Long-awaited double lover

Chapter 43】

The cloudy sky began to shed dense raindrops, and the rain splashed from the windowsill wet the glass windows.After crying, Chu Zhiluo fell into a deep sleep, and Chu Zhihuai pulled the quilt for him and quietly left the room.The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and a lot of rain was pouring into the house.When Chu Zhihuai was about to close the wide open window, he found Xiao Ran standing alone in the pouring rain, motionless.

sighed.Chu Zhihuai closed the window.

When Chu Zhiluo woke up, the rain had already eased a lot.Both Chu's father and Chu's mother went back to their hometown in the countryside to sweep the grave, and now there are only two people in the family, Chu Zhiluo and Chu Zhihuai.Chu Zhihuai simply made some porridge and side dishes, and brought them to Chu Zhiluo's room.Pushing open the door, I saw Chu Zhiluo standing barefoot at the window, staring at Xiao Ran who was drenched miserably by the rain outside the window.

"Lolo, let's eat something first."

Chu Zhiluo turned her head, Weiwei's red eyes were swollen from crying, and her delicate face was pale and haggard.

"Brother, give me an umbrella."

"What?" Chu Zhihuai asked knowingly.

"If I don't tell him clearly, he won't leave. I don't want someone to pass out at our door." Ruan Jue said sharply.

Chu Zhihuai was noncommittal.Going into the bathroom, he took two umbrellas and handed them to Chu Zhiluo, put on his coat and said, "It's cold outside, don't catch cold."

A hot current rushed to my heart.Chu Zhiluo's nose was red, and tears rolled in his eyes. He held Chu Zhihuai's hand and said, "Brother, I will definitely live a good life. For you and Mom and Dad, I will definitely..."

"Okay." Chu Zhihuai touched Chu Zhiluo's fluffy hair and said, "Hurry up and come back."

Chu Zhiluo held up the umbrella and walked out the door, a hint of surprise flashed in Xiao Ran's eyes.Through the iron gate, Chu Zhiluo handed the umbrella to Xiao Ran and said, "Go back. Don't come again."

no anger.no sadness.It seemed that Xiao Ran was like a stranger.

"Zhi Luo, I know I was wrong. Give me one more chance, let's start over."

"Start again?" Chu Zhiluo whispered what Xiao Ran said, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, but there was no smile in his eyes, "What should we start again? Xiao Ran, can you give me back my child? "

At this moment, Chu Zhiluo's gentleness is like a sharp blade sliding across Xiao Ran's chest.

"I gave you a chance."

"Xiao Ran. I've been waiting for you."

"I believe that one day you will fall in love with me."

The words of confession blurted out, and Xiao Ran was no longer calm and composed, "I love you, Zhi Luo. I love you. You believe me!"

"You fell in love with me. But I may not necessarily wait for you at the same place."

"Xiao Ran, you love me, but I don't have the strength to fall in love with you anymore."

"Tang Weiwei gave me my heart, and I will pay you my own child. Xiao Ran, we are even. I don't owe you anything. If you still think I owe you, I will take out my heart and return it to your Weiwei okay?"

Chu Zhiluo pointed to the position of the heart and said with a calm but sincere expression.It seemed that as long as Xiao Ran nodded, he could insert a knife into his chest and take out his heart in the next second.Fear for no reason came to li xuan's face.

"Zhiluo... Please...don't do this. Give me a chance..."

"Xiao Ran, I gave you too many chances."

Chu Zhiluo reached into his pocket, fumbled for the silver-gray necklace, put it in his palm, and looked at Xiao Ran.

"You said let me wait for you. I've been waiting for you. But I didn't wait for you."

"You didn't come. So I went to find you."

"But you don't remember me. To you, I'm just a perfect substitute for Tang Weiwei. You love her, not me."

"You said that day. You never loved me even for a second. Now you come to tell me that you love me. Xiao Ran, your love is really cheap."

this moment.Only then did Xiao Ran realize that all the sophistry and explanations seemed weak.He hurt Chu Zhiluo too deeply.The boy who was originally a moth to the flame for his love, also began to learn to protect himself by putting on a disguise.

"Zhiluo, does it mean that you won't believe anything I say?"

Chu Zhiluo looked sideways, not looking into Xiao Ran's eyes.

"It's my turn to love you this time. You don't have to do anything. I will wait until the day you forgive me."

"No. Xiao Ran, you don't have to wait for me. Because I will never forgive you."

There was no emotion or pain on Chu Zhiluo's face, and the shyness and fragility of a teenager seemed to have faded instantly from that pale and delicate face.Overnight, Chu Zhiluo, who used to lie in his arms like a child, seemed to have become an adult who understood the dangers of the world.Xiao Ran is very afraid of Chu Zhiluo who has grown up and matured like this, because every frown and smile on his face will no longer affect him for him.He would rather that Chu Zhiluo denounced him hoarsely than before, as if it were much better for him to place the relationship between them on strangers.

