Chapter 73
Chapter 73
Xie Qi stopped changing his clothes for a moment, then continued to put on his own clothes without saying a word, as if he was going to take a bath, he walked around to the balcony to pull a towel, and said calmly, "You haven't slept yet?"
Zuo Zhuxi was also a little angry, normally he wouldn't bother to take care of Xie Qi's personal affairs, but now it's different, there are four people in a team, two sleepwalking, how can we play this game?
"I'm asking you something." Zuo Zhuxi's tone was not normal, he questioned a little impatiently, obviously angry.
Xie Qi knew that he couldn't escape today's matter, but he didn't want to say it, so he took the towel and went directly into the bathroom, leaving a few echoes in vain.
Zuo Zhuxi was also very annoyed, he scratched his hair, thinking this is really impossible to fight!
About 15 minutes later, Xie Qi came out of the bathroom. Zuo Zhuxi was still sitting on the bed, not playing with his phone or doing anything else, just looking at Xie Qi steadfastly, as if he didn't even change his posture.
Xie Qi turned on the bedside lamp, and the expression of the other party was slowly revealed. He glanced at him, then rubbed his shoulders while wiping his hair, and the two of them faced each other silently.
Just after Xie Qi went into the bathroom, Zuo Zhuxi thought a lot, he might be too impatient, everyone would get angry if he couldn't play well, and Xie Qiben had an accident and was in a bad mood, how could he talk to him like that.
Thinking of this, Zuo Zhuxi moved to the side of the bed, showing weakness first, Xie Qi was originally stronger than him, and he was the captain, Zuo Zhuxi had to give him this face.
"I'm sorry, Boss, I was a little rushed just now, so don't take it to heart."
Xie Qi half turned to him, heard nothing but said nothing, put down the towel and brushed his hair twice, then checked the time on his phone, climbed into bed and prepared to turn off the lights.
"It's okay, go to sleep." Xie Qi was indeed a little sleepy after the day and night turned upside down yesterday, but he was sleepy, his mind was full of other things, and he couldn't fall asleep at all.
After turning off the light, Zuo Zhuxi was still sitting by the bed, looking at Xie Qi steadily.
Although Xie Qi's back was facing the person, two overly intense gazes pierced his back like needles. He pretended for a while and couldn't bear it any longer, so he turned over and sat up.
Zuo Zhuxi knew that he would definitely get up, and when he saw the other party leaning against the bed, he followed him.
The two were silent for about ten seconds, Zuo Zhuxi turned to look at Xie Qi, he repeated the previous question again, but in a slower and softer tone, he asked: "You and Yu Sheng... What's the matter?"
It's a really hard question, what happened to them?Speaking of it, Xie Qi himself didn't know, how could it have evolved into this way when it was clearly what it was at the beginning?What went wrong, and who went wrong?
Thinking about it gave him a headache, he rubbed his forehead and threw three words to Zuo Zhuxi: "I don't know."
As the saying goes, Tao is only because of being in this mountain, but in the final analysis, it means this.
Although Zuo Zhuxi couldn't fully empathize with Xie Qi's feelings, he could still see some of it. He paused, and tentatively asked, "Did you quarrel? Where did you go last night?"
Xie Qi blinked in the dark, he looked at the photo on the opposite wall lightly, and replied calmly: "Go to the hotel, and Ye Zhunwen."
"Ye Zhun..." Zuo Zhuxi's eyes widened, and he instantly understood why the two had quarreled, "You mean, when you went to find Mr. Ye, you were bumped into by Yu Sheng?"
"Yeah." Xie Qi spoke out frankly, admitting the facts without much explanation.
Zuo Zhuxi sighed, he really hated iron but not steel.
"You know that Yu Sheng likes you, right? You...are you fighting because of this?"
"No noise." Xie Qi was weak, unwilling to say a word.
Zuo Zhuxi didn't know what to say anymore, he paused for a while, and then asked: "What are you going to do with Ye Zhunwen? Are you still..."
I don't know if it was Zuo Zhuxi's illusion, but when he mentioned Ye Zhunwen for the second time, the atmosphere in the room obviously froze a lot, and Xie Qi who was opposite him also showed his impatience. Tighten the crown.
