Chapter 124 Love and Hate
Chapter 124 Love and Hate
This is Ji Shenqian and not Ji Shenqian, Xi Cen was in extreme pain, he stood up abruptly, and walked out, Ji Shenqian shook his shoulders in fear, tears kept falling out.
He didn't even dare to go forward and grab Xi Cen, no, this was Chu Yan to him, Chu Yan was getting angry at him and telling him to get lost.
He hugged his arms tightly in fear, as if his heart was being stabbed by a needle.
Qiu Yi and Li Fenzhen didn't dare to go forward to say anything at all, they were very surprised why Ji Shenqian reacted like this, and how could Xi Cen and Ji Shenqian's love make Ji Shenqian go away.
Xi Cen got on the aircraft and left quickly. The set was in chaos. Even Director Jameson couldn't figure out what was going on. Why Xi Cen suddenly got angry with Ji Shenqian.
But when he looked at Ji Shenqian who was crying, he instantly understood the problem. Director Jameson frowned. This problem is really troublesome.
Xi Cen felt that he couldn't leave Ji Shenqian there alone, but Ji Shenqian couldn't recover for a while. After these days, Shen Yuxiu's state was getting longer and longer, and he was almost powerless.
Xi Cen aimed at the aircraft aimlessly, driving the speed like a fighter plane. He went to his training room, where he was like a wild beast out of control. Only in this way can he ensure that he will not lose control due to anger and do something to Ji Shenqian. Something irreparable happened.
Xi Cen didn't go back that night, and no one could contact him, but Ji Shenqian broke away from Shen Yuxiu's state, facing the empty and dark room, his heart became cold, he covered his head in pain, and squatted on the ground.
He knew that something was wrong with him recently, and the time he had been immersed in Shen Yuxiu's state was getting longer and longer, but he couldn't control it more and more, and everything was going in an unpredictable direction.
He can't do this anymore, so he will destroy himself, whether it is life or love, and may even destroy this new life.
I was reborn once, is it possible to be reborn a second time?Ji Shenqian didn't think that kind of thing would happen to him.
But the reality is often painful that the more you want to control it, the more you will be controlled by it.
Xi Cen didn't come back, and he couldn't find Xi Cen, even their lover location Xi Cen was closed.
Ji Shenqian sat on the sofa, curling himself up into a ball.
"You don't want me?"
Ji Shenqian sat on the sofa waiting for Xi Cen, fell asleep before he knew it, and woke up again in the middle of the night.
"Chu Yan? Chu Yan... Where are you, Chu Yan?"
He searched for people all over the house, upstairs and downstairs, and even opened the door and ran out. He was barefoot, looking for his Chu Yan everywhere.
Xi Cen asked Byrne to arrange a psychologist on the central planet. He had to take Ji Shenqian back to receive systematic treatment. He had never said that he would bring Ji Shenqian back to the central planet because he was also an actor, so he understood the meaning of this movie to Ji Shenqian What, if he let Ji Shenqian give up easily, it would be disrespectful to Ji Shenqian, but the current situation is that if he doesn't take Ji Shenqian back for treatment, then he may lose Ji Shenqian forever, although his luck told him that maybe this movie Ji Shenqian will be fine after the filming, but he can't afford to bet on the possibility of losing Ji Shenqian at all.
After arranging everything, Xi Cen received a communication from the Star Police.
"Hello, is this Mr. Xi Cen?"
"Hi, yes, what's the matter?"
"Is such that……"
Xi Cen stood up suddenly, got on the aircraft, and then contacted someone to deal with the matter, so as not to let the outside world have any rumors about Ji Shenqian.
He heard the Star Police say that when they were patrolling in the morning, they saw a barefoot man rummaging through the garbage cans. They walked over and the man reacted greatly, as if he was afraid of them. After three hours of interrogation, they found nothing. I had to forcibly check the other party's contact person, and the first contact person was Xi Cen.
Hearing what the Star Police said, Xi Cen knew that this state must not be Ji Shenqian, Ji Shenqian couldn't do such a thing at all, he clenched his fists tightly, his expression condensed.
As soon as Xi Cen arrived at the Star Police Station, his people had already arrived.
"Mr. Ji is in the reception room."
"Ah."
When Xi Cen opened the door and went in, he saw Ji Shenqian wrapped in a blanket, holding a cup of sweet drink in his hand. As soon as he saw Xi Cen push the door in, he immediately stood up and ran over to hug him.
"Chu Yan!"
Xi Cen's heart turned cold, and he didn't push him away. He looked at Ji Shenqian's bare feet with blood stains on them.
Xi Cen's brows were tightly knit together, and the subordinate immediately said: "Mr. Ji is not willing to treat him."
"Chu Yan, shall we go home? Who are they? I don't even know each other."
He seemed terrified and curled up in Xi Cen's arms.
"Ah."
The director of the Star Police Department sent Ji Shenqian and Xi Cen out respectfully. Xi Cen didn't speak all the way, and Ji Shenqian kept talking by himself. When he found that he had said a lot, Xi Cen was cold. When he said nothing with a straight face, he asked aggrieved and a little scared: "Chu Yan... Are you still angry with me?"
