It turns out that the person I love has always been there

Chapter 40

After Lu Li left last night, after the show ended, she had a meal with the other teachers. Qiao An arrived home earlier than her.

Mother Lu could calm herself down only when she got home, calm down and think about the impact of the scene she accidentally saw brought her.

Both her and her husband were teachers, she was a high school teacher, and Lu's father was a university teacher, but he died of illness when Lu Li was in junior high school, leaving only her and Lu Li.

Unlike a family where the mother is always strict or the mother is strict with the father, their family is a loving father and mother. Instead of suppressing the children's nature and planning the future for them, they hope to act as guides on the road of life for others Lu Li has cultivated his own view of right and wrong in life under the influence of his parents since he was a child, and he has lived up to expectations and become an upright and responsible person, enough to make the couple respect every decision he made to them.

In their hearts, life has never been wrong or right, good or bad, only whether they can take responsibility for themselves.

Now that Lu Li was at another stage in his life, Mother Lu hesitated for the first time. How would she respond to her child? Lu Li would confess to her sooner or later, so this time she was going to interfere in his decision and deny his life.

Mother Lu tossed and turned on the bed. Finally, she put on a coat and turned on the light and went to the living room. The light in Joan's room was already off. She walked to the portrait of her husband, like a husband and wife leaning on the bed and talking privately. Today, she saw two people in the teaching building and talked to him intimately, but unfortunately she didn't get a response. She stood for a long time, and decided to verify something tomorrow before making a decision.

The two of them didn't go to work on the big weekend, and it was still early when they woke up naturally. The exposed hands and feet under the quilt would inevitably rub against each other. Gradually, the body functions also awakened with consciousness. The sound of □ □ echoed in the room.

"Is this comfortable?" Li Huaiyu held Lu Li's waist sideways and pressed against his ear, his breath stimulated him as strongly as his body.

Lu Li's mind was shattered by the spider's silk tightly wrapped around his body. The rhythm of the tacit understanding of the two of them was the same, until Li Huaiyu stretched out his hand in front of him, Lu Li opened his pupils wide, and hugged him behind his back. He headed sideways and kissed him fiercely, pulling him to breathe disorderly together.

Li Huaiyu half turned around in his arms, and leaned on his body. Lu Li's forehead was pressed against the pillow, and one leg was half bent, tightening every part of his body.

Li Huaiyu admired the romantic face of the person under him, and was reluctant to part with him. The two kissed after a moment of silence.

It wasn't until the minute hand circled around the dial that the movement on the bed calmed down, and the tiredness returned. Lu Li fell on top of him, soft hands and feet, "I won't come, I'm sleepy."

"Sleep a little longer." Li Huaiyu hugged him and put him away, and the two fell asleep again hugging each other.

"Auntie, where are you going?" Zhao Qiaoan didn't get up until after 10 o'clock, her face was still dripping with water from washing her face.

"I'll go out for a while. You cook something for lunch, or go out to eat. I'll put the money on the refrigerator." Mother Lu put on her shoes, picked up the bag on the shoe cabinet, unlocked the door, turned around and explained to Zhao Qiaoan Just go out.

"Okay." Qiao An stood in front of the porch and watched her go out.

When Mother Lu went out, she stopped the car and got in.

Opening his eyes, the drawn curtains couldn't cast a gleam of light. Lu Li felt as if he had slept for another day. He moved his body, and his waist and abdomen were sore and limp.

When he moved this side, there was movement from the bed beside him, and the slender fingers with well-defined knuckles massaged evenly on his waist and abdomen.

"Uncomfortable?" Li Huaiyu turned to his side, and heard an unconscious voice leaking out of his mouth.

"Hmmm, sore back, sore legs." Lu Li half-turned in his arms, "I need to discuss something with you."

Li Huaiyu kept moving, and only let out a low and lazy voice, "Say it."

In Lu Li's mind, he wanted to confide in pure words such as "abstinence" and "fewer desires" to him, but he failed the moment he said the words, and gave up on himself: "Please stop exuding your charm."

Li Huaiyu hugged him instead, laughing loudly.

The washing machine is humming, and the bedding has been changed quite frequently recently. Li Huaiyu usually lives here only occasionally when he works overtime late, so he only puts a small part of his clothes here. The two plan to go shopping in the mall in the afternoon Some bedding, the time to live here will be longer in the future.

"You can try another place next time." Li Huaiyu leaned on the French window of the balcony, with the early autumn sun falling on him, and sincerely suggested.

Lu Li raised his eyebrows at him, and handed him the laundry.

Mother Lu stopped the car at the gate of the community and went upstairs. She knocked on the door and no one answered, so she took the key and opened the door.

There is only a pair of adult slippers neatly placed next to the shoe cabinet at the entrance, so that the owner can change them when he comes back. The doors of the bedrooms are all open, and there is no sign of anyone living in the silence.

Mother Lu sat down on the sofa, she took out her phone and sent Lu Li a message.

Li Huaiyu made an appointment for a dry cleaner to pick up his suits. When the doorbell rang, Lu Li was opening the refrigerator to see what the two of them were cooking for lunch. Li Huaiyu told him not to move. He took the packed clothes from the bedroom and opened the door to pass them to the clerk who came over.

