I'm not that Lu Fei

Chapter 23

Lu Fei's cheeks were a little crimson because of drinking, and the white cashmere sweater made him look even more rosy.Han Xiao inexplicably felt a little soft in his heart, got up and helped him up, sat on the sofa, and let Lu Fei half lie in his arms.

"Happy birthday, Lu Fei." Han Xiao said softly, brushing the broken hair from Lu Fei's forehead to both sides, and pinched his nose.

"Happy birthday, Han Xiao." Lu Fei nestled into Han Xiao's arms and smiled foolishly.

"The birthday present is at home, do you want to go home and have a look?"

Lu Fei arched into his arms again, without answering.

"Winter vacation is only a few days away, where do you want to go? Do you want to go back to Q City?" Han Xiao whispered while playing with a strand of Lu Fei's hair.

"I don't want to go back. Grandpa is gone. There is no one who cares about me and makes me miss him."

Han Xiao's hand suddenly stopped, and his eyes were a little sour. This child probably only became unguarded when he was drunk, and he let go of his disguise and stopped deceiving himself and others.

"Then let me take you on a trip, where do you want to go?"

Lu Fei raised his head, with twinkling lights in his eyes, "Why are you so nice to me. Do you like me?"

Han Xiao was a little caught up in the question. He wasn't sure what Lu Fei meant by liking. In order to avoid misunderstanding and to avoid giving an answer that Lu Fei didn't want to hear, he patted Lu Fei's face and said vaguely. : "You are my son, of course I like you. Let's go, let's go home."

Holding Lu Fei by the waist, Han Xiao walked out of the villa and got into the car.The driver had listened to the order and waited here, and when they got into the car, he didn't say a word, started the car and drove away.

Lu Fei was very quiet, and the quietness made Han Xiao feel empty. He couldn't help but reached out and touched Lu Fei's face.Then squeeze his left hand.

When they were about to get home, the two of them didn't speak again. Han Xiao thought that Lu Fei had fallen asleep. When he looked down, his eyes were still wide open, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

When he got home, Han Xiao still wanted to hug Lu Fei, but he raised his hand and refused.He just held onto Han Xiao's hand and obediently led him into the house.

After sending Lu Fei to the door of the bedroom, Han Xiao squeezed the hand he was holding, "Go take a shower and sleep."

Lu Fei remained silent and did not let go of his hand.Han Xiao had no choice but to lead him to his room.When they arrived at Han Xiao's room, Lu Fei seemed to be in a much better mood. He let go of his holding hands and sat on the bed.

Han Xiao smiled and went to the cloakroom to change.

"Chu Cheng said he doesn't like you." Lu Fei suddenly whispered, in this quiet night, the clear voice was particularly touching. "Why doesn't he like you? What right does he have to say he doesn't like you?"

Han Xiao changed into soft home clothes and came out to lean against the door to watch him.

After Lu Fei said that, he wanted to lie down on the bed.Han Xiao hurried forward to hold him back, "Change clothes!"

"Oh." Lu Fei responded and began to take off his clothes. Han Xiao was dumbfounded to see that he took off only a pair of panties, and his throat tightened suddenly.He hurried back to the cloakroom and took a set of his own clothes to put him in.

After changing his clothes, Lu Fei smiled and went to the bed, "You said that you have to add green onions when you eat noodles, and you have to pick them out when you drink soup. Even if you just go home for a meal, you have to change into home clothes. Oh , Just like just now, you can’t go to bed without changing your clothes. The decoration of the room is the same as that of the elderly, probably the color of the elderly’s room is richer than yours. There is no potted flower at home, any plant should at least be green!” Lu Fei felt Lying on my back was not very comfortable, so I moved my body and changed to lying on my side, "I thought about it for a long time, and I thought about your shortcomings. Is this a shortcoming? But I want myself not to like you so much, but the more I think about it The more I feel that I can't like what you like, what should I do?"

When Han Xiao heard him talking, his heart softened immediately, he went to the bed and knelt down to look at him.

Lu Fei raised his eyes to see him, stretched out his hand to pinch Han Xiao's face, and shook it, "Did anyone say you wear a mask every day? Your eyes are so lonely, why do you force yourself to smile so happily every day? When you take care of me, do you think of the time when you lived abroad alone?"

