Chapter 31
Chapter 31
"Are you tired too?"
Xian Ziyu slowly moved to the edge of the pool and got into the water. Standing in the waist-deep hot spring, she stretched out her hand to the person on the shore, and said in a hesitant and expectant tone, "Let's go together..."
Lian Di looked at him fixedly, unhesitatingly took off the long sword around his waist, took his hand and jumped into the water.
"it is good."
Xian Ziyu was shocked by his neat movements, and stared blankly at him as he took out the dagger hidden on his body and handed it to her, "You..."
"You can't hold on, and I don't blame you. It's easier for you to die early."
Lian Di said, "But you should also know that I am determined not to watch you die."
"That day you took me from the bottom of the cliff back to Xian's house and entered the company camp. It should be yours to save this life."
He took Xian Ziyu's hand to hold the handle of the knife.The scabbard fell into the pool with a plop, and a cold light flickered on the blade, which was extremely sharp.
"You feel that you can't live anymore, and I am willing to accompany you."
"But can you trust me this time?"
He watched helplessly as the tip of the knife was controlled by him with calm strength, sending it to his heart inch by inch.Xian Ziyu's hand trembled violently, and he held it firmly.
"Don't be afraid. I will."
"I never lied to you."
His tone was extremely gentle.Low, like whispering in the ear of a loved one, "No matter before or after. In this world, I only give you my whole heart."
The point of the knife pierced into the flesh, and Xian Ziyu's eyes were hurt by the blurred dark red on his chest, so he let go of his hand suddenly, and took a few steps back.
Lian Di held the blade in his hand, stopped in the posture of stabbing himself, looked at him calmly, even tilted his head, and there was a bit of questioning in his eyes.
"Are you stupid!"
Xian Ziyu came back to his senses, as if a strange power had poured into his body, without hesitation he dominated his body and rushed over, grabbed the dagger from Liandi's hand and threw it aside forcefully.
"Didn't you say you wanted to..."
"What I say is what I say? Can't you persuade me a little?"
Xian Ziyu tore off the wet clothing from his body, pressed hard on his wound, and said through gritted teeth, "What if I want to live?"
He has no memory, but only relies on the reenactment of the scene, and cannot fully understand the despair in Xian Ziyu's heart in the past.I was overwhelmed by the overwhelming emotions just now, and I couldn't react for a while and was taken away for a long time.
Only then did I fully understand.No wonder when he dreamed of this scene for the first time, he complained that Lian Di's strength was not enough for such a skinny little wrist. It turned out that he wanted to die by himself!
After completing a series of movements, the dominance of the body was forced to go back.
Xian Ziyu couldn't help feeling anxious.Fortunately, in his previous life, he was just knocked out of his mind by the sudden bad news, and he didn't really want to die together.Seeing that he continued to help Lian Di press the wound after he recognized the situation, he felt relieved.
Lian Di seemed to have expected it, and smiled in a low voice.Accidentally touched the wound and didn't know how to control it, frowning and laughing at the same time.
Xian Ziyu pressed his hands on his chest, and was very angry, "You can still laugh!"
Only then did Lian Di restrain himself, and embraced him in this posture, put his chin on his shoulder, and sighed contentedly, "I know, you are not a cowardly person."
He had expected such a day since he knew the family secret.Hiding is impossible, it only depends on how Xian Ziyu accepts it.In the past, it was Young Master Gu Nian who delayed it for so long, but now, he was already prepared to find the right time to reveal all these things.
Who knew that Xian Zijue would secretly provoke and leak the secret.Lian Di made a silent note in his heart, raised his hand and stroked the wet long hair of the person in his arms, "Now that I've let it out, I feel much better, don't I?"
"...It's a lot more awake."
Xian Ziyu rested her forehead on his shoulder, squinted down at the bright red patch, and whispered, "But that can't be paid by stabbing you."
"You know I can't coax people, and I can't say it well. It's better to take action directly to solve the problem."
Lian Di said indifferently, "I have suffered more serious injuries in the company than this. As long as it can make you feel better, what's the point of stabbing?"
"Then I don't want to see you bleed."
Xian Ziyu muttered, blushing a little at his last words.I thought to myself, aren't you really good at coaxing people?
"Although it is a hot spring, you will catch a cold after soaking in the water for a long time."
Lian Di held him in his arms, jumped ashore, and put him on his lap, "Do you want me to carry you or hug you?"
Xian Ziyu is very used to such frequent conversations, so she replied without much hesitation, "Hold me, I have to cover your wound."
"it is good."
He took Xian Ziyu out of the bath, changed his clothes and treated his wound briefly.
It's just a skin injury and it will heal soon.Xian Ziyu, on the other hand, looked a little guilty, feeling a little guilty when looking at him all day long.
When he went to bed that night, Lian Di still kept vigil by his bedside.As if he couldn't fall asleep, he closed his eyes and opened them again, and finally he couldn't help asking, "Lian Di, why is it me?"
Lian Di didn't show any expression when he heard that, but just leaned over and tucked the quilt for him, "It's not your fault."
"I know that too. But it's still hard to understand, why is it so unlucky for me."
He was wrapped in a thick brocade quilt, only his head was exposed, his black and white pupils looked at the man next to the bed and turned around treacherously, and stretched out his wrists from under the quilt as if playing tricks.
"Lian Di, my right hand hurts so much."
Lian Di looked down and kindly reminded, "You are left-handed."
"..."
