dhibooks Chapter 4
Chapter 4
It's interesting.You can't understand why I'm angry, can you?You think I won't be offended when I look at these letters filled with kindness and friendship, right?Well, let me tell you, I'm mad, huh?
Gertrude is a bitch.What do you want me to learn from this?Are you playing games with me?Didn't we end the game a long time ago?At that time, you and I were tired of being together every day, and you gave me your body and mind without reservation. After that, you accused me, betrayed me and even left me because of an accident, leaving me alone to fulfill our ideal.What else, we have joined hands and shared plans, you have searched for the holy artifact with me, you have given me guidance in life, and then, you are free, and you have seen it through, it is time to pursue what you call the truth of England , so you just threw me from the air to the bottom of the valley, is that right?
Dumbledore, you made me.Yes, you made me and allyd me, but you let me run amok in this world.I guess your little brother will agree with me that you do have a penchant for deceiving yourself and others.
Well, enough of you.Now come talk about me, your disturbed, heartbroken pet Dark Lord, and the dishonorable past you're trying to hide.May I ask who has wrapped your body with a sweet spell, making you smile and beg him to fuck you?May I ask, who else knows your desire that you have to hide?Why, poor Albus, is this the part of yourself you have to lose, the part you've lost?
Yeah, we're still going in circles.Now it's my turn to taunt you, but I'm too angry to breathe.
Are you proud that Professor Dumbledore is my new pen pal.But don't think you'll be my only pen pal—Merlin, if I had only had you as my pen pal, I'd have hit a wall and died years ago.Once in a while I chat with a guy, which is quite pleasant, and he doesn't judge me because I'm unambitious and unhappy.He's a very bright but somewhat dull British teenager with a silly fake name - who unexpectedly started a correspondence with me a few years ago, with a three-sentence line.A man with a brain, but obviously no sense of humor.He seemed very frightened when I spoke of my acquaintance with you.
I told him you're just a hypocrite who likes to take advantage of people and that he better stay away from you.Of course, I could see that he was afraid of you.You may pay attention to him, and he may be a dangerous person in the future.But how can you control a Dark Lord when he won't be your pet dog?
Albus Dumbledore, your grace is unreliable.Gertrude is a big bitch.
Gellert Grindelwald
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1956 year 8 month 2 day,
Gellert,
If I have been a teacher for a long time, I will have some bad habits, such as being used to appearing knowledgeable and familiar with the past and present in front of the children. In fact, it is all an illusion, and even in fact, I am just a miserable failure. By.
Old friend, I never considered you my pet dog.On the other hand, I think I was your pet during those months, when I was obsessed with your dazzling dreams, and then woke up from the dream, everything was beaten back to the original, the person who felt betrayed should be I.But maybe because I've been teaching for so long, I've learned what it means to argue—it's not worth it—or, it's worth it.
If hating me has made things easier for you all these years, then go ahead and hate me.But I still hope, wish like a child, that you won't—forget it, I'm an old fool with nothing.But whatever you think of me, I must mention that English boy you told me about.Could his pseudonym be Voldemort?I know I should do what you want and not bother you anymore, but there have been some very bad rumors about that name lately, which compelled me to ask one more question.
Other than that, please take care.
Albus Dumbledore
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1956 year 9 month 27 day,
Dumbledore,
Surprised you asked for my help with this Voldemort thing, and even more surprised you didn't tell me why. (Is that the spelling of the British phrase "guy"?) It's all from my old line.The guy was obsessed with death, which is somewhat unusual even for a dark wizard.His fear of death has reached a very exaggerated and exaggerated level, which can be said to be a bit abnormal.I guess you already know about these.But he hasn't embarked on the path of finding the holy artifacts yet, and luckily that's the case, hoping that there will be fewer megalomaniacs looking for those things.
Also, he's worked out a weird theory about improving the Killing Curse - but I don't think it's going to work.And then there's the Horcrux talk, which is all nonsense.Death is something that comes naturally and naturally, and it is much better to meet death with dignity than to be half dead.
Albus, I don't hate you, never hated you.In the future, you will not do excessive things to me, so you will not hate you in the future.This is what I want to say to you.
Gellert Grindelwald
Also, Gertrude said, "Identity is a recognition, and you find yourself and recognize yourself in your memory and in other people's memories, and when you are in it, it's not like that."
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1957 year 2 month 28 day,
Gellert,
I guess you'd love to know, I couldn't help laughing when I read your letter.Some sloppy nonsense indeed, and I agree with Gertrude (everyone knows if you're too careful you'll trip over something).Unlike her, I am happy with my little rhymes.
A few years ago, Voldemort came to visit me at Hogwarts.I was about to disprove the dark rumors I had just heard about him, but his whole person and demeanor confirmed that they were not rumors.Yes, this worries me.England may therefore have a Dark Lord who truly belongs to it.
I don't have a good reason, but I would advise you not to contact him.Compared to you, Voldemort may be just an arrogant and disrespectful fellow, but the scary thing is, he's ambitious, which fits your inference, his fear of death reaches the point of paranoia, he's what you say people.
As for the rest - Gellert, I can't untie your knot.Because I haven't even opened my heart yet.
thank you for your help,
Albus Dumbledore
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1957 year 3 month 15 day,
Albus -
So, have you raised a baby Dark Lord on the beautiful island of Alba?Then I have to warn you, you have to be careful of the prophecy day of March [-]th.
I'm guessing - those Ministry officials haven't realized what's going on, so are you now going to spend ten years or more as a lone ranger and start arresting Voldemort?Or do you want to recharge your batteries and wait for the time?I think for you, either way, the conscience will be tormented.Soothe it with lemon sherbet, and give me some too.
The boy does have great strength, but he lacks imagination.At least, you and I always have wild fantasies, which is one of the reasons why we complement each other.
The more I read the Muggle writings you sent me, the more confused I become.They spend a lot of time on those fictional literature and art, social etiquette, they don't have magic, they only rely on their imagination to understand the world.I wonder what happens to people when they don't have magic anymore?Where will the meaning of life be?A wizard owns a violin, he can stimulate more potential, and a Muggle playing the violin is just playing beautiful music to achieve resonance, what's the point?For another example, two Muggles arguing over the rhyme of a sentence is meaningless, but if it is replaced by two wizards, it will be very different. They can only modify the structure of the spell to cause a stir in the world.
Albus, what did you give me these books for me to learn from them?Teach me to sympathize with them only in weak worlds?How powerless are they?
Only when—"it"—is in my hand, can my heart lighten up.Now there is no "it," no magical security—
how is it?
How to survive?
In the past 12 years, although I can't say it, I know that the four seasons cycle outside the window, the scenery changes again and again, and my thinking gradually declines and ages.The walls are impenetrable like a goblin's vault with an iron spell on it, and there's nowhere to go.You used to say that someday you'd have a Pensieve—
Albus, Nurmengard will not break me, and neither will you.Go ahead and deal with your insolent Dark Lord.Let me rot here - am I an old man now?Yes, almost.Back then, I also conquered the world on the top of the snow mountain.
you crocheted
Gellert Grindelwald
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1957 year 5 month 17 day,
Gellert,
I am afraid that Voldemort's current state is no longer in infancy, more like entering the evasive and moody early youth.After getting along with you, I have a little understanding of the Dark Lord's growth history.Unfortunately during that down period, he didn't have many friends.I think I've described it as well as I can.
As for the choice you mentioned - yes, it weighs heavily on my mind.The Pensieve has become my invaluable treasure and—sometimes a reminder of my never-ending knot.
That question about Muggles was worth pondering.In fact, some of your questions have already been answered—you study