Seeing Han Xiao's surprised expression, Lu Fei slid off the bed, pressed Han Xiao's head to his chest and hugged him.

"I'm so distressed. You were about the same age as I am now, right? How did you come here in those years? Would you be as lucky as me to meet someone like you? When I heard what Xiao Qin said I'm crying to death, I wish I could be born ten years earlier and be by your side." Lu Fei hugged him tighter and tighter as he spoke, until finally Han Xiao couldn't breathe, so he pushed Lu Fei's hand away.

"You kid is trying to strangle me!"

Lu Fei just looked at him with wide eyes, full of distress.Han Xiao reached out to rub his head, then slid to his ear and pinched the earlobe.

Han Xiao was an illegitimate child, and his mother was a mistress who was kept in the dark.Han Xiao was about to be born when he learned that the person he loved had a family.Han Xiao's mother is a typical rich girl, pure and simple, she doesn't expect anything else but love, so she is willing to be coaxed and deceived.It's just that Han Xiao is getting bigger and bigger, and his mother thinks that Han Xiao can recognize his ancestors and return to his family, and get the approval of the Han family.The wife of the head of the Han family is also Han Min's mother. She swallowed her anger and pretended to be magnanimous for many years, but her mother's family is the support family with a deep foundation behind the Han family. Han family."

Not long after, Han Xiao's mother committed suicide in the hotel while taking Han Xiao on a trip abroad.In fact, it’s not entirely because of that sentence, it’s just that Han Mu, who is in her 40s, pursues love all her life and is not afraid of rumors, but finally finds out that she has been cheated so hard. .Love is connected with life.When one side is disillusioned, life stops.

Han Xiao has been blaming himself for so many years. If he could go back to the hotel earlier that day, if he didn't go to bed with someone, then maybe his mother could be saved...

After Han's mother died, Han Xiao stayed in that country to go to school. Even if her mother died, she didn't want to die in her hometown and cause trouble for that person. Han Xiao just wanted to protect her in this country.

Since then, Han Xiao has been very indifferent to sexual matters, and even has slight psychological barriers.That's why everyone said that he has never had anyone around him in recent years, no matter male or female...

"Why are you still so warm when you also have a bad past?"

Lu Fei spoke suddenly, bringing Han Xiao back to his senses.He smiled lightly, pinched Lu Fei's face, "Because I'm rich."

"..." There seemed to be nothing wrong with it.

Knowing that he was drunk, Han Xiao didn't argue with him.Patted his face, "If you want to sleep, lie down for a while, I'll take a shower."

Han Xiao walked to the bathroom with a change of clothes, turned around and was about to close the door, only to see Lu Fei follow him into the bathroom.I was about to ask him if he wanted to go to the toilet, but when he saw Lu Fei sitting cross-legged on the toilet, looking like he was about to watch TV, he suddenly laughed, "What is this?"

"I want to be closer to you, you are busy with your work."

After a stalemate for 2 minutes, Lu Fei didn't intend to go out. Han Xiao had no choice. People and children were not afraid, so he took off his clothes calmly and began to take a bath.

Because it was so quiet, for a moment Han Xiao forgot that there was someone sitting beside him.

Lu Fei propped his elbows on his knees, raised his chin with his palms, and sat on the toilet in the shape of a small flower, admiring Han Xiao taking a bath.Well, it is similar to the figure in the dream, and the things are quite big.

Han Xiao occasionally turned his head to look at Lu Fei and thought it was a little funny. Lu Fei was so calm, and he didn't feel embarrassed at all.But I still want to finish washing as soon as possible so that the little drunk can be settled.After washing his hair, Han Xiao turned on the shower and started to make foam.

"oops."

Hearing his voice, Han Xiao wiped his face with a towel and turned to look at him, "What's wrong?"

"You've wet me! What should I do? Will I catch a cold? Probably. Then I'll take a shower with you."

Han Xiao opened his mouth slightly to listen to his questions and answers, and then saw Lu Fei took off his clothes neatly, stood under the shower, wet his body, and soon got covered with bubbles.Han Xiao supported the wall and laughed so hard that he couldn't help himself.Then he picked up Lu Fei and rubbed his head for a while.

