Landlord, why is there no water?

Chapter 60 Let Me Grow and Make Me Hurt

It's been too long since I saw this person, and I haven't heard this person's voice for too long.She held my fingers, and I was conditioned to her, and I held her hand tightly.

Today is the day of Qin Wei's grandma's cremation, and Sister Youqing is in a trance.During the days that I have not seen her, she has become thinner, and I can hold her in my arms.

Qin Wei's parents have been wiping tears, their faces are very sad.Sister Youqing seemed to be a little scared, she didn't dare to get close, she only dared to stand far away.At the back, it was Qin Wei's mother who came over.Qin Wei's mother is somewhat familiar to me, and I only remember seeing it in Xia Ma's circle of friends.Qin's mother looked at me, her eyes were complicated, and she looked at Sister Youqing again. "Grandma liked you the most before she was alive, so go and bow to grandma."

"Ah."

Qin's mother stepped forward to hold Sister Youqing's hand again. "Youqing...Qin Wei is gone, grandma is gone too, you have to be good..."

"After Qin Wei left, Grandma has been missing her very much. We...should be happy...Grandma can finally..." At this point, Qin's mother burst into tears. "I really miss Weiwei too... Grandma is more fortunate than us, she can take care of Weiwei..."

At this time, Qiao Qiao also came over, her expression was gloomy, her eyes were flushed.She put her arm around Qin's mother's shoulder. "Auntie, let's go."

Before leaving, Qiao Qiao took a look at Sister Youqing and me.

Sister Youqing's face was very pale. After bowing to Grandma Qin Wei, her face became a little pale.I supported her and helped her to the seat.At this time, Xia's mother, Xia's father and sister Youlan also came over. They were a little surprised to see me, and then Xia's mother came over and held my shoulder tightly.Her eye sockets were also red. "Xiao Wan, you're here."

"It's good that you're here...it's good that you're here." As she said, Xia's mother's tears fell down.

Sister Lan still persuaded her later.

When an elder passed away, no one felt comfortable in such an atmosphere.In the evening, the memorial service was over, and the crowd gradually dispersed.Sister Youqing sat on a chair in the lobby, and I was by her side.

Sister Huan also came in. She carried the lunch box and handed it to me, and also to Sister Youqing.Sister Youqing took it with her head down, as if she had no appetite.

"You are sad, if you don't eat, you can't let Xiaowan accompany you to stop eating." Sister Huan said.

"Sister..." I glanced at Sister Huan.

Sister Huan lowered her head, just tidying up the lunch box silently.She took mineral water and paper towels and put them by my hand. "I'm just outside, call me if something happens."

"Wait." Sister Youqing said, she looked at me, then at Sister Huan. "You take Xiaowan away."

Saying that, Sister Youqing pulled her hand away from me. "I'm fine, you don't have to accompany me."

As soon as Sister Youqing finished speaking, Sister Huan stepped forward to hold my arm. "Xiao Wan, let's go back."

"I……"

"If I had known this was the case, I wouldn't have brought you to see her." Sister Huan held my arm tightly, and she pulled me up.

"Wait a minute." At this moment, sister You Lan also came out from behind.She looked at sister Huan. "You can't force Xiao Wan to make any decisions."

"Am I forcing you? It was Xia Youqing. Xia Youqing relied on her faults to hook Xiaowan and push Xiaowan away." Sister Huan was obviously angry.She stopped me behind and looked at Xia Youlan. "And you, your family is so outrageous. Knowing that Xia Youqing doesn't have such thoughts, you still coax Xiaowan all the time. Do you think Xiaowan is Xia Youqing's toy to relieve boredom?"

"no……"

The landlord spoke up.

Sister Huan looked back at the landlord. "Not what?"

"I...to Xiaowan..." The landlord's throat moved, and she looked up at me.There was no sound at the back. "Xiao Wan and you... are better than me..."

"Xia Youqing, what did you say?" The landlord's words seemed to touch my tear ducts all at once.I knelt down and held Sister Youqing's hand tightly.My voice trembled a little. "what are you saying?"

"I'm not for you."

I couldn't hold back my tears at once, I never wanted to cry in such a public place.I hate my emotions, the emotions of being defeated by Xia Youqing at any time.

"Youqing, what are you talking about?" Xia Youlan stepped forward, and she shook the landlord's hand. "Do you know what you're talking about? You said the other day..."

"Sister, let Xiao Wan go."

Sister Huan picked me up and led me out of the lobby half hugging and half coaxing. "Hey, let's go home..."

"It hurts..."

"Where does it hurt?"