"No."
"really?"
Ji Shenqian still didn't dare to talk to him, Xi Cen said coldly, "Yes."
However, the thing is that as soon as he got home, Xi Cen ordered him to take a bath with a cold face, and Ji Shenqian could only take a bath trembling.
When he came out, he was still barefoot, and Xi Cen's cold face was more like covered with ice. He seemed to have a feeling that someone else occupied Ji Shenqian's body and wanted to hurt his body, but Then he remembered that this body was not Ji Shenqian's, the real Ji Shenqian was separated from him by tens of thousands of years, a distance he couldn't measure at all, and the reality that once Ji Shenqian's soul left him, nothing would be left behind.
Xi Cen squatted in front of Ji Shenqian in pain, his shoulders trembling, and then suddenly pushed Ji Shenqian down on the bed, he pressed Ji Shenqian's shoulder tightly.
"Pain...Chu Yan..."
"Do you see who I am?!"
He looked at Ji Shenqian furiously, he seldom had violent mood swings, but facing Ji Shenqian, he seemed to be the same as all ordinary people, with the same emotions.
He said that he likes Ji Shenqian's smile, and he hopes that when they are together, all the pain can turn into happiness, but sometimes reality just makes you powerless.
Ji Shenqian looked at him tremblingly, not daring to speak at all.
Xi Cen felt powerless from the bottom of his heart, what should he do?He lowered his head and rested his head on Ji Shenqian's shoulder.
"Ji Shenqian, you can't treat me like this..."
His voice trembled, as heavy as a mountain collapsed, making Ji Shenqian breathless.
Ji Shenqian's heart ached like he had a heart attack, and he felt his shoulders burning hot.
He stretched out his hand to hug Xi Cen, but Xi Cen pushed him away first. His eyes were red, like a desperate beast.
Ji Shenqian's heart hurt badly, he wanted to hug him, kiss him, and tell him he was fine, but when he raised his hand to touch the other person, the other person's deliberately evasive movements and indifference seemed to be looking at a stranger. People, no, maybe it should be the eyes of the enemy that made his hands pause in mid-air.
"Here is the healing device, you can treat it yourself."
After finishing speaking, he left the room, Ji Shenqian sat on the bed in a daze, curled himself up, his heart ached terribly, did Chu Yan not want him?
He clearly said that he would always love him and be with him.
Xi Cen closed the door, and then leaned against the wall as if he had lost all his strength.
Early the next morning, Ji Shenqian woke up and felt that his feet were very painful. He saw that the wound on it had begun to stammer, but the bed was stained with blood, what happened?
He saw the healing device under the bed, picked it up and healed his feet first, then slowly remembered that he was waiting for Xi Cen to come back on the sofa, and then lost his memory. Seeing the wound on his feet, he probably could Guess what happened after that.
Ji Shenqian pulled back the quilt, just at this time the door was opened, Xi Cen stood at the door and said coldly: "It's time for breakfast."
Ji Shenqian's heart was seized suddenly, he was a little speechless, and finally opened his mouth: "Cen Cen."
Xi Cen's hands trembled, as if he was enduring something desperately.
Ji Shenqian stood up, then hugged Xi Cen violently, his voice trembling: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, yes..."
The next words were blocked by Xi Cen, he hugged Ji Shenqian tightly, as if he was afraid that Ji Shenqian would disappear if he was not careful, he kissed Ji Shenqian, Ji Shenqian tasted the saltiness of tears in the fierce kiss, he With his eyes closed, he didn't even know whether the tears were his or Xi Cen's.
He touched Xi Cen's face and kept kissing him, including the tears in the corners of his eyes and the tear stains on his face.
"Don't cry, don't cry."
Ji Shenqian felt very distressed, it was all his fault, he made it all so bad.
"Don't leave me behind."
Xi Cen's voice was hoarse and desperate, like the desperate roar of a dying beast.
Ji Shenqian could only hug Xi Cen tightly, and the two of them were entangled, like vines entangled with each other.
"No, we will live forever and be together for a long, long time."
"Ah."
Xi Cenbing's blue eyes were soaked in water, like an ocean, Ji Shenqian kissed his pupils distressedly, the two looked at each other and kissed each other again.
"Let's go back to the central planet."
"it is good."
They both know what is most important to them. Ji Shenqian has been brilliant and also broken. He knows what is the most correct choice for him.
Xi Cen took Ji Shenqian back to the central planet.
"Where are you taking me?"
Ji Shenqian became like Shen Yuxiu again, Xi Cen really didn't want to face Shen Yuxiu, he even felt that Shen Yuxiu was robbing him of Ji Shenqian, if he used Chu Yan's state to get along with Shen Yuxiu, would one day both he and Ji Shenqian be replaced by two other people , but this seems to be another kind of consummation, but neither Xi Cen nor Ji Shenqian wants this so-called consummation.
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