Kidney loss

Chapter 36

Shen Yan was stunned at first, but then quickly realized: "Your family...has chased you here? No way?"

Su Jianian smiled wryly: "Actually, the housekeeper had already come to look for me before, and I was fooled by it..." At the end, both of them fell silent, looking at each other face to face, speechless for a long time.

Shen Yan opened her mouth, thinking of the things he had arranged in the room, the ring in the bedside table that hadn't been delivered in time, and the marriage proposal that was originally planned to be saved until tomorrow night... All voices seemed to be blocked by this huge change throat.Shen Yan couldn't speak, he couldn't even make any more reactions, he just instinctively grasped the opponent's hand - but he couldn't lose his composure, Su Jianian's character was inherently sensitive, if he collapsed first, the opponent accused It may not be sad, and there may be conflicts with family members...

So he couldn't tell the other party about the things that didn't happen in time——Thinking of this, Shen Yan took a deep breath, showed an expression that could be regarded as a smile, and patted the young man's tense shoulder: "What's wrong with that sentence?" Speaking of which... what should come will always come, if you can hide from the first day of the junior high school, you can't hide from the fifteenth day..." At the end, he was at a loss for words, and simply pulled the silent Su Jianian into his arms Li, hugged him hard.

"Don't be afraid, brother Shen is waiting for you."

Su Jianian's shoulders twitched, and he felt his nose sore, but he didn't want to cry, so he held back, only his voice was choked with sobs: "Brother Shen..."

Shen Yan hugged the young man's trembling body tightly, and patted the young man's back lightly, "Don't be afraid...that's a member of your family, no matter what, it won't hurt you..." When he said this, he thought of himself, and suddenly felt a little nervous. Melancholy: "...I believe they all love you, but the method is a bit tough, right?"

"Hmm..." Su Jianian nodded slightly, and the two hugged each other for a long time without moving. When they separated, there was still warmth from each other. When the wind blew, it was chilly, as if something was missing.

Shen Yan wanted to smoke a little, touched his pocket and found that he didn't bring it, so he had to give up.He took Su Jianian's hand, trying to hide his nervousness: "... let's go."

Su Jianian stared at him all the way, his eyes were burning like a hole, the more so, the more Shen Yan didn't dare to look back, he was afraid that he would not be willing to let him go - because I only have him , Shen Yan thought mechanically, only felt a throbbing pain in his heart, and suddenly he could understand Su Jianian's previous extreme thoughts... At this moment, he also really wanted to hide the young man behind him secretly, until No one can find a place to go.

But he can't be so selfish, because Su Jianian is different from him, he has both parents and a happy family... So he chose to wait, and he could only wait.

It was only a short 10-minute journey, but it seemed like a lifetime, and when he finally stood at the door of the villa, Shen Yan finally let go of his sweaty palms, "...you go in." He tried his best to hide his voice Seeing the abnormality in the room, he said as relaxed as possible: "Come back early, don't make me wait too long."

Seeing him clenched his trembling palm into a fist and stuffed it into his pocket, Su Jianian felt a pain in his heart, couldn't help but lowered his head and kissed the other person's forehead: "I will."

Shen Yan took one last look at him, turned around and walked down the stairs without looking back.

Su Jianian looked at his back in the night, as if she had finally made up her mind, she gritted her teeth and opened the door in front of her...

Shen Yan sat on a bench in the residential area in a daze.

The original good mood disappeared under such a change. At this moment, he was sitting alone in an unfamiliar environment, and the sound of rolling waves could be faintly heard in the wind, falling in Shen Yan's ears, but it seemed like someone was crying .

He didn't want to be too pessimistic, so he simply recalled the past when they got along little by little... From the first sight when they met for the first time, until the moment just now, the feather-like feather left by Su Jianian on his forehead kiss...

He really couldn't bear to part with him.

Shen Yan buried his cheeks in his palms, he didn't cry, but his heart felt uncomfortable... There was also a little fear that he didn't dare to admit.What if Su Jianian's family hates him?What should I do if the other party disagrees with their life and death?Waiting is the hardest kind of commitment because it often has no specific deadline, just a cycle of hope and disillusionment until patience runs out...

Although Shen Yan thought that he would never have that day, what about Su Jianian?He is still so young, his life has just begun, so he decided to live his life like this... Will he regret it?