"I don't know...it hurts..." The more I tried to suppress it, the more it hurt.I always feel that my tears are about to dry up, just like Qi Xiao, but when I love Xia Youqing, I feel that my tears will never dry up.She can always beat me with simple words.

I am not a masochist, I have tried to let myself go more than once.

Sister Huan stayed with me all night. She hugged me, coaxed me, and told me about my childhood.I don't have much memory of my childhood, but Sister Huan talked about it happily, talking about the past that I can no longer remember. "It's a pity that I didn't grow up with you."

"If I can stay with you all the time, it will save you a little bit of grievance." Sister Huan murmured.

Soon, the results of the postgraduate entrance examination came out, the national score line came out, and the independent marking line of Shenda University also came out.I am much higher than Shenda's self-drawing line. I didn't go to Shenda, but I found a relationship to transfer to other schools, which is a little worse than Shenda.I have too many memories of Shanghai, and I am not sure if I will be emotional.I chose a school in Beijing, and sister Huan also accompanied me to the second round of interviews. The interview was very easy, and the tutors were quite satisfied with me.

When I came out, sister Huan stood in a very conspicuous place and waved. Maybe it was not conspicuous, but I subconsciously went to her.Sister Huan hugged me, just like when I was a child.Sister Huan told me a lot about my childhood, saying that when I was very young, as long as she lifted me up, I would giggle.

In the second half of the year, I should be considered an older person, and the instructor is more assured of me, and I have been asked to do large and small projects.Beijing is the same as Shanghai, sometimes more lively than Shanghai.Sister Huan's company is in Shanghai, and she would come to see me on many weekends.Even my instructors knew I had a "girlfriend". "Xiaowan, your girlfriend is really 24 filial piety."

"she is not……"

Many people would ask me if Sister Huan is my girlfriend, and even my mother asked me if I was secretly in love with Sister Huan.I don't resist Sister Huan's touch now, but I don't think I love her much.I have loved someone before, and I know what kind of performance and posture I have when I love that person.

"Equal relationship is the best, but many things are unfair, either you pay more, or I pay more." Sister Huan brushed my hair and circled me to read a book. "I wish I had paid more than you."

"In this way, you will feel guilty towards me." Sister Huan smiled and hugged me tightly again. "Kidding."

Through the introduction of my mentor, I started to contact some big international cases. I had work experience before, and he was very reassuring about me.

Little Jane's business is doing well. Although she was smashed a few times in the middle, thanks to her being able to live, she survived.Now she bought a house in Shanghai and started to pay off the mortgage. "When I was young, I thought it was nothing. Now that I am older, I still feel that I have to have my own house. Only when I have a house can I have a home."

Xiao An ran away with her former girlfriend, and Xiao Yuan looked for her all over the world for the sake of her child, but she couldn't find an ultimatum to divorce her.Unexpectedly, Xiaoan appeared and signed the contract in a smart way.She said that it was not easy for her to give birth to a child, and her body suffered great harm, so she asked Xiao Yuan for a sum of compensation.For the custody of the child, Xiao Yuan had to give all the savings to Xiao An.These things were also told to me by Xiao Yuan, who specially found time to visit me and apologize to me.Speaking of the previous incident, he encouraged the boss, he thought I had something to do with Xiaoan.The company's situation is not good, and it will soon be merged by a big company, and the whole company is in panic.He said that the boss was very relaxed, and the boss said that running the company was too tiring and wanted to rest.

Of course the boss said so, probably taking a lot of money from big companies.If you have money, you are not afraid of not having firewood.

Xiao Yuan said that he planned to go back to his hometown, but at the end of the day he hesitated and said another sentence. "Do you remember our previous landlord? She was in poor health and went to settle in the United States. It seems that the house was also sold."

Two days later, Xiao Jian came to see me again, and I talked about Xiao Yuan.Little Jane took a sip of water, but there was nothing unusual on her face.

"Time, time, as wonderful as ever."

Xiao Jian liked Xiao Yuan, and even got drunk for Xiao Yuan.Both are playing dumb.One wants to marry a good family, and the other wants a "good wife".It seems that everything is "unsatisfactory", but life goes on anyway.You won't be dumped just because you've had a bad day or haven't met your goals.

After this year, I will be 29, and I am nearly 30 years old, but my heart has calmed down.I used to be afraid that I would achieve nothing by the age of 30, so I worked desperately overtime, working hard, and wanted the best state to reflect my [-]-year-old.When a person has no sense of security, he always needs some additional things, such as a house and a car, a better house and a better car.When I calmed down, I realized that it was all important, but not as important as I thought.In my life, I don't need to prove it to anyone, including myself.

When I slowly accepted the peaceful appearance of life, that person appeared again unexpectedly.