Intensive Cultivation Manual

Chapter 132

"Even if brother says so, I won't let you leave." Shen Qin tilted her head and smiled, "I just don't want my brother to leave even more."

Shen Fan was slightly startled, lowered his eyes helplessly, and said with a wry smile: "I never thought that you would let me go."

"My brother is very gentle, and it's too easy to be deceived by others." Shen Qin looked up at the ceiling covered with dust and cobwebs, and sighed: "Since I met my brother, my brother has been covered with scars. happy."

"So, I don't want my brother to be harmed in the future. No one can hurt my brother."

Shen Fan was silent and stopped talking.

Shen Qin knew that he had become like this, but he didn't expect that it was because of the mentality of wanting to protect him. It turned out that someone cared about him a long time ago, but he never found out.

"I always thought that I was the most important in my brother's heart, and I was the one who knew him best." Shen Qin buried her head in her knees and sighed silently, "It's a pity that I made a wrong calculation and let that person Agile climbed first, if he was one step ahead at that time, maybe there would not be so many things."

"At that time?" Shen Fan looked up at her.

"You received a call after your parents died, right?" Shen Qin said with a smile: "It was supposed to be me who called you according to the plan, but it's a pity that he took the lead."

"So it was the phone call from that time..." Shen Fan murmured softly with lowered eyes.

"Well, if we take one wrong step, we can never go back to the past. We wanted to hide it until the end, but brother seems to have discovered it. Although brother didn't say anything at the beginning, he still pretended to have dinner with me, but My brother, who already knew the truth, could no longer face me properly, and his attitude changed instantly, which made me realize that we can no longer be brothers and sisters."

"It's even more regrettable..." Shen Qin looked up at the silent Shen Fan, and said with a smile: "It's even more regrettable that the most important person in my brother's heart is no longer me, and I have been deceiving myself and others."

"We are brother and sister." Shen Fan whispered.

"Of course I know." Shen Qin closed her eyes helplessly, "So I never planned to have a happy ending with my brother from the beginning. I just want to be with my brother and stay in a warm home."

"But." Shen Qin paused slightly, her eyes narrowed slightly, "Those two people have been hurting my brother all the time, obviously my brother has done nothing wrong, and always treats my brother as a sinner, so what's wrong with Xiaosan's child, my brother is a gentle person , it’s not wrong, they always treat my brother like that, so I hate them! There shouldn’t be them in the family that makes my brother live happily, they are obstacles!”

Shen Fan looked at the agitated Shen Qin, and felt helpless. Shen Fan also hated those two people and didn't even want to stay at home, but he had nowhere to go, so he endured it all the time, thinking that he didn't belong to this family If he is still here, he has to give something, whether it's washing and cooking, or being beaten or scolded, he thinks it's all right.They completely forgot to resist, and subconsciously made them feel that it should be taken for granted, but in the eyes of others, Shen Fan was just a victim of unilateral bullying.

"When my mother was alive, I said that if you live in someone else's house, you have to learn to be patient." Shen Fan whispered, his face was outlined by the light, his eyes were slightly lowered, and his eyes were sad. Knowing that I am not welcome in this family, so that I have a place to live, so let me learn to be patient, maybe it was wrong at the beginning."

"It's not necessarily wrong, because of this, brother is such a gentle person, isn't he? I like a gentle brother the most." Shen Qin hurriedly comforted the depressed Shen Fan.

"No, I'm not gentle, I'm cowardly, I've been passive, I don't even know how to resist." Shen Fan raised the corner of his mouth, mocking himself, "Maybe it's because I suppress myself too much that I have the disease of schizophrenia."

"At that time, I still remember that I vented my emotions like crazy, and vented all the sadness I had endured these years on those two people, but my reason still stopped me. I knew it was wrong, but when I was angry , It’s like another self, knowing that it’s wrong, and still doing that. For a while, I could see their dead bodies, and I had nightmares every day, and I was even afraid that I would hurt you.”

"But when I'm with Xiao An, I feel at ease. I feel that I can still maintain myself in front of him. Maybe he saved me when I was most desperate."

"That's it." Shen Qin smiled and narrowed her eyes, "It seems that I made a wedding dress for someone I hate."

"If you hadn't done these things, Xiaoqin, I wouldn't have met Xiao An, and maybe I would never have met someone who wants to spend the rest of my life with him." At least that's what Shen Fan thought.

"That's not necessarily true." Shen Qin shook her head, staring at the ground unwillingly, "That guy has been eyeing you for a long time, I don't know when he has been following you, maybe he didn't have a chance to get close at that time You, so I have been paying attention to you but have not approached you. When there is a chance one day, he will wait for the opportunity to approach you. It will be a matter of time before you will know him, but it just happened to meet the predetermined plan. It just took away my most important position in my brother's heart."

"Is that so?" Shen Fan knew that Xiao An was a stalker, but he never thought about it that much.

"Mistake, oh mistake." Shen Qin said helplessly: "But it doesn't matter, brother is by my side now, no matter what, I won't give you up to him."

"Even if I don't want to?"

"Well, even if you don't want to." Shen Qin smiled seriously: "Look, you used to think you had nothing, but you always had me, and then you had Xiao An, but you still didn't notice me. Now you have I have met a very important person, and I can spend the rest of my life with him, but for you, you are the only one left by my side, and besides you, I have nowhere else to go, right?"

"I can wait for you to come out. No matter how long it takes, you are still my sister, and we are still relatives."

"I don't want it." Shen Qin stood up, patted the ashes on her body, and looked down at Shen Fan, "Who do you think I became what I am now, and I made the realization that I will become what I am today I just started to act, how can I let go now to fulfill you and that bastard."

"Whether it's a year or two years, one day, one hour, if you can't be together, even for a second, I will take you and continue to escape."

"Unless you come to the end, you don't want to be together."

Shen Qin's cold voice echoed in the factory, Shen Fan looked at Shen Qin's back and sighed helplessly.

is it?

Since that is the case.

Shen Fan clenched the glass block in his hand, raised his eyes and smiled.

He won't be patient any longer.