... No, he won't.Shen Yan retorted in his heart, he could see that young man's sincerity better than anyone else, so...he had to take good care of himself before the other party came back.

Thinking about it this way, when he raised his head to look in the direction of the villa, the lights there had already been turned off, Shen Yan staggered up from the bench, and walked back to the residence... It was originally a house for two people, and then left for one person. Afterwards, it seemed so empty, Shen Yan stood in the living room, and saw that there were still shopping bags from the airport piled up on the sofa, and inside were the new clothes he had chosen for the other party.

Randomly found one, it still smelled of Su Jianian's perfume, Shen Yan hugged the clothes into his arms, and took a deep breath.

That night, he went to the decorated bedroom as if he was masochistic. The roses were still as bright as before, but no one appreciated them anymore.Shen Yan threw herself on the huge double bed, stared blankly at the gorgeous chandelier above her head for a while, got up and came to the bedside table, opened the drawer... and took out the small box of rings.

The light of the diamond is so dazzling, Shen Yan thought so, took out one and put it on his ring finger carefully, feeling the cool touch of the metal, exhaled lightly.

It'll be all right, he reassured himself.

The original holiday was less than a week away, but now it's only been a day. When Shen Yan woke up from the bed the next day, she habitually touched her side. When her palm touched the cold bedding that hadn't been infected by body temperature, she suddenly woke up.

For this vacation, he directly gave the whole company a vacation. Now that Su Jianian left, all plans were disrupted... Even he didn't know what to do now, so he could only get up and wash with a sigh.

After eating the breakfast delivered by the hotel, it was no longer as delicious as expected. After eating, Shen Yan stood on the balcony, looked at the sea surface coated with gold leaf by the sun, and lit a cigarette.

Su Jianian was not around, no one would stop him in time, Shen Yan only reacted after smoking a pack, looking at the mountain of cigarette butts piled up in the ashtray, he felt a tickle in his throat and couldn't help coughing a few times.

... This is not okay, if the other party comes back and sees him living so poorly, he will be sad.

Shen Yan was very fond of that small face, and didn't want to let the tears stain it at all, so he quickly took out some sugar to protect his throat, and drank a few more glasses of water.

Afterwards, he walked along the coast again, the route they walked yesterday, so Shen Yan walked very slowly, wishing to replay every word the two of them said in his mind to deepen his memory...

He lowered his head and didn't pay much attention to the road ahead, so he accidentally bumped into someone.

"Sorry..." He raised his head quickly, but before he finished speaking, another voice broke in: "Xiao Sheng, where have you been?"

The tall young man named "Xiao Sheng" responded, and turned his head towards the person who called him. Shen Yan took a second look, but was stunned: "Li Pinglang?"

"Hey... No, who called me!" Young Master Li was wearing a flowered shirt at the moment, and was squatting under the sun umbrella to wipe his sweat. When he heard the sound, he raised his head and saw Shen Yan, who was also dumbfounded: "Mr. Shen...? Why are you here?" ..."

Wei Sheng's tall figure stood in front of him in time, blocking the two people's sight: "Your sunscreen."

"Oh..." Li Pinglang reached out to pick it up, but the other party suddenly withdrew his hand and smiled: "Cousin, let me wipe it for you?"

"This is your cousin," Shen Yan looked at the young man in front of him, "It's ok, it's hidden deep enough, I've never seen it before..." It's still so tall, standing next to Li Pinglang, it's almost a head taller.

Hearing this, the latter stood there in embarrassment, allowing Wei Sheng to pinch his arms and put on the sunscreen: "Haha...he just came back from joining the army, let alone you, I haven't seen him for many years... ...Hiss! Take it easy!"

Wei Sheng didn't speak, squinted at the obviously red skin, and licked his lips.

Who is Shen Yan, at a glance, they can see that the relationship between the two is not right, but Li Pinglang has always been the craziest one in their circle - mainly because his family is too spoiled and spoiled.Now being held by his taller cousin, this scene is so strange no matter how you look at it, he watched it with relish for a while, until Li Pinglang asked him: "Boss Shen, are you here alone to play?"

Shen Yan, who was suddenly violently attacked: "...Yeah, can't you?"

"It's not..." Young Master Li pressed his red wrist, "As long as the news about you coming out of the closet was not widely circulated, I thought you were... settled."

