[Lei An] Extremes must be reversed

Chapter 20 20.

"Lei Shi—Boss—Boss Lei!"

Kelly barked three times in a row before Leishi came back to his senses. He waved his hands impatiently to keep the source of noise away from him.

"Speak quickly if you have something to say."

"I said, why don't you answer my email? You're going to Tokyo for a business trip next week, so take me with you."

The first half of Kelly's sentence was still accusing, but the second half immediately softened. Lei Shi didn't raise his head, and said without hesitation: "No. It's enough for Camille and I to go."

"Don't, let me tell you, I have a plan to go." Kelly had already prepared, and she spread out the plan she had prepared on the table in front of Leishi.

"Let me tell you, there just happened to be a light and shadow exhibition in Tokyo a few days ago, and an illustrator will also go there. I want to discuss a cooperation with the other party, next year..."

Halfway through her speech, she looked up at Lei Shi's absent-minded look, and then stopped.

"Are you... not feeling well today?"

Lei Shi didn't want to answer at first, but today he was really worried. Seeing Kelly's gossip eyes, he didn't want to hide it anymore: "It's about An Mixiu."

"Oh, about the child, I almost forgot that you are still a loving father."

"You don't want to go to Tokyo, do you?"

"Just kidding, I was wrong. I'll let you know the plan. Remember to read it when you feel better?"

Lei Shi waved his hand and began to chase people away. Kelly knew that there should be some drama in this matter, and she was ready to leave happily. When she arrived at the door, she thought of something again. She made a toast gesture to Lei Shi: "The old place tonight? Drink with you Two cups?"

Lei Shi impatiently tapped the document on the table: "Wait for me to read it."

Sitting in front of the table, Lei Shi frowned at An Mixiu's application form.

Underneath is the school's information. He simply flipped through it just now. It was a famous school. Just looking at the name, some information appeared in his mind. He knew that many students in this school crowded their heads every year to fight for the limited places.

When An Mixiu finished the sentence he wanted to talk about, Lei Shi hadn't realized the seriousness of the problem. He looked at An Mixiu's seriousness and thought that he would say some serious love words to confirm their sudden change of relationship. This is what I thought of waiting for.

Lei Shi never thought that An Mixiu would want to go abroad and leave him.

"When did you decide?"

Lei Shi's tone was very bad, An Mixiu panicked for a moment, but he quickly stabilized his mind, and before he decided to tell Lei Shi about this, he had already anticipated how Lei Shi would treat him when he was in school different results, so although he is nervous right now, he is not at a loss.

"After going back to school, but I was thinking about it before. If I want to study this major, this school is the best choice, and my grades..."

"I didn't want to ask you this, An Mixiu, you know."

I know.

An Mixiu took a deep breath, lowered his head and said, "I should discuss it with you first and get your consent before... instead of making a decision first and then notifying you."

Lei Shi glanced at him, there was no apology on this guy's face, but more stubbornness.He picked up the pen irritably, made a loud noise on purpose when turning the pages, and paused when he glanced at the column that needed to be signed on the last page.

It reads—Signatures of family members: Father ___; Mother ____

Only then did Lei Shi look up at An Mixiu again, his face was full of unwillingness and entanglement, he suddenly understood what An Mixiu was thinking.

Lei Shi quickly signed it, closed the document, and pushed it to him.

"Lei Shi, I'm done, you don't have to fulfill your obligation to raise me anymore."

These days, An Mixiu always recalls the scene when they first lived together. At that time, Lei Shi said that they were temporary family members, and the adoption documents signed by An Mixiu would be invalid after An Mixiu became an adult. Legally speaking, An Mixiu is now able to decide whether he needs Lei Shi to continue to be his guardian.

An Mixiu never told Lei Shi, in fact, from the very beginning, he never planned to accept Lei Shi's unconditional offer.His father's act of kindness was not a reason for him to ask for it.Over the years, his reasons for wanting to be independent have changed, but his decision has never changed.

"An Mixiu, you don't have to care about those things at all." Lei Shi looked at him with deep and sharp eyes, "When is it your turn to worry about these things?"

