Innocence

Chapter 41 Resentment

Shuguang lay on his big bed again, staring blankly at the skylight above his head, he had already felt the beauty of the outside world, and now he was not used to this small piece of blue sky at all.

I remember that in the past, even flying over a little bird could make him happy for a long time, how stupid it was, and pitifully made him want to cry.

Laughing self-deprecatingly, Shuguang can only resent his own fate, so what if he made friends?His father and mother didn't believe that he could take good care of himself. Even Lin Yuan stood by his side in a protective attitude. He still foolishly thought that the Lin family had accepted him, and he foolishly thought that he had already accepted him. Integrating into the Lin family...

Shuguang, you are a fool!

Unable to restrain the pain in his heart, Shuguang curled up like a shrimp and hugged his knees.

How could he take himself seriously?More than ten years have passed, and he still hasn't grown up, still doesn't understand the principles of life, and still can't read other people's eyes.

She said she was protecting him, but in fact she didn't believe him!

"Dong dong—" There was a knock on the door. At this time, my father should have gone back to work. It must be my mother. It must be my mother who knocked on the door.

But he really doesn't want to be disturbed, so can't he let him think about his life quietly for a while?

Dawn turned over and turned her back to the door.

Seeing that there was no movement in the house, Nia opened the door cautiously. She looked around and found that Shuguang seemed to have fallen asleep.

But the trembling and stiff muscles let her see at a glance that Su Guang is in a bad state. He didn't sleep, he was just throwing a temper tantrum.

"Dawn?" He called out tentatively, but the person lying on the bed just trembled, but still ignored her.

"Mother knows that you are also sad, but there is nothing we can do. Forgive us, please? Believe us, you will be able to go to school again soon."

Niya kept apologizing, but Shuguang only felt that there was unspeakable irony in those words.

"What do you want to eat tonight? Mother will make it for you." Niya asked, gently touching Shu Guang's hair scattered on the bed.

But what Shuguang said made him freeze in place.

Shuguang said, "Have you ever thought about me? Am I really happy? What do I want? You only care about Lin Yuan, so don't worry about me. I don't want to eat today."

Nia felt that she should refute and tell Shuguang that they all loved him, but for some reason, she couldn't say a word. Did they really think about Shuguang?Is Suguang really happy?What does Dawn want?They really don't know!

And Shuguang, as the God of Shuguang, still doesn't know his identity and real name.

He is a god deprived of his freedom, but his freedom is also in exchange for his safety, isn't it?Nia comforted herself like this.

"Shuguang, don't think so, we all care about you!" Nia was anxious to explain something, but found that her tone was flustered.

How can this convince Suguang?Nia herself didn't believe what she said!

It seems unnecessary to continue this conversation.

Shuguang smiled wryly, and sobbed in pain, "Don't worry about me, I just want to be quiet for a while now."

Tears fell down his cheeks, and Shuguang wiped away the tears viciously, his eyes were red, but there were countless determinations in them.

Maybe in this world, only he can treat himself well, and no one else can count on it...