like the abyss

Chapter 29

Bai Ru'an had already conveyed Lu Yuan's words, so he didn't stay any longer, and left the ward to go downstairs to see Lu Yuan.

Lu Yuan actually didn't go home.The secondary injury caused by the metal sheet was too large, so he had to be anesthetized and sutured.When Bai Ru'an arrived, Lu Yuan was listening to the doctor's instructions, and there was an ugly suture across his calf.

Bai Ru'an waited for the doctor to leave the consulting room before entering.The T-shirt Lu Yuan wore when he went out was stained with Qin Suzheng's blood, dried by the air conditioner, and solidified into brown stains.

Lu Yuan supported the table and stood up.Not long after the anesthesia was given, the pain was not painful, but I couldn't use my strength, and I was able to stand well by supporting things.Looking up and seeing Bai Ruan coming in, Lu Yuan asked, "Is he awake?"

Bai Ru'an nodded.Lu Yuan's face was a little pale, probably because of the blood loss just now, Bai Ru'an was not very happy, "I'll take you back."

Lu Yuan had no opinion.Qin Suzheng was still in a coma when he came to the hospital just now, and the doctor said he would wake up soon, but Lu Yuan didn't want to face him so soon.

When Bai Ru'an received a call from Lu Yuan just now and heard him tell about the car accident, he was quite frightened.Lu Yuan didn't bring cash with him when he went out at night, and the emergency department of this hospital didn't support online payment. As a last resort, Lu Yuan could only trouble Bai Ru'an to come here.

The cause of the accident was soon ascertained.The ground in the tunnel was wet and slippery, and the buses that entered in front returned empty. They did not follow the road signs to slow down before entering the tunnel. When turning the corner, the tires slipped, and they hit the tunnel wall. They were pushed away by force and lay across the road.Several buses collided in a row, sealing the road tightly.

Qin Suzheng saw the scene of the car accident in front of him when he turned a corner. It was too late to brake, so he could only avoid the bus's fuel tank hitting the wheels.Fortunately, Qin Suzheng never drove very fast, and the seat belts and airbags protected the chest and neck of the two people to the greatest extent, so neither of them were seriously injured.

When Bai Ru'an sent Lu Yuan home, he took the expressway around the city, and it was already past five o'clock in the morning when he got home in a circle.Lu Yuan wanted to take a bath before going to bed, but Bai Ru'an ruthlessly refused. Bai Ru'an covered him with a quilt, added cat food, and packed everything before going to work.

***

The effect of the anesthesia gradually faded, and Lu Yuan woke up from the pain.

Bai Ruan was very careful, the painkillers had been sorted and put on the bedside table.Lu Yuan took the medicine in the cold water, and hopped on one foot to the bathroom to take a bath.The shower was unusable, so Lu Yuan took a brief wash in the bathtub, changed his clothes, and went to see Qin Xiaoer.

Qin Xiaoer was patrolling the living room, and the rice bowl was clean of the cat food that Bai Ruan added in the morning.Lu Yuan sat on the sofa and reached out to him, "Meow."

Qin Xiaoer is still cold and ignorant of others.

Lu Yuan didn't have the energy to tease it, so he half leaned on the sofa, waiting for the pain to disappear.

This room used to only have Lu Yuan's books, Lu Yuan's games, Lu Yuan's shoes and Lu Yuan's coat, but now, besides "Lu Yuan's", there are many "Qin Suzheng's".

Lu Yuan turned on the TV, it was not the documentaries he often watched, but financial news.The host and guests inside were talking endlessly, but Lu Yuan didn't understand a single word.

This is not his field of interest.

Everything has an answer.Qin Suzheng's madness on the bed, his strange reaction when he saw Bai Ruan, the painfully long silence during the confession, and Bai Ruan's drunkenness on the night of his engagement.

Lu Yuan turned off the TV and sent Qin Suzheng a message.

***

Qin Suzheng stayed in the hospital for a day, and the dizziness gradually faded away.

Not only did Lu Yuan not come, but Qin Suzheng received a message the next afternoon: 【Come over tomorrow morning to pack your things. 】

Qin Suzheng called back, but Lu Yuan didn't answer at all.Qin Suzheng was discharged from the hospital ahead of schedule, and asked the driver to drive to Lu Yuan's house.

This kind of thing should indeed be made clear in person, Qin Suzheng thought so, and was a little annoyed.

The sequelae of the concussion are still there, and there is a dull pain in the forehead.It was four o'clock in the afternoon when Qin Suzheng received the message, and it was already evening when he arrived at Lu Yuan's house.

