inexhaustible

Chapter 68 Don't Cry

"Did it slip without changing the rain tire?"

"...I don't know, what's going on?"

"Scary..."

I got up from my seat and walked down to the stands.

In the last Frost Cup competition, a famous driver fell down, but finally stood up unscathed.Yin Nuo said that the participating drivers have very complete safety measures, and the helmets are also very strong, so they should not be seriously injured...

In the field of vision, many people rushed to Shang Muxiao one after another to check on his injuries.More and more people gathered, but the protagonist of the incident has not been seen for a long time.

Please, please...

I don't even know who I'm praying to, I just keep repeating those three words in my head.

The footsteps are getting faster and faster, the rain is rushing to the face against the wind, and every drop is freezing to the heart.

I was so flustered that I couldn't see clearly my feet, and I stepped on the air and fell down.Fortunately, it was the last two steps, and the fall was not too serious, but the crutches were thrown out, and the person fell into the rain, which was a little embarrassing.

"Beijiao!" Fang Qinian chased after me, trying to help me up, "Are you alright?"

I shook my head, telling him to leave me alone and go to see Shang Muxiao's situation.

With a nervous expression on his face, he gave me the umbrella and quickly ran into the rain.

After Fang Qinian left, I tried to stand up, but I didn't know if the exoskeleton was broken by me or for some other reason. I tried several times without success.Later, a few young car fans rushed over, helped me up from the ground, and helped me retrieve my crutches.

Forgot whether he thanked him or not, he only had eyes on Shang Muxiao who was being carried on a stretcher.It was as if a ton of ice had been stuffed into his body, his whole body was cold and stiff, and even his brain was buzzing from the cold.

Only then did I realize that there was nothing wrong with the exoskeleton, it was me who had the problem.I seemed to have lost the heat in my body, and I kept shivering, unable to exert any strength.

The stretcher left through another passage, and after a while, Fang Qinian came back with a solemn expression: "His helmet was cracked when he fell off the car, and now he has lost consciousness. They are going to send him to the hospital for further examination. See what the problem is."

The hand holding the umbrella shook uncontrollably, but Fang Qinian held it steady.

"Hokuta, take a deep breath."

I watched him, heard his words, but had no idea what he meant.

Something is wrong with my brain, it suddenly can't think.No, it's not just the brain, it's like my whole being is down, everything is on strike.

Fang Qinian stared at me, and instructed more clearly: "Your face is ugly, Beijiao, take a deep breath, don't scare yourself. It will be fine, and nobody will be fine."

Nothing will happen to anyone... nothing will happen to anyone...

I kept it in my heart, engraved it in my mind, and regarded it as motivation, and gradually calmed down.

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and let it out slowly. I repeated it several times, and felt that the trembling in my body was not so severe, so I said, "Let's go to the hospital too."

When we arrived at the hospital, Shang Muxiao was sent to the emergency room, where the team manager and the team doctor communicated with the doctor. Fang Qinian and I were stopped outside the door because too many people could not enter.

Waiting is the most anxious.

Sitting on the bench outside the emergency room, I didn't say a word. I clasped my hands and stared at the closed door in silence, hoping that it would open soon and bring good news.

please...please...please...please...

It kept repeating in my mind.

Don't take him away again.I could lose everything, I could trade everything for him.

Take my legs, take my hands, take my body.Don't hurt him, he's only 20 years old, don't do such a cruel thing, don't let me lose him again...

I clearly don’t believe in God or religion, but at this moment, I really hope that the God, Buddha, Jade Emperor, and all the gods who determine the fate of human beings in the public mouth really exist, and they are listening to my prayers at this very moment.

I am willing to sacrifice everything for Shang Muxiao's safety, as long as he is healthy, as long as he is well, I can even exchange it with myself.

After an unknown amount of time, the door of the emergency room opened, and someone came out. Fang Qinian immediately went up to inquire, and learned from the conversation that it should be the team manager.

The other party was about 40 years old, wearing a dark blue suit, and his hair was mostly wet from sweat or rain, and it was stuck on his forehead indiscriminately.

"I have regained consciousness. The doctor's diagnosis should be only a mild concussion...but I still need to stay in the hospital for observation..." While speaking, he took out a stack of handkerchiefs and kept wiping his forehead.

"Can we go in and see him?" Fang Qinian asked.

"Yes, but it's best to enter one by one."

Before I finished speaking, I went to push the door of the emergency room.

The emergency room was filled with the smell of disinfectant and the sound of various instruments.

A tall and thin foreign man was standing beside Shang Muxiao's hospital bed, sitting and communicating with the doctor in a low voice in proficient Chinese. When he saw me, he stopped talking for a while and came over.

"Hi, I'm Carter, the team doctor. Are you Shang's lover? He mentioned you to me."

I nodded, and my gaze involuntarily fell on Shang Muxiao's face, and I couldn't look away.

There was a piece of gauze on his forehead, his face was very pale, he didn't know if it was very uncomfortable, his eyes were closed, and his brows were tightly frowned.

"He looked distressed."

Carter also looked over and said: "Concussion is like this. He may have frequent headaches, dizziness, and even nausea and vomiting these days. It will be fine to rest for a while."

