Intensive Cultivation Manual

Chapter 124

"But..." Ju Yan exhaled a puff of smoke slowly, turned his head and squinted his eyes to stare at Kong Yang, "You will suddenly suspect that Shen Qin must not have such a reason?"

Kong Yang looked away slightly, and didn't look directly into Ju Yan's eyes, feeling that the secret he was hiding was discovered by Ju Yan at once.

"What are you hiding?" Ju Yan frowned suddenly, stretched out his hand to break Kong Yang's face, and stared at him, "Don't think that I'm not interested if I don't ask, it's just that I can keep you from telling me What about Fang Ying?"

Ju Yan frowned and approached him, whispering: "Is it really related to that incident?"

"..." Kong Yang remained silent, his eyes dodging a little.

"Speak." Ju Yan glared at him, annoyed that Kong Yang was hiding something from him.

"Well, Ju Yan..." Kong Yang glanced around, staring at Ju Zao with piercing eyes, "Let's go back and talk about something, if you are happy, I don't mind... "

Ju Yan was slightly stunned, and turned his head to glance around. Many passers-by cast curious glances on the two of them, and many little girls were whispering to each other, staring at them and discussing something in a low voice.Ju Yan had no choice but to withdraw his hand, and quickly turned and left.

"Go back and talk."

Kong Yang breathed a sigh of relief, drooping his shoulders, feeling a little discouraged at the thought of having to be interrogated after returning.If possible, he didn't want Ju Yan to know the truth about that incident. Ju Zao's self-blame towards him was the biggest reason for binding him to him. Kong Yang was worried that he would regret being with him after knowing the truth.

I also thought that after so many years, he would not ask again, but I didn't expect to mention it suddenly at this point, and it seemed that I couldn't hide it.

Silently followed Ju Yan all the way home, tried to slip away a few times on the way, but was always caught by Ju Yan one second before he acted, and then glared at him fiercely, "I've been in a very bad mood these two days. Alright, if you dare to leave, make a plan that you will never come back."

Kong Yang had no choice but to compromise obediently, and followed Ju Yan back home.

As soon as he entered, Ju Yan immediately locked the door, turned around and looked at Kong Yang, leaned against the door with his arms folded, stared at him, raised his chin, "There are no outsiders now, just tell me."

"What are you talking about..." Kong Yang tried to play dumb, but saw Ju Yan frowning impatiently.

"Then let's talk about why you doubt Shen Qin first, and I will ask you about the others one by one." Ju Yan took out a cigarette from his pocket and was about to light it, then stuffed it back into his pocket after a pause, giving himself He poured a glass of water and sat on the edge of the bed, waiting for Kongyang to speak.

"It's just normal..."

"If it was an ordinary intuition, you would have told me a long time ago, and you still hesitate to this day?"

Before Kong Yang finished speaking, he was abruptly interrupted by Ju Yan, leaving Kong Yang with nothing to say, he just thought it was not very good that this person was too smart.

"Okay...it does have something to do with Fang Ying. You should know that I killed Fang Ying, right? It was also rumored outside at that time."

"Otherwise?" Ju Yan narrowed his eyes slightly, "There are only the two of you in that gymnasium, and you were still in that state at that time, anyone would only think that you killed Fang Ying."

"Ah, indeed." Kong Yang nodded helplessly and smiled. After a pause, he continued slowly: "Maybe everyone thought that I was the only lunatic in it at the time, but if it wasn't a lunatic and a victim Or, but two lunatics?”

Ju Xing paused, stopped drinking water, stared at Kongyang, "What do you mean?"

"That's what you're thinking about now." Kong Yang raised his eyes to meet hers and smiled lightly.

"Fang Ying is a very good and sensible girl." At least in Ju Yan's memory, Fang Ying was like this, occasionally showing a little capriciousness that girls would have, but most of the time she was very sensible.

"That's just in front of you." Kong Yang thought of the smile she showed in front of him, and he was so crazy that thinking about it still makes him shudder.

"What happened?" Ju Yan stared at him seriously.

"I didn't want to tell you, but if you really want to know, there's nothing I can do." Kong Yang sighed, and said lightly: "Fang Ying was indeed dead when you came, that's right, it's me too Killed with these hands."

Kong Yang stretched out his hand, raised his eyes and stared at Ju Yan, "Although I had the idea of ​​killing her, I didn't intend to do that at that time. Fang Ying's death was caused by her own hands."

"Herself? What's the reason?" Ju Yan was in disbelief.

"Can't you see that Fang Ying likes you very much? Many people have seen it. I don't know anything else, but I can feel that her love will not lose to me, which makes me panic , On the contrary, she also panics about me." Kong Yang lowered his eyes, staring at the floor, recalling that many years ago, there was a girl's body lying in a pool of blood and it was placed in front of him like this.

"She didn't want the two of us to be together. In fact, she did it, but compared with a lifetime, ten years is still very short. We survived, otherwise it will really be like what she said, as long as you see me You will remember that I killed him, you can't accept me like that."

"This thought also made me think that I really lost to her. Fortunately, you have turned your head now."

Kong Yang raised his eyes and stared at Ju Yan, and said seriously: "In short, in that gymnasium ten years ago, Fang Ying, who thought she had lost to me because you broke up with me, ended her life with my hands, and died The purpose of calling you before is to make you misunderstand me, and then we will be impossible."

"Did it... even destroy Fang Ying in your memory...?"

Kong Yang bent his smiling face, then faded away, the two stood silently in the room, neither of them spoke.

Ju Yan put down the water glass without a word, took out a cigarette from his pocket, held it in his mouth and lit it, exhaled the smoke lightly, and glanced out the window.The oppressive atmosphere in the room made him very irritable, not only because of Kong Yang's words, but also because he had misunderstood Kong Yang for so many years.

"Sorry……"

He lowered his eyes and said softly.

Kong Yang was slightly stunned, looked up at Ju Yan exhaling smoke, and handed the smoke to him, his voice was soft and rare, "I misunderstood you for so long."

The depths of his eyes fluttered slightly, Kong Yang bent his smile, took the cigarette in Ju Yan's hand, took a puff, exhaled the smoke lightly, and said with a smile: "Forgive you, but as compensation, you can't regret being with me." Together."

Ju Yan shrugged helplessly, "Do I have a choice?"

"No." Kong Yang narrowed his eyes, "When I came back, I was still thinking, if you regret it and want to leave me, what should I do?"

"If that's the case, what are you going to do?" Ju Yan looked up at him, unable to ignore the fleeting dangerous light in his eyes, "Do you want to lock me up again?"

"How could it be?" Kong Yang smiled relaxedly, narrowing his eyes, "That's only done when it's absolutely necessary."