Intensive Cultivation Manual

Chapter 34

As for Shen Fan and Xiao An appearing in the school at the same time, everyone knows something about the truth, after all, there are still many people who pay attention to them.Not to mention being stabbed with a knife.

Regarding this matter, Shen Fan kept silent when asked about it.

He thinks that Xiao An is very clear about the kind of people around him, and he has never avoided such dangerous girls, or thinking about what will be useful one day.How would most people think that the sunny and gentle Xiao An would use other people's love for him to achieve his own goals.

Xiao An, which others don't know, Shen Fan knows very well.

He tilted his head and looked at Xiao An who was surrounded by girls downstairs. His smile, which was enveloped by the gentle sunshine, was dazzling. In Shen Fan’s eyes, it was as boring as a mask. That was not the real Xiao An. When he didn't even notice, he looked at him with possessive eyes, showing a faint smile, such an ordinary person standing in the dark like him.

That is Xiao An's secret that no one knows.

When one knows something, one often subconsciously pays attention to that thing.

After meeting Xiao An, Shen Fan began to pay attention to the discussions about Xiao An around him, and realized that he is such a good person in front of others, and he has almost no shortcomings in the eyes of girls, if he has to mention it , probably that person is the same as him, a child of Xiaosan, who was strictly taught by his family, never to show any expression other than a smile in front of others.

Living like a marionette may have created the current Xiao An.When she knew that Shen Fan was also Xiaosan's child, she gave him a sense of companionship, and then began to pay attention to him.

Is this the point of their contact?

Shen Fan held the pen and shook his head, and wiped the paper clean with an eraser.

After guessing such a result, he couldn't say whether he was happy or unhappy, but after figuring out why that person fell in love with him, he felt much more at ease.

However, in order to meet him brightly and squarely in front of the police, Xiao An hit him too harshly. Maybe his thoughts were extreme and dangerous, but Shen Fan had no choice at all. He was dying and struggling on the abyss. Yes, only his outstretched hand.

As long as that hand is warm, he will hold it tightly and won't let go.

On this point, Xiao An is probably the same as him, that's why he is so attached to him.

After all, they are just poor people clinging to each other.

In the lively classroom at noon, Shen Fan sat by the window alone, holding a pen and paper, quietly out of line with the classroom.Staring at the scenery outside the window in a daze, thinking about Ju Yan's matter, thinking about Xiao An's matter, he always felt that there were a lot of things that had not happened in his heart, which made him feel heavy.

The mobile phone on the table vibrated suddenly, and Xiao An's number lit up on the screen. It was just remarked this morning, but it was not the familiar unremarked number, but Xiao An's name was displayed, but Shen Fan didn't realize it for a moment.

After connecting it, I put it to my ear, and there was a loud voice coming from the other end, probably in the corridor.Then came his voice, low and calm, speaking slowly.

"I really want to see you now."

Shen Fan was speechless, looked at the car parked at the school gate in the distance, and said in a low voice, "Not yet, it's too eye-catching."

There was silence on the other side for two seconds, and there was no more sound, but the phone was not hung up.

Shen Fan listened quietly to the noise and light breathing on the other end of the phone, and after half a ring, he said compromised, "Okay, I'll go to the rooftop now, don't let people notice."

"En." Hearing the reply with a slight smile on the other end, Shen Fan hung up the phone, a little helpless, but not annoying, and hurriedly packed the things on the table.

"Where are you going?" Luo An in the front row turned his head to look at Shen Fan.

"Look for a quiet place to study." Shen Fan said lightly.

"Xueba is different." Luo An murmured, "Everyone looks happy while studying."

Shen Fan didn't pay attention to Luo An's words, took the book, turned and left the classroom.It wasn't a matter of urgency, but the footsteps quickened unconsciously, wanting to get out of this noisy area, go to the quiet rooftop, and meet that person.

Trying hard to ignore this feeling, Shen Fan ran up the stairs all the way.

Entering the corridor, the hustle and bustle of the school has been left behind, the dim light shines through the crack of the door on the old chairs randomly placed around, the quiet space makes Shen Fan feel very calm.Pushing open the door of the roof, Shen Fan narrowed his eyes slightly due to the glare of the light, and caught Xiao An's figure in his blurred vision, his soft side face under the sun, and his gentle eyes looking towards this side, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

"I'm so happy to see you." Xiao An's expression was still as calm as water, but he said something that didn't match his expression at all.

"Oh." Shen Fan also nodded lightly, sat down against the shade of the wall, and spread out his books on the ground.

Xiao An sat down next to him without saying a word, quietly looked sideways at Shen Fan who was writing on the book with a pen, his dazzling eyes fell on the roof, reflecting the dazzling light, facing the light with his head slightly lowered from the side face , let Xiao An's eyes sink deeply.

"It feels like there are only two of us in the world."

The silent Xiao An suddenly said this.

The tip of the pen paused slightly, Shen Fan stopped his movements, looked slightly sideways at Xiao An's gaze, slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and said with a smile, "Isn't that good."

The gentle and smiling face was softened by the sun, making Xiao An's plain face slightly evoked a smile, and his heart softened.Stretching out his hand to hold Shen Fan's hand, he whispered: "If you can be happy, I will do everything for you."

As if he had made up his mind, his eyes were firm.In a trance, Shen Fan thought that what Xiao An did was not just helping him get rid of the police.

"It's as if you're going to die." Shen Fan smiled lightly, as if to ease the illusion in his heart.

And Xiao An just smiled lightly, didn't answer, lowered his eyes and kissed the back of his hand.

"if possible."

Shen Fan withdrew his hand, not daring to think deeply about Xiao An's words under that faint smile, he just didn't understand what Xiao An's words meant or what he was thinking.It's like he never told Shen Fan how to get rid of the police, he just told him to stay like this.

Everything was undertaken by him alone, and he was under a lot of pressure if he didn't do anything.

He was the one who stabbed the knife, and he killed the person. Afterwards, it was someone else who helped him finish it. Although he didn't want to admit it, he still felt like he was using Xiao An.

Shen Fan hated this feeling.

"There's no need to do this." Shen Fan said in a low voice.

"This is what I want." Xiao An showed a happy smile on his face, and the gentleness made people intoxicated, "I love you very much, Shen Fan."

"Don't say such things all of a sudden." Shen Fan's ears suddenly became hot, and Shen Fan looked away.

The next second, his body was gently embraced, and his low and soft voice sounded beside his ears, "Have you heard the story of the fox and the bear?"

"There are many stories. I don't know which one you are referring to?"

"In winter, the fox who is very afraid of the cold has not found a place where he can spend the winter warmly, and then strayed into a cave. In the cave lived a bear who was very afraid of the cold. The fox was very afraid of the bear and was about to run away, but the bear said ' I can let you live in my cave, but you have to rely on me and keep me warm, so that we can all spend the winter safely.’, there is a lot of snow outside, and if the fox goes out, it will probably freeze to death , the fox had no choice but to stay in the bear's cave, and the two animals who are very afraid of the cold cuddled up to each other and spent the winter warmly."

"The fox...means me?" Shen Fan met Xiao An's eyes sideways.

Xiao An smiled without saying a word, leaning lazily on Shen Fan's shoulder, and said lightly, "I really want to know, when this winter is over, the fox no longer needs the bear, will he leave the bear's cave."

Shen Fan withdrew his gaze, looked at the blue sky in the distance, and fell into deep thought.