I'm Not Shouldering This Blame

Chapter 121 Consolation

A person does not know how long he can last in nothingness.

Time is eternal, and there will be a day when you can't survive.

Jian Hua was very cold, the chill came out of his bones.

Instead of lying on the bed, he felt like he was lying in an ice cellar, only the palms and fingertips felt warm.

——The shadow of the nightmare receded slowly, and he returned to this vivid world with colors and sounds.

He doesn't care much about being alive, but "how to live" is still very important. How can a person who even wants to arrange a simple and comfortable home be willing to become such a sad lost person.

If his mind could not be maintained firmly, Jian Hua estimated that he would simply choose to die.

He doesn't have the idea of ​​being unwilling, unwilling, or struggling to survive no matter what.

"Here I am." The man who held his palm whispered.

Jian Hua suddenly hugged him with great strength.

"I heard you died before me."

Li Fei was slightly taken aback when he heard such a question, and then Jian Hua said to himself: "This is very good, then there is no need to find a way back."

If it were someone else, they would not be able to hear Jian Hua's implication, but Li Fei is of course different.

He stroked Jian Hua's back with his left hand, and it took him a long time to feel the cold temperature on Jian Hua's body recede, and the arms that imprisoned him relaxed a little, Li Fei turned and pressed her on the bed.

He gently kissed Jian Hua's forehead and neck, and stayed for a long time beside the rhythmic blood vessels.

Unbuttoning the collar, let the slightly cold skin stick to his chest without gaps.

The clothes on the two of them are getting less and less. Although the movements are intense and the exchange of breath is quick, the intimacy can only go so far.

They lie in bed, breathing close at hand.

It was a cold spring night, the quilt was thrown aside, and there was no air conditioner in the room, but the chill was gone.

All the warmth comes from the feeling of the person next to the pillow, Jian Hua is a little lost.

His expression in the darkness fell into Li Fei's eyes.

Li Fei wanted to make Jian Hua more "warm". Seeing the corners of his lover's eyes stained red, showing a forbearing and uncomfortable expression, he couldn't control the physical tears flowing down his cheeks and into the loose hair around his ears.He really wanted Jian Hua not to speak except panting and moaning, so that his lover could fully feel his own existence...but he couldn't.

The more joyful the body, the more empty the mind feels.

Love is not a medicine, it cannot cure a disease.

If Li Fei entered Jian Hua's body when he was uneasy, and Jian Hua subconsciously felt the fact of "occupation", his emotions would be out of control, and he might become more vulnerable. This is not what Li Fei is happy to see, and It's not the change that Jian Hua likes.

Love is respect, not possession.

The supernatural field blended, and the dark behemoth felt this familiar temperature. It didn't even bother to open its eyes. It shook its head comfortably, and then snored.Feeling that the enemy came back, the flame beast had very complicated emotions. It looked at the opponent and moved away, and walked a few steps closer. After finding that there was no movement, it thought deeply and lay down on the spot to rest—forget it, I got used to it anyway.

The two fell asleep in each other's arms, and the room was silent.

Four hours later, Jian Hua opened his eyes again. This time he didn't dream, and he didn't see the endless dark world of nothingness. He was just like a normal sleeper. When he woke up, he was lazy and relaxed, nostalgic for the temperature of the pillow and the bed. .

"..."

Jian Hua came back to his senses, and found that the pillow was gone, and the quilt was also thrown aside. The temperature actually came from Li Fei who was hugging him.

Because the mushrooms filled the room unscrupulously, when Jian Hua's abilities got out of control, they didn't even let go of the bedside. After Li Fei fell asleep, he used a thick mushroom cap as a pillow. Hua also leaned on it.

Jian Hua raised his head slightly after waking up, and the hyphae slipped away quickly.

The "pillow" disintegrated into silk and ran away, Li Fei's unavoidable face "smashed" on the bed, he opened his eyes blankly, not knowing what happened.

A few seconds later, Li Fei remembered what happened before going to bed, because he was worried about Jian Hua, just as he was about to say something, his cheek was touched.

"..."

The two looked at each other, lying on the bed leaning against each other, not even wearing clothes.

Jian Hua wasn't embarrassed at all, anyway, he couldn't see very clearly in the dark, and when he touched Li Fei's face with his finger, he confirmed his guess just now.

The mushrooms have been crushed, and the front of the cap is of course smooth, but the back is not so smooth.

Li Fei's face is now marked by mycelium.

He touched it with his backhand, and he understood it himself, and his mood was very delicate.

"I'm hungry."

"I'll go get it... huh?" Li Fei replied subconsciously, and after hearing what Jian Hua said, he was surprised again.

"In the dream, I didn't let the mushrooms enter that cavity, probably because of this, I can feel hunger now." Jian Hua recalled this time, the feeling of that horrifying discovery was not too obvious, he regained his senses, and started Think about how to deal with the problem, and don't let yourself fall into that world of nothingness.

"The people of Red Dragon soaked some soybean sprouts at the base, and the instant soup they brought in. The taste and nutrition are not bad. You haven't eaten for a long time. It's inconvenient to eat things that are too hard and dry. I'll go Bring you a copy?"

Jian Hua nodded.

Li Fei was about to get dressed and go out. Even though he could see things clearly, he still rummaged through the pile of mushrooms by the bed for a long time before he managed to find his underwear, coat and trousers from the tangled clothes.