It's okay if he doesn't say anything, but Shen Yan gets very irritable when he talks about it, and wants to smoke when he gets annoyed, but when he touches his pocket, he grabs out a handful of lollipops - Shen Yan takes out a milk-flavored one and throws it into his mouth: "Isn't this my wife being picked up by my family? I'm upset, so I came out to relax..."

"Ah..." Hearing what he said, Li Pinglang guessed a lot, and comforted him: "It's okay, everyone in the family is hard-spoken and soft-hearted, just give it a little more time..." At this point, he secretly glanced at Wei Wei. Sheng, the latter immersed himself in applying sunscreen, felt his gaze, and raised his head to meet his gaze.

Shen Yan silently took off the sunglasses around her collar and put them on.

However, Shen Yan did not expect Li Pinglang to dare to break through the mundane world and be with his cousin. Looking at the young couple in front of him now, he couldn't tell whether he was more jealous, more envious, or more jealous, but the most important thing was bless.

"I owe you a good word." For some reason, Shen Yan felt a little relieved, and whistled: "Then I won't bother you guys anymore, we have time to have dinner together when we go back..."

"Hmm..." Li Pinglang watched the other person's back go away, before he could recover, he heard Wei Sheng's gloomy question from behind him: "Do you want to eat?"

"Xiao Sheng..." Young Master Li couldn't laugh or cry at his cousin's excessive possessiveness, and now he stroked the other's stubborn stubble like a big dog: "It's just ordinary friends. He has company, so don't you Thinking so much..."

Wei Sheng snorted softly: "Your group of cronies..."

"I will break everything that can be broken..." Li Pinglang couldn't get angry at all when he thought of his chaotic past, and murmured: "At worst, you can do whatever you want tonight..."

"That's what you said."

"...Don't go too far! We have to swim tomorrow..."

For the remaining few days, Shen Yan never saw Li Pinglang appear on the beach again.

The holidays without Su Jianian were really boring, so he simply returned home a few days earlier, fed the dog and got ready for work, even looking at the daily necessities for two at home, he was somewhat sad.

But since he promised to wait, he kept his word.

So for the next period of time, Shen Yan had a regular schedule, had three meals on time, and even set the alarm clock to get up early to walk the dog... When the neighbors in the community met him, they would ask about Su Jianian's whereabouts, and Shen Yan was also at this time Only then did I know that the other party was so popular, but after living there for a few months, most of the old men and women in the whole community knew his name, and now when I asked them one by one, Shen Yan replied in unison: I went back to my hometown.

The other party asked again: When will you come back?

Shen Yan then said: Hurry up.

He firmly believed that Su Jianian would not let him wait too long.

Looking at the company again, everyone feels that the boss has recently relaxed the policies, and the boss has become more approachable. Everyone agrees that this is all thanks to Secretary Su who went back to his hometown. A face is also a sight in the company.

On the contrary, Jiang Ran has asked about Su Jianian's situation a few times. She is the one with Shen Yan the longest, so she can somehow feel that Su Jianian is not as simple as going back to his hometown... But this involves the boss's personal affairs after all, so she is not easy to ask. I only mentioned a few words appropriately, hoping that the other party can think about it.

Shen Yan's thinking is wide open, the overly regular life leaves him no more time to think about other things, so when he closes his eyes at night, that person will involuntarily appear in his mind, and accompany him into sleep... …

The two rings that he didn't have time to give away were strung together by him and hung on his chest. Send it out, tie the other party firmly, and never let go...

One day, Shen Yan got up and walked his dog to work as usual, but when he arrived at the company, he felt that the little girl at the front desk looked at him a little strangely, but Shen Yan was rushing to the meeting, so he didn't pay much attention.

When the meeting was over, he returned to the office to take a breath, and for some reason remembered the Weibo that he hadn't been on for a long time... There was a voice in the dark asking him to take a look. Shen Yan logged into the account, but found that the private mailbox It exploded, and he clicked on a few random ones, all of which were comforting.

Shen Yan wanted to laugh a little, thinking that he was not broken in love, but after looking through a few posts like this, he finally saw a piece of news in the fans' comments...

He didn't read the headline of the news, but the accompanying picture was breathless - in the photo, Su Jianian was wearing a formal suit he had never seen before, holding a woman's hand.

What Shen Yan couldn't accept the most was that he saw a ring on the opponent's hand.

The author says:

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