Live up to the Tathagata and fail the Qing

Chapter 5



Chapter 5

Summer goes to autumn and time flies by.

Qi Cheng's illnesses recurred, and his health deteriorated day by day. Qi Chao now spends less time sorting out major events, and puts all other minor matters to the cabinet. He spends his free time with Qi Cheng.

"I want to go for a walk." Qi Cheng said as he got off the bed.

"It's cold outside, so don't go out." Qi Chao frowned and disagreed.

"I've been lying in bed for a month. It's really boring. Anyway, I have to go out." Qi Cheng felt that he had been ill for a month and hadn't gone out. Now that he was cured, he was not allowed to go out. The more he thought about it, the angrier he became .

Seeing Qi Cheng's appearance, Qi Chao sighed, and had no choice but to say: "Put on more before going out." He took the clothes from the maid's hand and put them on for Qi Cheng.

In order to be able to go out, Qi Cheng honestly wore two extra pieces.

Walking in the back garden, it was already late autumn, and there was really nothing to see.

"It's been a long time since I came out, it feels so good to come out now." Qi Cheng leaned on Qi Chao who was supporting him.

"If you recover from your illness, you can come out every day." Qi Chao was dissatisfied with Qi Cheng's poor health and liked to run outside.

"I won't recover from my illness. I don't think this scenery has anything to do with me in the future." Qi Cheng said sadly.

"No, I have already hired a famous doctor, and your illness will be cured." Qi Chao comforted Qi Cheng, but in fact his heart became more and more flustered, Qi Cheng's health has been worse recently than before.

Qi Cheng didn't talk to him, he still doesn't know his own body, his days are numbered, maybe he won't even be able to survive this winter.

"Chu Rui kept handing over papers to see you when you were sick." Qi Chao was afraid that Qi Cheng would be thinking wildly, and in the end he didn't even want to cure his illness. In order for Qi Cheng to have more motivation to live, Qi Chao had no choice but to tell Chu Rui, so that Qi Cheng is happier, after all, Qi Chao will never be as good as Chu Rui in Qi Cheng's heart.

"Oh." Speaking of Chu Rui, Qi Sheng felt pain in his heart. The person he loved with all his heart back then is now a stranger.How much he loved back then, how much resentment he has in his heart now, he can't let go and won't forgive.

"Qi Chao, why do you love me? You are actually very good." Qi Cheng turned to the topic that Qi Chao didn't want to hear the most.

Every time Qi Cheng talks about this topic, he has to tell Qi Chao that what he loves is Chu Rui, he doesn't love Qi Chao, and Qi Cheng is not uncommon for everything Qi Chao does.

"You deserve it." Qi Chao returned the original answer.

In the Marquis of Huai'an's mansion in the capital, Chu Rui kept pacing in the hall, feeling extremely irritable.During this period, he kept handing over papers to the palace, but even if he was not allowed to enter the palace, no one came to tell him how Qi Sheng was in health.

"Master Hou, I heard that you are not feeling well." Bihua came in carrying their son, and asked the maid behind him to bring a cup of tea to Chu Rui.

Looking at Bi Hua's appearance, Chu Rui felt that he saw Qi Cheng for a moment, his eyebrows and eyes really resembled Qi Sheng's.

"Master Hou?" Bihua woke up Chu Rui.

"Ah?" Chu Rui picked up the teacup and covered himself up by drinking tea, "It's nothing, I'm just worried about the emperor's holy body."

"The relationship between Lord Hou and the emperor is really good. I heard that Lord Hou grew up with the emperor." If Chu Rui looked carefully, he would definitely be able to see the sarcasm at the corner of Bihua's mouth.

"That's right." Chu Rui couldn't help but feel a little guilty when he heard others talk about his relationship with Qi Cheng, especially when facing the wife he was marrying, he obviously didn't love this woman, yet he still married her in, even though he was kind to Bi Hua , Outsiders can't tell, but he knows in his heart that he doesn't love his wife, he loves the one in the palace.Every time he looked at Bi Hua's appearance, he couldn't help but think of every bit of Qi Sheng, his heart was not on Bi Hua.

"Maybe the emperor is not in good health right now, so he won't see Lord Hou because he is afraid of contagious disease. Don't worry, Lord Hou." Bihua pretended to comfort Chu Rui, but in fact Bihua knew that Chu Rui would not see the emperor if there were no accidents. .Bihua thought, well, those who don't cherish should be punished.

Bihua will always remember the bright yellow color she saw when she was training in the yard, the lonely eyes, and the painful eyes when he put his hand in Chu Rui's and Chu Rui promised him, How distressing.

"Yeah." Chu Rui replied casually, praying for Qi Sheng in his heart, and hoping to see Qi Sheng again.

Even one side is fine.


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