i see your calling

Chapter 16 Follow him, even if it's a fake

The next day, after Lian Yan woke up, Shen Pingge disappeared. On Sunday, Shen Pingge went out early, probably with his friends. Lian Yan felt a little regretful. He probably reconciled with Shen Pingge now, but I always feel that there is a long distance between Shen Pingge and Shen Pingge.

Shen Pingge has his own circle of friends, and his friends are also very good.

And when he thought of himself, he had no friends, he dared not take the initiative to show favor to others, and would tremble nervously in crowded places.

If Shen Pingge didn't take the initiative to contact him, he might just look at Shen Pingge from a distance, he has his light, even Yan also has his own darkness and insignificance.

It is very boring to be alone in such a big villa, Lian Yan finally has some empathy for Shen Pingge, it is too big, too empty, it seems to be suffocating for a long time.Doing homework and previewing homework, he didn't know the nanny's phone number, so Gulu went to bed and slept.

In the afternoon, Lian Yan was still taking a nap, heard the movement vaguely, and was still in a dream, and didn't wake up in a daze until the mattress sank.

When Lian Yan sleeps, he likes to bury the lower half of his face in the quilt, only revealing his closed eyes and some messy hair, curled up like a baby, he half-opened his eyes, still a little sleepy.

"Have you eaten?" Shen Pingge asked him softly, leaning slightly.

Lian Yan shook her head.

"I brought you some outside," Shen Pingge said, "get up and eat, it's not good to sleep too much."

Lian Yan then rubbed her eyes and got up on the bed, but felt dizzy and nauseated for a while, her head almost hit Shen Pingge's shoulder, he subconsciously grabbed Shen Pingge's arm and rubbed his temple.

"what happened?"

Lian Yan was very dizzy and gasping for breath, Shen Pingge stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, but there was no fever, he said, "Are you hypoglycemic?"

Lian Yan didn't know this, he was often dizzy, he would get dizzy after running, he would get dizzy even if he didn't eat, and it would be better if he just had something to eat, Xu Mei didn't teach him about "low blood sugar".

Shen Pingge took a piece of chocolate from his coat pocket, unpacked it, and said, "Open your mouth."

There was a nausea feeling in my stomach, like riding a roller coaster, Lian Yan opened her mouth, bit the piece of chocolate, held it, and ate it slowly, drooping her eyes, feeling like she was on a roller coaster, he looks so cute, wait After Lian Yan finished eating, her dizziness got better. Shen Pingge said, "Don't you know that you have hypoglycemia?"

"..." Lian Yan didn't hear the blame in Shen Pingge's words, and shook her head in a daze.

Shen Pingge bought some desserts for Lian Yan outside, Lian Yan ate very slowly, he likes spicy food, but Shen Pingge always thought that he likes sweet food, Shen Pingge sat opposite him, "Do you like chocolate? ?”

Lian Yan hesitated, then nodded.

He doesn't like to eat sweet things, and he would feel sick and want to vomit if he ate even a little, but he didn't dare to say it out, it would be great if he could have it, and he has no right to be picky eaters.

After eating, Lian Yan took advantage of Shen Pingge's absence and went to the bathroom to rinse her mouth. The sweet and greasy feeling was too much, he couldn't help it, retched a few times, looked up and saw his red eye sockets in the mirror, And Shen Pingge standing at the door.

Shen Pingge didn't know when he leaned against the door and looked at him, Lian Yan's heart skipped a beat, and she turned her head abruptly.

"..." Shen Pingge didn't say anything, turned around and left.

Lian Yan went to the room to do her homework, and after doing it for a while, she stood up suddenly, took the math test paper, and knocked on the door of Shen Pingge's room.

The door opened quickly, Lian Yan opened her eyes wide, and covered the math test paper in front of the lower half of her face, Shen Pingge was a little surprised: "Ask a question?"

Lian Yan nodded.

"Come in," Shen Pingge stepped aside, and Lian Yan hurriedly followed.

In fact, he didn’t need to ask questions that much. The teacher would tell him when the school started, he just wanted to test if Shen Pingge saw him retching——Shen Pingge bought food for himself, and he not only didn’t like it, but also felt nauseous. It is estimated that no one will be happy.

He was afraid that Shen Pingge would be angry.

The test papers were spread out on the square log table, and the two sat very close. Shen Pingge picked up the pen, but Lian Yan suddenly saw the redness and swelling on the inside of his right wrist. He subconsciously grabbed Shen Pingge's arm, and then he saw it clearly.

There is a tattoo of two small leaves, small and clean.

Shen Pingge withdrew his hand lightly, "I just went for the text, and the swelling hasn't subsided yet."

