It turns out that the person I love has always been there

Chapter 42

After going back last night, Yuan Song gave the driver a five-star praise. After thinking about it all night, he couldn't figure it out. He tossed and turned all night, and woke up Xiao Lizi in the middle of the night, so he went to the guest room with his pillow in his arms and continued to think. After finishing the little chestnuts, come over and coax the big ones.

"Why did you meet your first love at a party all night?" Min Qing got into his quilt.

Yuan Song himself couldn't figure it out, and he didn't know how to say to Min Qing, "Isn't my first love lying here?" Yuan Song turned around and turned to her: "That's right, what I thought, turned out to be not what I thought at all. , I thought it had nothing to do with it. And it couldn’t be what I thought.”

"What kind of maneuver are you playing?" Min Qing was dizzy from being surrounded by him, "I'll make you a cup of honey hydrolysis to hangover."

"Forget it, I'll think about it again. Go back to sleep. I'm afraid I'll wake you up at night, so I'll sleep here."

"Don't think about it too much, if you can't ask about it tomorrow, go to bed early." Min Qing turned off the light for him.

The next day, Min Qing asked him if he understood?Yuan Song shook his head and hesitated for another day.

Yuan Song recalled every detail of his time with Lu Li. The only thing that could change his mind was a lawsuit in his second year of high school. For so many years, he has been committed to solving major life issues for Lu Li. Success, but if it was really what he guessed, then he made a fundamental mistake.

In the evening, Yuan Song absent-mindedly played with Xiao Lizi for a while, and when Min came out of the shower, he handed Xiao Lizi to her and nestled on the sofa, looking like he planned to have a long talk all night.

When Yuan Song sent the message, Lu Li happened to be taking a shower. The phone was casually placed next to Li Huaiyu, and the content of the message was clearly scrolling on the screen. Li Huaiyu glanced at it, and did not unlock the phone to check it for him. I know, but I don't have the habit of browsing each other's information at will.

After Lu Li finished washing, Li Huaiyu handed him the phone: "It seems that your friend sent you a message. I took a look and it probably asked about your sexuality."

Lu Li sat next to him, leaned against him, turned on his phone in front of him and invited him to watch it together. The complete message on it was: "Lu Lu, have you always been a boy lover, or is it because of the incident in high school that you I don't mean anything else, I just think that if it's always been the case, I'm glad you didn't take that matter to heart all the time, and it didn't have a long-term impact on you, if not, I will bless you too."

When Li Huaiyu saw the address at the beginning, he gave him a look. Lu Li immediately gave him a funny explanation: "In high school, people in my class got nicknames. I haven't been called for so many years. The WeChat profile picture is also drawn by my classmates when they graduated. Yes, a fawn."

Lu Li recalled the so-called incident, and only then remembered the uproar in the school when he was in the second year of high school. Lu Li replied to Yuan Song's message first: "Probably always, the incident in the second year of high school has no effect on me." At that time, all the students in the class supported him before the school notified him, which made him feel very lucky. People in the class have always believed in him, which is why he has attended every high school reunion for so many years.

In the second year of high school, Li Huaiyu had already graduated and went abroad to study. After that, the two had no chance to know each other, and they had no way of knowing about him. Now that they are together, he wants to know about his past, happy or sad things. I know, through the narration of those past events, I can go back to the days of those years.

"Would you mind telling me what's going on?"

Lu Li: "I don't mind, but it might be a bit long."

Li Huaiyu kissed his forehead and said, "I always have time for you."

So Lu Li recalled and organized his thoughts and told him about the incident at that time. The cause of the incident was the first semester of the second year of high school. In their spare time, Yuan Song, Wang Qi, and Wu Yu took him to watch the military training of the freshman juniors.

After more than half a month of military training, the city of S didn’t see a single drop of rain. Instead, the temperature reached 37/38 degrees and the sun was scorching in the sky. Wang Qi and Wu Yu bought water for four of them. Standing in the shade of a tree with a breeze blowing, drinking an iced drink.

At that time, Lu Li had already been promoted to the school grassroots, and there were many people who liked him. It was also that unintentional idea that triggered a series of things that followed.

A junior high school girl in the military training team fell in love with Lu Li when he appeared on the playground. That girl was a loner in the class, with a somewhat introverted and withdrawn personality. group.

It wasn't until the incident happened that Lu Li knew that he was being followed.

According to others, that girl is like a star's illegitimate fan, monitoring Lu Li's every move in a secret corner, and writing love letters about what happened on the road behind him as if possessed. see for yourself.

During that time, the red thread on Lu's mother's wedding ring broke, and she hadn't had time to get it to the gold shop to re-wrap the thread. The ring without the red thread was a bit big, and sometimes the ring would easily fall off if you didn't pay attention.

