dhibooks Chapter 68 Feed Me
Chapter 68 Feed Me
This kiss after eight years was of a soothing nature.
Yu Xi just showed Jiang Yi the scar on her knee just because she suddenly realized that some people's scars are tangible, while some people's scars are invisible.
She couldn't kiss Jiang Yi's soul, so she could only kiss Jiang Yi's lips.
The lips touched the lips lightly, and the lips of the two seemed to be sucked together. Yu Xi held Jiang Yi's lower lip and gently licked the corners of her lips. It was wet, and then stuck her tongue in.
When she was a child, she went up the mountain and saw the ivy under the sun, and they were tightly entangled with each other, and now her and Jiang Yi's tongues are probably like that.
Jiang Yi whimpered softly.
Yu Xi didn't relax, she hugged Jiang Yi even tighter, and the two of them stuck tightly together.
Jiang Yi noticed her abnormality and gently pushed her: "What are you doing? I'm on my period."
Yu Xi's voice was as wet as her kiss: "I know, don't do anything."
She didn't really want to take the next step, she just teased Jiang Yi's desire with a reckless instinct like a small animal.
She thinks that desire is a good thing, now recalling Jiang Yi in Beicheng, cold, decadent, beautiful is beautiful, but like a dead flower in an expensive vase, it has lost all vitality.
Yu Xi used to hate her own name, and always felt that it was too casual for her mother to name her after a stream by the door.
At this time, I was deeply grateful.
She is willing to infiltrate Jiangyi like a stream, and she also wishes her vigorous desire to grow wildly like unknown vines in Chunri Mountain, climbing over tree trunks, streams, and dark moss-covered stones, turning the river It is tightly wrapped by the entire barren world.
Drag Jiang Yi out of the fragmented old world and bring Jiang Yi back to life.
Bit by bit, she licked Jiang Yi's tongue lightly, licked her moist white teeth, bit the corners of her lips, and lightly bit her chin with a gentleness and patience that she had never had in her life.
Jiang Yi's face soon flushed a little, and she frowned slightly.
At this time, the door of the ward was pushed open.
Yu Xi let go of Jiang Yi temporarily, her face turned cold, she didn't like this kind of behavior of barging in without knocking.
Especially now, she wrapped Jiang Yi in a quilt, listening to Jiang Yi's full chest panting at the same frequency as hers.
The nurse who pushed open the door smiled, obviously she saw everything she should have seen just now, but she didn't react with surprise at all.
She asked Jiang Yi: "Are you asking for an infusion?"
Jiang Yi blushed: "Yes."
Nurse: "Then lie down."
Yu Xi got off Jiang Yi's bed and sat on the empty hospital bed opposite.
Jiang Yi lay down, and when the nurse pinched the needle to search for blood vessels on the back of Jiang Yi's hand, Yu Xi frowned: "Be gentle."
Nurse: "I have light hands."
However, the moment the needle missed into the bruised blood vessel, Yu Xi let out a "hiss".
The nurse laughed: "Did you get the injection or did she get the injection?"
Yu Xi: "You don't understand."
Thinking of the hardships that Jiang Yi once walked alone, she wished that in this life, even a piece of snow would not fall on Jiang Yi's shoulders again.
When the nurse pulled off the cuff, she called Yu Xi: "Come out with me."
Yu Xi followed out nervously: "Is there something wrong with her?"
"There's nothing wrong with her." The nurse glanced at her: "It's you who are a little bit wrong, you wait for me here."
Yu Xi stood in the corridor with her hands in her pockets and waited. Through the crack of the door, she saw a narrow white edge of the quilt on Jiang Yi's hospital bed.
She knew that Jiang Yi was there, so even the shadowy shadow cast by the tree on the wall seemed to suddenly warm up.
The nurse came back soon.
Hand her an old novel: "You need this."
Yu Xi looked down, and on the already dilapidated cover, the name of the novel was printed in mottled handwriting - "Anecdotes about me and my unmarried sister-in-law after my brother ran away".
Yuxi: ...
This, in fact, she is quite familiar with.
She held the old novel in her hand and asked, "You didn't ask an old man who collected scraps to weigh it, did you?"
The nurse was startled: "You weighed it too? A fellow worker?"