Zuo Zhuxi closed his mouth wisely, and turned the topic back to Yu Sheng.
"Old Xie, what do you think? Do you want to get along with Yu Sheng?" Zuo Zhuxi said very softly and slowly, for fear of making Xie Qi's bad luck again, but at this time, it's okay to mention anyone. Touching Xie Qi's bad luck is only to a certain extent.
Xie Qi didn't answer him, Zuo Zhuxi waited for a while, and slowly got an answer in his heart.
He continued, looking seriously at Xie Qi's figure: "I think you don't want to get along with him. I can see that you've been avoiding him. In fact, up to now, everyone basically knows that Yu Sheng likes you, but you never respond. , especially after the epidemic came back, you seem to be a different person, and you are even more indifferent to Yu Sheng, he tried so hard to please you, you can't even move your eyelids, I really admire you, thank you, "Zuo Zhuxi didn't know Why did he get emotional while he was talking, and the tone of his voice followed, "You would rather flirt with someone you just met for a few days than look at him, I really don't understand you, you really hate him , or have other difficulties, do you really hate Lao Nan until now because of his affairs? Obviously it was not like this when you were in London, didn’t you all..."
The voice stopped abruptly, Xie Qi turned his head, and Zuo Zhuxi realized that he had said the wrong thing.
"Ah, this..." He touched his forehead, annoyed himself for the first time.
"Did you hear everything?" Xie Qi said.
Having said that, it's hard to pretend anymore, Zuo Zhuxi touched his nose, hesitantly said a few times: "Ah, yes, do you really think I fell asleep? The room was so quiet at that time , you can hear clearly every time a needle is dropped, okay?"
Zuo Zhuxi tried his best to describe it as nonchalantly as possible, but Xie Qi's hair was messed up, and he couldn't explain clearly at all, he really wanted to sleep.
"At that time, I thought that you were already together, but you didn't make it public due to some reasons. It wasn't until Yu Sheng didn't come back with you that I felt something was wrong..." Zuo Zhuxi didn't know what to say. What, stop talking and stare at the darkness in a daze.
Xie Qi didn't sleep or speak, he was depressed, he had too many emotions and too much bitterness to vent, Xie Qi felt like a hot air balloon that was about to explode, if there was a little more, there would be nothing left. What will happen then, he does not know.
"Old Xie, if you have anything you can't tell others, you can tell me, don't hold it in your heart by yourself, I know that Lao Nan's walking has hit you hard, and your relationship with him is not something we people can understand." It’s true, but after so many years, I really treat you as a brother, I feel uncomfortable seeing you, I want to help you.” What Zuo Zhuxi said was the truth, he cherished Xie Qi and always regarded him as the best brother.
Xie Qi covered his eyes in the dark, he seemed to want to cry, but his eyes were sore but he couldn't cry, Zuo Zhuxi sat quietly and waited for him, the air seemed to be frozen, Xie Qi lowered his head silently, After a long time, a sigh slowly sounded in the silent room, and then a voice said, "Do you think I hate Yu Sheng?"
When he asked this question, the answer was already obvious.
Zuo Zhuxi shook his head, and said what he had been hiding in his heart: "No, I think you like him."
There was another silence, just when he thought Xie Qi would ask "how did you know that" or "how is it possible", the other party unexpectedly spoke, and he said, "Yes, I like him." His voice Very light, falling to the ground is like a feather falling from a tree, there is no echo or sound, only a faint itchy fluff is left.
It is difficult to admit that you like someone, but it is also very easy to admit that you like someone.Xie Qi once felt that he would never be able to say this sentence to anyone again, but he never thought that now he blurted it out, and his heart was full of waves.
Zuo Zhuxi looked at him in astonishment, as if he couldn't believe that this sentence came from Xie Qi's mouth. In his impression, Xie Qi had never admitted that he liked someone so seriously.
"At the beginning, I hated him very much. I hated him for airborne to occupy Du Yu's quota. I hated him. He looks the same in front of me, and the same in front of others, he is a little boy with a different appearance."