"Because I'm afraid of pain, I didn't fill in the coloring, I just ticked it off," Shen Pingge said with a smile, "How do you feel?"

Lian Yan nodded.

He thinks it looks good, Shen Pingge is really amazing, he has a clean temperament, even with tattoos, he is also clean and beautiful.

Shen Pingge probably didn't see him retching, patiently explained the topic to him, and wrote with a pen, but Lian Yan always couldn't help but look at his tattoo, two small leaves, and the redness , Slightly swollen skin.

After asking the questions, Lian Yan returned to the room and continued to do her homework. In the middle of writing, her heart suddenly moved, she took a black gel pen, and awkwardly outlined two small leaves on the other wrist with her left hand.

——He wants to follow his light and imitate him, even if it is a fake.

The school song competition on Monday finally arrived. It was held in the school's lecture hall. Lian Yan's class was the third to play, and they had to change their clothes backstage before going on stage.

After they changed their clothes in the background, when they walked out, Lian Yan didn't know why, but she saw Shen Pingge standing on the edge of the field at first sight. He was also wearing the same white shirt and black pants as them, but he had good manners Terrible, just as Lian Yan was about to step forward, she saw Shen Pingge suddenly raised his hand and rubbed the back of his neck, revealing the clean outline of two leaves.

The swelling was better than yesterday, but it was still red, like two leaves drawn on rouge-colored rice paper.

This time Cai Tian came to the school song competition, Lian Yan deliberately wanted to avoid them, but Cai Tian refused to go, and bumped into Lian Yan's shoulder and stood in front of him.

Lian Yan didn't say a word.

When just changing clothes, Cai Tian expressed undisguised malice. In order to avoid them, Lian Yan took the clothes and went to change in the corner. Before she untied her belt, she listened to Cai Tian.

"Hey, they're all men, and there are people who have to run around to change," Cai Tian said in a moderate voice, "Are they different from us, or do they look down on us?"

The meaning of provocation was too strong, many people paid attention to it, even if Yan changed it, it would not be true if he didn't change it, Wan Hao came in to urge him while hesitating, Lian Yan hurriedly took advantage of this time to change it.

But the moment he saw Shen Pingge, the panic in the background miraculously settled down.

This person will protect him and not let him be bullied - that's enough.

Seeing him, Shen Pingge tilted his head at him, clenched his fist and bent his elbow, and swung his chest twice.

Lian Yan was stunned for a moment, then laughed.

It means "come on".

A song has been practiced repeatedly for almost a month, and the lyrics have long been familiar to me, but the number of people gradually increased, and school leaders and city leaders also came to places where the lights on the stage could not shine. Lian Yan looked at Wu Yang The palms of the crowd were filled with cold sweat.

"The following is the chorus of the song brought by the second (3) class of junior high school, "It's No Difference". Applause is welcome!"

The lights on the stage illuminated the piano, black and white keys, Shen Pingge followed the last of the team on the stage, there were whispers from girls below, and some people directly shouted: "Come on, Shen Pingge!"

This match was not Shen Pingge's home game, Shen Pingge just put his index finger to his lips, and the restless crowd quieted down and stopped calling his name.

Lian Yan stood in the middle of the stage, his legs were so weak that he seemed about to sit down directly, he didn't even know where to put his gaze, he clenched his fists and then let go, his nails kept clasping his palms.

When the accompaniment started, the sound of the piano also sounded. Lian Yan couldn't look at it casually, but he saw Shen Pingge's profile and his fingers from the corner of his eye, but they were far away, and Lian Yan was still very far away. nervous.

"It's your face again/It brings me a smile/When I cry/It's your greeting again/It brings me a touch"

Lian Yan was afraid that when there were too many people, the leader would sit in the first row. He was the focus of so many people's eyes. This idea gave Lian Yan a great shock. Difference.

He strongly wanted to leave here, to leave this stage.

"Because we are no different / We look up at the same starry sky when it is dark / There is no success without pursuit and dedication / Who said we must go the way of others / Who said there is no pain behind the glory"

Lian Yan suddenly remembered Shen Pingge's action before he came on stage.

Back home from the villa that time, Shen Pingge told him that he had learned a little sign language, but he didn't really believe it. He guessed that Shen Pingge said that to comfort himself, but the "come on" gesture told him He, Shen Pingge, is really learning sign language for himself.

Lian Yan's heart suddenly settled down, and when she tilted her head to interact with the girl on the right, she raised her eyes to look at Shen Pingge, and the sound of the piano inexplicably calmed him down.

The song ended, followed by applause.

Lian Yan breathed a sigh of relief. When the team left, everyone left from the left. Lian Yan was about to leave when she suddenly heard the leader sitting in the middle of the first row speak.

"Wait, stay in class three."