Young Master Xian shrank his head under the quilt in embarrassment, but persistently stretched out his other hand, "Anyway, you are not allowed to leave here tonight! My wrist will hurt all night. Don't ask why, I just know it."
"I do not go."
Lian Di helped him massage his wrists, lowered his head and laughed secretly for a while, and reminded, "Come out, be careful not to be bored."
The wrist was pressed and kneaded by the warm fingertips, with just the right strength.Xian Ziyu snorted comfortably, and reluctantly showed his forehead, then showed a pair of eyes, glanced at his movements, worried, "Are my wrists ugly?"
"Not ugly."
Strange and treacherous lines extended on the pale skin, against the backdrop of the shaking candlelight, it showed a coquettish beauty.He looked at the unfaded lines on the delicate skin under his fingers, his eyes darkened, "It's very beautiful."
"Liar."
Xian Ziyu curled her lips, "It must be to make me happy. It's obviously ugly."
"Only I can see the left and right, as long as I don't think it's ugly."
"..."
It seems to make sense.
He quietly exposed his nose and mouth again, and turned over.Looking at Lian Di, who was seriously massaging himself with downcast eyes, I felt a little sour again, "Actually, when I first heard the news today, I really felt that I couldn't live any longer."
"I can tell."
Lian Di asked him along, "Why did you change your mind later?"
"I'm still a little bit dissatisfied."
Xian Ziyu sighed seriously, "At such a young age, how can I be sad about such mysterious and mysterious things as life and death? At least I have to wait until I grow up to your height."
Lian Dixin said that according to your bone appearance, you probably won't grow up to be as tall as me in this lifetime.After thinking about it, I still didn't say it so as not to annoy him.
"But it's actually good. Knowing where the end of this monotonous day is, I feel that I should cherish the remaining time even more."
Unaware of Lian Di's inner activities, he turned over and lay on his back again, staring at the roof and teasing, "Anyway, I won't live past 25, so what if I just survive these few years. One day, the next 'Xian Ziyu' in the family will be able to suffer one day later. It is all about accumulating virtue for the next life, so that we can live a better life."
"I don't want to die."
Xian Ziyu looked at him in embarrassment, "Today I was very impulsive, acted recklessly and said a lot of nasty things... In fact, I didn't really think about it that way. I was just scared and dumbfounded, so don't annoy me."
"I never bothered you."
Lian Di patiently explained in a gentle voice, "I knew these things long ago. You were young at the time, and I was afraid that I would be more unbearable if I told you. Now that I know it, it's better to vent it out, and it's only when the depression is in my heart that it becomes a problem."
"I know."
Xian Ziyu thought about what he said by the hot spring pool, and asked again, "Do you really believe that I can live past 25?"
Lian Di answered without hesitation, "I believe."
"You are so sure, I seem to believe it a little bit."
He suddenly laughed, and his tone was unrestrained and free, "Then just live and see. Just treat it as a small goal, and it's better than me being bored in the yard day after day with nothing to do."
"But you have to come with me."
"Of course I'll be with you."
Lian Di looked at the slender wrist under his finger, and his movements were gentle and careful, as if caring for a treasure handed down from generation to generation.Make a promise word by word, "Whether you live or die, I will be with you."
The cherishment and certainty in the words are almost overflowing.
Xian Ziyu has always admired his calm and calm appearance, which always makes people feel at ease, "Then it's settled."
"But these things are not suitable for talking before going to bed, they are too heavy."
He closed his eyes contentedly, and dragged the topic away, "We need to talk a little more easily. By the way, it will be my birthday in a few days..."
"Ok?"
"Did you prepare a gift for me..."
"..."
The conversation faded away.
There were noises from far and near outside the window.Xian Ziyu opened his eyes, was startled when he saw the pitch white wall, and was amazed for a while.
Then I realized that this is the world I live in.He was no longer the young master of the Xian family who hadn't left the house for more than ten years.
A long dream, waking up seems like a lifetime away.He sat up and leaned against the head of the bed to regain his senses for a while, a series of complicated emotions flooded in, and the first thing that came to his heart was luck.
Thankfully he is no longer in that predicament.
If the stories Lian Di told before only made him feel sympathy for his past self, then he truly felt the sadness and despair in it, and he realized how wonderful the life he is now living freely.
It simply refreshed his worldview.Even the small hotel room where I lived for two months, and always burned out the lights to block the drain when I had nothing to do, has become a lot more pleasing to the eye.
I am even more fortunate to have a close friend like Lian Di who lives and dies by his side.
What an honor to be human for two lifetimes.
Xian Ziyu touched the phone and saw the notification light flashing continuously.After he fell asleep on his own last night, Lian Di sent a text message asking if he wanted to continue telling the story.
The time when he finishes work is uncertain, and the amount of sleep he can guarantee varies from day to day.Sometimes when he came back too late, Lian Di was afraid that he would not get enough sleep, so he would either say a short paragraph, or gently urge him to go to bed as soon as possible, and make up for the story time next time.
Always so meticulous, taking care of people comfortably and properly.
How can there be such a gentle person.
Xian Ziyu sniffed, feeling overwhelmed with emotion.Seeing that the sky was already bright, I gave up the plan to send WeChat.
Just make a phone call.
The author has something to say: Lian Di: How can there be someone who is so obvious that I am still regarded as a good friend. (Sigh for the daughter-in-law's EQ
It's an early update today.For no reason, be happy!
It's a luxury to squander it as soon as you have a manuscript, let's sigh for yourself
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