Chapter 79 I will wait for you
Chapter 79 I will wait for you
"Originally tonight, I wanted to ask you out to talk about our affairs, but he suddenly appeared and disrupted the original plan. I thought I had a mobile phone with me, but when I went, I found out that I only brought someone with me. He The picture I took for you is true, but there was a lawyer sitting across from me at the time. I wanted to borrow the phone number of my lawyer friend, but unfortunately his battery was out, so I could only use Ye Zhunwen’s, but the WeChat login I failed to log in several times. When I logged in for the last time, a call came from my mobile phone, and I gave him the phone. Around that time, he went out to answer the phone and found that WeChat was logged on. I sent it to you. Really It’s so coincidental that it seems fake.” Xie Qi laughed as he spoke, the explanation sounded like a fake, but based on his understanding of Xie Qi, he felt that there was no need for Xie Qi to lie to him.
"I understand, it's okay." Yu Sheng's anger came and went quickly, when facing Xie Qi, he often felt powerless but helpless, he couldn't get angry with him at all.
"Then, let's talk about our business now?" Xie Qi yawned, his eyes seemed to be dizzy with tears, and looked even more red.
Of course Yu Sheng wants to talk, this is the first time Xie Qi has talked about their relationship so bluntly, he wants to know what the other party thinks, how Xie Qi sees them, and how he sees him.
And just when Yu Sheng was about to open his mouth to reply, Xie Qi suddenly smiled, and the end of his eyes seemed to bloom, trembling.
"You are really like a child, your emotions are written in your eyes, and your eyes are bright when you talk about things you care about and look forward to."
"Ah?" Yu Sheng hurriedly touched his face, then touched his eyes, he felt that Xie Qi was praising him, but he was not sure, and secretly looked at Xie Qi's expression.
Taking a look, he naturally met Xie Qi's gaze.
Xie Qi looked at him for a few seconds, then moved away and leaned against the head of the bed, he found a more comfortable position, thinking about how to speak to Yu Sheng.
Yu Sheng also moved up, staring intently at the person on the opposite bed, Xie Qi was a little embarrassed by the too straightforward stare, sighed and said: "Don't stare at me so closely, I won't run."
But Yu Sheng didn't listen to Xie Qi, still looking straight at him.
"You... How old are you this year?" Xie Qi asked abruptly, ignoring the remaining voices from the other side, and couldn't even remember his own age for a moment.
"Twenty years old." After a moment's pause, he finally answered.
Xie Qi nodded, remained silent for a while, and then clicked his tongue and said, "What do you think, about me, about...our relationship?"
These few words really made Xie Qi a little bit strenuous, not because of anything else, but because he always felt very formal to talk about these things, it sounded weird, compared to that, he prefers that kind of natural and comfortable relationship, Let nature take its course, each other can understand each other with just one look, and there is no need to explain too much at all.
Yu Sheng on the other side was also silent, he looked away from Xie Qi, thought for a long time, and finally said with a lot of treasure: "I like you, I like you very much, and I want to be with you, so I can't chase after you." She, I have been chasing after it until now."
So far, the relationship between Yu Sheng and Xie Qi has been formally put on the table. Those scenes where one side worked hard and the other avoided it as invisible will never appear again, because I have clearly told you that I like you and you like Or give me an answer if you don't like it, instead of treating it as if you don't know.
Xie Qi looked into Yu Sheng's eyes, this was the first time he heard such a precious confession, as if every word was presented in front of him in gold and silver, I like you, I have always liked you, so I chase after you.To be honest, Xie Qi was moved by these few words. So many people said they liked him, but no one ever told him that I have always liked you.And chasing after him, this word is too heavy, Xie Qi didn't know how to answer it at all.
In fact, he didn't expect that Yu Shenghui would say these things as soon as he opened his mouth. He was really high-spirited and at an age without love or hate.
"Thank you, thank you for your liking, but I can't promise you." He said indifferently, as if he really had no heart, he looked into Yu Sheng's eyes calmly, and refused in a normal and direct manner.
"Why?" Yu Sheng leaned forward, his brows were wrinkled, his eyes were locked on Xie Qi, and he must ask clearly.
"No reason." Xie Qi shook his head, "I don't want to fall in love yet."
Yu Sheng stood up, he didn't seem to understand Xie Qi, he leaned close to the bed and stood condescendingly: "But you still have a very ambiguous relationship with some players in other teams, why do you... .”
At this point, Yu Sheng was already weeping a little, but he also suddenly received Xie Qi's eyes, which made him realize in an instant that what he said was a bit too much.
But this time Xie Qi was not angry, and he had nothing to be angry about. What Yu Sheng said was the truth.
