inexhaustible

Chapter 71 If He Was a Girl

I haven't been in touch with my family for several months since the Chinese New Year meal.Although he promised Shen Luoyu to find time to go home, but he kept procrastinating, subconsciously putting this matter on the last list of all to-do matters, and there are always higher priorities in life beyond it, beyond it, And beyond it.

When Beiyan called, I was in bed with him in the hospital. When I saw that it was him calling, I didn't avoid it, and answered it directly in front of Shang Muxiao.

"Hello? What's wrong?"

Bei Yan didn't seem to expect that I would answer the phone at all, and was taken aback by my voice. It took a long time before he spoke after the sound of "ah".

"Brother..." he said timidly, "Can you come back on Saturday? It's my birthday."

I was stunned for a moment, remembering that it was indeed his birthday.In the past, even if I didn't go home for dinner, I would send my birthday present home in advance, but I was so busy these days that I forgot all about it.

If either of my parents had called, I would have been able to find excuses to avoid going home for dinner.But for Beiyan, I really couldn't bear to refuse.

No matter how adults quarrel, children are always innocent.And... I glanced at Shang Muxiao who was carefully peeling grape skins on the bed.Since some things are unavoidable, instead of being embarrassed like Yang Haiyang, it is better to confess earlier, so that you can hold the initiative in your own hands.

"Okay, got it. I'll be home on Saturday."

Bei Yan changed his timid tone, and his voice was full of joy: "Then it's settled, you can't lie to me!"

"I won't lie to you, I will bring you a gift back then."

He cheered: "Thank you brother, you are the best!"

A peeled grape was suddenly stuffed into his mouth. The flesh was sweet and sour, with a faint scent of roses.

Although I love to drink wine, I don't usually like to eat fresh grapes. I always feel that the taste is too weird, but now Shang Muxiao personally gave it to me, so I had no choice but to accept this sweet fruit by his hand.

He watched me eat, with a satisfied smile on his face, leaned over and kissed my forehead, silently said the word "good", and started to peel off another one.

"... Brother, how is the puppy?"

In a daze, he almost missed Bei Yan's question.

"Well, it's pretty good." The smell of roses makes my tongue fragrant. I obviously don't like it, but now I'm staring at the green grape in Shang Muxiao's hand, and I can't help feeling some expectations in my heart. He's fine, he's happy now. Would you like to meet him? I can bring him to you on Saturday."

"Really? I want to, of course I want to." Bei Yan was overjoyed, "Then come back early on Saturday, I'll wait for you!"

After I hung up the phone, before I could say a word, another grape was stuffed in.

Shang Muxiao said: "Although Yang Haiyang is a fool, the grapes in the store are quite good, sweet and big, without seeds."

When Yang Haiyang and Shang Yunrou came to visit, they brought a lot of fruits and health products.Most of the fruits fell into Shang Muxiao's stomach, and the health products were mostly calcium tablets and chicken essence. Shang Muxiao thought that he didn't need them at this stage, so he asked me to give them to those who needed them.

A day ago, I didn't know where the person I needed was, but now I have a direction.Reaching out without hitting the smiling person, and accepting the gift, my parents may...be less angry.

"I'm going home on Saturday," I said, swallowing the grapes, "for my brother's birthday."

Shang Muxiao nodded when he heard the words: "Well, I just heard that you still have to bring the egg yolk."

"You eat by yourself, don't eat seafood, send me a message if you feel bored, don't drink alcohol, and don't smoke, understand?"

He was hospitalized for three days. Except for a two-centimeter wound on his forehead, he was fine. Even the symptoms of concussion almost disappeared on the third day, and he will be discharged tomorrow.

"Understood." Holding a grape, he raised his hand and swore, "The grape is the proof, I will try to be a good student, so that the teacher won't worry." After speaking, he threw the grape into his mouth.

When I came out of the hospital, the time agreed with Shen Luoyu was approaching, so I hurried to the 4S shop, and she was already waiting at the gate.

As soon as I opened the door, I heard her say: "I just wanted to understand, you didn't buy this car for yourself, did you?"

"Of course not." After locking the car, I entered the 4S shop with her.

Cars for disabled persons with lower extremities need to be specially customized, and generally 4S stores do not sell them.

"Then who did you buy it for? Your parents? It may not be..." She stood still and asked whimsically, "Could it be that you bought it for me?"

I glanced at her and continued to walk in: "No, I bought it for my partner."

There was silence behind him, and after a while, there was a sudden click of heels on the ground.

"You...you're in love again?" Shen Luoyu hurriedly caught up, "When did it happen, why don't you tell me?"

"Not 'again'."

I stopped to correct her, but she looked at me suspiciously and didn't react for a long time.

"It was the one from the beginning, and I got back together with him."

"Get back together?" It was obvious that she was shocked that I would get back together. She knew my personality all along, and she probably wondered why I was so muddled this time.

After a while of self-digestion, she calmed down: "That's very good, the relationship is more stable when you are separated and reunited. Seeing that you even gave the car away, it should be completely settled this time, right?"

"Well, it's settled."

When I came to the front desk, I explained why I came. The lady at the front desk asked me to wait in the reception room, and said that the salesman would be here soon.

There is a self-service coffee machine in the corner of the reception room, Shen Luoyu made a cup of coffee for herself, and then asked me if I wanted it.

"No, I don't drink coffee," I said.

