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Chapter 66 Don't Be Afraid

The words "I just want" are very unfamiliar to Yu Wenran, especially when it comes from Yu Sheng's mouth.

"I just want..." Yu Wenran read it silently. The last time I heard him say this sentence was probably when his mother passed away. He said "I just want to go abroad, I just want to go abroad and leave here".

Much the same.

Then he went abroad for six years.

After six years, when he said this sentence again, Yu Wenran felt that he was hallucinating. Even when he returned to China at that time, what he expressed was only that I wanted to return to China.

Yu Sheng lowered his head and stopped looking at Yu Wenran, but Yu Wenran looked at him for a long time without moving his eyes. Is he sure that I will help him?

However, the answer has been there from the beginning to the end. When he wanted to go abroad, it was Yu Wenran who said it for him. Yu Wenran was the only one who had been in touch with him for so many years. Although they are not brothers in the strict sense, Yu Wenran has always regarded him as his own brother, and he will respond to every request. , even if there is a small condition, it seems that it has never been fulfilled. Yu Sheng played willfully in his world, and Yu Wenran cooperated with him tacitly. Everything was just because they met when they were young.

Yu Wenran smiled, he can follow him in other things, but Yu Wenran doesn't allow it for feelings alone.

In the world, only love kills people invisible, once you fall into it, there is no turning back, what's more, the person Yu Sheng likes is not a very suitable person at all.

He didn't respond to Yu Sheng's words, and continued to ask what he wanted to ask without hearing it, "What would you like to drink? Coffee or lemon tea?"

Yu Wenran's temper can't be understood by Yu Sheng, so when he didn't reply positively, Yu Sheng didn't pursue it, the information had already been passed on, it was his heartfelt voice, as for whether Yu Wenran believed it or not, he didn't want to care about it, and he didn't force him to believe it.

Sometimes Yu Sheng is glad that he has a good brother, but sometimes he feels bored, not Yu Wenran, but the relationship between him and Yu Wenran that has never been figured out.

Yu Sheng and Yu Wenran are half brothers. When Yu Sheng was born, Yu Wenran was already 12 years old.At that time, his father was very busy, and his mother was in the circle of celebrities and didn't care about Yu Wenran. Apart from the nanny, Yu Wenran was the person he was most familiar with.

The first person he called was his elder brother, the one who fed him was his elder brother, the one who sent him off to school was his elder brother, and the one who picked him up was his elder brother. He always thought that his elder brother was the closest person to him, but then why did he change? Oh, he remembered, because Yu Wenran suddenly went to study in another city, left without saying a word, did not say goodbye to Yu Sheng, and did not contact him, just disappeared without a sound, even packed his things Clean like it never existed.What Yu Sheng hated the most was the sudden disappearance of their intimacy. This passing-by feeling made him frustrated and even resentful, and the relationship between them naturally faded away.

It wasn't until Yu Sheng was ten years old and Yu Wenran graduated from university that he moved back home. At that time, Yu Wenran was different from the Yu Wenran in his memory. He would laugh at Yu Sheng, but it was always like a mask , People can't see through, they are no longer intimate, rarely talk, let alone share.There was a transparent membrane between the two brothers, Yu Sheng kept holding his breath and naturally he would not take the initiative to talk to him, and the other party seemed to be invisible and never explained, and then it was four years in a flash.

If it is said that the previous estrangement still has the beauty left in memory, then they are completely strangers living under the same roof. The age gap has been completely widened, and they have become real half-brothers.

Then there was Yu Sheng's 14-year-old, whose mother committed suicide by taking poison in the villa.Although his mother didn't take good care of him when he was young, since Yu Wenran left, Yu Sheng and his mother have almost depended on each other. It seems that the woman is getting old and starts to take pity on her offspring. In short, they gradually became close and depended on each other.

As for Yu Sheng's father, the thing he likes most is not to go home.He has countless Yingying and Yanyan, and also has endless money. Yu Sheng's mother is not the one who changed him, but she seems to have devoted herself to this matter for a long time and never tires of it. Unfortunately, the ending did not appreciate her efforts.

She died later, because she couldn't stand the pain of the treatment, or maybe someone wanted her to die. In short, Yu Sheng had heard countless versions and rumors. In the end, he himself couldn't tell what was true.

The death of Yu's mother was a great blow to Yu Sheng. He blamed all the crimes on his father. He was already over fifty years old and two-thirds of them were buried in the soil, but there were beautiful women everywhere around him. His mother's bones were not yet cold, and on the third day after her burial, a new Mrs. Yu appeared in the Yu's villa in all her splendor.

But at this time, Yu Wenran went abroad. He stayed alone in the empty villa, with no relatives and no one to help him. He watched one thing after another being moved out and new things being moved in. Yu Sheng felt that He couldn't stay any longer, he wanted to leave, he didn't want to see these people again.

And the new Mrs. Yu pointed at him arrogantly with her belly on her stomach, and I can't remember what she said. His only thought was to go, just like his mother said before she was alive, to a place with more freedom, don't Stay in a cage.

The Yu family is their prison.

But at this moment, his father, who had never cared about him, jumped out suddenly and said that he was not allowed to leave, he was not allowed to go anywhere, and he just stayed at home.Yu Sheng didn't know what he was going to do. At that time, Yu Sheng was in the rebellious period of adolescence, and he had a dull personality. Such a strong block suddenly ignited people. He had a big fight with his father, and even They even started fighting, but fortunately the servant was at the door and pulled the two of them away in time, otherwise, it would be unknown who was injured that day.

