I'm not that Lu Fei

Chapter 3

Lu Fei got off work early today, and it wasn't ten o'clock when he got home.He parked his bicycle and went to listen outside Uncle Wang's door as usual, but he didn't expect voices coming from inside.Hearing Uncle Wang's tone, he seemed quite excited. Lu Fei thought it was a thief, so he opened the door and walked in without thinking much.

Uncle Wang was sitting on the bed covered with a quilt, and there was a tall middle-aged man standing beside the bed. Hearing the voice, both of them looked at Lu Fei.

"Lu Fei is off work." Uncle Wang said with a smile in his words, "This is my son, come to see me today."

Lu Fei bowed his head slightly and called out, "Uncle Wang."

The middle-aged man looked at Lu Fei complicatedly for a while, then turned his head and said to Uncle Wang, "You must go back with me today. You are here alone and no one will take care of you if you are sick."

"Who says no one takes care of me? Lu Fei cooks for me every day. I won't go back to see your wife's face." An old man of Uncle Wang's age has a somewhat childish temper.Lu Fei knew that Uncle Wang didn't want to destroy the relationship between his son and his wife, and his wife didn't like to take care of him, so he moved out to live alone.

"How long can this child take care of you? How can he take care of you by working day and night to earn money, and besides, he will go to school." His son was a little helpless.

"Then support him." Uncle Wang stared straight at his son.

His son paused, and said with some embarrassment: "How can I have so much money to help him? You also know that I hand in my salary every month... She will definitely not agree."

Lu Fei stood by and listened for a while, seeing the embarrassment of Uncle Wang's son, he hurriedly interrupted, "Grandpa, I have already paid for my tuition and living expenses. I can be a tutor after I go to college There are other jobs to do, I can support myself and I can study well. Don’t worry about it, and don’t embarrass uncle. Just follow him home, I really can’t take good care of you.”

Uncle Wang was a little annoyed that Lu Fei didn't stand by him, and kicked the quilt angrily, "I won't go back. Go back and watch you quarrel, I will die faster."

His son sighed helplessly, and walked around the room with his waist thrust forward.

Lu Fei sat next to Uncle Wang, took his hand and said, "Grandpa, go back with uncle. You don't want to disturb their lives, and it's understandable that you don't want your son to be caught between you and his wife. But you should also think about it. If he can't take good care of his father, he will feel very sad, maybe he won't be able to sleep well every day, if something happens to you and he is not around, he will always blame himself in the future."

Uncle Wang sighed, "Oh, but I can't worry about you either."

"Grandpa, don't worry, school will start in about ten days, I will live well, and I will come back to see you every holiday."

"Then I'll wait for you to go to school before leaving. Anyway, it will only be more than ten days." Uncle Wang turned to look at his son after speaking.

"Okay." His son said to Lu Fei in a blink of an eye, "I'll trouble you to take care of my dad for the time being." After speaking, he patted Lu Fei on the shoulder and turned to leave.

Lu Fei gave Uncle Wang medicine, stayed in his room and talked for a while before letting him fall asleep.

Back in his room, Lu Fei finished washing, went to the bed and lifted the board, and took out a large envelope inside.Then I counted the wages paid today and the money in it together, and the total was 12800 yuan.After counting, Lu Fei contentedly stuffed the money into the envelope, and pressed it firmly under the bed.Re-made the bed and lay on it, looking at the dim light bulb on the roof with a smirk, imagining life in college, yearning for a free and rich life in the future, feeling full of strength.

When Lu Fei's fourth adoptive mother died of alcoholism, he was in the second year of middle school. After attending the funeral of his adoptive mother in a daze, he realized that he was an orphan again.The adoptive mother's relatives, who were only acquaintances to Lu Fei, and who had only known each other for a few years, gave him 2 yuan and never cared about him again.Because this age is embarrassing, throwing it into an orphanage is also a difficult problem to solve, because basically no one will adopt such a big child.And those relatives will definitely not continue to support him, so throwing him 2 yuan seems to have disappeared.

Lu Fei is used to having new families and becoming an orphan again, so he accepts it calmly. He never resents others, he only thinks that he is not good enough.So he took the 2 yuan, found a place to live by himself, and continued to study.

After entering high school, the school leaders learned about his situation and reduced his tuition fees.Since high school, Lu Fei has found various ways to make money, such as helping classmates with their homework, and handing answers to students with poor grades during exams.So Lu Fei studied very hard, and his grades have always been very good, because now he is weak and can only rely on this to earn a little money for food.

Fortunately, there are many student holidays. During summer vacation and winter vacation, he went to some restaurants to work. Small cities are not strict with these requirements.He is hardworking and always has a smile on his face. He is easy to get hired. Some well-meaning bosses will pay him a small extra money at the end of the holiday to show sympathy.

Lu Fei rolled on the bed twice. He felt that life would be completely different after he went to college.He will have more friends, new goals, and gradually enrich his life.After graduation, there will be a stable job, and you can earn a lot of money through your own abilities.Then maybe meet someone and form a family, that would be the best...