Yu Xi coughed uncomfortably: "It's not me, I have a younger brother."
It seems that the source of this suspicious old novel is that Shancheng and the former Zhuzhen are very unified.
Nurse: "So you have read such a novel."
Yu Xi had an embarrassed expression, and stood there noncommittal.
The nurse stomped anxiously: "Since you have seen it, why is your kissing skill so poor! You are a dog, I see that you have just gnawed on the beautiful sister, and you even said to give you a textbook to study!"
Yu Xi: "I... am I bad?"
She felt that she had been as gentle as possible just now.
The nurse glared at her: "Read this book carefully again! Pay attention to the details! I'm leaving first, and you will return it to me when you leave the hospital tomorrow morning!"
While leaving, she was still dissatisfied with Yu Xi, muttering in a low voice: "Really, what kind of learning ability is this, the grades in school should be very poor..."
Yuxi: ...
She flipped through a few pages of the novel by the light in the corridor, and the key words of "slick tongue" made her blush and heartbeat, Yu Xi frowned more and more - she thought she did it right?
Putting the novel volumes into the windbreaker pocket, Yu Xi walked back to the ward with a pensive expression.
Jiang Yi was on a drip, and turned to look at her: "Why does the nurse want you?"
"It's nothing." Yu Xi walked back to the empty hospital bed opposite her and sat down: "Are you hungry? You haven't eaten all day, right?"
Jiang Yi shook his head: "I can't eat it."
Yu Xi took out a big white rabbit from his pocket.
Feeling up and down, it's time to eat something sweet.
Jiang Yi glanced at the sound of her unwrapping the wrapping paper, slightly dissatisfied: "I gave it to you, but you haven't eaten it yet?"
"No." Yu Xi explained: "I ate it, I bought it myself later."
Jiang Yi trailed off with an "oh", as if she had discovered some terrible secret.
Yu Xi became uncomfortable: "Why, can't I buy it?"
Jiang Yi said: "It's not impossible, but I've discovered since you were 17 years old that you don't like sweets that much."
Yu Xi buried her head, and the toe of her shoe lightly rubbed against the ground.
I don't know whether it is the years that endowed Jiang Yi with extraordinary observation ability, or Jiang Yi is born too smart.
Or, a thought that has existed in Yu Xi's heart since she was 17 came up again - this woman is a goblin at all.
The goblin asked: "Why do you buy candy that you don't like so much?"
"Just buy whatever you want."
The goblin didn't let her go: "Really?"
"Lying is a bad kid, and bad kids won't have candy in the future."
Yu Xi instinctively retorted: "I also..."
Jiang Yi turned her head to look at her under the soft light. I don't know if it was the effect of the kiss just now, or the effect of the infusion, but now his complexion looked a lot better, and finally turned a little bloody, as if the spring breeze couldn't help it The resting peach petals, with a bit of residual snow that has not been scattered, describe a touch of sadness.
Even though Yu Xi is so familiar with Jiang Yi, she often feels that Jiang Yi is too beautiful to look directly at, so she looks away and stares at the foot of the bedside table.
What's the point of being seen through or ridiculed by Jiang Yi like this?
She was awkward and honest: "Because you gave me candy twice."
Jiang Yi said "oh" again: "I gave it to you twice, and you want to buy it? Do you like sugar, or..."
Yu Xi's shoulders stiffened.
To be honest, countless people have said that she is like the upright little Bai Yang, especially her mentor Chen Wenxun, who complains every day about how her stupid head will be when it comes to love.
She was stunned and awkward, and she didn't know how to speak soft words, and she was soft but not hard.
If she was pressed so hard by others, she wouldn't know how angry she would be, but the tenderness and fragility in Jiang Yi's voice, like her favorite bait, attracted her to take the bait.
She finally curled her fingers in the windbreaker pocket twice, and said honestly: "It's not that I like candy, but I like you."
Jiang Yi finally laughed.
This kid is good at hitting straight balls, and has been talking about "love her" since she was seventeen or eighteen years old, but the "I love you" she said is more like a promise of no retreat, she really wants to talk about it softly She is shyer than anyone else when it comes to falling in love and talking about those hidden loves.
It's very cute, smoothing Ye Xingzhou's sudden residual anxiety.
