Light Snow to Beginning of Spring GL

Chapter 42

The midnight cold wind lingered in the yard, and the wooden doors and windows creaked and made a slight friction sound.He Xueyan remembered that she seldom brought Bai Linyu to her home, and there were only a few times in her memory.

She is always worried that her parents will discover her shocking secret. She loves deeply, but she is too timid.But this time, it had nothing to do with courage, she took her home just because she was too lonely.

Hugging is far from familiar, but it doesn't matter to resist.Bai Linyu caressed the still soft and dark hair at the back of her head, rubbed the silk satin with her palm, closed her eyes and sniffed the fragrance of her temples lightly, like a beautiful cat carefully sniffing roses, sensitively searching for memories.Bai Linyu's throat trembled slightly when the clear fragrance entered her nostrils, she opened her eyes, stared at the flowers in her bosom, and touched her forehead with her lips as if afraid of damaging them.

She didn't go down very fast, she just stayed there for a long time.He Xueyan leaned in her arms full of emotions, she vaguely remembered how pure and transparent joy and love swelled in her heart when such a scene appeared in the past.But now, that kind of deep fatalism, that kind of desolate helplessness filled her, making her unable to fight back.

Bai Linyu didn't force her, she was already satisfied, just kissed her forehead and cheek lightly again, not touching her bottom line, and said lightly: "It's late, you should rest." Wei'know'count' He Xueyan nodded, looking sideways at the endless night outside the window, imagining the piercing cold, slowly raised her head to look at her, her eyes quivered in her sockets, and the corners of her mouth opened with difficulty: "Xue Too big...you can rest in the guest room."

Like an adult taking care of a little girl, Bai Linyu smiled at her peacefully, stroked the top of her head, and did not refuse the restrained invitation: "Okay."

He Xueyan let go of her, feeling a little confused.She hates the moment when she has to make a choice like this. She is too stupid and lazy. She hopes that life will be smooth sailing, and she longs for her eternal peace.When she walked across the yard and took Bai Linyu to the guest room, she took a deep breath of the pungent cold air, walked all the way to the door, opened the room and led her in, Bai Linyu silently stood behind her, and hugged her again when she was about to leave, So reluctant.

The courtyard is large and extremely quiet.He Xueyan changed a few positions on her shoulders, feeling very uncomfortable, her nose was sore and she even wanted to cry, but when she walked through the hall and courtyard, her mind was refreshed by the cold wind, so she had to push her away, and said in a refusal manner: "I'm going to rest, and you should too." After a pause, he said, "I... I'm with Yan Fei."

Bai Linyu looked at her for a long time, nodded, and gave her enough respect: "I know." He repeated that I know, then touched her cheek with his fingers, and said with distress: "You can choose anytime. "

That's it, this woman threw all her burdens back as if she was afraid of taking any responsibility.

Tonight is not suitable for thinking, He Xueyan felt tired, tired of such games and said lightly: "I don't want to choose." She said the most truthful words: "I can no longer have prejudice against you, and I can try to be ordinary friends. But I'm too tired, I don't want to struggle at all, I don't want life to be complicated."

She said this to Yan Fei.Now it was Bai Linyu's turn.

"Okay." Bai Linyu licked the dry corner of his mouth with the tip of his tongue, bit his lower lip with his teeth, and let go, "Go and rest."

"En." He Xueyan suddenly thanked her for not pestering her so hard. She knew that she had no ideas and was most afraid of being pestered.But she didn't, thank God.

Walking out the door, like a fox escaping from a hunter's trap, He Xueyan exhaled heavily. She hurried back to her room, washed up and climbed onto her bed.He stained his own pillow and tossed and turned. From the gap in the curtains, he could see that the light in the opposite room was still on.She turned her head again, remembered something, got up, went to her coat pocket, took out her phone, and turned it on.

A dozen missed calls.

Twenty text messages.

Yan Fei was probably going crazy.

Because of Bai Linyu's matter, He Xueyan felt guilty for that little girl Yan Fei again, and missed her liveliness, simplicity, and beauty.

He Xueyan decided not to read those text messages.She was afraid that she would feel more guilty if she saw it, so she kindly replied to Yan Fei, "My phone is out of battery, I'm not in the hospital, go home and get some things and rest.

In the middle of the night, He Xueyan was about to go to bed after replying.As soon as the phone was put down, it rang.

Yan Fei called and only called Xue Yan, and then started crying in a daze, saying a lot of sorry and so on.

He Xueyan was sleepy and dazed, and explained that it was fine.Yan Fei coaxed herself well for a long time, stopped crying, and began to chatter.

Maybe he said something soothing and warm, but He Xueyan couldn't remember it, so she yawned and closed her eyes.Fortunately, the little girl was disturbed, her brain was filled with her Yingyingyanyan voice, and she couldn't think about anything else.So I fell asleep peacefully.Otherwise, you will really lose sleep all night.

The battery behind the phone was really dead, He Xueyan was too sleepy to take care of it, and in her dreams Yan Fei was murmuring and hugging her arm, insisting on her giving LV, she got agitated and bought a lot of them and threw them to her , I wish I could pull a truck and bury her.It cannot make people feel clean.

She slept so badly, she didn't know the time when she woke up, she rubbed her eyes because her body was still sore from a late sleep, the sky outside was still gloomy, the snow had stopped, but the wind was still howling.This northern winter makes people want to escape.

She was thinking about something while facing the window, when she vaguely saw the door of the opposite guest room open.Bai Linyu walked out.

