Interstellar male god Raiders

Chapter 129 The last scene

Ji Shenqian had been vomiting in the toilet for a long time, but he couldn't stop, Xi Cen patted him, patted his back with distress, Ji Shenqian's eyes were red and swollen, but the tears couldn't stop.

It took a long time for Ji Shenqian to recover, and Xi Cen wiped away the tears from his face and the saliva from his mouth.

Ji Shenqian opened his mouth, but no sound came out of his throat. Xi Cen was startled, and his eyes immediately turned red. Tomorrow is tomorrow... He was looking forward to tomorrow's arrival and afraid of tomorrow's arrival. He even wanted to be with him. Ji Shenqian said that we will stop acting, we will go back to get medical treatment, even if it takes a year or two, or a lifetime, it doesn't matter, I can't afford that risk.

Xi Cen looked at Ji Shenqian's red eyes, but he couldn't say such words to Ji Shenqian. He sacrificed so much for this drama, and this drama is of great significance to Ji Shenqian and Xi Cen.

Xi Cen hugged Ji Shenqian, his hands became tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to merge Ji Shenqian with him.

Ji Shenqian's hand paused, and after a moment of hesitation, he slowly raised his hand and hugged Xi Cen back. Xi Cen's back froze, and he heard Ji Shenqian tell him in his hoarse voice: "Don't be afraid...Xi Cen, I Love you."

Xi Cen's tears could no longer hold back, dripping down like beads with a broken string. Ji Shenqian's voice was hoarse and unpleasant, but in Xi Cen's ears, it surpassed all the sounds of nature in the world.

He kept nodding his head, his voice choked and hoarse: "I'm not afraid...I'm not afraid..."

In fact, they all know that they are all afraid, but they just want to try to make themselves more calm. If they are not calm, then the other party will panic.

That night Xi Cen coaxed Ji Shenqian to take medicine, Ji Shenqian shook his head, put his arms around Xi Cen's neck, "Let's do it."

Xi Cen's shoulders stiffened, he leaned over and kissed the corner of Ji Shenqian's mouth.

"It's coming soon, let's save this day for our wedding night."

Ji Shenqian stubbornly shook his head, "I can't wait, just tonight."

He forcefully pushed Xi Cen down on the bed, and kissed him eagerly and recklessly. He anxiously pried open Xi Cen's lips and teeth, and entangled with Xi Cen's tongue. Xi Cen was quickly kissed so passionately by him reacted.

Xi Cen's body is like a ball of fire, but his heart is cold to the bottom. He can guess what Ji Shenqian is thinking in his heart. He doesn't want Ji Shenqian to use a kind of farewell emotion to combine with himself. At this moment, he really understands The inner world of the character Chu Yan wants to embrace hope, but there is nothingness under his feet.

He suddenly turned over and pressed Ji Shenqian under his body, and pulled up the broken hair on Ji Shenqian's forehead, his lips and tongue invaded Ji Shenqian's mouth extremely aggressively, Ji Shenqian even had saliva slipping from the corner of his mouth because he couldn't close his mouth up to his neck.

Xi Cen was like a lion hunting, Ji Shenqian couldn't tell whether he was more scared or more excited now.

These two emotions were sandwiched together, which made him a little confused.

Xi Cen violently tore his clothes into pieces. For the first time, Ji Shenqian clearly realized the difference in strength between him and Xi Cen. His chest was exposed in front of Xi Cen. Because of his violent breathing, his chest was constantly rising and falling. Ji Shenqian rubbed against Xi Cen's clothes at two o'clock, making Ji Shenqian extremely sensitive.

He was like a small boat, being beaten by the waves, and the waves engulfed the boat, and the helpless boat could only let itself be beaten mercilessly by waves after waves.

"call……"

Ji Shenqian's chest was pink, and the broken hair on his forehead was wet with sweat. He had just been served by Xi Cen, and now he was exhausted, waiting for Xi Cen's next move, but Xi Cen kissed his forehead.

"you should go to bed."

Ji Shenqian grabbed Xi Cen's collar, and Xi Cen was caught off guard and almost crushed Ji Shenqian. Fortunately, he had quick eyesight and quick hands, and he supported the bed so that he didn't let himself hit Ji Shenqian hard.

"What do you mean?"

Xi Cen gently stroked his sweaty cheek, "It's already eleven o'clock, you should go to bed."

"Xi Cen, you..."

Xi Cen put his index finger on Ji Shenqian's lips, his icy blue eyes had an undeniable expression.

"Hush, be good, we will have a long time to come."

Ji Shenqian wanted to say something else, but Xi Cen picked him up and went to the bathroom to give him a shower. Xi Cen just served Ji Shenqian, so he was always rigid.

"I'll help you."

Xi Cen washed his hair, shook his head, and then remembered that Ji Shenqian couldn't see, so he said: "No, it will go down later."

Ji Shenqian is a man who knows how uncomfortable it will be, but Xi Cen's cold tone and his body are completely different reactions.

