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Chapter 51 Contradictions

Ye Zheng grabbed the handkerchief and threw it on the ground, "It's really nothing, I just lent it to me, can't you trust me?!" His blood rushed to his head, and he didn't know how to explain it to Lu Yu, so he threw it away Take a stand with this misleading handkerchief.

"...It's best to be like this." Lu Yu was silent for a while, seeing that Ye Zheng didn't seem to be lying, it wasn't that he didn't believe Ye Zheng, but he couldn't believe it, couldn't believe that A Zheng really belonged to him, His sense of security is too weak for him to feel at ease.

Ye Zheng knew that Lu Yu's problem was a weak sense of security and nervousness. He just thought of tenderness and comfort, but when he saw Lu Yu's complexion, he dismissed the idea and simply put on a straight face.

The two broke up just because of this trivial matter, which proved that the trust between them was still too little. Ye Zheng didn't dare to think about how they would rely on this weak trust to go to the future. How many contradictions are there?

He didn't want to think too much, rubbed the center of his eyebrows tiredly, and looked at Lu Yu disappointedly with tired eyes.

Lu Yu's heart twitched hard, why did Ah Zheng show such an expression?Why should you be disappointed in yourself? !What did he do wrong?

"Azheng...Azheng...do you regret it?" With trembling lips, he rushed in front of Ye Zheng, half kneeling and hugging his body.

Ye Zheng sat on the sofa and was unable to move under his weight. He didn't regret it, he was just thinking about how to make Lu Yu trust him and rely on him more, but he was not as smart as Lu Yu. My lover is really at a loss.

Lu Yu couldn't hear Ye Zheng's reply for a long time, so he naturally thought that he had spoken Ye Zheng's heartfelt words. His heart was shrouded in thick darkness, which made it difficult for him to breathe, and his mind went blank. The wild beasts have devoured it, leaving nothing but irrational clamor and longing.

Azheng regretted it... He finally got the chance to get Azheng... How could he stop it?

His eyes were red, he squeezed Ye Zheng's shoulders hard, stared at the face that he couldn't ask for, his brows were tightly pressed, his eyes were about to burst, his face began to twist unnaturally, and the eyes he looked at Ye Zheng were crazy again And dark, unable to tell whether it was love or hatred in his eyes.

Ye Zheng was also stunned. It was the first time he saw Lu Yu like this, he couldn't think for a moment, he was a little flustered and frightened, his eyes were like the most ferocious devil, wanting to bite him until his flesh and blood melted away.

No, that's not Lu Yu. Lu Yu should be gentle, elegant, and all the positive words he can think of.He takes care of himself in every possible way, and has brought him a spring breeze for ten years, and occasionally acts coquettishly to show weakness, but is so understanding, he suddenly finds out how strange the heart-piercing person in front of him is, or he has never understood it before. Lu Yu?

The strength of the shoulder was so strong that it seemed to pinch his shoulder blades, Ye Zheng pushed him away in pain, "Damn, it hurts to death! Why are you crazy?!"

Lu Yu was pushed to the ground, finally regained consciousness, and took deep breaths to try to keep himself calm.

Ye Zheng still had a cold face at first, but when he saw Lu Yu's shoulders about to shrug, he immediately felt distressed again, twitching, he shouldn't have treated Lu Yu like this.

"I haven't regretted it, did you hear me clearly?" Ye Zheng squatted down, wrapped his arms around his body, and found that he was really thin, so he couldn't help hugging him even tighter, and explained to him in a soft voice.

"Do you hate me?" Lu Yu lowered his hands dejectedly. He looked crazy and ugly just now, right?It must have broken Ah Zheng's thoughts about him.

Ye Zheng stretched out a hand to rub his head, and pressed on his shoulder. He didn't say anything sweet, and could only give him the only promise, "I will never hate you for the rest of my life."

Lu Yu didn't speak, but after hearing this sentence, he immediately grabbed Ye Zheng's clothes tightly.

"Hey, are you feeling better?" Ye Zheng patted him on the back, helped him smooth the corners of his clothes, and kissed the corners of his red eyes.

Feeling the temperature in the corner of his eyes, he finally returned to his normal look, staring straight into Ye Zheng's eyes, and asked again, "Really no regrets?" He couldn't forget the way A Zheng looked at him just now eyes, twitching the corners of his mouth in grievance.

"Oh, really not!" Ye Zheng repeated it tirelessly, and squeezed his face hard. In order to prevent Lu Yu from believing it, he yelled again in his ear, and bit his ear by the way. Let Lu Yu not be so stubborn.

"Then why, don't you give me your heart." Lu Yu squeezed his fingers, tried his best to gently caress Ye Zheng's skirt, and fell in love with his heart.

Ye Zheng was silent for a while, her eyes moved upwards, it was rare to be contemplative and serious, and then she sighed.

"You and I have known each other for so many years, but I don't understand you at all. It always seems like there is a secret. How can I give you my heart." Ye Zheng has not smoked for a long time, but he still scratched his hair irritably , took a cigarette from the drawer, lit it, and took a deep puff.

Lu Yu took his cigarette and refused to let him smoke it, put it in his mouth, breathed the same tobacco smell as his, the base of his tongue was slightly bitter, neither of them spoke.

He did deceive A Zheng with too many things, but these lies were unavoidable. His thoughts were ugly and selfish, and he was a person who would do anything to get A Zheng from the beginning to the end.

Once these lies come to light, all future between them will be interrupted.The impression he had worked so hard to leave in Ye Zheng's heart would also be completely destroyed. He didn't even dare to think about such a possibility.

It is impossible for him to bear Ye Zheng being away from him, it is impossible for him to bear Ye Zheng looking at him with disgust, and it is even more impossible for him to bear that Ye Zheng has nothing to do with him!He knew long ago that he would be crazy about it.