Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

Chapter 37

The raging fire is unrestrained and enthusiastic.The sun pierced through the night, revealing a little warm light in the clouds.That night, the sun and the moon were together.White bleak moonlight, a few lonely stars high in the sky, sparks flying all over the ground, ambulances and fire engines rang their alarm bells.The night was too long, and the billowing smoke covered everyone's expressions.The fire inside and the outside separated the same world into two completely different spaces.

The entire building still stands in flames.In the lens, the ashes of flying paper can be vaguely seen, as well as the distorted picture.This is not a special effect, but a real fire detail.For this scene, Su Nianen burned down an old building within a controllable range. In addition, he also used the world's most sophisticated machines and experienced photographers to shoot directly from one night to the next night.This was a gamble, but the process was very calm. Waiting for the fire to decrease, the private fire brigade came out to put out all the fires.Su Nian'en is not the first person to throw money into it just for one shot, but he is the only one who burns down a building just for one shot.From submitting an application to the government to getting through various joints, from building selection and buying to hiring various professionals, including training on fire prevention and firefighting, almost 3000 million yuan was spent.Su Nianen was very decisive, she had an indescribable obsession with this fire, she knew that she wanted to restore it - it was their burial place.

The footage of the fire lasted for about 10 minutes, and the whistling sound of the wind agitated from time to time, affecting every audience sitting in front of the screen.Some people couldn't bear such a real shock, but didn't want to miss the ending, so they had to sit in their seats and lowered their heads to cover their ears.An Li stared intently and seemed calm, but her heart was beating wildly, as if about to fly out of her body.

Finally, the lens gradually dimmed, and in the end it went completely dark.There are only faint, lonely footsteps in the entire cinema, and then, the narration jumps out of this pure black again.It was Xiaoyuan's voice. On such a quiet night, her voice was flat and indifferent.

"I know, many people will say that I am stupid, that I am stupid, that I am... cheap. I don't know what kind of conditions are needed to love someone, what kind of opportunity is needed to meet someone, I don't know, what to use Only by using those strategies can a person who doesn't love me love her like I love her."

"But one thing I do know is that I love her."

"I love her, so I don't care if she loves me or not, and because I love her, I'm never afraid of letting you down. Maybe one day, I can wait for her to turn around, or, I'm just an understatement in that person's long life, but I'm not afraid."

"Is it true that loving someone only seeks a certain result, is it necessary to learn to have reservations, is it necessary to calculate all the gains and losses like calculating every calculation problem? But why, I would rather look at her, this I will be happy and healthy all my life, I would rather have someone like me, I would fly moths to the flames for her, and give her everything she wants.”

"I never feel that I am the humble party in love. My love is serious and open. I have only loved one person, but I have never regretted it."

"Because, because I... love her."

I only loved one person, but I never regret it.because I love you.Going back to the past and tearing apart the memories, that me is the same as the current me, loving you unswervingly.

The voice just disappeared into the darkness, Su Nianen looked around.No one intends to leave.The boy beside him hesitated for a moment, handed the tissue in his hand to the person sitting on the right, patted the short-haired girl lightly, and comforted him, "Don't cry... Isn't the movie over yet?" Don't allow the ambulance to come, the two of them escaped from death and are together, you, don't cry..."

"Really, really?" The girl sobbed, tears dripping.

"Really...?"

"You shouldn't have changed the ending back." An Li looked at Su Nian'en with a regretful tone, "Is the ending I wrote bad?"

"It's so beautiful." Su Nianen sighed, "But reality is always a little bit crueler than expectations."

"A Li, I want to thank you. But I am sober, I want a real carrier for nostalgia, so in fact, the ending of this story is not so important now."

At the end of the movie, a few lines were printed on the big screen, "This film is dedicated to the homosexuals who died in terrorist attacks in 2024, to every couple who love each other with sincerity, and to every single person who believes in love and waits for love." people."

"Happy Valentine's Day."

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Handsome guys who come out to eat and drink on Valentine's Day are always very attractive.

After being regarded as Ning Shenzhou's lover for the fifth time, Zheng Feng dragged him into a roadside bar.

"Return my innocence."

Ning Chenzhou rolled his eyes at him, "Then you return my sister."

"...you return my wife!"

"..." Ning Chenzhou was silent for a long time, "Return the 5000 million I invested."

"I rely on you to be a man?"

"...I think I am."

The communication fell silent.The waiter brought two glasses of wine, Zheng Feng brought them and took a sip.

"When can I go back?"

"When An Li tells us to go back." Ning Chenzhou glanced at the watch on his wrist, "She will send Nian En home, you don't have to worry."

"My future daughter-in-law is gone through your partnership scheme."

"I'm sorry about this, but..." Ning Chenzhou tried his best to adjust his words, "Ten years... It's really a long time."

Zheng Feng was too angry to speak.

"I don't believe in theaters anymore! What about the promised Valentine's Day, what about the promised warmth? I wiped and wiped, and the two protagonists actually hung up, hung up!!"

"It's enough to watch a movie alone, but you still have to watch a tragedy happen in front of you. Can you think about the box office, think about us poor old leftover women?!"

Several women opened the door and shouted as they walked, Zheng Feng looked into their eyes, the women who had their double eyelids cut should have just cried a lot, their eyes were red and swollen, and their eyeballs were about to protrude.Zheng Feng couldn't hold back and coughed a few times.

"That's a tragedy." Ning Chenzhou also heard it, and his expression was not very good-looking.

"Do you think Su Nian'en will accept her?" Zheng Feng stared at the wine glass and answered irrelevantly.

"An Li told me that this is the first time she has the courage and is willing to give everything for one person, so no matter what the result is, she will try."

