Chapter 18 18.
Chapter 18 18.
When his father was chattering in Lei Shi's ear about the same stereotyped family future and family pressure, he had already been preoccupied with the person who had just left early.
He had done one of the worst hand jobs of his life last night and lay in bed feeling like he was going crazy.
What went wrong?
Dissatisfied with desire?Lack of love?Single too long?
It's really not like myself at all.
He always did whatever he wanted, and it was the first time he hesitated and couldn't make up his mind.Having said that... as long as it is about An Mixiu, it will give him a headache.
I can't fall in love with him, can I?
If it was the previous Leishi, he would first overthrow this conjecture before thinking about the answer.He said that he would treat An Mixiu on an equal plane with himself, but the deep-rooted relationship between them cannot be easily ignored.An Mixiu is his family and his descendants, this is a fact that cannot be erased no matter how much An Mixiu loves him.
But what else?He had to find a reasonable logic for his behavior, and he began to care about An Mixiu's every move. In the past, Lei Shi was used to being defensive, used to pretending, used to pretending to be mature, and used to put on a capable face in front of An Mixiu. The perfect grown-up figure who takes care of everything.So he didn't tell An Mixiu about his past, dreams, family, etc., because he didn't think it was necessary.
But it was different now, he unknowingly opened his heart to this brat, and even let go of his defenses, hoping that the other person would come into his life.He began to think about problems that he had never thought about before——
Since when did An Mixiu become so special?
He took An Mixiu to the place where he used to live, and wanted to show An Mixiu all his past without reservation. He tried to date An Mixiu, and they played together in the game hall. A pleasant atmosphere without pressure, when he was in the bar, like all ordinary stupid men, he wanted to be handsome in front of the one he liked...
The kid in my impression has grown up unconsciously, An Mixiu is no longer that little brat who always follows her buttocks, nor is she the second-year middle school boy who is always bullied by him to the point of anger. He grew taller, stronger, and handsome.The lines of his body are very good-looking, and his muscles are well-proportioned. He usually wears a clean white shirt and a sportswear jacket over it. He looks like the leading actor in a youth romance drama. become different.Lei Shi had to admit that he always wanted to show his desire for clothing creation and collocation inspiration on An Mixiu. He wanted his young man to become the most handsome one, and then he would stand proudly at those Those who coveted An Mixiu said that it only belonged to me.
Since when did this desire for monopoly change?
It's dangerous, but...exciting.
It was as if there were two villains arguing in my head, one said "you just like him" and the other said "yes, that's right".
"What's your answer? Thunder Lion."
Lei Yi brought Lei Shi back to his senses with a sullen voice. Although he was completely thinking about other things just now, it was difficult for him to ignore the few words that Lei Yi repeatedly emphasized.
"The trick you played with An Mixiu is enough. I know you didn't mark him. Are you such a generous person? If you have something you want, you don't tell the world. You have to let everyone know that it is you." No one else is allowed to touch your belongings? Since I promised not to force you again, don’t tease me anymore.”
Seeing that Lei Shi had a cold face and did not answer, Lei Yi said sharply.
From the very beginning, Lei Shi never thought that he could really hide it from them. He is not a coward, and La An Mixiu came mainly to show his attitude.
"I hope you can keep your promise, don't meddle in anything I do, anything." Lei Shi suppressed his anger and said, he also drank a lot tonight, and there seemed to be a fire burning in his stomach, which made him even more uneasy Willing to control your temper, "If you do it, I will also refer to your suggestion based on your performance."
His attitude towards his employees, who seemed to be giving orders to his employees, made Lei Yi furious. Lei Yi just hoped that Lei Shi would not be too rigid with his family members and listen to his family members properly. Trust, he will not allow them to interfere in his life again.
After saying this, Lei Shi turned around and left the swimming pool. Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, Lei Yun behind him hurried over to appease his angry father.
"Actually, I think Lei Shi is so old, he should understand." Lei Yun sighed, "Since he can come back this time, it also shows his thinking."
Lei Yi shook his head, and finally said nothing, maybe giving each other more space and distance is the best way for them to get along.
irritable.
Unprovoked anger raged in Lei Shi's body, alcohol was tossing and turning in his stomach, and his head was dizzy.At this time, Lei Shi suddenly missed the feeling of An Mixiu being around. It seemed that as long as he was with An Mixiu, his mood would calm down and he could always maintain a good mood.
An Mixiu seemed to have complained to him with a bitter face before, saying that he was completely treated as a toy to vent stress.
Well, maybe so, but not just anyone can be his thunder lion's toy.
The name "An Mixiu" took root in his heart and blossomed into silly little flowers.Lei Shi felt that his current state of mind, like a deer bumping around, was like a kid who was just in love.Although it can be said in theory, after all, he hasn't talked about a serious relationship yet.
