like the abyss

Chapter 10

Lu Yuan and Xiao Zhoujing sat for a while and then dispersed.It was the time to disclose the annual report, and Xiao Zhoujing was in charge of finance again, so he was no more leisurely than Qin Suzheng.

Lu Yuan was a little drunk, but not so delirious.Just about to enter the password, the door opened from the inside, Qin Suzheng looked at him helplessly, "Why didn't you wear a scarf when you went out?"

Lu Yuan blinked his eyes and thought for a while, "It landed on the car."

Qin Suzheng took the coat he took off and hung it on the hanger.Lu Yuan looked at the looming muscle lines under his home clothes when he raised his hand, and thought of something, suddenly laughed out loud, and called him like Xiao Zhoujing and the others: "Qin Er."

Qin Suzheng turned around and pressed his head and rubbed him, "What Qin Er is called Er Ge."

Lu Yuan hid back, but didn't dodge, so he stood back and rubbed for him, pursed his lips, "Second brother."

The voice was so small that Qin Suzheng didn't hear it. He turned around and walked to the living room. The laptop on the coffee table was on, probably at work.Lu Yuan followed him in and watched him pick up the glasses from the computer and put them on.Lu Yuan had never seen him wearing glasses, so he looked around with interest.

Qin Suzheng pulled him to sit down, put his hands on his shoulders, "What's for dinner?"

Lu Yuan didn't eat, didn't know how to answer, so he turned his head away from him.

Seeing his guilty look, Qin Suzheng pinched the back of his neck knowingly, "Do you want to eat tomato and egg noodles?"

Lu Yuan turned his head back again, his eyes were bright.

Qin Suzheng took off his glasses and went to the kitchen to give them to him. Lu Yuan followed him closely.

Qin Suzheng didn't expect Lu Yuan to be behind him. He put on his apron and turned around, knocking Lu Yuan staggeringly.

He stretched out his hand to straighten Lu Yuan, looked at the refrigerator and then at Lu Yuan, "Can you cook?"

Lu Yuan glanced at him provocatively, took off the apron on his body, hung it around his waist and tied it up.He was only wearing a sweater, which was tied by an apron. His waist was so thin that one arm could wrap around it.

Qin Suzheng laughed, and leaned on the counter with his arms crossed to watch him show off his cooking skills.

After Qin Suzheng moved in, Lu Yuan didn't go into the kitchen very much. He was going to cook now, only to find that except for the position of the bowls and plates, everything else had been changed to suit Qin Suzheng's habits.Lu Yuan and Guo stared at each other for a while, then stared at Qin Suzheng.

Qin Suzheng had a smile on his face, "I'll tell you with a kiss."

Lu Yuan had the backbone to reject his conditional off-site help, opened the storage boxes of the refrigerator and looked over one by one, found tomatoes and eggs, dug out the leftover two packs of instant noodles from the small cabinet next to the range hood, and He opened the cupboard, found the knives from the small compartment below and put them on the counter, looked at him with raised eyebrows, "I don't need your help."

Qin Suzheng picked up a pack of instant noodles, put it close to Lu Yuan's ear, and asked in a low voice, "Eat junk food while I'm not at home, huh?"

Lu Yuan's most proficient operation now is to pretend not to hear Qin Suzheng's words.The airflow brought by Qin Suzheng's words made his ears burn. He turned his head to avoid it, and pushed Qin Suzheng away, "Don't disturb my cooking."

Qin Suzheng watched him cook instant noodles in a serious manner, with a serious expression as if he was cooking a big meal, his ears were red, almost bleeding, and he asked himself pretendingly: "Do you want to eat?"

He nodded, "Eat, why not eat."

Lu Yuan didn't understand what he meant, and reluctantly gave him a bowl. Qin Suzheng took the bowl out with a pair of chopsticks, and sat on the dining table to wait for Lu Yuan.

Lu Yuan took off his apron and sat down.The ceiling light in the restaurant is warm yellow, and I used to feel uncomfortable eating here alone, but now I sit face to face with Qin Suzheng at the table, watching the white mist rising from the bowl in front of me, I suddenly feel a sense of relief, as if my body is floating.

Qin Suzheng ate quickly, finishing the noodles in the bowl in two or three mouthfuls, but Lu Yuan was a cat tongue, and at the moment he picked it up bit by bit to cool off.Qin Suzheng waited patiently for him to finish eating, cleaned up the bowl, and sent him to wash and change clothes.

Lu Yuan stood at the door of the kitchen, looked at Qin Suzheng who was washing the pot, squinted his eyes and asked him, "Have you washed it yet?"

Qin Suzheng took out two pieces of absorbent paper to wipe his hands, "Want me to help you take a bath?"

Lu Yuan didn't answer, and pointed to the living room, "Aren't you working?"

Qin Suzheng threw the ball of paper into the trash, "I'll see it tomorrow."

Lu Yuan teased him on purpose.Although it was painful, Lu Yuan did not reject this kind of physical intimacy.In fact, there is only physical intimacy—Lu Yuan doesn't know how to be emotionally close to others.Qin Suzheng lives with him and sleeps on his bed, but he still feels that Qin Suzheng is far away from him.Lu Yuan had never had such an urge to be close to a person before, this urge occasionally popped up from an unknown place, burning him with pain.But he couldn't put this impulse into reality, so he could only get closer to him, and then a little closer, so that Qin Suzheng could perceive and take the initiative.

The bathroom was hot and steamy.Qin Suzheng propped one hand on the tile, and supported his leg from the bend of his leg.He was half a head taller than Lu Yuan, and Lu Yuan could only wrap his arms around his neck with difficulty to prevent himself from slipping down.He penetrated deeply and quickly, Lu Yuan's legs were softened by his push, biting his lower lip and looking at him with wet eyes.Qin Suzheng seemed to see that he couldn't bear it, so he slowed down the frequency.Maybe it was because the atmosphere was too good, Lu Yuan opened his mouth and called out in a low voice: "Second brother."

The air was silent for a moment.

Qin Suzheng suddenly withdrew his arm from the wall.Lu Yuan couldn't stand stably, he was about to fall, he turned around by his shoulders, and pressed his face against the wall.Lu Yuan turned his head to say something, but was covered by a bony hand, unable to make a sound.Lu Yuan couldn't remember clearly what happened next, and when Qin Suzheng put him down from the wall, he was too tired to keep his eyes open.

When he was about to fall asleep, he seemed to hear Qin Suzheng say: "Don't call me that at a time like this."

Lu Yuan wanted to ask him why, but he really had no strength left.Qin Suzheng cleaned him up, carried him to the bed, and left again.Lu Yuan didn't know when he went to bed, it must be very late.When he lifted the quilt and hugged Lu Yuan into his arms, Lu Yuan woke up for a while. He felt cold and had an indistinct smell of smoke.Realizing that his actions had awakened Lu Yuan, Qin Suzheng patted the person in his arms on the back lightly, as if explaining: "I just went to see the documents."

Lu Yuan rubbed against his neck, which meant he knew.

Qin Suzheng breathed a sigh of relief, and kissed his hair, "Go to sleep."

Lu Yuan wrapped his arms around his waist and fell into a deep sleep.