Qin Suzheng got out of the car and waved his hand to tell the driver to go back. In his opinion, Lu Yuan was just in a bad mood and deliberately said a few words to stimulate himself, not to the point of breaking up.

At this point Lu Yuan should be eating, using his slow, careful eating method, or feeding the cat after eating, seducing Qin Xiaoer, the little bastard who won't be hugged by him, with the Miao Xian Bao, half the time when he is stroking the cat. There will also be a small dimple on the face.Qin Suzheng went upstairs, and before entering the door, according to Lu Yuan's past habits, he guessed what would happen inside the door, and pushed the door open.

What greeted him was a dark room and a strong smell of smoke.

Qin Suzheng felt a "thump" in his heart, and turned on the light in the living room.

Qin Suzheng saw Lu Yuan smoking for the first time.Before that, he always thought that Lu Yuan could not smoke - Lu Yuan hated the smell of smoke, and occasionally got a little outside, and the first thing he did when he got home was to take a shower and change his clothes.

But now the smell of smoke in the house is unbelievably strong.

Lu Yuan looks good smoking, with a gloomy and decadent beauty.When the light came on suddenly, Lu Yuan was stabbed and closed his eyes. The smoke he exhaled formed into a ball and slowly dissipated. His face was shrouded in the smoke, and he couldn't see clearly, as if the whole person was an illusion of nothingness.

Qin Suzheng didn't care about Qin Xiaoer who threw himself into his arms, walked over quickly, took the cigarette from Lu Yuan's hand, and put it out in the ashtray.

There are already many cigarette butts in the ashtray.

Lu Yuan did not resist, but still leaned on the sofa with his eyes closed.

Qin Suzheng threw the cigarette case and lighter on the table into the trash can, and opened the window of the living room to ventilate. Seeing that Qin Xiaoer kept following him around, he simply closed it on the balcony, and went to the kitchen to pour Lu Yuan a glass. Take the hot water back to the living room and put it on the coffee table in front of Lu Yuan.

He didn't sit down, and stood straight beside Lu Yuan. From this angle, he saw Lu Yuan's straight nose and slightly trembling eyelashes.Lu Yuan was like a well-behaved and pitiful child waiting for his parents to teach him a lesson. Qin Suzheng's heart softened, and the "Why do you smoke so much" that came to his mouth was chewed and swallowed, but what he asked was: "Haven't you Have a meal?"

Lu Yuan didn't respond.Qin Suzheng turned around and walked to the kitchen, thinking to him in a low voice, "I haven't eaten, but I still remember to add cat food to Qin Xiaoer."

Lu Yuan behind him suddenly interrupted him. "Qin Suzheng, you don't have to do this."

He smoked so much that he opened his mouth and realized that he was very hoarse.Lu Yuan didn't drink the water Qin Suzheng poured, stood up and walked around him, and took a can of Coke from the refrigerator.

Before Qin Suzheng had time to ask him what to do, he saw that he was pulling the pull ring to drink Coke, and took the Coke with his hands faster than his brain and put it back in the refrigerator.

Lu Yuan didn't like to wear slippers at home, so he was stepping barefoot on the floor tiles in the kitchen.Qin Suzheng pressed the refrigerator door to prevent him from opening, frowning and drove him out, "Go back and drink water."

Lu Yuan stared blankly at the closed refrigerator door.Qin Suzheng propped up the refrigerator door with one hand, and turned sideways to Lu Yuan, almost encircling him.

Lu Yuan didn't move.Although it was already summer, the coolness of the floor tiles remained undiminished, spreading up from the soles of the feet, and the sharp wounds were slightly painful.The pain made him feel sober, Lu Yuan didn't look at Qin Suzheng, and tried his best to keep his voice from being hoarse, "Did you not receive my WeChat?"

The topic that Qin Suzheng tried to avoid was still put on the table.

He remained silent, Lu Yuan already had an answer.The only silence in the room was Lu Yuan's voice, "Is it convenient for me to be here?"

After waiting for a while, seeing that Qin Suzheng didn't answer, Lu Yuan had no choice but to walk around him and go out, "Then I'll go out first, and call me when you pack up."

However, as soon as he took a step, Qin Suzheng yanked him against the refrigerator door. Qin Suzheng put his hands on both sides, blocking Lu Yuan's way.

He moved too much, Lu Yuan's injured leg was pulled, and the painkiller was about to wear off, and the stinging pain hit, Lu Yuan closed his eyes, waiting for the pain to pass.