The mobile phone on the dining table flickered, and when Li Huaiyu came over, he picked up his mobile phone and handed it to him, "There is a message coming in."

Lu Li gave up his seat to him, swiped his phone, saw that it was from Lu's mother, and asked him to go back to have dinner at noon. She cooked the meal and waited for him at the house in the new district.

Lu Li calmly put away the phone, feeling a little premonition in his heart, he turned around and regretfully said to Li Huaiyu, "I have to go back at noon, Mom cooked dinner at home, let me go back."

"I'll take you there."

"No, it's more convenient for me to take a taxi. You can see what to eat at noon. I'll come back with my mother after dinner."

"Ah."

Lu Li went back to the bedroom and changed his clothes. Before going out, he cupped his face and kissed him comfortingly, "Good boy."

Li Huaiyu patted his head amusedly, Lu Li swung his fist at him, his head was patted at such a big size.

When Lu Li arrived home, the living room could already smell the aroma of the food. Lu Li went to the kitchen, next to Lu's mother, "It smells so good, it's still not cooked."

"It's all good, you go to wash your hands and take out the bowl."

"Oh good." Lu Li twitched a shrimp and threw it into his mouth, then took out the bowl and chopsticks.

At the dinner table, Lu Li was thinking about what to say to his mother. His mother could probably guess that he didn't live here last night. The atmosphere was quite normal, and the mother and son chatted as usual.

Lu Li squeezed two glasses of orange juice, washed a plate of cherries and put them on the coffee table. He sat next to Lu's mother, and asked, "Mom, do you have something to say to me?"

Seeing his frank face, Lu's mother asked back: "I have something to ask. After you had dinner last night, did you drink too much and go to Yuan Song's house to sleep?"

Lu Li shook his head, "I didn't go to Yuan Song's house, I went with Li Huaiyu last night, Mom, did you guess everything?" Although it was a question, the tone of the words couldn't be more certain.

Lu's mother turned around and faced him, and now her heart has calmed down, "Tell Mom, what is your relationship with him?"

"He and I are talking about friends." There is no way to hide this kind of thing, especially to his mother, he will never be able to keep his mother out of this matter, and tell his relatives, especially his only relative , Lu Li felt guilty but relieved.

Lu Li pondered for a while, his eyes were full of determination, he knew that his mother was not feeling well, "I'm sorry, Mom, no matter whether you agree or not in the end, this is what I want to say to you, In the eyes of others, I took a so-called "wrong way", but in myself, I finally found someone I like at the age of 30. Maybe I will be criticized in the future, and I will endure other people's strange eyes. They will be prejudiced Attack me, but I don't care about these, I can't imagine that I will stand still in the accusations of others, it will only bring you down, and let others say that I have such a son."

Lu Li put his arms around his fucking thin shoulders, relieved the tense atmosphere and said with a smile, "Others can ignore it, but Mom, will you despise your son like everyone else? Do you look at me with strange eyes?"

Lu's mother felt concerned: "Is your mother like that? And what does it mean to have such a son? My son has no problem with his character, and he has not done anything to hurt other people." As a mother, The protection of the son is engraved in the bones. The child is the flesh and blood of the mother. If he hurts him, it is her who hurts the most.

"Actually, it's not that I haven't thought about it. It's just that you didn't show it at all. I just thought it was my imagination. I didn't know until I saw you two in the teaching building yesterday. You and him have been together since high school? "

"No, we only got together this year."

Lu's mother didn't show it on the face, but she sighed deeply in her heart: "I still say the same thing, I won't interfere with your affairs. In the days to come, it will be more difficult than any decision you made before. Marriage between men and women is not even possible. Guaranteed to grow old forever, not to mention the relationship that is not protected by law and recognized by society, can be terminated anytime and anywhere."

"In life, you always have to live first to know the trajectory behind. I dare not promise you how many years we can go. I am not a prophet, and I can't see the end of the future, but I expect to be with him for a lifetime, and he also expects the same. , I am 32 this year, he is [-], not too young, not the age for playing around." Lu Li paused for a while, and said, "If it was more than ten years ago, I would have to kneel and say these words in front of you and my dad."

Speaking of Dad Lu, Mother Lu couldn't help but said: "When I couldn't figure it out last night, I said this to your dad's portrait. I didn't even have a dream at night. I either reincarnated or didn't care about it." Well, anyway, your dad dotes on you more than I do, so maybe he will rush ahead of you and be your pawn first, and charge forward for you first."

When Lu Li heard his mother's words, he couldn't help laughing out loud, "My dad would yell that he was wronged when he heard it, and he might come over and beat me up overnight."

The mother and the son both spoke their minds and understood each other's thoughts and positions. Mother Lu was not willing to embarrass her son. She couldn't deny and blame her son before others. Besides, this was not an unforgivable mistake. Son Just chose the way to go, what she can do as a mother is to stand up and protect him when he is hurt.

Lu Li drove his mother back to the car. Before entering the community, Lu Li called his mother and waved his hand, with calm gratitude in his eyes: "Mom, I will bring him back to see you formally next time."

"Tell me before you come back." Mother Lu smiled at him, then turned and walked into the building.