king x king

Chapter 87

If you knew that you were destined to be lonely, wouldn't you let yourself have extravagant hopes from the very beginning?

King Jin sat on the floor surrounded by books he had brought down from the bookshelves.

The breadth of content in this study had never been discovered before—in various languages, in all kinds of content.

His grandfather, who used to sit in this armchair, slowly opened these books.

King Jin searched carefully for a long time, but the previous owner of this study did not leave any traces of him.

No photos, no diaries, not even bookmarks or notes, all books are perfectly organized and like new.

The Jin family has never worshiped their relatives, so Papa and Mama Jin told King Jin in a peaceful tone that they have no relatives.

But he clearly has a grandfather.

Although he has never met, his grandfather left him a house when he was poor and helpless.

King Jin didn't know why his parents avoided things about his grandpa. He tried more than once to look for any clues in the house that looked like clues, trying to touch the outline of grandpa's life through the traces in the house.

But some things can be understood suddenly.

King Jin lowered his head and put aside a large difficult book.

Tang Le poked his head in: "Jin Jin~ Do you want egg custard?"

Because Lance is sick, he enjoys the same treatment as Tang Le for afternoon snacks. Liang Haofei, who has made great progress in cooking, simply cooks everyone's portion. Now is a good time for steaming.

King Jin stretched out his hand: "Baby, come here."

Tang Le blinked his eyes.

Although he had been coveting the delicious egg custard just now, he was a good boy and would never refuse King Jin's request.

King Jin embraced Tang Le in his arms like a doll. He didn't know whether it was Liang Haofei's enthusiasm for making snacks or because he got too close to Li Dongdong. His belly became rounder and bulging with his breath.

Children are always warm regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter. King Jin looked at the back of Tang Le's small head, and his eye sockets suddenly became hot.

He used to always think that there must be some conflict between grandpa and father, maybe it was a bloody elopement scene-the story of two young people breaking up with their families and living alone in the countryside.

But in retrospect, when my parents talked about the fact that they had no relatives, they were actually very calm, without any resentment.

And grandpa may not really ignore the existence of their family of three, otherwise, how could he write his name so accurately in the will.

stay here.

That's what Odin said that day.

King Jin felt that such an order was ridiculous, no matter how different the two worlds were, it was between him and Rhodes whether to leave or stay.

But Odin's words made the magic work.

Odin's words were neither inquiries nor discussions, but orders.

And he couldn't resist this command just like he couldn't give up breathing.

Tang Le timidly reached out to touch King Jin's face. Although there was no water stain, he felt that Jin Jin looked like he was crying.

King Jin let go of Tang Le: "I won't eat snacks today, I'll give them all to the baby."

Tang Le tilted his head, a little worried: "Does your stomach hurt?"

Otherwise, why would you want to cry?

King Jin shook his head, patted his butt and told him to go downstairs for a snack.

"Give me the silky ones too." Tang Le began to wring his fingers: "Give me the Luoluo's ones too, give me the golden ones too, Dad will be angry..."

"Aren't they here?" King Jin touched the fleshy socket on the back of Tang Le's hand a little unexpectedly, and then remembered that he and Rhodes hadn't spoken for a few days, and he didn't know that it was normal for them to go out.

Men Odin, who connects the two worlds, knows it well, and they will probably find a way to go back soon.

King Jin was sad.

But these have nothing to do with him at all. It seems absurd, but Odin's words are really enough to crucify him in this world, and also break up the possibility that might have existed between him and Rhodes .

This kind of magic in the blood may be more like a helpless curse.

"Baby eats by itself." King Jin said, "Daddy won't be angry."

"Stomach pain?" Tang Le still hadn't forgotten that something was wrong with King Jin.

King Jin kissed him: "It doesn't hurt at all." The pain is elsewhere.

Tang Le finally reluctantly believed it.

A child who takes one step and turns back three times looks really sweet, King Jin thought.

It is one thing to know that you like a man and you may not have children, but it is another thing to know that you should not have children because of the family meaning in your blood.

He has never met Grandpa, but now he understands everything completely.

For Grandpa, the sense of honor bestowed by the royal family a long time ago has been diluted by time. At this time, the mission and instinct of obedience that Hou shouldered at this time will become invisible shackles and pressure. A door that may never open.

Even if you want to be lonely forever, in this world, it is enough for those who are not free to have themselves.

I don't know what my grandma will be like.

I don't know how they met and how they had a father.

It must have been an irresistible beautiful accident, so after the accident happened, Grandpa had to send the child away and tell him never to mention himself again.

But grandpa must love dad very much, and a child who is not loved by his parents will not be so gentle and kind.

Dad must not have forgotten Grandpa, he must know all this, so that literary man who is often teased by his wife gave his son such a popular and weird name.

In this way, he hoped to give his father the king he had been waiting for all his life.

King Jin sniffed to keep his tears from falling on the delicate gilt cover.

As a gatekeeper, you can get the preference of time, so the departure of grandpa and dad should be accidental.

But there will be no next heir to the house.

King Jin rested his head on his knees, trying not to think about Rhodes.

Such a shining, proud and noble person should not have appeared here.

Rod would return to the book, perhaps pick up the little girl who was tearful from the disappearance of the king, accept the second bracelet, kiss her on the cheek, and announce his return to his subjects amid cheers.

And he will stay here and no longer recruit tenants for his livelihood. He may be able to watch Tang Xiaole grow up, just like watching his own child.

Or Tang Xiaole will follow Liang Haofei and follow Lance, Lin Fang will marry and have children, and continue to be the most popular teacher, Tao Jia will grow old bluffing and become a bluffing old man, but will always be pinched by Tao Chuan You can't jump three miles with a seven-inch jump.

Thinking about it this way, in fact, the future is not all about sad and regrettable parts.

Although……

There will be a vivid memory of tenderness and handsomeness that will overshadow the rest somewhat.

But that's fine too.

At least it won't let the memory dry up to death.