At noon that day, she cooked the meal in a hurry. She didn't notice it at first, but in the afternoon when she was holding a chalk brush in her left hand during class, and the place where the ring should have been was empty, she realized that the ring on her hand was gone. She recalled probably When washing vegetables, the ring fell into the sink with the water flow, and there was a gauze in the sink to filter the food residue. The ring was thrown into the trash can by her, and was taken to the garbage dump in the suburbs by the cleaning vehicle.

After Lu Li found out, he took a leave of absence from the last class, took a taxi and ran to the garbage disposal plant. The ring on his father's hand after his death was put together with the ashes, leaving only the gold ring on his mother's hand. , Although it doesn't cost much to buy again, it can't compare with the feelings that have been worn for more than [-] years.

It was a mess, and few people lived there, only some homeless people lived there in simple huts.

Lu Li didn't expect that the moment he ran out of the school gate, the girl followed him out.I didn't even think that a young and beautiful female student would be dragged into a shanty with her mouth covered and defiled by those tramps who had lost their legal and moral values.

After finishing his work, he hurriedly left there and returned home.

After the girl returned home in a state of desperation, she was forced to question her by her parents. She must have gone crazy, crying and telling them that it was Lu Li who forced her to have sex.

The next day, the parents made a fuss in the principal's office, and there was a little rumor among the students, which was enough to cause an uproar.

Lu Li still remembered that day, when Yuan Song, Wang Qi and the others called him downstairs to play basketball, he was summoned by the principal. All the classmates looked at him, and he walked to the principal's office with a surprised face.

There are three people sitting in the principal's office, which is rarely visited, one is the high-level representatives of the school headed by the principal, one is a pair of parents and a girl, and the other is Lu's mother.

As soon as the couple saw Lu Li, they stepped forward excitedly and wanted to strike at him. Mother Lu hurriedly protected him behind her. Seeing that something was wrong, Lu Li turned around and stood in front of Mother Lu, his usually good-looking eyes tightly frowned. , looking at them warily, but the girl lowered her head and didn't even have the courage to look at him.

After everyone arrived, the school explained the whole thing in as gentle a way as possible. Lu Li took a deep look at the girl, although he could only see thick bangs.

Li Huaiyu pinched the back of his neck and listened distractedly. When it came to the girl identifying Lu Li, he first said aloud, "It can't be you."

Lu Li stopped talking, stared at him, and asked with a smile knowingly: "You didn't know me at that time, even if you had a good impression of me, but you know what kind of person I am, so you are so sure? You have to be skeptical, for fear that you know what people know and don’t know what you think."

Li Huaiyu patted the back of his head like a cat, touched his neck, kneaded the soft flesh, and looked down at him, "The boys I like are always good."

Lu Li was suddenly fed a mouthful of sweet words, kissed him, and continued.

"I don't know her at all, let alone have contact with her. Is there some misunderstanding?" Lu Li remembered him replying like this.

"You fucking dare not admit it, you bastard." The woman's father uttered vulgar words, and his stern and distorted face impressed him deeply, but no one noticed that the girl's body was trembling uncontrollably.

"This parent, you didn't understand the matter, please respect everyone here." The principal persuaded from the side while suppressing his anger, Lu Li's hand was tightly held by his mother.

"I don't know what's going on here. Please give me the exact time and place where it happened. I will find someone to prove it or find a surveillance video at all costs to prove the whole thing."

The girl's father picked the girl up from the chair and threw her on the ground hard, asking her to speak, but her mother just sobbed and didn't even extend her hand to her.

"Speak, let you speak, now you are dumb again, what did you do long ago?" Her father kicked her body and head, venting all the grievances he had suffered so far on her, using her as a punching bag and a fault source.

Lu Li stepped forward to stop him, but suffered a few unreasonable disasters, and the grade director also stepped forward to fight.

There was so much noise in the principal's room that no one dared to approach him within a five-mile radius.

"It's him"

"It's Lu Li"

"I can see clearly that it has always been him, and I have sex with him."

"I am awake"

"I am awake"

"I am awake"

The girl raised her head and shouted to everyone, repeating these few words, her thick bangs slid down her cheeks. It was a slender and delicate face, but it was full of struggle and despair.

"What the hell do you have to say?" The girl's father suddenly jumped up and kicked Lu Li's waist fiercely, knocking over the wooden table and chairs that usually require the joint efforts of several people to move.

"Drop out of school, let him drop out of school, otherwise I will report this matter to the Education Bureau, the Ministry of Education, and I will call the police, let him eat a cell and spend the rest of his life in prison.

"

The grade director looked at the principal, waiting for his decision. They had reservations about this matter, but they believed that Lu Li would not do such a thing. The details of the two years of getting along with each other showed his character.