When Ji Shenqian wanted to say something, Xi Cen asked him to close his eyes and flush.

Xi Cen finished bathing Ji Shenqian, dressed him and told him to go to bed first, and then started washing himself.

Ji Shenqian was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, and after a while, Xi Cen came over, feeling cold all over, Ji Shenqian subconsciously wanted to lean over, but Xi Cen stopped him.

"Don't come here, I'm cold, cover it for a while and come here again."

His tone was flat, but Ji Shenqian felt his heart hurt very much.

He leaned over regardless, and hugged Xi Cen's waist, "Are you punishing me?"

Xi Cen rubbed his black hair, his voice was very gentle: "How could I be willing to punish you."

"But it hurts me to see you like this."

Ji Shenqian leaned against Xi Cen's shoulder, his voice muffled.

"Sorry……"

"We agreed, don't say sorry."

Xi Cen hugged him and kissed the top of his hair: "Well, I love you."

"I love you too."

The two of them seemed to be entangled with vines, hugging each other tightly, as if they would disappear as soon as they let go.

The next day was a cloudy day, the sky was dark and oppressive, which made people feel bad after seeing it.

Ji Shenqian and Xi Cen arrived at the crew early and began to prepare for makeup. Director James was on the sidelines telling Ji Shenqian the play very seriously. Ji Shenqian's eyes were a little out of focus, obviously not listening, but Director Jameson didn't notice, still very interested Enthusiastically speaking to Ji Shenqian.

Xi Cen sat aside, looking in the mirror at Ji Shenqian who was putting on makeup, feeling very heavy.

The scene of Ji Shenqian was filmed first, and Xi Cen stood outside, distraught.

His face was as deep as water, and the staff around him didn't dare to approach him at all, not to mention others, even Li Minzhen, who had a little friendship with Xi Cen, was a little panicked.

Ji Shenqian quickly entered the scene, his eyes immediately changed, and he became a blind person.

The winter sun shone warmly into the house, Shen Yuxiu was used to this kind of darkness, this kind of life alone, loneliness and despair wrapped him up, but he still wanted to live on, why?He didn't know, maybe it was because of the doctor's words that he might recover his eyesight, or maybe he was just alive, like a walking corpse, with only a walking flesh.body.

Last winter he was still nestled in Chu Yan's arms, listening to him talk about roasting sweet potatoes when he was a child.

Shen Yuxiu walked cautiously with a cane. There was no food at home, so he had to go out. If he could not go out, he would stay at home most of the time, unless it was necessary to go out, because it was winter. The sun is still a bit cold, it is rare to get out of the sun, Shen Yuxiu wears less.

Suddenly he was hit by a stone, and Shen Yuxiu fell in pain. When he got up in a panic, he heard the voice of a child making fun of him.

"Hahahaha, the blind man fell down and fell and ate shit."

"Death change. State, you go to die."

These children are all from nearby families, and Shen Yuxiu probably listened to what their mother had heard about him.

Children are born angels and devils, they will instinctively bully the weak, and bully the less with more.

Shen Yuxiu was thrown by these children with stones, teased him, and took him to an unknown place. Shen Yuxiu's route was fixed, and the unfamiliar environment made him flustered. Even the crutches disappeared. He groped around, Hit the wall, fell to the ground, no good place on the body.

He didn't know how long he groped in place, but no one showed up. He didn't know where he was taken, and he was enveloped in great despair.

As time went by, the night began to close, he couldn't see it, but he could clearly feel the temperature drop, getting colder and colder, he was originally dressed thinly, and now it was snowing again in the sky, and he was tired Hungry again, without any strength in his body, he stroked the wall under his hands in despair, his legs gave way and finally fell to the ground.

In a trance, he saw Chu Yan walking towards him, and stretched out his hand to him. He saw himself reaching out and holding Chu Yan's hand. The two held each other, and Chu Yan took off the scarf around his neck. Put it on for Shen Yuxiu.

"Really, how many times have I told you to wear a scarf when you go out."

Then he kissed himself lovingly, took his hand and put it in his pocket, and walked away.

In the early morning of the next day, the snow-sweeping workers found a frozen corpse next to the abandoned factory.

"Sin, the place where Shen Yuxiu died is on an abandoned construction site less than 100 meters behind his house. It's winter, and I don't know how he got there as a blind man."

"It's also pitiful, there is not even a body collector."

"I heard you're only 27, so young..."

Shen Yuxiu died, and once again became people's talking point, but this time he became what they called a poor man, lonely and blind, and he didn't even have a body collector.

Until a handsome man in formal attire appeared and took care of Shen Yuxiu's funeral.

Then they began to speculate that it might be Shen Yuxiu's concubine. In the past, they often saw this man coming over, shopping and cooking with Shen Yuxiu. Everyone only regarded them as good friends.

It's just that Shen Yuxiu's sexual orientation was exposed, and after he became blind, this man never appeared again.