look back again

Chapter 19 Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Lin Chen finally walked out of Lu Yuanhang's house. It wasn't until he walked outside the community that he realized that this was the community he had been to back then, and the bed he was lying on just now, five years ago, Lu Yuanhang and another A person he didn't know, who used to mess around and tease unscrupulously, that scene, the hideous appearance appeared in front of Lin Chen, and the deep chill hit him again.

Lu Yuanhang, you can pretend, you pretend so much, as if I betrayed you, do you really think I don't know anything?After more than five years, do you still want to deceive me in the same way?But, even if I give you all my feelings, so what?What else can you get from me?

Lin Chen didn't want to get to the bottom of it, and he didn't want to get entangled with Lu Yuanhang any longer. He was really scared of Lu Yuanhang, really scared.

He left in a hurry. When Lin Chen wanted to take a taxi, he realized that he was penniless, and he didn't know where his personal bag was thrown by him. Just when he didn't know what to do, Lu Yuanhang finally chased him come out.

Lu Yuanhang couldn't understand what he had done to make Lin Chen resent him so far, and was pushed away by Lin Chen time and time again, why did Lin Chen abuse him like this, what reason did he have?

During the few seconds when Lin Chen walked out, Lu Yuanhang tried his best to restrain his temper. There were a hundred ways to lock Lin Chen in this house in his mind. He could hold him and lock the door, recklessly He can be locked up where only he is, for as long as he wants.The process may be a bit violent, but I can do it, as long as I don't care about the consequences.

if only……

Lu Yuanhang clenched his fists tightly. He knew he could do it, but he might be able to do it five years ago, but he won't be able to do it five years later.

For countless days and nights, he regretted the impulsiveness that hurt Lin Chen's left wrist and left a permanent scar. Lin Chen still has the habit of subconsciously touching his own wound when he gets nervous , that wound was not only not healed by Lin Chen, but also never healed in Lu Yuanhang's heart.

This is the price of recklessness, Lu Yuanhang told himself, after taking a deep breath, he took Lin Chen's bag and his key, and chased him out.

"I'll take you back."

Lu Yuanhang pulled Lin Chen's arm.

"Do not touch me!"

Lin Chen didn't move, he couldn't break free from Lu Yuanhang's restraint, but he didn't want to stay in the same closed car with him anymore, that horrible scene would always appear because of Lu Yuanhang's appearance. I want to throw up.

"I'll take you home and I'll go right away."

Lu Yuanhang knew that Lin Chen must be very uncomfortable now, because his frowning brows hadn't faded away, so he didn't want to tangle with him anymore, he just wanted to send him home quickly and then talk to him after he recovered Speak clearly and tell him well that he, Lu Yuanhang, has surrendered.

I can't see you frowning, I can't see you hurting, and I can't see you smiling at others. Over the years, it hasn't changed. I've been waiting for you to come back. Do you know, my Lin Chen...

The two stalemate on the road for a while, until they attracted the attention of the crowd around them. After everyone started pointing around, Lin Chen knew that in the end, he still couldn't resist Lu Yuanhang's insistence, no matter if it was tough, or like now. In this way, while obstinate, the expression is almost pleading.

As long as it is something he insists on doing, no matter how much he hates it, he can't change it. This is a habit that Lin Chen has always been unable to get rid of. The three words Lu Yuanhang have been engraved too deeply in his life. He is the number one The first person who walks into my heart will also be the last one.

Lu Yuanhang felt that Lin Chen's struggling hands were slowly losing strength. He knew that Lin Chen had finally compromised, and he was finally relieved.Then, the two walked into Lu Yuanhang's car in such a silent manner.

After Lin Chen sat down, he no longer looked at Lu Yuanhang's side, but opened the window a little, leaned on the car cushion and looked at the scenery outside the window, at the trees by the roadside, and the pedestrians by the roadside, all retreating in the same way, The temperature in his heart also seemed to leak all the way down, his whole body seemed to be surrounded by cold, and the whole world was ice and snow.

I thought that my new life was messed up by Lu Yuanhang. People who I thought I could forget in a few years, but they can appear all the time, and my heart can change for this person anytime and anywhere. Lu Yuanhang's attraction is still So strong, you need to use all your strength to resist.

What should I do if one day I can't resist it?Have you been lied to again?Knowing that it was a deception, don't you know that you will return when you are lost?Are you really going to be so stupid?You are really pathetic, Lin Chen!

Isn’t it enough to shed tears for him, isn’t it enough to suffer for him? Think about your family, think about the scars your old father still has, and those wounds you scratched with your own hands. Blood, can't stop you?

Don't be stupid Lin Chen, don't be stupid.