"But Su Nian'en also told me that she only loved one person."

"Who knows?" Ning Chenzhou smiled self-deprecatingly, picked up the wine glass, and lightly touched the other party's, "Fate is unpredictable."

The atmosphere between the two men eased up a bit, and finally, on the lonely, lively and weird Valentine's Day, they talked about those fragmentary memories over wine.

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It was past ten o'clock in the evening, and Zheng Feng hadn't returned home yet.Su Nianen was bored, and after sending a message to the other party, she opened the webpage and browsed. The overwhelming news was almost all reports of new movies.The comments from netizens were mixed, and most people were dissatisfied with the ending.Some people say that this kind of love is too far away, while others say that this kind of love is actually very realistic.

"Those who say that love is illusory, think about it for yourself. Don't you have such a person by your side who is willing to stay by your side no matter what you do or say? Someone who is good to you? Don't you have such a strong and profound feeling? Have you ever loved someone? The movie just gave an artistic tragic ending, but such warm and unrequited love is actually very common in life.”

"I'm really sorry upstairs, considering the fact that my ex-boyfriend abandoned me to marry Bai Fumei for money, I can no longer believe in such a beautiful love."

"...There is no need to verify whether love is true or false. As long as you meet the right person, everything else will be bullshit!"

"Only I think, are the acting skills of the two protagonists good?"

"It's a little bit better than those vases in the entertainment industry."

"And it's very CP."

"...The director has a good eye."

……

"What are you looking at, so serious?" An Li called her a few times, took her hand and frowned, "Hands are so cold."

"It's cold at night, of course it will be cold, it's normal." Su Nianen shook the phone, "The movie's reputation is not bad, and you have a better chance of getting out of your father's clutches."

"Hmph, besides arranging blind dates for me every day, I'm dragged into the company. It's really annoying, annoying to death!"

"Your father is also doing it for your own good!" Su Nianen laughed, "Look at Shen Zhou, he is handsome and rich, he has a good character, and he is responsive to your needs, why don't you marry him?"

"I don't like him." An Li went to the kitchen to pour water, and Su Nianen pushed the wheelchair to the door of the kitchen, not too far away, "Emotions can be cultivated. After you have been together for a long time, you will naturally get along."

"I'm not in a hurry. Didn't I agree? I'll take you on a trip when you recover from your illness. There are so many beautiful places in Huaguo, I don't even know where I should take you..."

"You can take me anywhere, I don't choose a place." Su Nianen touched her face, and immediately replied in a brisk tone.

"Huh? So obedient..." An Li found the milk, put the milk in the cup, hesitated for a while, and tried to speak with a steady voice, "Nianen you..."

"Ok?"

"Nianen, do you still like her now?"

Su Nianen froze for a moment, looking at the back of the other party, the smile no longer existed.She stared at a corner of the kitchen, not knowing how to answer.

"Do you know my story?"

"Didn't you already tell me all this in your script?"

Opened his mouth, speechless.Su Nianen didn't know how to react, she just lowered her head and gently smoothed the excess hair behind her neck.

"Actually, the person that Nian En likes is really lucky." An Li walked in front of her, knelt on the ground on one knee, and grabbed the other's wrist with warm hands, "It's been so long, Nian En is still Do you like her?"

"Maybe, it's not liking, it's love." Su Nianen laughed at herself, she looked at her as if she was looking at another person, but she seemed to be very focused. "The feeling of liking to the extreme, which can give everything, is probably love."

"She has been gone for too long, too long, so long that I suspect that I don't love her anymore."

"Yes, is it?"

"Yeah, I don't love her anymore, life is already very tiring, how can I have the strength to continue loving her?"

"So, I won't love her any more."

"You should still hate her..."

Hate her for never giving back to you tenderly, hate her for bringing you into the abyss of death, hate her for causing you to lose your healthy body and the life that should have been peaceful, hate her...she doesn't love you, but makes you sad.

Su Nianen looked at her tenderly, "Ah Li, she has been away for a long time, what difference does it make if you hate her or not?"

In the end, I still care a little bit.No one is born to be unconditionally good to another person, and no one can have no grudges about life after being riddled with holes.We are all human, and if we are grateful for the helping hand extended by others, we are bound to feel resentment and anger when someone close to us hurts us.This is human nature.

But why do you feel so sad?

An Li slumped on the ground, she was still laughing, but the smile was too forced and ugly.How much she wanted to tell Nian En that the one standing in front of her was not the daughter of a wealthy merchant, but Jiang Li who had been buried in flames many years ago.She felt guilty, she made her wait for too long; she was anxious, she was afraid that she hated herself; she was afraid, she didn't want to lose the other person again.Why is it so arranged by fate after going round and round?

When Su Nianen loved Jiang Li, she never cherished it. When Su Nianen no longer loved her, as An Li, she also lost the qualification to love her.

I am Jiang Li, but you no longer love me.

Really can't, can't love me.

"Xiao Li, I don't love her anymore." Su Nianen stretched out her hand, calm as if she hadn't noticed anything, "I'm so tired, take me back to sleep, okay?"

An Li looked at her, "Drink milk?"

"Well, drink."

She obediently drank the milk, raised her head, tears from the corners of her eyes sank into her black hair.

Xiao Li, I am already 34 years old, and you are only in your 20s.You are still young and beautiful, and you still have too many years to squander and enjoy.

You will have parents who love you.

You will have a brother who loves you.

You will have genuine friendships.

You will have a worry-free life.

You will have sweet love.

But there will be no me.

So please forget about me.

Start your new life.

The author has something to say:

The poor presence of the male protagonist and the male supporting role... Good night, good night.