He Xueyan tilted her head and watched indifferently through the glass. The woman didn't seem to notice it. She stood in the yard for a while, looking at the sky and the ground, and walked slowly around the greenhouse shed built in the yard. Looking at the flowers in a circle, there is a moving smile on his face.

He Xueyan probably woke up completely, facing this person, he suddenly felt a strange relief in his heart.For seven or eight years of her pain, she found a footnote to explain, and the hatred she had held on for a long time was so stupid.She thought that she should thank herself again, thanking herself for not impulsively reuniting with her, nor for not cutting off contact with her categorically.

She quietly looked at Bai Linyu, she felt that this person had become less mysterious, she was just a memory that had been dusty for many years.Now that things have happened, she can allow this memory to go out to the sun and bask in the sun.

She can be more calm, calmly face all kinds of failures in her life, and calmly face those unbearable fates.Keep a distance from that woman calmly, and be able to greet each other.

Calmly, just like Yan Fei treated Shen Suyu.

Is this appropriate?

After He Xueyan washed up, she pushed open her door.The wind in the yard still hurt his face, and the snow on the stone bricks was thick, and his feet creaked when he stepped on them. Bai Linyu turned around and saw her, and smiled at her, but she asked first: "Are you awake? Did you sleep well?"

"Very good." He Xueyan told the truth, inhaling slowly, trying to calm down on such a not-so-clear morning, and casually asked, "How are you? Are you used to sleeping?"

"Your pillows are a bit hard." Bai Linyu rubbed the back of his head, with long hair on his shoulders, and smiled tolerantly: "Since it's an antique, I admit it too. Are you hungry? I'll go get something to eat, By the way, let your parents wait a little longer."

"Okay." He Xueyan is gradually getting used to this atmosphere.Like an old classmate of hers returning from France, with a little bleakness and nostalgia of memories, nothing more.

In the kitchen, Bai Linyu was busy, He Xueyan looked at it for a while, then leaned over to help her.

Pass the washed green onions to her, and listen to her say thank you.She handed over the garlic to be peeled and ordered how much.

Cooperation and division of labor are dictated by tacit understanding.

Bai Linyu filled the soup so naturally and fed it to her mouth, and said with a smile, "Taste the salt, if it suits me, I'll cook it out of the pot."

She leaned over, and Bai Linyu carefully cooled the soup for her. The corner of her mouth touched the warm soup, full of deliciousness.She just smiled at her.

She smiled so beautifully that Bai Linyu would have misunderstood her, removed the spoon, and lowered her head to kiss her.

He Xueyan's tongue was stuck in his throat, avoiding her and coughing dryly.

He coughed endlessly, and his face turned red.Bai Linyu was a little annoyed, and gave her a glass of warm water.He Xueyan stopped coughing, blushed and said indifferently with an annoyed look, "Don't be like this? I can't accept it. I just hope that as you said, we can simply be friends."

"I'm sorry." Bai Linyu smiled wryly, but turned around to resolve the embarrassment with busyness.

He Xueyan didn't want to be busy anymore, so she simply went outside to pack up her things. When Bai Linyu finished everything, she didn't care about eating, so she packed it for the old lady.He Xueyan carried a bag to change and wash clothes, and Bai Linyu walked behind with a meal.The dark red door opened with a creak.

"Think about it again, what else do you not bring, you are also forgetful." Bai Linyu reminded.

"I don't have anything." He Xueyan thinks that she sometimes cares too much, but she replies: "Mobile phone!"

She turned to go back.

"Teacher Ho."

The voice is clear and crisp, just a little less airy.

He Xueyan stood on the steps and looked sideways. There was a person standing by the steps of her house.

Yan Fei's face turned blue from the cold, her originally ruddy lips were blackened, and the corners of her mouth were a little chapped due to the wind.Those big clear light brown eyes were shaking, her eyelashes were trembling, and her gorgeous and innocent face was full of worry.

It was the cat who was really worried, as if it had lost its owner, and was poorly shut out.

White mist spewed out from Yan Fei's lips, before she could say a second sentence, tears came down first, and seeing He Xueyan's figure, she smiled stiffly again.Weeping and laughing, I called Teacher He again.

He Xueyan couldn't bear to watch it anymore, she couldn't bear it, like a female student who saw her get lost, she hurried over and hugged her in her arms, and said as if to teach her: "Why are you so cold? I don't know how to feel sorry for myself."

"I miss you." Yan Fei put her arms around her and ignored the people coming and going in the alley.

He Xueyan took a deep breath, trying to scold her for being worthless.I also remembered that I was not a promising person.A certain age is also so boring, and likes to dig people's hearts out.

"I miss you too." He Xueyan put her arms around a child and told her the truth: "I've been buying you LV in my dreams."

Yan Fei is the kind of girl who is particularly easy to coax, she is a bit of a money worshiper, a bit vulgar.

She forgot how long it had been frozen, but it didn't seem to be cold anymore.With tears in her eyes, she hugged He Xueyan with a happy smile, and said warmly: "Don't buy it, that one is ugly." After a pause, she said: "Mr. He, look at how pitiful I am, you should give me a Hermes."

He Xueyan originally wanted to kill her and tell her to leave, but when the situation came to an end, she said impatiently, "Buy."

Yan Fei pumped her energy, her dimples almost turned into holes when she laughed, the beautiful person was dazzled, and kissed He Xueyan's face with all her strength: "I love you so truly."