Maybe it was because of my voice, Shang Muxiao opened his eyes in a daze, and raised his finger, as if he wanted to grab something.

"Excuse me." I hurriedly greeted Carter, passed him to the hospital bed, and grabbed Shang Muxiao's hand.

It was only then that I realized that my hands could be so cold.

He opened his eyes slightly, and he didn't know if he saw me clearly, but he closed them again quickly, and called my name in a very soft voice.

I saw his lips open and closed, and hurriedly moved closer to hear what he was saying.

"...don't cry."

I was stunned for a moment, and slowly sat down beside his bed.Only briefly awake, he soon fell asleep again.Holding his hand firmly against my forehead, my heart suddenly felt huge remorse.

Why can't I be more selfish?

I shouldn't have let him drop out of school, I shouldn't have let him pursue such a dangerous dream... I should have watched him all the time and tied him by my side.He will also be happy around me, and the most important thing is that he can live.

I can't even think about whether I will have to be so frightened in every game of his in the future.

I can't lose him again, I can't bear this kind of thing again.

I stayed by Shang Muxiao's bed, holding his hand, until Fang Qinian came in and asked me to go outside to rest and eat something.

Kissing the back of Shang Muxiao's hand, I used the other hand to tuck the quilt tightly for him, and then quietly got up and left the emergency room.

Fang Qinian bought two boxes of lunch, I took a few bites, looked at the time, and found that "Cinderella's magic" was about to disappear again.

I discussed with Fang Qinian, let him take a look here for me first, and when I go back to get some clothes for Shang Muxiao, I will put the exoskeleton back to charge, count the round trip, and come back to change him after ten o'clock in the evening .

Fang Qinian said: "He probably won't wake up tonight, why don't you go back and get a good sleep, and replace me tomorrow."

"No need." I politely declined his offer, "I shouldn't be able to sleep tonight."

He looked at me, sighed helplessly, and said, "Okay, but be careful on the road."

It was still raining outside, so I drove slowly, and it would be after eight o'clock when I got home.

I quickly took the egg yolk down for a walk, then went upstairs to get Shang Muxiao's clothes, changed into the wheelchair, and then I set off for the hospital again.

When I was about to arrive, I received a call from Fang Qinian, saying that Shang Lu had come, and arranged a single room for Shang Muxiao, and asked me to come directly to the inpatient building, and he was waiting for me downstairs.

"Here!" Fang Qinian stood under the eaves of the hospital building, saw me, and waved to me from a distance.

When I got under the eaves, he took the initiative to take the bag in my arms into his hand, with a bit of embarrassment on his face.

"I informed Mr. Shang on my own initiative, you won't blame me, will you?"

Shang Lu is also Shang Muxiao's father. If something happened to his son, it's only natural for a father to come and see him. I don't think there is anything wrong with it.If he didn't come even if he found out, he would be a father in vain.

"No. Is he still there?"

"Yes." Fang Qinian led the way, "I have no parents since I was a child, and I don't know what normal parents and children are like. I just think that the loving parents and obedient children shown on TV are the norm in this world. But then I entered the business and found that the reality was much different from what I thought."

"Parents can be disobedient, and children can be disobedient." Pressing the elevator, Fang Qi sighed, "But I still envy them. I envy them to have such blood relatives. I really want to have a relative, even if only Know to quarrel with me."

People in the world always covet what they don't have and hate what they have.If he really has a relative who only knows to quarrel with himself, he will hate this relationship more than anyone else, and can't wait to escape, just like Shang Muxiao.

When he came to the door of the ward, Fang Qinian knocked lightly on the door, then pushed the door open and entered.

I followed in and saw Shang Lu sitting on a couch by the window, looking at Shang Muxiao who was still sleeping on the hospital bed with folded arms, wondering what he was thinking.

He didn't mean to say hello to us, Fang Qinian stood aside and didn't speak, and I had nothing to say, for a moment there was only the soft beeping of instruments in the room.

"He should be fine." Looking at it for a while, Shang Lu looked away, stood up from the sofa, straightened his suit and said to me, "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first, and I'll trouble you to take care of him tonight." .” After saying that, he nodded at me and walked out.

When he reached the door, he held the doorknob and turned slightly, frowning at Fang Qinian.

"Aren't you leaving yet?"

Fang Qinian's body shook, I thought he was going to leave, but he just stood there motionless, as if he was in a fight with Shang Lu.

Shang Lu's eyes were gloomy, his thin lips were tightly pursed, looking a little annoyed.

I went to look at Fang Qinian again, he looked away from Shang Lu, his expression was somewhat bluffing.

"Fang Qinian." Shang Lu's voice was very low, and it sounded frightening, "If you don't come here, you won't come here again for the rest of your life." After saying that, he turned around and walked out without stopping in his footsteps.

Fang Qinian looked at the direction he was leaving, frowned irritably, and said something meaningful: "No matter how bad the relationship is, father and son will always be father and son. If I don't follow today, I will lie down tomorrow, he probably You won’t even come to see me.” He gently put the paper bag in his hand on the ground, and smiled at me, “Thank you for taking me in these days, and I will treat you to a real feast when I have a chance. Let’s go first One step, contact me anytime if you need anything."

Patting me on the shoulder, he strode out of the ward, looking like he should be chasing Shang Lu.