Xie Qi didn't respond directly to Yu Sheng's words, but just said: "Don't like me Yu Sheng, there are so many little girls waiting in a long line for you, why do you like a man?"
"Then why do you like it?" Yu Sheng's tone was obviously much colder, with an aggressive air.
Xie Qi didn't pay attention to the tone of the other party, but thought why he liked it, why?
"Maybe it's because I'm stupid, I don't know." He smiled bitterly, and the redness at the end of his eyes trembled.
"Then can't you be stupid again?" After a long time, the person standing next to him said in a very soft voice.
And this very small sentence almost broke Xie Qi's heart.
Stupid again?Xie Qi couldn't describe how he felt when he heard this sentence, it was a bit heart-piercing, but his blood was hot.
"I'll be nice to you, really, I'll be nice to you, I'll give you all the good things, I won't make you angry, I won't treat you like everyone else, I won't lie to you, no I will hurt you, I will become better, become the same person as you, we can go to many places together, we..." standing beside Yu Sheng cried, tears fell unexpectedly Come down, the sound stopped abruptly, and the world suddenly became quiet.
Xie Qi looked up, this was the first time he saw someone cry at such a close distance, the sound of crying made the whole person become smaller, standing helplessly beside Xie Qi, that was Xie Qi's first time This time I really felt that Yu Sheng was still a child who hadn't grown up, who didn't understand love, but wanted to express love clumsily, just as he himself said, I want to give you the best things in the world, and when When all these are hopeless, all he can do is cry, and how much grievance and unwillingness are mixed in that crying, Xie Qi dare not even think about it.
Xie Qi felt that he was about to cry, his heart throbbed with pain, and his whole body was about to be torn apart. Two forces filled his body and confronted each other repeatedly. Some people shouted and agreed, while others firmly Build walls.
Xie Qi looked at Yu Sheng, at the man whose face was full of tears but whose gaze was always fixed on him.
He couldn't bear that sight, nor could he afford to bet on that kind of expectation.
Distraught, he stretched out his hand to grab Yu Sheng's arm in a trance, and then pulled him into his arms.
Yu Sheng was stunned for a while, and when he raised his head, he was already in Xie Qi's arms, and Xie Qi was very close to him, hugging him and watching him silently.
Yu Sheng felt like he was dreaming, he looked into Xie Qi's eyes, and thought to himself what does this mean?However, his actions were obviously faster than his thoughts, and the tears stopped suddenly. He hugged Xie Qi tightly, turned over and climbed onto Xie Qi's bed.
The tears on his face were all on Xie Qi's clothes, but Xie Qi didn't break free, instead he hugged him tightly.
For some reason, Yu Sheng's nose started to feel sore again, and Xie Qi's clothes were wet after a while.
Yu Sheng was pillowed on his waist, Xie Qi embraced him, patted his back lightly, tears welled up in the corners of his eyes.
My heart is quiet, and I know that this night is over, and the past is the past.
They stayed in silence for a long time, and the sky was already shining outside, leaking in through the narrow gap in the curtains.
Xie Qi's eyes were sore, he lay down and faced Yu Sheng, Yu Sheng was still full of tears, as if he couldn't stop crying, and he became listless.
Xie Qi reached out to wipe away the tears on his face, and then said: "Don't cry, go to sleep for a while, wake up, let's have a good chat, okay?"
Yu Sheng sniffed and nodded, and the moment Xie Qi closed his eyes, he stood up and kissed him.
He seemed to be bold and reckless with Xie Qi all the time, knowing that the other party would not refuse, and also understood the nature of a man, how could it be possible for someone who has slept with him to remain the same as before?
Xie Qi did not refuse, he just opened his eyes and looked at the person in front of him seriously.
The kiss is sweet, and the person who cries for him is also sweet. Xie Qi really wants to be a few years younger. At that time, he should not have so many worries.
He patted Yu Sheng's back, indicating that it's okay, go to sleep, Yu Sheng is also very well-behaved, he didn't push further, but hugged Xie Qi even tighter.
Xie Qi was completely dizzy, he didn't sleep all night, it was dawn, he felt so tired, unprecedentedly tired, he curled into Yu Sheng's arms, and fell asleep leaning on Yu Sheng's chest.
The beautiful scene froze at the moment when Zuo Zhuxi broke in, "Old Xie, get up, shit... I'm sorry, sorry, for interrupting."
Even though he exited very quickly, the people in the room were still awakened by him, Yu Sheng raised his head to look, the door had already been closed with lightning speed, leaving only the phantom of Zuo Zhuxi leaving, Xie Qi in his arms also moved, but he didn't intend to wake up, and fell asleep again on the arm that was resting on Yu Sheng.