However, fate always loves to joke with people, even poor people like Lu Fei who are working hard to live will not let it go.As if testing Lu Fei's ability to withstand blows, he was cruel and merciless.

That day, Lu Fei was on the evening shift and came home at close to three o'clock in the morning. As soon as he passed the alley, he saw that the doors of his and Uncle Wang's rooms were wide open.He jumped out of the car in shock, threw the bicycle aside casually, and ran straight to Uncle Wang's room.When he found that Uncle Wang was not in the room, he ran out and entered his room again, and saw Uncle Wang lying on the ground with a wound on his head bleeding.

"Grandpa!" Lu Fei exclaimed, holding back tears and helping Uncle Wang up.

"Lu Fei." Uncle Wang opened his cloudy eyes weakly, "Grandpa is sorry for not protecting your money, and the money was stolen by the thief."

As if being struck by lightning, Lu Fei turned his head in panic and saw the overturned bed board. There was no need to go to check it. Lu Fei felt like falling into an ice cave, and tears slid down.He gritted his teeth, pulled Uncle Wang to lie on his back, carried him on his back and walked out.

He didn't have a mobile phone, so he couldn't make an emergency call, so he could only run out with Uncle Wang on his back.It took about ten minutes to get to the side of the road, and there were very few vehicles. After waiting for about 10 minutes, I got a car and rushed to the hospital.

After all, it was too late. Uncle Wang himself was not cured of his illness. When he found out that someone had stolen the money, he tried his best to go to Lu Fei's room. He had a dispute with the thief and finally did something.Uncle Wang knew how hard Lu Fei worked to earn his tuition fees. He knew that Lu Fei would become a college student in ten days or so. limited life.

Uncle Wang held Lu Fei's hand when he was dying and said: "My child, life is very difficult, but you still have to live well. Now, you will just take another road. Maybe this road is not very bright, but Grandpa believes in you. I can go out and walk towards the Kangzhuang Avenue. Live well..."

Lu Fei squatted on the ground outside the emergency room and cried so hard that he couldn't help himself. He blamed himself and despaired.The only person in this world who was kind to him died because of him.The first time Lu Fei ate peanut candy was given to him by his grandfather, the first time he ate sauced pig's trotters was also bought by his grandfather, and the first time he went to the park to ride a bumper car was also taken by his grandfather.Since he met his grandfather, his life began to have color, but he didn't paint a few strokes, this person is gone, and he won't be here anymore...

Bearing the beating and scolding from Uncle Wang's son, Lu Fei stood there firmly, but his tears were like a broken faucet, and he couldn't turn it off even if he wanted to.In the end, Lu Fei was driven out of the hospital.After Lu Fei left, Uncle Wang's son called the police, emphasizing on the stolen money.It was said that it was a child's college tuition, and if it was all taken away, the child would not be able to go to college.

Lu Fei walked aimlessly along the street, his thin body endured too much.Even if you pretend to be optimistic and strong on the surface, force yourself to smile.However, life still wanted to break his strength so cruelly.Lu Fei really wanted to shout a few times, what's the point of working so tired.Why should I be born in this world and let me suffer so much alone!Why give me life and abandon me!Why did you give me hope and then ruthlessly kill it!

After walking aimlessly for a while, the sky was still dark.Lu Fei looked around, only to realize that he had already reached the Riverside Park, and he simply sat by the quietly flowing river.In the dark, how many times he thought that jumping into the river would be the end of it all, but if he went to see grandpa like this, he must be very disappointed, he didn't want to disappoint grandpa...

Lu Fei was afraid of being disappointed by others since he was a child. It was the first time that someone wanted to adopt him when the head of the orphanage was four years old.At that time, he was very timid and fearful, because he was well-behaved, and he was still outstanding among the orphans.But because of his unpleasant personality, many people who came to Beijing did not choose him.

When he knew that he was about to have parents, little Lu Fei was so happy.He was groomed and stood there for the new parents to see. When he was confirmed to be adopted, he called his mother crisply, and the woman hugged him happily.There is a kind of fragrance on my mother's body, which smells very good, and Xiao Lufei is very satisfied.

After that, Lu Fei lived a normal life, with his parents picking him up and going to school. Although he was still very timid and introverted, he began to smile often.

But not long after the happy life, the parents divorced. The man couldn't love the child who was not his own, and the mother couldn't bear her own child because she didn't have children.So after the divorce, my mother lived with Lu Fei alone.In the days after that, darkness and sunshine coexisted. Lu Fei was very nervous after school every day. He was not sure how his mother was going to be that day.Will I get a piece of cake when I get home or be beaten and scolded.Living in fear every day has hindered his grades, especially in mathematics. He is not very able to calm down and study, and he is in fear all day long.But he was afraid of disappointing his mother, so he was still very serious, even if he couldn't do what he wanted...

The math teacher has a bad temper, and she will do it if she can't answer the questions or do the questions wrongly, so Lu Fei's cheeks are often black and blue, and the math teacher picks her up.The more he was denied, the more flustered Lu Fei became, and a vicious circle followed, and the mathematics class became more and more difficult to listen to.The harder he tried, the more panicked he became.

The author has something to say: Lu Fei is pitiful/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~