Jiang Yi called her softly: "Come here."
She lifted a corner of the quilt, Yu Xi hesitated, took off her windbreaker jacket, got in carefully, and gently hugged Jiang Yi.
She still held the big white rabbit persistently in her hand: "Do you want to eat?"
"You can eat." Jiang Yi was comforted: "Hey me."
Fluttering eyelashes cast shadows under the eyes.
Yu Xi carefully removed the wrapping paper and handed it to Jiang Yi's lips.
Jiang Yi didn't open her mouth, she touched the candy twice.
Jiang Yi sighed slightly: "It's so cold and hard, how can it be easy to digest?"
"You asked me to feed you." Yu Xi was afraid that she would have hypoglycemia if she didn't eat for a day, so she became anxious: "Why do you go back on your word..."
Before he finished speaking, he said "huh".
Jiang Yi took the sugar with her non-infusion hand, stuffed it into her mouth, and then kissed her warmly.
Like a willow leaf, like a spring breeze, like the softest part of a kitten's paw.
Something in Yu Xi's heart quietly dissolved and turned into a soft piece.
She is grateful that Jiang Yi needs her, needs her hugs, body temperature, and kisses to resist the chilling shadow of the past.
The sugar held in her mouth for a while, and was hooked by Jiang Yi's tongue again.
After the surface is warm and moist, the sweetness diffuses, with the fragrance of Jiang Yi's tongue.Then she was pushed by Jiang Yi, and squeezed in with her tongue, and the fragrance became more obvious.
A big white rabbit melted more and more, kept moving on the tip of their tongues, and was squeezed away by the tightly entangled tongue tips, and fell into her or her mouth.
Until finally there is nothing left.
Yu Xi was sweating all over her back, pursing her lips, belatedly comprehending the profound meaning of kissing.
Jiang Yi's eyes sparkled, but he couldn't help yawning slightly.
She hadn't slept since last night, and Ye Xingzhou's sudden appearance just now was too exhausting. At this time, the effect of the medicine made the pain recede, and the body's drowsiness was instinctive.
Yu Xi covered the quilt for her: "You sleep for a while, I'll help you watch."
Jiang Yi's eyelids drooped slightly: "I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight."
In fact, she was embarrassed to ask Yu Xi to say the following words.
But after knowing all about Jiang Yi's past, her distress overcame her shyness. She stroked Jiang Yi's forehead and lowered her voice:
"Sleep at ease, I will watch over you."
Jiang Yi didn't make a sound, which made Yu Xi's ears burn and reflect on whether his words were too earthy, and heard Jiang Yi's breathing became more and more stable.
Jiang Yi fell asleep.
Yu Xi tucked the quilt up for her again, looking at Jiang Yi's profile.
The 17-year-old who could only hide behind her and look up quietly is now lying quietly beside her.
Go to sleep and make up for those guilty nights you lost sleep.
I will always guard you like this, and let you understand that it is not your fault over and over again.
It was late at night, and there was only the inaudible sound of dripping infusion in the ward.
Yu Xi didn't close her eyes for a second, staring at the medicine bottle until the medicine was almost gone, she got up lightly and went to the nurse's station: "The needle is about to be pulled out."
When pulling out the needle, he kept staring at the side: "Take it lightly."
"No." The nurse looked at her: "It doesn't hurt to pull out the needle."
"Anyway, take it easy."
The nurse went out with the medicine bottle and said in a low voice: "Observe her condition. If there is nothing wrong with her, she can be discharged tomorrow morning."
Jiang Yi slowly opened his eyes.
"Woke you up?" Yu Xi stretched out his hand to straighten her sleepy hair at the temples, only to find out with his tentacles: "Why are you sweating so much?"
It is autumn now, long past the sweltering season.
Jiang Yi smiled indescribably.
Yu Xi lifted the quilt and slept next to her again: "It still hurts?"
Jiang Yi shook her head: "This medicine is very useful, it doesn't hurt anymore."
But she didn't close her eyes, her long eyelashes fluttered, and she looked at the corner of the ceiling.
Yu Xi followed her line of sight and looked over, there was nothing there, only a piece of cracked wall skin, next to it was dusty, maybe it was a spider web.