Yu Sheng woke up at that moment, with all the blood rushing to his head, he looked at Xie Qi's side face, and still couldn't help kissing him, he hugged him tighter, thinking silently in his heart, No matter what Xie Qi said to him when he woke up, he would promise him, even if he said that he would get married in the future and could only love himself for a while, he would never let go of his hand.
He must also like him, Yu Sheng touched the top of Xie Qi's head, he really loves every part of him.
Later, Yu Sheng fell asleep again in a daze, and when Xie Qi in his arms moved, he opened his eyes to look, until Xie Qi was fully awake in his arms, struggling to get out of bed, Yu Sheng was completely awakened, and then He hooped the man back.
Xie Qi in his arms hissed, crossed his legs and looked back at Yu Sheng, his hair was flying around in his sleep, almost up to the sky, but Xie Qi who just woke up was also cute, he smiled and winked at Yu Sheng Eyes, a little doting said: "I go to the toilet and come back, I can't run."
Only then did Yu Sheng let go of his hands, sat up and watched Xie Qi enter the bathroom.
It was raining outside the house, and it was the rainy season of the year again. Yu Sheng opened the balcony door, and the slanting rain fell on his face.
Xie Qi came up behind him at some point, and pulled in the lingering sound of wanting to get out to get in the rain.
"Be careful of catching a cold, close it."
Yu Sheng's concern for Xie Qi has always been irresistible, as soon as the words came out, he obediently followed them in.
Xie Qi is obviously still sleepy, but he is not going to sleep. There are more important things to do between him and Yu Sheng. In fact, there is no rush at this moment, but Xie Qi feels that the more it drags on, the more he wants to say it. The more difficult it is, the feelings will accumulate over time, he is no different from ordinary people.
Yu Sheng has become a person who cannot be ignored in his life, even though he tried so hard not to look at him, not to listen to him, not to think about things about him, thinking that he was living a free and easy life, but in the end he found that it was just a few of the other party. Just one tear has already broken most of my heart.
"Come here, let's talk about what we haven't finished talking about." Xie Qi patted the bed next to him, and he sat against the head of the bed, signaling Yu Sheng to come over.
Yu Sheng leaned over and grabbed the opponent's hand.
The temperature of his hand spread along his fingers, Xie Qi suddenly didn't want to say those words, it was like a fire burned the grass in his heart, those covering things were lost all of a sudden, he was exposed naked, naked, naked In front of him, that is not his original intention. If possible, who wants to push away the person he likes.
"Yu Sheng... are you... serious?"
"Of course, I can swear, I..." Yu Sheng reacted quickly, raising his hand to swear, Xie Qi stopped him.
"Then have you considered the consequences? Or have you considered other people? Have you considered yourself? If one day, someone finds out, your family, friends, relatives, know, what do you do? You will spend your whole life Are you not married?"
They are all realistic issues that cannot be more realistic, and they are both Yu Sheng's and Xie Qi's.
Yu Sheng was silent, he probably hadn't figured out how to answer, but Xie Qi spoke again, this time it was his own story, he wanted to tell these things first, "My parents already know that I like boys, but Actually, I didn't like boys from the beginning, they also want me to get married... I can live my whole life without getting married, but what about other people? I don't care if others know that I like boys, but I know , besides me, everyone around me, including you, is injured, this is never a matter of one person, do you understand?"
Yu Sheng still didn't speak, he just held Xie Qi's hand even tighter, and after a long time, he asked, "Then do you like me?"
Xie Qi opened his mouth, hesitating to speak a few times, but he stopped. He thought about it, thinking that he had already said this anyway, and there was no need to tell lies.
"I like it." He admitted to himself frankly, and found that it is not difficult to admit that he likes someone.
And at the moment when these two words blurted out, Yu Sheng pulled Xie Qi's hand into his arms, put Xie Qi's hand on the position of his heart, then turned his head, and said with firm eyes: "Did you hear that?" Is it? It jumps very fast, as if it is going to fly out, I don't want to think about other people, I only think about you, if you are willing to be with me, I will take care of these things, you don't have to do anything, I I won't let you suffer a little bit, you can trust me!"
He bowed his head to kiss Xie Qi's hand, devoutly like a believer, Xie Qi looked at him in astonishment, at that moment, he seemed to be inspired by some mysterious force, and the word "good" almost blurted out from his throat, but He has been silent for too long, and he is no longer the age to move forward impulsively, but he still wants to, and is still reluctant to refuse.
"You don't need to answer me now, I will wait for you." Looking at him, he added another sentence.
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