Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

Chapter 12, 2 Girls Keeping Memories

It's a long story, but it's very short.Life is so strange, it has existed for decades, and it has lived in other people's memories and narratives, but it can be summed up in a few words.

Su Zhaoyan and Zhao Xiaowan were still arguing and arguing on the other side of the road, defending their dignity amidst their parents' short stories and trivial matters.What they want to prove is actually very simple: the other side is wrong.Yes, even a young and beautiful woman like Zhao Xiaowan will have her own fears; even a young man like Su Zhaoyan will have her own worries.But now, the two people's fears and worries collided, and the sparks splashed and froze, but no one thought of the little girl who was forgotten in the crowd.Oh, maybe, the word oblivion says it all.

Everything around her is far away.The man's rough hand covered her mouth, and the smell of sweat came out.When she opened her mouth to breathe, she accidentally licked the other's palm, which was a hand mixed with salty and bitter taste.As for the man's eyes, she will probably never forget them, excited and greedy, like a wild dog that hasn't eaten meat for several days.The imagined kidnapping, intimidation, and injury did not happen. She did not have the horrible experience of being dug out with her liver, nor was she sold to the mountains as a child bride. He stopped and hugged her when the man dropped the baby and turned to run away.

Steadily, like hugging his whole world.

Su Nianyao remembered the policeman's appearance, with a square face, single eyelids, a mole on his neck, and neat teeth showing when he smiled.Every time he went to see her at school, he would hold a little bear in his arms, and he said, "Yaoyao, uncle will come to see you next time."

Su Nianyao hugged Xiong Tiantian and asked, "Can I bring the bear next time?"

Zhang Zhigang smiled very happily, "Yes, uncle will buy you a lot of bears in the future, filling your small villa!"

But then he never brought the bear again.Zhang Zhigang was hit to death by a car attacking the police. It is said that he flew very high, and the blood was all over the street, with a strong smell.

She finally understood at that time that men cannot be trusted.Their promises are always beautiful, but the ending is thousands of times more tragic than the promise.She couldn't forgive him, just like she couldn't forgive her mother who was crazy about love, and her father who chose to stay away because she was afraid of herself.

Su Nianyao became an autistic girl inexplicably, before she knew anything about autism.She seldom cries, rarely smiles, and has very few facial expressions, like an emotionless doll.Su Zhaoyan originally hired the best doctor, but in the end he was disappointed again and again.The daughter is no longer a caring little padded jacket, finally unable to resist the temptation of power and being surrounded by beautiful women - he cheated again.

That year, Su Nianyao met Tang Jin.

Li Tianyang pondered, looked at Su Nianyao's face, "I want to hear it."

Su Nianyao smiled even more, "You want to hear it, but suddenly I don't want to talk about it."

After all, Su Nianyao didn't tell the other party this long and boring story.She was like an ignorant girl, testing the patience and bottom line of the person in front of her, but once the other person showed a willingness to listen, she immediately retreated to her lair.And this night, in a certain corner of the world, the same drunk girl slowly told the story that happened to her.Her story is also lengthy, but because of the other party's listening and pity, it has the meaning of existence.

Chen Lisheng gently hugged her in his arms, as gentle as coaxing a child, but with an extremely solemn attitude, "Don't be afraid, I will protect you."

Don't be afraid, I will protect you.

Perhaps, the princess finally met her prince that night, who could take her to the top, play music for her, and give her a new life.But the knight also lost his way for her.They once walked through thorns, drank across rivers, and shed silent tears for each other.The princess's new life does not need a knight, even if they really love each other.Even if the knight takes off his armor and sells his war horse, he is as vulnerable as a princess—because he doesn't love her, the knight can only leave sadly.

Li Tianyang didn't force her, they sat and watched a movie together from early morning until the sky was dark.The atmosphere of the movie was a bit depressing, Li Tianyang unconsciously fell asleep, and when he woke up, Su Nianyao had already left.He sat up, and the thin quilt on his body fell to the ground.He picked up the quilt, looked around the house, and finally made sure that he was the only one left in the house.