Lin Chen held his wrist tightly, until he felt a piercing pain there, he seemed to catch his breath, he seemed to come out of the dream made by Lu Yuanhang, and he seemed to have the strength to continue to push him away.

"Lin Chen!"

Lu Yuanhang slammed on the brakes and stopped the car on the road. Regardless of the sound of brakes and insults behind him, he grabbed Lin Chen's right hand.

"Let go, you will get hurt, Lin Chen, let go!"

Lin Chen loosened his wrist violently as if awakened, raised his eyes, and met Lu Yuanhang's equally frightened eyes. He was astute, as if he had just walked out of a freezer, his eyes were bloodshot.

"what happened to you?"

Lu Yuanhang felt that Lin Chen's state was not right, his eyes seemed to have lost some kind of spirit, that Lin Chen who was grabbing his wrist fiercely seemed to be bewitched by something, his strength was astonishing.At that moment, he seemed to be ignorant, not even conscious.

"No, it's fine."

Lin Chen avoided Lu Yuanhang's gaze, took a few breaths, and then slowly stabilized. He didn't dare to put his hands together anymore, but grabbed the seat belt, because the grip was a little tight, and his fingertips All turned white.

Although Lu Yuanhang was puzzled, seeing Lin Chen's evasive attitude, he couldn't provoke him anymore, so he had no choice but to continue to start the car.

"Are you really all right?"

Lu Yuanhang was still worried. He observed Lin Chen's expression while driving, and saw that although he was no longer holding his wrist fiercely, he was nervously holding on to the seat belt, as if he was holding something in his hand. Give him a sense of security.

Although it wasn't very hot in the car, Lin Chen was sweating, and the sweat on his forehead slowly soaked his hair. Looking from Lu Yuanhang's side, he seemed to be fished out of the water Same.

After waiting, Lin Chen ran out of the car without waiting for Lu Yuanhang to park the car. He was shaken by the wind outside, only to find that his back was also soaked, but he Unable to control so much, he buried his head and ran to his home.

When Lu Yuanhang found a place to park and had lost track of Lin Chen, he felt uneasy. Instead of leaving immediately, Lu Yuanhang found a place to sit down and wanted to think about what to do next.

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Lin Chen didn't know how he got home and entered the door. He didn't calm down until the surroundings were quiet except for his panting from running.

His wrist hurts badly, but he doesn't have the energy to take care of it anymore, his eyes are sore, and he doesn't know what's wrong, his whole body is clammy and trembling uncontrollably, he doesn't have the heart to take care of it, now he just wants to find someone A place to hide, it is best to forget everything.

"Ahem." Maybe I left in a hurry just now, my throat hurts, my head hurts, or maybe I caught a cold again, who knows, Lin Chenmang stared at his desk aimlessly, and was caught by a bag on it. Attracting attention, it was the cold medicine that Zheng He gave him.

With a heartbeat, it was the only bit of warmth he got, and it was also the thing he needed most now. It appeared in front of him like a life-saving straw, and he needed it so much.

And today's mood is so ups and downs, he is definitely going to get sick, this is something he has always experienced, his physique is not good, and he has been sick all the time, making him almost a half doctor of his own body, when will he It hurts. Whenever I catch a cold and have a fever, I will feel a little premonition.

Thinking that he would definitely not be able to ask for leave tomorrow, Lin Chen forced himself to stand up. After taking the four pills given by Zheng He, he wrapped up the quilt regardless of the discomfort he felt all over his body, and wanted to close his eyes and not see anything. Let's talk about it after some sleep.

The effect of the medicine came quickly, and after a while, he fell into a drowsy sleep.

***

"Boss Lu went there, what time is it, why hasn't he come yet?"

Yu Gu stood on the side nervously, really didn't know how to answer, because he had secretly called Lu Yuanhang just now, but no one answered at the other end.He could only stand in front of Lu Qian with a numb scalp. He was speechless in front of Director Lu of the company. He didn't know where Mr. Lu was.

"What the hell is he up to lately!"

Lu Qian sat down on Lu Yuanhang's seat and stared at Yu Gu with an expression that told him directly that if he didn't get the answer he wanted today, he would definitely not let him go.

"Why did you cancel yesterday's dinner, say!"

"I really don't know the specific reason, Director Lu."

"Then has anyone close to him appeared recently?"

Lu Qian said that although he asked this question, he didn't really believe it. After Lin Chen left, his son lived like an ascetic and self-disciplined. If someone can make him tempted, then he will be relieved.He expended so much energy to deal with a teenager, not to get today's results.

"No, there is only one named Lin Chen—"

"What did you call it!"

Lu Qian, who was just a little serious just now, stood up abruptly after hearing Lin Chen's name.

Why is it him again, after going around for so many years, why is it still him!

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