Chapter 106
Chapter 106
The house was quiet for several days, mother and father didn't quarrel, and they didn't throw anything. Occasionally, she could hear her mother arguing for Shen Fan's sarcasm, Shen Qin frowned slightly, and then held back the tears The impulse of the rotten woman's mouth silently endured.
"I heard from my neighbor that the price of the vegetable market has risen again recently. It's really not easy to raise a child." The mother's nagging thoughts came from the dining table again, Shen Qin listened to it as usual, and then quietly ate her own meal.
"Shen Fan, are you listening to me?" The mother's voice suddenly increased, she pointed out Shen Fan's name, and subconsciously made Shen Qin raise her eyes and glared at the woman when no one noticed.
"Yeah." The older brother, who had recovered from a daze, replied calmly, probably ready to accept the reality of being scolded for no reason as usual.
"Your child has always been like this. Parents must listen carefully to what they say. As an elder brother, you can't do this. You must set a good example for your younger sister." The woman who noticed Shen Qin's gaze mistakenly thought that Shen Qin was going to pick up food, and she was talking about Shen Fan While gently picking up vegetables for Shen Qin, "Xiaoqin is the most obedient, eat more meat to grow taller, don't be like your brother, if you are too thin, you will not grow taller."
Even if she is gentle to her, but if she is cruel to her brother, she will not forgive her.
"It doesn't matter to me, my brother took the No.1 exam again, and I will give it to my brother as a reward." Obediently, he put the chicken leg into Shen Fan's bowl, raised a bright smile and prepared to welcome his brother's gentle smile as a reward.
"As a big brother, it's not a matter of course."
One sentence suddenly made Shen Fan's smile stiffen, and lost its light sadly.
"In the final analysis, it was not my own..."
Shen Qin suddenly clenched the chopsticks in her hand, glanced fiercely at the woman next to her, and gritted her teeth silently. Damn woman, what are you talking about again!This topic is always brought up, what do you want my brother to do, he didn't want to appear in this family.
In the past few years, she had endured it. If she hadn't been like her brother and needed the care of these two people when she was young, she would have done it long ago. In recent years, she has become more and more unbearable for her to mention this topic, wishing to tear her mouth open.
"It would be better if you didn't come here."
Shen Fan's small voice floated over, making Shen Qin tremble, and before she had time to say anything, the voice of the woman next to her rang out sharply, overshadowing the sound of the TV.
Just as Shen Qin thought, she began to speak aggrievedly again, talking about raising the child of the mistress, and the elder brother didn't want to be the child of the mistress, it was just that the woman in the photo he hid under the bed did something wrong That's what caused all of this.
Why should her gentle brother be insulted by a vicious woman like you.
Turning her head, Shen Qin noticed Shen Fan's trembling hands, her lips pursed silently from the side, Shen Qin knew that it was the precursor of her brother's illness, no one knew, her brother's schizophrenia.
"Brother, go to rest early." At the right time, Shen Qin stretched out her hand and gently comforted his emotions. Seeing his expression gradually calm down, she felt much more at ease.
She doesn't mind her brother's illness, but she doesn't want to have an illness now, but at a time when she is not around, and at the right time, she will have an illness and do something irreversible.
"Well, you too." Shen Qin responded to her tenderly, showing a truly pure and ignorant smile, which was completely different from her false expression, revealing a shining light that made people unable to take their eyes off.
After the unpleasant dinner was over, Shen Qin watched Shen Fan go back to the room, and followed him back to the room, listening to the actions on the other side through the wall. Can hear clearly.
She knew everything about her brother's irritability and sadness, listened to it all, and shared it with him without him knowing, but when she thought of another person listening to her brother's voice at this moment, she would be very angry .
In the past two days, the relationship between mother and father has become more and more discordant. Every day when I go home, I can see two silent people sitting opposite each other. Their respective indifference will make the relationship between the two worse.When couples start fighting and blaming each other, they are not far from the end of their relationship.She guessed that her father could hardly stand her mother's calm face all day long.
In the past ten years, my mother blamed her every day, unconsciously passive, thinking that it was his fault, but a little reminder made him realize that if he didn't change quickly, this kind of life would continue for many years until die.
Every time the mother gets angry, the father hates the mother more and more, and at the same time, Shen Fan hates these two people even more. Little things accumulate little by little until it becomes unbearable. No brainer.
It was late at night, Shen Fan had already fallen asleep, and after her parents had also fallen asleep, Shen Qin sneaked out of the room. Sometimes she went back to the living room to hang around for a while at night, even if she didn't turn on the lights, she could figure out the furniture in the room. .He went to the drawer silently, carefully opened the drawer, turned on the light of the phone, and searched for a certain file among the pile of gambling debts.
Father is not a thoughtful person, so he doesn't hide in any very secret place, but he is really careless.Shen Qin didn't expect that he would put the insurance folder in the magazine.
Using the light to see the insurer above, Shen Qin raised the corners of her mouth slightly, quietly put the other things back in place, and took the documents away.
Because my father is a cowardly man, he would do this kind of thing only on the spur of the moment under the inducement set by Shen Qin. He would regret it in two days. Shen Qin had to hide the document before he regretted it. Dare to rummage through the room for this thing obviously, secretly and anxiously looking for it, even if he really can't find it, he will think that if nothing happens, it doesn't matter if it is lost.
But this insurance is also an important source of funds for Shen Qin, and she believes that this accident will happen soon.
Even if it doesn't happen now, it will always happen. Shen Fan has been patiently and patiently, but people's patience is always limited, and what they do when they are depressed to the extreme will be crazier than usual.And what Shen Qin did was to wait, to wait for the accident to happen.
Her favorite brother, she will find a way to protect him.
So it doesn't matter, just go crazy, vent all the pain and sadness you have endured, and then fall into deep self-blame, just regard her, the only sister, as the most important person.
The self-blame and guilt, as well as the identity of the younger sister as a family member, will become a chain that prevents Shen Fan from escaping from her. She is the only family member, the younger sister who lost her parents because of him, and the younger sister who needs his care.
So even if he broke the cage, the chains on his feet would still prevent him from being free.
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