I want to see An Mixiu.
want to see him.
Want to see him now.
This kind of desire broke through everything, Lei Shi walked quickly, he almost ran upstairs to the door of An Mixiu's room, this room should have been shared by them, but he escaped last night - let him Facing the flustered emotional desire, he chose to run away.
It is not his character to escape, and now, Leishi decided to choose again.
He took a deep breath, and just as he raised his hand to knock on the door, the door opened in front of him, and it was An Mixiu who opened the door with a look of astonishment.
"I just heard footsteps..."
Muttering a few words, An Mixiu didn't expect it to be Lei Shi, and scratched his head in embarrassment: "Uh...do you want to come in? Or are you still in another room tonight—hey!"
An Mixiu yelled loudly, because Lei Shi rushed up without saying a word, put his arms around his waist and hugged him directly from the front!
He was startled by the sudden suspension of his body. Reflexively, he clamped Lei Shi's waist with his legs, and then he heard a chuckle. He lowered his head and found that Lei Shi was staring at his face. Only then did he realize the current position. What a shame.
"What are you doing?"
An Mixiu couldn't figure out what Lei Shi was thinking at all. He sniffed and smelled the alcohol wafting from the opponent's body. His purple eyes were also soaked with drunkenness. He probably drank too much and came up with something New tricks to play tricks on yourself.
Well...it's almost there.
An Mixiu estimated that during the few days here, Lei Shi must have been filled with resentment by his family, and it was time to torture himself to "vent".
"What do you think?"
Lei Shi suddenly asked back, he hugged An Mixiu and walked to the bed, unceremoniously "throwing" him on the bed, his body bounced on the bed, just as An Mixiu was about to get up, Lei Shi pressed his shoulder pressed down.
"What on earth do you want to do—" An Mixiu's words stopped abruptly, and he met Lei Shi's eyes, which suppressed deep and crazy lust—
Leo had never looked at him like this before.
"An Mixiu..."
The voice squeezed out of his throat was low and hoarse, and the long ending was full of sexy magnetism. The roots of An Mixiu's ears began to turn red, and the smell of Alpha pheromone in the air became stronger and stronger. In the wine tank that smelled of thunder lion, his head was dizzy, his body was very hot, and his nasal cavity was filled with that sweet and slightly astringent smell.
I should push him away.
he's drunk.
He doesn't know what he's doing.
I have decided to give up.
I can calm down...
"Do you want us to try it?"
The moment Lei Shi said these words, An Mixiu's voice in the whole world seemed to disappear. He looked at Lei Shi in disbelief, thinking he was dreaming.
He swears that these words will be printed in his memoirs, and the page is labeled "Moment that Changed Destiny", he can feel the flow of time, and feel the syllables of Leishi's words are invading everywhere His soul, everything about Leishi seems to be infinitely magnified, Leishi's breath, Leishi's face, every subtle expression of Leishi, every slight change will attract An Mixiu's infinite curiosity about the next second Guessing and daydreaming, he's thinking why, he's thinking how to do it... His head is about to fail from overthinking.
They were very close, Leishi's hair was hanging down, some strands were hanging on An Mixiu's cheek, his arms encircled An Mixiu in that small space, the pheromone was constantly oppressing Omega's sensitive nerves , forcing the other party to compromise.
An Mixiu didn't answer, Lei Shi saw confusion and astonishment in his eyes, he suddenly felt a little guilty, and even wanted to retreat, because he didn't want to make An Mixiu feel bad.
But he had never cared so much about a person's feelings before.
As if the blood in his chest was about to boil and spurt out, Lei Shi had never been so nervous before, he licked his dry lips, a drop of sweat dripped from his forehead and landed on An Mixiu's cheek.
An Mixiu's eyelashes trembled slightly, and his voice was hoarse: "Why..."
"I don't know, I seem to have feelings for you all of a sudden. Maybe I can find the answer by giving it a try?"
Lei Shi's hand caressed An Mixiu's cheek, and his fingers touched the back of the neck, and he touched the sensitive gland of Omega.
The crisp and numb feeling swayed from the piece of skin touched by Lei Shi, An Mixiu sweated a lot, his hair and pajamas were soaked, he knew that he must look bad now, Like... Like some animal in heat, Omega's body reacted instinctively to the admiring Alpha, no matter how much he struggled in his heart, he couldn't control it.
A few minutes ago, he finally made up his mind to stay away from Leishi.
This answer, this... can't be regarded as a confession answer, it's too inappropriate.
At the wrong time, at the wrong place, at the wrong opportunity, Lei Shi said what he had longed for——
"Let's try."
Did he mean what he meant?