In the pouring rain, Chu Zhiluo turned around gently, and the scorching liquid suddenly fell down the moment he turned around.It's not that I'm not sad, but my tears are no longer flowing for you.

"Brother, it's all over."

Bowl.Chu Zhiluo is still Chu Zhiluo, but Xiao Ran is not Chu Zhiluo's Xiao Ran.In the past ten years, he was the one who met Xiao Ran first, but Tang Weiwei was the one who accompanied Xiao Ran.What did he use to fight with Tang Weiwei for the relationship that had passed away for more than ten years.The living can never compete with the dead.

"It's okay, everything will be fine."

When you met him at the best time, you shouldn't have expected more.Don't they all say that the most beautiful thing is to meet?

It rained heavily all night, and Xiao Ran stood motionless in the rain all night.After all, he was the young master of a rich family, and he had never suffered this kind of suffering since he was a child, and finally he passed out at the door of Chu's house.Chu Zhihuai and Chu Zhiluo sent him to the hospital and called Tang Shaoning.Tang Shaoning hurried over with Xiao Ran's parents, the doctor walked out of the ward and said that the patient was just drenched in the rain all night and caught the wind and cold, nothing serious.

"Then let's go first."

Chu Zhihuai took Chu Zhiluo away, and Tang Shaoning hurriedly caught up behind him, "Wait a minute."

Chu Zhihuai was like a calf-protecting parent pulling Chu Zhiluo behind him, looking at Tang Shaoning warily, "What's the matter?"

Seeing Chu Zhihuai's strict attitude, Tang Shaoning couldn't laugh or cry, "I just want to talk to you about what happened that day."

Chu Zhihuai's face turned cold, and he said stiffly, "I thought I made it very clear that day."

"But your brother has the right to know the truth."

"I don't know what you're talking about." Chu Zhihuai pulled Chu Zhiluo away quickly.

Tang Shaoning followed closely behind, staring at Chu Zhihuai and said, "I have no choice but to take legal measures."

Chu Zhihuai stopped and looked at Tang Shaoning, "Then come on. I'll see you in court."

The tense atmosphere between the two suddenly cooled down with Chu Zhiluo's words, "Mr. Tang, my surname is Chu, and I only have one name, Chu Zhiluo."

Tang Shaoning stood there in a daze, Chu Zhihuai showed a stunned expression.Chu Zhiluo said slowly, "You only have one younger sister, and her name is Tang Weiwei. And I am Chu Zhihuai's younger brother, and my name is Chu Zhiluo."

"you……"

"I'm fine. Whether it was before or now, I've lived a happy life." Chu Zhiluo held Chu Zhihuai's hand tightly and said, "I hope I can continue to live with my family in the future."

Blood ties are indelible, but how can the emotion that has been shared through thick and thin for more than 20 years be parted with just a word of blood ties.The cry of Chu's mother that day still lingered in Chu Zhiluo's ears, the woman who lost her child but regarded herself as her own, and Chu's father's silent love, did not pop out overnight So-called loved ones can take their place.He will always remember that night two years ago when his life was dying, Chu Zhihuai cried heartbreakingly, grabbed his hand and kept shouting, "Luo Luo, live on."I beg you, just stay alive. 』

He survived not because of Tang Shaoning, but because he had a family who loved him deeply.

"Thank you."

Tang Shaoning's eyes were full of disappointment, that face similar to Tang Weiwei always gave him the illusion that Tang Weiwei was resurrected.But at this moment, how could he not put this face together with Tang Weiwei's alluring smile.Tang Weiwei's exquisite face was always full of high-spirited self-confidence, but Chu Zhiluo at this moment was like a flower blooming from the dust. Even if he was not favored by others, his tenacity was not something anyone could bend.

"Can I hug you?"

Chu Zhiluo froze for a second at Tang Shaoning's request, but then burst into a smile, "Okay." He opened his arms.

The years are quiet.I'm fine, and you're fine too.

Chu Zhiluo's embrace was like bringing Tang Shaoning back to the warm embrace of his mother when he was young.His mother sat in the back garden with him in her arms, reading to him the fairy tales she had already memorized by heart.In his memory, his mother's smile was as gentle as a spring breeze. He pressed against his mother's swollen belly and asked, "Mom, is there a baby in here?" 』

"Yes, Shaoning must take good care of him in the future. 』

Mom, I'm sorry.I didn't take good care of Vivi.But I hope Zhiluo can live happily and freely, so you won't blame me for not bringing Zhiluo home, right?Because now he looks so happy.