She sat across from me with a cup of coffee, and said, "Since it's settled, get the certificate early and get married, and let my mother distract her attention, don't keep staring at me to get married."

"Aren't you going to get married?" She is four years older than me, and now she is thirty-seven, which is the age when most girls get married and have children.

"No knot, it's good to be alone." She blew on her coffee, and said indifferently, "It's not that two people are not good, it's just... the living conditions that are suitable for others may not be suitable for me. I have a clear self-awareness , A person is in the best state, otherwise there will be no happiness.”

I nodded: "Then don't get married, you can do whatever you want."

There is not necessarily only one mode of life, and the eyes of others are not so important.

"My mother is always worried about what I will do when I am old without children. If I have no children, I will die, and if I have children, I will die too. Can I live forever if I have children?" When it comes to the topic of getting married and having children, Shen Luoyu can't stop talking "I have to sacrifice my own happiness to get married and have children now, in order to have someone take good care of me during the doomed unhappy days before I die. How can there be such a ridiculous thing in the world?"

After speaking, she felt inappropriate, and solemnly stated: "Of course, I am very supportive and happy for other people to get married and have children. Everyone comes to this world with different purposes. My purpose is just to enjoy the scenery by myself."

I also had this idea before, but now because of Shang Muxiao, this idea has changed slightly - I want to enjoy the scenery of this world, and Shang Muxiao.

"It's Bei Yan's birthday on Saturday, are you going with your aunt?" I asked.

With them here, the atmosphere can be somewhat eased, and my parents won't get mad in public.

Shen Luoyu thought for a while and said, "I seem to be going. Why, did I call you? Are you going?"

"Ah."

"Then take your partner back by the way, so that your parents won't have trouble with you all the time."

"not very convenient."

"Do you still work on Saturday? No, you said that the other party is much younger than you, so he is still studying?"

"No more reading."

"Oh, so you're at work?"

I was silent for a moment, and said: "He is a racing driver. He accidentally crashed his car during training two days ago and suffered some injuries. He will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. He is mainly resting at present."

Since I was honest with Yu Xixi about my sexuality, and then publicly admitted that Shang Muxiao is my lover in front of Lu Yue and the others, and then to Yang Haiyang a few days ago, I have become more and more proficient in coming out.

Some things are the most difficult at the beginning, but as long as you make an opening, everything will follow.

"Racing... driver?" Shen Luoyu was stunned for a few seconds while holding the coffee cup, and said with a dry smile, "It's cool for a girl to do this."

I calmly said, "Man, my partner is a boy."

Shen Luoyu froze for a moment, her face was chapped inch by inch, her hands trembled, and the coffee spilled out, but fortunately most of it dripped on the tray and didn't stain her clothes.

I continued: "You have seen it, the one you met at my house that day, Yang Haiyang's brother-in-law, Shang Muxiao."

She gasped, and put the coffee cup on the tea table, as if her tongue had been scalded, her mouth trembled for a long time, unable to utter a word.

"you……"

"Just as I support your choice, I hope you will support mine."

Although other people's opinions are not important, I still hope that my relationship can be recognized by my relatives. I hope...Shen Luoyu and his aunt can like Shang Muxiao, so that he can experience more warmth from the family.

Day by day, the emotions that are more and more swelled gradually fill up the once dry and dead heart, and it becomes alive, making me just want to give the best things in the world to my beloved boy, so that he has no worries and no worries. No more fear of rainy nights.

Love makes people brave, but also makes people timid. Love is so contradictory and yet so unified. It is the collection of all desires and the lifelong enemy of loneliness.

Seeing that Shen Luoyu didn't speak, I thought she wouldn't be able to accept it all at once, and wanted to understand it with reason, so she slapped the sofa and became excited.

"I knew it! I had doubts at that time, no, in fact, I started to doubt you when you were a teenager! I even doubted you and Yang Haiyang, but after he got married, I thought I was wrong , I didn't expect you to be."

I was taken aback by her, and when I realized what she meant, I couldn't laugh or cry.

"Want to bless me?"

She stared at me with a smile and said nothing, but judging from her relaxed expression, the answer was yes.

After looking at me for a while, she sighed with emotion and said, "Is it really settled?"

"Yeah." In order to show my determination, I made an inappropriate but very expressive metaphor, "I treat him like that... If he was a girl, I might make a very selfish choice , I can’t help but like to keep him by my side.”

This is of course an impossible assumption, but if I am heterosexual and Shang Muxiao happens to be a girl, facing his offensive, I may eventually collapse rationally and give in to lust, even if I know I cannot give him love. Happiness, I still want to keep him by my side.

"Understood." Shen Luoyu snapped his fingers, and understood what I meant in an instant, "The madness of the rational, the despicability of the noble, you did something you would never do, it's true love."

After picking up the car and completing the formalities, Shen Luoyu helped me drive the car back to the community and parked it at the place closest to the elevator.

When she left, she patted me on the shoulder and said: "You are getting better and better. As a sister, I am very happy for you, and my mother will be happy too. Don't worry about her. I will tell you about it. Uncle and aunt... I will let you Mom will try it."

I shook my head and declined her kindness: "No, my own parents, I will talk about it myself."

Seeing that I had made up my mind, Shen Luoyu didn't persuade me anymore.

"Okay, my mother and I will play support next to me, and we will help you push the tower smoothly." After she finished speaking, she waved her hand and turned to leave.