"The abandonment of the world is not over yet?" Jian Hua looked around, looking at the room, of course he couldn't see any clues, but what Li Fei said just now contained too much information.

Just at this time, someone knocked on the door.

The corner of Li Fei's eyes twitched when someone who had experienced the Red Dragon's "hot water delivery" service, his expression darkened instantly.

"It's Zhao Wen." Jian Hua knew who the person outside the door was based on the feedback of the ability.

The door opened automatically, and the thin man was "pushed" into the room by a group of mushrooms.

There is no light in the house, and it is not easy to use the light. There are mushroom bushes in front of Zhao Wen. He was about to say something when he heard Li Fei say in a bad tone: "What a coincidence?"

As soon as they woke up, Zhao Wen came on time. How did he do it?

How could Albatross not understand this kind of twisted words and implicitly dissatisfied questions? He cleared his throat and said, "Actually, I didn't want to come here. I passed by here, and the mushroom tied me upstairs."

"..."

By the way, Jian Hua said that he was hungry, and the mushroom was his ability, controlled by his subconscious mind.

Zhao Wen understood the embarrassment of the two of them very well. In fact, he was on a mission and wandered around on purpose. If he didn't get caught, who would get caught?

"Dinner just opened in the cafeteria, should I take Jian Hua there?"

"Wait."

There was the sound of getting dressed.

After Zhao Wen escaped from the mushroom, he inadvertently glanced at Jian Hua and Li Fei who walked out the door. The former had light red spots on the back of his ears and neck, and the latter... was slapped by the mushroom cap on the face of the latter? ?

The thin man wanted to laugh, but held back.

"There are many supernatural beings in Haicheng, not tens of thousands, but several thousand. The current base is not enough to accommodate so many people, but there are currently less than three hundred people who have come to the base, and most of them are from Heiyuan."

Zhao Wen walked while talking, Jian Hua lived deep in the base, and it was very quiet, hardly disturbed by anything.The so-called cafeteria is different. Red Dragon team members, military supernatural beings, and registered and trusted people like Yang Chao come and go.

Not many people know Jian Hua, but Li Fei is different.

Especially the members of the Red Dragon team with sufficient confidentiality reading authority looked at the two with an indescribable entanglement.

They are of good quality, and when they think about something in their hearts, they will not whisper to someone immediately, and at most they will pass by the two of them with the same hands and feet.

"Brother Qiao, you are here too." Yang Chao was very happy to see him.

He didn't know Jian Hua's real name, he was working for Li Fei, when he saw the faint marks on Li Fei's face, Yang Chao didn't even think about it, he was accidentally trapped while feeding mushrooms, what's wrong with leaving some marks?Isn't it normal?

(However you feed mushrooms differently)

Jian Hua's eyes fell on the barbecue in Yang Chao's hand, there was some power remaining, was it made by a fire-type superhuman?

He turned his head to look at Li Fei, and the film king looked at him speechlessly: It is easier for people with low-level abilities to grasp the fire, and too powerful abilities are not a good thing.

When he saw the orderly cafeteria and various barbecue sets, Jian Hua frowned deeply. What is Red Dragon doing?Normalized life in an abandoned world?

The soup mentioned by Li Fei is very thin, with cooked bean sprouts in it, and the aroma is obviously brewed from the condensed soup cubes.Such things are not available to everyone.

"It's a pity that the soilless cultivation technology is not something we laymen can do, otherwise the food in the cafeteria could be better." Zhao Wen queued up to get three meals.

Jian Hua is taciturn and usually doesn't want to talk too much with others, but in front of acquaintances, especially those he approves of, he will still show some emotions.

"What happened."

Zhao Wen was waiting for Jian Hua to ask this question. He implicitly revealed that the world entered the coincidence point, and all supernatural beings disappeared from the real world. The point is that in the original book, it is necessary to survive in the abandoned world for a year. .

Jian Hua looked up and found that Li Fei didn't have a surprised expression, as if he guessed it from the changes in the base.

The facts are grim, Zhao Wen said solemnly: "We have been looking for the whereabouts of the crazy doctor in Haicheng. You know, monsters are better at finding prey than us. Even if he is good at hiding his abilities, the moment he falls into the abandoned world it's useless."

Jian Hua agrees with this statement. For example, when he and Li Fei were in the hotel apartment, they found themselves surrounded by monsters.

"Information collected from various parties shows that there are more than a dozen large-scale gathering places of monsters in Haicheng. Except for those attracted by you, Major Zhang, and Geng Tian, ​​the remaining few places have been investigated, and they are all caused by too many supernatural beings. Among them, there are seven foreigners, and none of them look like suspects, and they are still under investigation." Zhao Wen shook his head, "The current opinion is that Doctor Mad escaped from Haicheng after attacking Geng Tian."

Such a dangerous element is swaying in China, and the red dragon is like a stick in the throat.

Jian Hua couldn't help asking: "Is the Red Dragon going to guard the border?"

China borders many countries, and now there are no border guards, it is easy for outsiders to enter China.

Zhao Wen and Li Fei sighed at the same time, Jian Hua had hit the point.

"No way, no country can defend it except Australia."

Australia is surrounded by sea.

"Although the United States is separated from us by the Pacific Ocean, we can't find their troubles for the time being, but the problems they face are much larger than those of our country." Zhao Wen said slowly, "The drug lords in South America are lawless. It's not easy to deal with the gangsters... the supernatural beings who came from there."

Not to mention that there is also a Holy Gate organization with ulterior motives in the country.