The issue between them was never which school to choose.Lei Shi admits that he has a strong sense of control and self-esteem, and An Mixiu's actions simply underestimate his ability and ignore his mood.This realization made Lei Shi feel tight in his chest, and unprovoked anger surged upwards.

"When you don't treat me like a child." An Mixiu didn't hold his breath, Lei Shi's face obviously became sullen, An Mixiu didn't flinch, since he had already spoken, he should explain everything clearly .He took a deep breath and said firmly, "Lei Shi, I know you don't care, you can do whatever you want, and never allow others to influence you."

When An Mixiu mentioned this, he always felt a happy sense of revenge in his chest. Lei Shi was used to making his own decisions, but he couldn't allow others to treat him in his own way.But when An Mixiu looked up and saw Lei Shi's surprise and...pain, he felt his heart tightened again.

An Mixiu clenched his fists, his gaze subconsciously avoided Lei Shi's scrutiny, but he mentally forced himself to face it, so he summoned up his courage, raised his head, and looked directly into Lei Shi's eyes.

Opening the mouth again was not as difficult as imagined. An Mixiu slowed down his speech and said slowly: "I don't want to be taken care of by you all the time. In front of you, I will always be the one to be accommodated. You are older than me, and I am more mature than me, but this is not the reason why I have to live under your protection for granted. I also want to understand Ni better, and I want to use another identity to be with you, just...just as myself, not you The adopted son."

He couldn't help talking more and more excited, and his eyes were slightly red.

He is too greedy.

He wants to get Leishi's vision, wants to enter Leishi's world, and wants to get more and more.

And the more this happened, the more he realized how powerless he was.

Lei Shi looked at him quietly and didn't speak.No matter what kind of consolation is inappropriate at this time, he wants to tell An Mixiu, what are you in a hurry for, you still have time, besides, you are good enough now-but these words are undoubtedly a contempt for An Mixiu's determination.

What An Mixiu hopes to get is respect, respect for his determination, his strength, and his dignity.

Although Lei Shi admits in his heart, he feels that An Mixiu is simply wasting his energy on some unimportant things.

"Okay, your reason is very good, I agree, but don't you think you are too self-righteous? An Mixiu." Lei Shi's voice was calm and dangerous, with a hint of sarcasm: "Do you think I will not agree? Or do you think I will stop you?"

"I……"

"You told me not to treat you like a child, but when did you put me on a parallel line?"

Lei Shi couldn't understand why An Mixiu underestimated himself.If An Mixiu cares, then he has plenty of ways to make the gossip disappear, and he doesn't care at all, An Mixiu wants to go to the best school, of course he won't stop him, what he wants to give must be the best.

The only thing Lei Shi cares about is that An Mixiu sneaks into the school and avoids him for a few days, and he feels the blow of being left out for the first time.

He almost thought that he would be mistaken. He spent the whole day pondering over what An Mixiu had said and done. Maybe... Maybe it was him who was wrong. The so-called "like" by An Mixiu was just admiration for him. And longing, at most mixed with a little curiosity about sex.If it is true, on the one hand, he knows that he should make the right guidance at this time, and on the other hand, he feels, whatever he wants, of course I have to keep what I want.

It is impossible for Lei Shi to admit that he will also feel insecure and vulnerable, and it is even more impossible for him to let go of his dignity to confide... In the end, he is a domineering hope that An Mixiu will love him, admire him, and listen to him.But he finally found out that this guy was sent by the heavens to torture him, otherwise how could he be so disturbed.

"I didn't think about it that way..." An Mixiu took a breath, and he was a little anxious when he spoke: "I just didn't think about it at the time, I avoided you because I didn't want you to be swayed...I'm afraid that I... "

He lowered his head, not daring to look at Lei Shi, his voice seemed to come out of his throat.

"As long as I stay by your side, I can't make up my mind to leave you."

"You mean, Xiaoan decided to go abroad, and he still wants to fight for a full scholarship, so he won't let you be his guardian?"

Lei Shi briefly explained the general situation to Kelly, and Kelly digested it for a few minutes before bursting out laughing.

