fluid snaked down from the corner of the mouth, and warm semen gushed out.

Qi Yishui was completely ruined.