Zuo Zhuxi couldn't digest it for a while, he paused for a moment, and after tossing and turning, he composed a few words: "Then since you like each other, why don't you just stay together?"
This is the most important question in this discussion, and it is also the most fundamental cause of misunderstanding, and it is the answer that Xie Qi has been evading from the beginning to the end.
Xie Qi leaned his head against the back of the bed, he didn't know what he was thinking, he didn't answer immediately, but remembered something from a long time ago.
"You know Ye Zhunwen, right?" Xie Qi asked.
"I know." Who wouldn't know Ye Zhunwen.
"Then you should have heard the story between me and him?"
Zuo Zhuxi looked at Xie Qi unexpectedly, this is a secret that everyone in the circle has tacitly understood, and it is also a topic that Xie Qi never brings up, what is he trying to say when he mentions it on such an occasion?
Although he couldn't figure out the intention of the other party, he still answered truthfully: "I have heard of it." He felt that he would definitely hear something terrible today.
There was another long sigh, if Zuo Zhuxi hadn't known that Xie Qi was sitting opposite, the sound would have been cut off, as if he had entered and stood.
"Back then, if there was no Ye Zhunwen, I don't know which commentator or host I would be with now. I remember that I especially liked a female host at home at that time. Every time I won a game, I would ask the coach Let me go for an interview, just to see her more, she is very beautiful, with long and white legs, I always go to her lounge to look for her from time to time, she may think I am small, so she doesn’t pay much attention to me, but I really like him, and I try to please her in different ways..." The voice stopped here, and then quickly picked up, "If it keeps going like this, maybe I won't be the This is how it looks now."
Zuo Zhuxi felt that his brain was not enough, Xie Qi liked girls?That......
"It's a surprise. In fact, I didn't like men from the beginning, but later...later..." Later, Ye Zhunwen broke into his world abruptly, breaking the bend abruptly over him. t
Xie Qi smiled, he didn't say any more, he lowered his head and stared at his finger, there was once a deep mark on his finger, it took a long time to fade away.
He touched the ring on his hand, and said without beginning and end: "The lingering sound is still small." He clasped his fingers and scratched hard on the nails, "He is really young, and he doesn't care about anything." don't know."
He doesn't understand love, he doesn't understand life, he only has a reckless passion, but his passion will cool down, and life will wear out all the time sooner or later, this is a road of no return, what will he do by then?
Zuo Zhuxi suddenly understood, he looked at Xie Qi silently, feeling sorry for the person opposite him for a moment, it was rumored that he was Ye Zhunwen's mistress, relying on Ye Zhunwen's superior position to secure the starting position, but in fact anyone with a discerning eye could see it I understand that Xie Qi doesn't need these things at all, he himself is already synonymous with strength.
Only Xie Qi can understand how many twists and turns he has gone through. Now that he has come out, looking back, he was probably the same as Yu Sheng in the past, full of passion, ignorant of love, giving all his heart to the other party, and then lost thorough.
He was not lucky enough to meet someone like Xie Qi, so he fell into the quagmire in such a hurry and never crawled out again.
"So you are, you are worried about Yu Sheng, so..." Zuo Zhuxi spoke incoherently, and he didn't know what he wanted to say, let alone how to say it.
Xie Qi didn't deny or admit it. He seemed to be still immersed in his own world, and said very lightly: "It's really a road of no return. Once you come in, don't even think about going out. There are shadows everywhere. There is no way to like women anymore..."
Zuo Zhuxi didn't know what to say at all, he looked at Xie Qi distressedly, thinking that this is a fool, right?
Xie Qi stopped talking, Zuo Zhuxi also fell silent, darkness scattered around, Zuo Zhuxi suddenly thought, once Xie Qi, would there be many nights like this, thinking alone, tearing the scars apart and then closing them again and again Struggling over and over again to grow into what it is today?
It turns out that those so-called rebellious and unrestrained are all wine in the middle of the night. Only when you are drunk can you sleep peacefully.
The topic ended without a problem, but the answer has already been revealed.
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