"I said you have this day too? Is it because you are used to covering the sky with one hand, so you can't stand it if people ask for freedom? I didn't say that An Mixiu is really like you. You left Lei's house back then. Isn’t it quite courageous when you are in time? Don’t you do less things that make decisions for others? Get used to it sooner, An Mixiu is not a child anymore, he will be independent sooner or later.”

After speaking, Kelly sighed that the way of heaven is a good reincarnation.

They came to this bar that they often go to after get off work. Lei Shi didn't plan to tell others about it, but he didn't want to go back and face the empty room.An Mixiu also lived on campus before, and they only met on weekends every week, but they still have something to look forward to.Thinking that in the near future, the other party will really withdraw from his life, he felt that the house was a bit too empty.

"You are an adult, Lei Shi, you should support your child in whatever he does. Besides, he doesn't smoke cigarettes, perm his head and play punk... I'm sorry, it seems that you have done all these things, I didn't mean to target you hahaha... ...I just want to study hard, how sensible."

"He's my boyfriend now."

"So he grew up and you... what!"

Kelly almost fell off the chair, her smile still froze on her face, she forced out an expression of disbelief, her eyes widened, as if the well-dressed boss in front of her suddenly turned into a monster.

Lei Shi sneered, completely crushing the last guess in Kelly's mind that "he might be joking".

"No, are you serious?"

"Well, just a few days ago, before he got better, he said he was going abroad."

"No, no, wait for me to digest it first." Kelly grabbed the wine glass in front of her and drank it all in one gulp. After suppressing the shock in her heart, she then stared at Leishi with a pair of contemptuous eyes.

"You actually made a move."

"I didn't force him."

Leishi's words are not convincing to Kelly at all. Everyone in the company knows that Leishi is a control freak, and he can get whatever he wants.

"Are you sure? I don't think An Mixiu is willing at all. He left you because of this, Lei Shi. You can choose a lot of people, and this one is not bad."

"Do I look like such a casual person?"

That's what he said... At least Leishi has never had any black spots in his private life, and he never "sells out his beauty" even in business entertainment.Kylie has also heard the gossip about him. What most wants to fall in love but least wants to get married ranks first. No one can imagine what it would be like for him to fall in love.

"Okay... I won't pursue the moral issue with you. I think you must have thought about it yourself. But it's not incomprehensible from An Mixiu's point of view."

Kelly sighed, and looked at Lei Shi with her chin propped up: "I think the biggest problem is that the two of you have very different personalities, and you have age and experience. You must think differently. I said Lei Shi, what do you think? Yes? Do you really want to keep him captive in your territory and let him obediently listen to you and live according to your arrangements?"

Anyone will have the desire to possess in love, especially a model like Lei Shi who has a strong possessive desire, but he knows that this is impossible, An Mixiu is not usually difficult to deal with when he is stubborn.

"I didn't think so." Lei Shi said with mixed feelings.

"I think..." Kelly thought for a while, "Does he like you too much? I always feel that there is a gap with you. This is actually very understandable. If two people get along with each other on an equal footing, you will always dominate Quan, he will gradually become speechless around you. I didn’t expect him to think so much at such a young age. From this point of view, An Mixiu is much more mature than you. But... Actually, I think the solution The question is simple."

"Ok?"

Lei Shi cast a skeptical look, Kelly smiled twice, and said: "You just tell him directly that you need him and you can't do without him, so you just have to do it. How can there be so much reason, just take it Soft, isn't that the only thing."

Leo rolled his eyes.

"Okay, okay, I know it's impossible hahaha, hey, then tell me what's going on with you, you don't really have that kind of habit, do you?"

"We're not that old."

"That's actually... um... Hey? I thought of it. If you don't want him to go abroad, it's not because you are afraid that he will meet more people outside. If you find out, you will be like that, right?"

It was rare to see Leishi worrying about one thing, and Kelly couldn't help teasing him, after all, she was often tortured by this weird boss on weekdays.

Lei Shi laughed now, and the expression on his face was extremely conceited: "How could there be someone better and more suitable for him than me? Well, pay the bill."

Having said that, Lei Shi got up and took out his wallet without hesitation, ignoring Kelly's frustration and complaints, and called the driver to pick him up.

-TBC-