The pain didn't subside, but gradually became more obvious.

Qin Suzheng was irritated by his closing his eyes, and his head began to throb and hurt.The headache made Qin Suzheng even more irritable. He lowered his voice, as if threatening him, "Do you really want to break up?"

He was a little annoyed by Lu Yuan's anger.

In his opinion, Lu Yuan's temper was inexplicable.Although he didn't know where he heard about his liking for Bai Ru'an before, it was too much of a fuss to break up because of this.Who hasn't had a few exes yet?If you get over jealousy one by one, do you still want to live?

What's more, what kind of ex is Bai Ru'an?His inclinations are there, even if he was once so hot that he could burn his head, could something really happen between the two of them?

As for how he drank that day, it was just because he was a little emotional when he heard that Bai Ru'an was engaged.He has always been smooth emotionally, how can he easily let go of falling into the hands of a straight man?

Furthermore, although Bai Ru'an was the reason for the relationship with Lu Yuan, he did not confuse the two of them afterwards.Apart from that face, how can Lu Yuan and Bai Ru'an have anything in common?Even the face is not very similar, the details of Lu Yuan's facial features are more delicate, but Bai Ru'an is more like Lu Jiming.

The more Qin Suzheng thought about it, the more angry he became. Fortunately, he still had a sense of reason. He knew that speaking these words would not be beneficial to the current situation, so he reluctantly endured it, and then lowered his voice to coax Lu Yuan, "I can explain."

Lu Yuan had no place to support himself, his left leg was strained, and his forehead started to sweat from the pain, so he could only stretch out his hand to push Qin Suzheng, trying to get him out of the way.

Qin Suzheng was already furious, and the anger provoked by his push became even more intense, so he raised his voice to stop him, "Lu Yuan!"

Lu Yuan didn't stop.

Qin Suzheng suddenly let go of one hand, grabbed Lu Yuan's chin and kissed it.

He moved so violently that Lu Yuan's lips started to hurt when he bumped into it.There was no tenderness in this kiss, it was all anger that needed to be vented.Qin Suzheng ran rampant and aggressive in his mouth, like a wild beast that wanted to eat people.He kissed arrogantly, and when he backed out, he bit Lu Yuan's lips hard, so hard that he even tasted a trace of blood.

It is the familiar softness.

Qin Suzheng suddenly dissipated his anger, as if his anger had been snuffed out by someone, without a trace of warmth remaining.

Guilt surged in his heart, and he was about to apologize, but he saw Lu Yuan looking straight at him without any emotion in his eyes.

"Can you go now?"

Qin Suzheng seemed to have been poured cold water on his head.

***

Without explanation or apology, Qin Suzheng called the driver and turned to pack his things.

Lu Yuan waited for him to enter the bedroom, leaning on the wall and moving to the sofa.The painkiller was still on the bedside table, Lu Yuan didn't have the energy to go in to get it, but just sitting like this, the cold sweat quickly soaked through the clothes on his back.

Qin Suzheng quickly brought out two boxes.Lu Yuan's vision was a little blurred from the pain, and he sat upright with a stiff face.Qin Suzheng looked at him like he was turning a blind eye, and his anger rose again. He was about to speak when he was interrupted by the sound of scratching the door.

Qin Xiaoer saw the box in Qin Suzheng's hand, and hurried out from the balcony, scratching the glass door with a rattling sound.Lu Yuan turned his head and saw its paws grabbing the door. His heart ached so much, but he couldn't stand up and help it open the door.

Seeing Lu Yuan sitting on the sofa indifferently, Qin Suzheng snorted coldly, and walked over to open the door for Qin Xiaoer.

Qin Xiaoer threw himself into Qin Suzheng's arms, urging him to rub himself with a "meow meow".Qin Suzheng rubbed it a few times perfunctorily, bending his body to let it go, but Qin Xiaoer refused, hooking Qin Suzheng's clothes and refusing to let go of his claws.

The atmosphere between the two and the cat was a little stagnant.

In the end, Lu Yuan spoke first.The pain made his voice tremble slightly, "Take it away."

Qin Suzheng's heart tightened, and he took Qin Xiaoer's claws off his clothes.His intuition told him not to take the cat away, but his anger was still hot. Qin Suzheng didn't want to talk to Lu Yuan, so he could only reason with Qin Xiaoer: "Stay at home and be obedient."

Qin Xiaoer let out a "meow", wondering if he understood.

Qin Suzheng put the cat on the ground, carried the box and went out the door without looking back.