The tip of his nose suddenly became sore, An Mixiu took a breath, the grievance, uneasiness, and sorrow that had been entrenched in his heart for the past few days could no longer be suppressed.He has never been a sentimental person, he thinks he is very strong, he has always been able to pretend that nothing happened by Lei Shi's side, pretending to be Lei Shi's family, Lei Shi's fiancé, he feels that he is That bit of love is not worth mentioning at all, you can trample on it at will, it doesn't matter, he doesn't care.
When Lei Shi really reached out to him and gave him the opportunity he longed for, he realized how much he really cared.
But An Mixiu wasn't sure, he didn't dare to stretch out his hand, he was afraid that he might make a mistake and fall to the bottom again.
So he asked—
"How to try?"
An Mixiu was completely unaware of how lethal the words he asked with this red-cheeked, moist-eyed expression were provocative to Lei Shi. He quickly got the answer, and Lei Shi held him up. The back of the head was kissed fiercely.
It's not a stealing kiss with hidden feelings, nor is it a tentative temptation. It's a kiss that only appears in dreams and delusions.Lei Shi's tongue was flexible enough to pry open his teeth, licking his mouth viciously, with the tip of his tongue against his sensitive upper jaw, his lips sucking his lips, making a blushing sound of water stains, this kiss It's wet and hot, and it's going to burn your brains out together.
Too intense.
An Mixiu was overwhelmed by the kiss. He was the one who confessed first, and he was used to being the one who took the initiative. He also had no experience in kissing. He had to search for some kissing skills from the Internet before he dared to steal a kiss. Trying it out, doing it in real combat, he is no match for Leishi at all.
Lei Shi inserted his fingers into his back hair and gently massaged his scalp. Whether it was the stimulation brought by the kiss or the movements of his hands, they were all so comfortable that An Mixiu wanted to give up all the struggle and immerse himself in being loved by the other party. In the joy of touching.
It was as if an orange had been crushed in his chest. The sour juice filled his heart, and physiological tears flowed from his eyes. An Mixiu couldn't suppress his voice soon. He didn't know how to respond to the intense tongue kiss Breathing moderately, panting became more and more heavy, the feeling of lack of oxygen was uncomfortable, he even had the illusion of being kissed until he was suffocated, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, he pushed Thunder Lion.
"breathe."
He heard Leishi say this to him, it was like the temptation of the devil.
Lei Yun may be right, he is indeed trying to induce me.
An Mixiu thought to himself, he tried to adjust his breathing, and then slowly licked Lei Shi's lips like a cat.
Lei Shi didn't know whether he did it on purpose or not, but it was too exhausting. He drank a lot of wine and thought he wouldn't be too excited, but now the bottom is so hard that it's about to explode. For this little virgin, he can only To endure desire, start teaching from kissing.
"Open your mouth and stick your tongue out."
An Mixiu felt that this made him a little ashamed and shameless. He hesitated for a while before opening his mouth, as if he went to the hospital for a physical examination when he was a child. Seeing Lei Shi holding back his laughter, he knew that he must be extremely ugly.
It's really funny, it's completely different from the well-behaved student learning to kiss.avi in Leishi Brain Bubble, An Mixiu is stupid and clumsy, but he thinks it's very cute.
Lei Shi leaned close to his face, he put An Mixiu's tongue in his lips and sucked it, An Mixiu choked up, obviously didn't expect to do this, he quickly withdrew his tongue, and stared at Lei Shi in shock.
"Can't take it anymore?" Lei Shi became playful and couldn't help teasing him: "When you confessed to me, you should have prepared yourself? It's not you who fell in love with an adult at school. It’s as simple as holding hands inside.”
"Of course I know..." An Mixiu muttered in a low voice, he stood up without admitting defeat, wrapped his arms around Lei Shi's neck, and kissed him back in a similar manner.
Lei Shi skillfully unbuttoned An Mixiu's pajamas with one hand, and pinched An Mixiu's chest like a prank, which really made the other party tremble. This reaction pleased Lei Shi, and he kneaded An Mixiu's chest. Xiu's nipples, where the redness quickly stood up.
"Why did you touch there..."
An Mixiu faltered and said that he didn't even dare to look down. He had never touched his nipples when masturbating in the past. He didn't know that being played with could be so satisfying.
Lei Shi chuckled lightly, as if mocking his immaturity.An Mixiu was pressed under him again, he almost screamed when the left nipple was held in Lei Shi's mouth, and his legs were pushed away unconsciously, stuck on Lei Shi's waist, The pose is extraordinarily erotic.
The upper part was stimulated very comfortably, and the thing between the legs also became hard, rubbing against Lei Shi's lower abdomen with the movement.Not only that... An Mixiu was shocked to find that the unspeakable hole in his buttocks also seemed to be dripping with wet liquid...
Obviously not yet in heat.
Lei Shi wanted to take off his pants, but An Mixiu quickly grabbed his wrist.
"Don't, don't go any further." An Mixiu wanted to hit the wall when he said it, it was too shameful, An Mixiu didn't want Lei Shi to find out that he was only touched a few times and kissed once It will be a wet mess.