"Call the police. If you don't report it, I'll report it for you." Lu's mother, who had been silent all this time, saw her son being beaten, stepped forward to hug him, and said calmly during this moment of panting, "My son can't do it." This kind of thing, so it is impossible to drop out of school, no matter where you stab it, we will cooperate with the investigation, but if it turns out to be nothing, I hope your daughter will drop out of this school."

When she heard that she was going to call the police, the girl was so frightened that she clutched her arm tightly, sobbing.

Mother Lu touched Lu Li's face, and said softly to him, "You still have classes, go back to class first, and I'll take you to the hospital later."

"Well, mom, don't worry, I haven't done this before, so don't be afraid." Lu Li twitched the corner of his mouth, smiled calmly and held his mother's hand, "Then I'll go back first."

"Of course I don't worry, go. If you feel uncomfortable, let Teacher Chen from your class take you there first."

"Okay." Before leaving, he glanced at the girl with her head bowed, her seaweed-like hair covered her in shadow, Lu Li felt sorry for her.

Lu Li returned to the class first, and it was inevitable that he would be pointed at along the way, but he sat upright and returned to the class dignifiedly. His classmates did not look at him strangely, as if he went to the principal's office to do his own thing. Yes, doing the quiz quietly, which made him feel more relaxed for no reason. It was only later that Lu Li learned that the students in the class always refuted and clarified for him the various versions of the school's rumors.

When Yuan Song and the others heard the news, they blamed themselves for dragging him to watch the fun. They found out that the lawsuit came out. The girl, let alone Lu Li, didn't even know anyone else, but they all knew what kind of person Lu Li was.

After he left, I didn't know what was going on in the principal's room. Lu's mother talked to Mr. Chen in Lu Li's class, and took him to the hospital to take an X-ray. Fortunately, no bones were injured, but his chest, abdomen and back were bruised.

"Later, the girl never came to school, and neither party reported to the police. After a while, the school issued a notice, which explained the whole matter regardless of the girl's privacy."

When the truth of the incident came out, the girl returned to school again with fingerprints all over her face. There is no impenetrable wall in the world. Even if the school concealed it for her, the whole thing still spread in the school. People said that she started to be bullied on campus, girls targeted and isolated her, but boys didn't dare to touch her.

If she hadn't framed Lu Li, maybe everyone would sympathize with her.

She made herself the biggest laughing stock of the school.

One day she stood on the parapet wall of the roof of the building. At that time, it was morning exercise time. Someone looked up and shouted loudly. Everyone rushed to gather on the playground, and more people were watching. It was lively, and there was a fan-shaped space in the middle. The teacher, the director of the Academic Affairs Office, and the principal took turns calling, beating her parents, calling for an ambulance, and calling for fire rescue.

The principal and others ran up to the roof and tried to persuade her to come down. The girl stood on the wall and looked down at those people. She could imagine their faces. She should be lucky and happy. If she jumped from here, it would be nothing to them. It's like someone else's trash thrown down from the sky, she likes Lu Li but also hates him, hates why he doesn't look back at her, save her, if it's Lu Li, if it's Lu Li.

These days, she has had enough of sarcastic remarks, physical touching and rejection, and scolding from her parents.That scene appeared in her mind from time to time.Her emotions were hovering on the verge of collapse, and no one could hear her, but she kept murmuring, "It would be great if only Lu Li."

The school had no choice but to ask the teacher to call Lu Li for help.

Lu Li was reading in the classroom, and he didn't care about the noise outside. The students in the class ran out of curiosity when they heard the curious words such as "jumping off a building" and "accident". After a while, Yuan Song and others came to the classroom at the same time as the teacher , the teacher explained the purpose of coming, Lu Li pondered for a while and agreed to go to the rooftop.

In this matter, Lu Li was the victim. Yuan Song and the others were unwilling to let him go to the muddy water again, but it was not easy for them to dissuade them when their lives were at stake. They had never found girls so annoying.

When Lu Li walked one meter away from her, the girl saw that he was very emotional, and kept crying to him, with half of her body hanging outside, as soon as a gust of wind blew, she would float down like a kite with a broken string, and then fell to the ground. Decent and incomplete, not human.

Lu Li looked at the messy long hair that she cried, and knew the whole story from Lu's mother. Lu Li didn't feel sorry for her. He just felt sorry for her and pitied her, that's all.

Lu Li stretched out his hand and said to her, "Come down, I'll take you to wash your face."

Like a life-saving straw, the girl grabbed his hand and burst into tears, the others hugged her down, Lu Li looked at her from the crowd for a while, and the girl's parents rushed over, not daring to provoke her anymore , Lu Li turned and left.

Afterwards, the girl's parents thanked and apologized to Lu Li, helped her go through the transfer procedures, and went to study in another city, and gradually everyone forgot about it.

"Okay, finished talking, go to bed." Before he knew it, it was midnight, Yuan Song received his answer and calmly accepted, Lu Li said "good night" to him, and Li Huaiyu dragged him back to the room without saying a word .