A message flashed out on the phone at some point, "I'm going back." Li Tianyang chuckled, and set the unfamiliar number as "Save". After thinking about the contact question, he set it as "Miss Facial Paralyzed".

Su Nianyao didn't go back to school right away, so she didn't know that Tang Jin followed Chen Lisheng's suggestion and let Chen Lisheng arrange everything and move the things in the dormitory to the new residence.Chen Lisheng's actions were very fast, almost overnight, so that when Su Nianyao returned to the dormitory in the afternoon, what he saw was an empty and dusty dormitory.She took out her mobile phone and called Tang Jin. It was not Tang Jin who answered the phone, but Chen Lisheng who was sitting in the room reading.

"You moved everything?"

"...Tang Jin is sleeping, I am Chen Lisheng."

"Master Chen, do I want to be grateful for your actions and thank you for saving me the monthly rent?"

"I think we should have a good talk."

"As a victor?"

"Beep—" The phone was hung up suddenly, Su Nianyao dropped the phone, and stared at the floor under her feet in a daze.Suddenly he realized that his ridiculousness, embarrassment and sharpness, were completely two extremes compared with Chen Lisheng's elegance.Maybe she has lost the qualification to participate in this love game from the very beginning, but she is stubborn and thinks there is still a chance.But what does it matter?Since you have nothing, you don't have to be afraid of losing it.

Su Nianyao did not leave the dormitory, Tang Jin's position remained the same, and everything remained in its original place.She didn't know if Tang Jin was used to living alone outside, there was no green playground, no warm bath water, no orange night light, and no one covered her with a quilt, spoke softly and affectionately.Tang Jin probably only felt relieved, and his life would be very different if he got rid of this deformed relationship.

Su Nianyao began to dream, dreaming that Zhang Zhigang fell along a high parabola, and then fell to the ground with a "bang".The blood is like a bursting flower, coquettish and weird.Sitting on the bed for a long time without making a sound, I got out of bed and opened the curtains, and saw tall buildings standing in the distance, and the night began to become long, boundless, with no end in sight.

Tang Jin, who lost Su Nianyao's protection, was excluded by other students in the class. Laughter and ridicule were only trivial things, and she could still accept them.Sometimes she would be chased and intercepted by girls, and when Chen Lisheng couldn't take care of it, she encountered a warning.But this time it seemed that she was not as lucky as before. The girl in sportswear led three or five people to surround her in an alley, talking about her without any scruples, and then approached her step by step, laughing unscrupulously.

"I've been displeased with you for a long time, and Su Nianyao finally got the hang of it. What do you want? You're as stupid as a pig, and you can eat anything but eat." The leading girl put her hips on her hips and kicked away the stones under her feet, "You say I'll hit you first Where is it good?"

Tang Jin didn't speak, she held onto the strap of her schoolbag tightly, not understanding the other party's intentions.

"Are you dumb?"

"I'm talking to you, who do you think you are, pretending to be a cold and arrogant girl?!"

"Why are you talking so much about Qianqian? Go straight up and beat her up!"

"That's right!"

Chu Qianqian shrugged indifferently, "Look, how many people hate you!"

Tang Jin bit her lip, her eyes were stubborn, she had already guessed what would happen to her.But she didn't want to admit defeat.

"I'm sorry to interrupt your important event, but, Chu Qianqian, I think you should remember what you promised me?" The girl stood at the end of the alley at some point, with two books in her arms, There was no expression on his face, and his eyes were dim.

"Su, Su Nianyao?" Chu Qianqian looked at the other party uncertainly and asked.

"Student Chu," Su Nianyao walked up to her, "let him go."

Before Tang Jin left, he didn't understand why Chu Qianqian let him go, just like he didn't understand why Chu Qianqian stopped him in the first place.Leaning against the wall, she watched Chu Qianqian follow Su Nianyao, but Su Nianyao just glanced at her and never looked back.

Su Nianyao's back became farther and farther away, smaller and smaller, and turned into a small black dot at the entrance of the alley.No one knew what she said to Chu Qianqian, but Chu Qianqian never led anyone to bully Tang Jin again.All the ups and downs seemed to subside in an instant, without even having time to erupt and end.This summer also gradually passed away with one farce after another, and never went back and forth.