I'm Bearing My Love Rival's Child

Chapter 035 It's Yours Forever

The lights in the room are dim, infinitely charming, and we have just experienced love affairs, so it stands to reason that we should cuddle up to each other and tell our hearts, but I can't ignore Shen Jialin's emotions.

I nestled in his arms, feeling his strong heartbeat, and couldn't hide some words in my heart: "Jialin, you and Xinyuan, are you hiding something from me?"

Shen Jialin tightened his arms, pulled me into his arms even harder, and fit me tightly, "Xiao Qiao."

"Huh?" Shen Jialin's voice trembled slightly, I raised my head and kissed his chin, "What's wrong?"

"I'm afraid." Shen Jialin pressed his lips to my forehead.

"What are you afraid of?" I smiled and said in a low voice, "Are you still afraid, Young Master Shen?"

"Yes, a lot." Shen Jialin said.

"for example?"

"As long as it has something to do with you, I'm afraid."

I opened my mouth, stuck out the tip of my tongue and licked his lips, and said, "Fool, what are you afraid of, am I here right here?"

He was silent for a while, and said: "I'm afraid that everything now is fake. You will disappear when you wake up. I am afraid that you don't like me and don't want me. I am afraid that you will hide far away until I can't find you again." to your place."

I was stunned for a moment, my heart was so sore, and I couldn't help laughing, "You think too much, I still have your seed in my belly, where can I go?"

Shen Jialin's voice was muffled, "Little Qiao, you still don't understand what I mean."

"I understand," I said, and then stopped for a while, pulling away the distance between me and him, I looked into his eyes, and said word by word, "Listen, Jialin, I don't care what happened before, I don't care What will happen in the future, I only know that the person I love now is you, and I will continue to love you hard, you don’t have to doubt, don’t be afraid, just stay by my side, okay?”

I don't regret the five years I liked Xie Xinyuan, but from now on five years, ten years, 20 years, 50 years, until the end of my life, the rest of my life is long, I have plenty of time to tell him that I love him.

Shen Jialin stared at me blankly, red spots appeared in his eyes, he opened his mouth several times without saying anything, and finally kisses fell on my face like raindrops, I closed my eyes and let him kiss, my heart softened.

I was so comfortable being kissed, my eyelids drooped and I was drowsy, Shen Jialin suddenly said: "Xiao Qiao."

"Huh?" I replied lazily, holding his hand and clasping his fingers tightly, "What's wrong?"

He was silent for a long time, just when I thought he would not speak again, he spoke again: "If I lied to you, will you be angry?"

"No," I muttered, my head was dizzy due to sleepiness, but my consciousness was still clear, "Is it about Xie Xinyuan? Let's talk about it when you want to."

Shen Jialin said: "If I don't say it now, I'm afraid I won't be able to say it in the future."

I yawned, "Oh, let's talk."

I'm not pretending, I really don't care.If a person has been immersed in the past, he will not only hurt himself, but also the people around him.

After another period of silence, Shen Jialin said, "I've never liked Xie Xinyuan."

"I know." I closed my eyes and said, "It's not fresh, change it."

"Don't you want to know why I lied to you that I like Xie Xinyuan?"

"why?"

"Because Xie Xinyuan likes you."

"Ah."

Shen Jialin paused, supported my shoulders and pushed me away. I opened my eyes and met his gaze, "What's wrong?"

"You know?" He looked at me in surprise.

"I can probably see it." I didn't lie, Xie Xinyuan's behavior in the private room, what he said to me, and the look in my eyes, I'm not so stupid that I can't see anything, just think about it for a while. , but that's all, for the rest, I'll wait for Shen Jialin to explain to me.

"Things sound a little ridiculous," he said softly, "but Xiao Qiao, I can't bear to lie to you."

"Xie Xinyuan is the same as us, also the same. When you fell in love with him, he also liked you." Having said that, Shen Jialin smiled, as if mocking himself, "I was an outsider at that time. If you like each other, I will bless you." You guys, treat you as brothers, I can watch you and guard you every day, I feel very satisfied."

"Just when you were going to confess to him, I accidentally discovered that he already had a fiancée in his hometown." Having said that, he stopped and looked at me, probably observing my expression.

I smiled, and continued his words: "You are afraid that I will be hurt, so in order to prevent me from confessing, you lied that you also like Xinyuan, don't you?"

Shen Jialin nodded, "I really have no other choice. You are a person who values ​​affection. Only when you think that I like him too, will you restrain yourself because of brotherhood."

"You really understand me." I said helplessly.

"I threatened him and lied to you again, you probably all hate me," Shen Jialin smiled, and said in a low voice, "But at that time, the only thing I could do was these, even if you hated me...I would admit it. "

"I can't watch you get hurt. I'd rather you hate me and not get it. It's better than getting it and losing it."

After Shen Jialin finished speaking, he fell silent again. I asked him, "Xinyuan came here this time...for what?"

"To get you back."

I wasn't surprised, I thought for a while and asked, "Where's his fiancee?"

"We broke up," Shen Jialin said, "He came out with his family, and his fiancée ran away."

I closed my eyes, and I admit it hurt to hear that, but that was all.I suddenly remembered what Shen Jialin said to Xie Xinyuan in the private room - from the moment Xie Xinyuan threw my favorite mango snack into the trash can, he lost his chance.

I didn't understand it at the time, but now I understand it.I have to say that Shen Jialin really understands me very well.

I'm an emotionally clean person, the more I like it, the more I care about it. I respect a relationship, and I can't rub the sand in my eyes. If I was really with Xie Xinyuan at that time, and only later learned that he planned to marry in person, I would How painful it must be, even if Xie Xinyuan didn't get married in the end, but thinking about it is thinking about it, this is not firm in love, I can't accept it no matter what.

Shen Jialin's actions seemed unworthy, but in fact they saved me.He saved me from suffering and unwillingness, and killed a relationship that would eventually become a burden in the cradle. I should be grateful to him, but how could I hate him.

I raised my head, and Shen Jialin was staring blankly at the corner of the room. He frowned, his eyes faintly uneasy, as if he was a prisoner waiting to be sentenced.I put my arms around his head and kissed him on the top of his head, and he froze.

"I'm yours," I said, "and always will be."