"Oh, wash my hair!" Lu Fei stood there motionless with his mouth pouted.

Han Xiao smiled and squeezed out the shampoo and stood behind Lu Fei to wash his hair.Lu Fei squinted his eyes and smirked, and after a while, as if he was tired, he leaned back into Han Xiao's arms, making Han Xiao's body covered in foam again.

"tired?"

Lu Fei shook his head.Han Xiao pinched his ears, took the shower to rinse him off, wrapped him in a towel, carried him out and put him on the bed.I went to the cloakroom to get a bathrobe and put it on.

When he came out, he saw Lu Fei lying on the bed watching him, and Han Xiao took a hair dryer and sat by the bed to dry Lu Fei's hair.After blowing, Lu Fei blew on himself a few more times, put down the hair dryer, looked at Lu Fei and said, "Sleep?"

Lu Fei nodded with his bright eyes open.

Han Xiao picked up Lu Fei and walked towards the door. Lu Fei reacted and grabbed the door frame and refused to go out, "I won't go back, I want to sleep here."

"How old are you?"

"I want to sleep with you no matter how old I am."

"Hey, you're an adult."

"No, I'm going to sleep with you. Or I'll cry for you."

Well, Han Xiao was helpless.Carrying him back to the bed again, she took another set of pajamas for him to put on, and stuffed it under the quilt.

Han Xiao lifted the quilt to go to bed, looked at Lu Fei obediently lying on the quilt, and said, "Be honest at night, don't grab the quilt, and don't come to hug me, you understand?"

Lu Fei pouted and nodded.

Then Han Xiao also fell asleep with a little anxiety, lying on his back very stiffly.

Five minutes later, Lu Fei tiptoed towards Han Xiao, then quickly pulled Han Xiao's left hand to his neck, and lay down next to Han Xiao's chest.She quickly reached out and hugged his waist.

"What did I tell you just now?" Han Xiao asked with black lines all over his head.

When Lu Fei heard this, he leaned closer and hugged him even tighter, "I can't even hug you, why are you so stingy! How do you become a father?"

"Get up for me, I'm not used to people holding me."

"Be honest!" Lu Fei suddenly said sternly, causing Han Xiao to push his hand to stop, and then he heard Lu Fei continue to say: "Do you know that there is something wrong with you? Getting close to people can cure your disease, you still Don't thank me. Hold me tight."

Han Xiao desperately told himself that the child was drunk and couldn't hit him, otherwise he would feel sorry for him afterwards.

But he is indeed not used to sleeping with others, although this child is different from others.However, it doesn't feel so bad.

"By the way, why didn't Gong Zhe come today?" Lu Fei pinched Han Xiao's bathrobe and said.

"I passed with their family yesterday, but he didn't go today. And he is going to move out."

"Go home?"

"Probably not, probably in love."

"Can we live together if we fall in love?"

"……perhaps."

"Sleeping in a bed?"

"Ah."

Lu Fei suddenly got up and lay down on Han Xiao, "Then are we dating?"

"No! Get down quickly, or go back to your room." Han Xiao really lost his temper. This drunk child was too annoying, and he felt that he was about to fall into the abyss of wanting incest.If he continues to be worn down like this, he might unleash his weapon!

"Why not?" Lu Fei felt aggrieved, he still lay on Han Xiao's body, because he hugged Han Xiao's neck so tightly that Han Xiao couldn't break it.

"No, it's not!"

"Hmph, let me show you some color."

After Lu Fei finished speaking, he gnawed on Han Xiao's mouth. For Han Xiao, his heart still beat wildly twice unconsciously when he saw him kissing him.Then the next second...

"Hey, you damn child, do you want to eat me!" Han Xiao suddenly pulled Lu Fei aside, got up and wiped his mouth with a tissue, "Look, you gnawed on me, meat You lost a piece of it!"

Lu Fei straightened up and was startled when he saw Han Xiao's blood dripping lips.Blinking his eyes twice, Lu Fei suddenly put the quilt on the bed, "I'm so sleepy, I'm going to bed, good night, Dad."

Han Xiao twitched the corner of his mouth, wiped the blood, closed his eyes, and smiled while holding his forehead.

Damn, I'm so angry...