"Isn't it uncomfortable to be so hard?" Lei Shi blew on his chest, and he deliberately pressed the hard object between his legs against An Mixiu's thigh, "I am the same, there is nothing to be embarrassed about."
An Mixiu couldn't find a reason to refuse. He tried to take a deep breath, suppressing the strange and exciting pleasure.Just being rubbed twice, he felt so good that he was about to ejaculate. He shook his head and chose to close his eyes.
"I won't make it to the end." Lei Shi approached and kissed the tip of his nose soothingly. The successive kisses slid from his cheeks to his neck, and he used great strength while sucking. There will be many marks there tomorrow morning.He touched the bottom with his hand, and rubbed An Mixiu's genitals through the fabric. Hearing the panting sound of the person in his arms, he took off the other's pants maliciously.
Lei Shi's breathing changed, his fingers touched An Mixiu's genitals, and his palm rubbed against the glans leaking pre-fluid. After the whole palm became wet, he began to slowly pull it up and down.
It was the first time that that place was touched by someone other than himself. The posture of his legs wide open made An Mixiu expose everything about himself without any cover. He was so ashamed that he was burning all over his body, and his body seemed to be out of his control. Yes, perception and pleasure are all given by Leishi. This feeling of being out of control makes him very uncomfortable, but the penis is so comfortable to be caressed, and he doesn't know how to resist at all.
He didn't want to resist at all.
Seeing that his muscles were tense due to tension, Lei Shi bent down and kissed his abdominal muscles, licking the contours of the muscles with the tip of his tongue, causing his lower abdomen to tremble continuously.An Mixiu's breathing was disordered like drowning, he wanted to take a big breath, but just opened his mouth, a groan came out, he quickly tightened his lips, he never thought that his vocal cords could be so...so... lewd voice.
"It sounds great, why hold back?"
Lei Shi continued to bewitch, he descended slowly, the hot air of his breath sprayed on An Mixiu's genitals, he hesitated for a moment, he opened his mouth to enclose the top of his genitals.
An Mixiu shuddered violently, the pleasure of being covered by the moist mouth was too strong, his waist immediately softened, and the fragmented willpower was broken through the last line of defense, Lei Shi hadn't sucked much yet , and he ejaculated.
"You've passed the first time." Lei Shi spat out what was in his mouth, he chuckled and pinched a few on An Mixiu's thigh.
After the orgasm, An Mixiu panted violently, his whole body was soaked, and the bottom was muddy in a mess. On the contrary, his throat was very dry. He licked his dry lips, maybe it was taken as a hint, Lei Shi leaned over and kissed him wetly for a while before letting go reluctantly.
There are many questions in his heart that he can't express, and those familiar purple eyes are filled with strange emotions, the desire for monopoly, aggression, and love, which he has always longed for.Obviously, he should be happy, but anxiety and panic occupy more parts. He feels that it is unreal. What happened just now is like a dream. He undoubtedly took that step with Lei Shi. From now on, they will never go back. to the past relationship.
"Why do you look stupid? Didn't you have a lot of momentum before?" Lei Shi found it funny when he saw his stupid expression, thinking that he had played it before, right?But it is true, after all, An Mixiu is just a kid who has just grown up.
"Do you dare to say that you don't have any unreasonable thoughts about me?" Lei Shi squinted his eyes and questioned him, An Mixiu bit his lip, and finally managed to say something: "No... I don't know."
Of course I had unreasonable thoughts. If it wasn't for the sexual desire for the other party, how could it be so clearly separated from respect, love, and family affection.
Of course, making love is a very comfortable and happy thing, and it is very happy to do it with the person you like.However, it is still too fast for An Mixiu, he is not fully prepared yet...
Lei Shi can guess what he is confused about. This is the difference between the love views of adults and teenagers. If you can't figure it out, then follow your feelings first, don't suppress yourself, and do whatever you want.And he did find the answer when he touched the other party——
He likes An Mixiu.
He fell in love with An Mixiu.
"Okay, go to bed early, and we'll talk later."
Lei Shi didn't force him, although that hesitant look was so cute that he wanted to be bullied, but let's forget it today.
"Clean it up yourself, if you can't do it, call someone outside."
After saying this, Lei Shi left the room, not that he was not considerate enough, but he felt that An Mixiu might need to be alone to calm down at this time.
Of course it is impossible to call other people!
An Mixiu covered his face, and when he heard the footsteps outside the door, he turned over. His face was already so hot that the sheets were almost burned. It seemed that the touch of the opponent's fingers still remained on his body. The pheromones fused with his, reminding him of what had just happened.
What to stick to oneself, what to consider for the future, An Mixiu has no time to think about other things, he is deeply trapped in the disordered love, unable to extricate himself.
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