He was locked in the room, and not long after, Yu Wenran came back.

At the beginning, Yu Sheng didn't have any hope for Yu Wenran. With the current relationship between him and Yu Wenran, Yu Wenran might not help him.

But unexpectedly, that afternoon, the door that had been locked was opened, and Yu Wenran stood at the door, wearing a clean suit and leather shoes. He smiled at Yu Sheng who was sitting on the ground, and said lightly: "Pack up your things, later I will send you abroad in a few days."

After saying this sentence, Yu Wenran left, Yu Sheng looked at him in astonishment, unable to distinguish the truth of this sentence for a moment.

He had countless questions to ask, but ended up just staring at the open door for a long time.

A few days later, when Yu Sheng was sitting at the table eating breakfast, Yu Wenran came back. The other party took off his coat and sat down opposite Yu Sheng. The servant served him a glass of milk. He said slowly in his eyes: "Let's pack up everything, go upstairs to get things after dinner, and bring all the documents."

Yu Sheng had a very unreal feeling. That day when his father was not there, Yu Sheng went upstairs to get his things, got dressed, opened the curtains in the room, followed Yu Wenran downstairs, and then got into his car. It was only 10 minutes, but Yu Sheng felt that it was unexpectedly long.

He didn't go abroad directly, but was brought back to his own residence by Yu Wenran, because there were still a lot of formalities to go through, and Yu Sheng had to participate in many things, and Yu Wenran couldn't help him directly.

He lived with Yu Wenran for nearly two months before completing all the formalities. Yu Wenran didn't come here often, and there was a nanny at home, which meant that Yu Sheng lived by himself.

Later, he went abroad smoothly, and Yu Wenran didn't see him off on the day of his departure, he just sent his own driver, and he didn't leave any words for Yu Sheng, so the farewell was so bland.

Since then, Yu Sheng has never returned home, and his father rarely greets him. Only Yu Wenran occasionally calls and deposits money into his account regularly. Even during festivals such as Spring Festival or Mid-Autumn Festival, Yu Wenran will still Show up from time to time, stay with him for a few days.The estrangement between them still exists, but it has gradually dispelled the knots in their hearts, and there is a story behind.

Yu Sheng is very grateful to Yu Wenran, but the strangeness that has existed for many years has made it difficult for him to speak. He doesn't know how to tell Yu Wenran about many things, and he doesn't know what the other party will think after he says it. Yu Sheng couldn't be more clear about the feeling of being entangled.

He really wanted to know what happened back then, and why Yu Wenran disappeared inexplicably. He also asked in the so-called all-night long talk, but the other party said indifferently that there was no need to mention it, and it was all in the past. The reason why Yu Sheng is unwilling to divide the property is actually very simple. He is afraid that once he and Yu Wenran are clearly separated, they will never be able to be together again.

So later the property was not divided, and Yu Sheng and Yu Wenran slowly reached a consensus. After all, family affection is an extremely precious thing to them.

A few days later, when Yu Sheng and Xie Qi contacted each other more and more frequently, Yu Wenran received a phone call unexpectedly. Not long after that, Yu Sheng saw the news that Xie Qi's mother was seriously ill on Weibo.

The moment he heard the news, Yu Sheng was dumbfounded. He subconsciously clicked on the software for buying air tickets and started searching.

However, Yu Wenran stopped him, and Yu Sheng started to send messages to Xie Qi, but after a whole day, the message was still quietly lying at the bottom of the screen, and no one replied.

And Xie Qi, who was far away in China, had not slept all day and night, and stayed with his father, waiting for the news of the treatment remotely.

The rapid deterioration of the condition was beyond their expectation. The mother's condition has been well controlled. They even talked on the phone the morning before the onset of the disease. The mother said that she had eaten early and would go out for a walk with the patients later.Not even eight hours had passed before my father received another call, saying that my mother had developed severe vomiting and fever, and her condition had deteriorated.

What people with a disease are most afraid of is that their condition will worsen. This is like walking through the gate of hell. , the home that was full of expectations turned gray.

Xie Qi also imagined what to do if his mother's condition worsened. He thought a lot of words to comfort himself and his father, but when this moment came, he realized that he couldn't say anything, and his heart was like a big stone. The people in the jam were out of breath, and the father kept his head silent. They sat on the sofa and sat at the dining table, as if they were waiting for the final verdict. The whole world fell silent.

Those were the longest hours Xie Qi had ever stayed. From the time the people in the hospital sent a message to promote emergency treatment, and finally received the message that he was temporarily stable, Xie Qi felt that all his strength had been exhausted in his entire life, and he paralyzed weakly. On the table, staring at the distant father in a daze.

In the silent dark space, only his father's cell phone was on. He didn't know what he was looking at, and he stared at the screen intently. After a long time, Father Xie raised his hand and took off his eyes. He wiped the back of his hand, and Xie Qi realized that his father seemed to be crying. up.

The warm liquid slid down the arms from the corners of his eyes, and his vision became blurred. He couldn't see his father clearly, but he knew that he was crying. The room was silent with them, and he prayed wildly, hoping for God's blessing.

It lasted until the next morning, when news came from the hospital that Xie's mother was fine, Xie Qicai finally couldn't stand it anymore and fell asleep lying on the table.

When he woke up, he was already on the bed, and the phone was lying quietly on the side. He pressed the screen, and was a little dazed looking at the messages on the screen. Then he clicked on it. The most recent message was from Yu Sheng, sent from May 10 A few minutes ago, he said, don't be afraid, I'm going back to China.