Yu Xi asked softly: "Did you dream?"
"Ah."
Jiang Yi's voice seemed to come through the amber through time, muffled, if it wasn't for Yu Xi, she might never want to talk about her past experiences.
Yu Xi didn't need to ask, she knew what was in her dream.
She was silent for a while, Chinese has never been her best subject, and it was the first time she truly experienced her clumsy tongue, and she didn't know how to comfort her.
The words that came out in a hurry were: "That."
"Do you want... want me?"
Jiang Yi was obviously stunned for a moment, blinked twice, and then realized what Yu Xi meant by "yes".
Jiang Yi asked: "Why?"
Yu Xi realized what he had said after realizing that his neck was burning hot, and he turned his face to the side: "If you don't want to, forget it, just pretend I didn't say it."
Jiang Yirou came over and kissed her earlobe softly, without further movement.
On the contrary, Yu Xi became anxious and turned over to Jiang Yi: "Don't think about it."
"Don't think about those things, it's all over." With a low voice, he hurriedly grabbed Jiang Yi's hand and explored in front of him in the dark: "You want me."
Jiang Yi's hands are so cold, but Yu Xi's young body is hot.
She had noticed that desires were like a spring vine before, and the encounter with her revived all Jiang Yi's desires, those desires to eat, laugh, and love brought Jiang Yi back to life.
She is willing to use this piece of ivy to entangle Jiang Yi, and drag Jiang Yi out when the swamp of the past comes back. If she does not return it, she will not hesitate to put herself in it.
She eagerly kissed Jiang Yi, and took Jiang Yi's hand to press it.
Jiang Yi gently pushed her: "Have you thought about it?"
If they want to divide, Yu Xi must be the one who takes the initiative to attack. Jiang Yi can imagine how nervous and uncomfortable Yu Xi would be if he endured such a situation.
But Yuxi posted it again with a scorching temperature: "Think about it, sister."
Jiang Yi pursed her lips.
"Wait a minute." She comforted in a low voice: "I'll wash my hands first."
Yu Xi followed to the bathroom, hugged Jiang Yi from behind, and rubbed her chin on the furry sweater. She helped Jiang Yi wash his hands under the dim light, watching the halo rise on Jiang Yi's shell-like fingers, and the foam on both of them was equally slender. Flowing between the fingers, ambiguous and entangled, with slipperiness.
Back to the bed, Yu Xi carefully helped Jiang Yi lie down.
She leaned over to look at Jiang Yi, and Jiang Yi pressed against her ear and asked, "What did you call me just now?"
"Call again."
"elder sister."
In order to have more energy for scientific research, she followed the astronauts to do some physical training every day. Her lower abdomen was flat and her muscles were firm. At this time, she relaxed her posture and let Jiang Yi invade.
Jiang Yi tilted his head and kissed her ear.
It was very different from her straight kiss, Jiang Yi put her earlobe into her mouth, it was wet and warm, and the tip of her tongue climbed up the ear.
Yuxi's eyelids trembled, and she thought inexplicably about the house that Jiang Yi rented in Zhuzhen. There was a wild sunflower field outside. There is steaming water vapor.
She didn't expect that she would lose control to this point, but Jiang Yi's deep eyebrows and eyes were stained in the night, which made her feel that it was all worth it.
Jiang Yi's hands have always been skillful.
Yu Xi thought tremblingly, Jiang Yi would embroider a small airplane on her broken schoolbag, and cook delicious noodles in clear soup.
And now.
She lost her strength and fell into Jiang Yi's soft embrace.
Jiang Yi brushed away the sweaty hair on her forehead, and kissed her forehead lightly. In late autumn, the fallen leaves tapped on the window casement, but the hot breath remaining in the room was like a never-ending summer.
******
Jiang Yi's body recovered, and he didn't want to stay in the hospital for a long time. The next morning, he was ready to be discharged from the hospital as planned.
When she wanted to get out of bed, Yu Xi pressed on her shoulder: "I'll go to the nurse's station and come back to pick you up."
"Why are you going to the nurse's station?"
Yu Xi scratched her head: "Just ask me what else to pay attention to in normal times."
It cannot be said that she returned the colorful old novel.
The nurse saw Yu Xi walking over awkwardly, and asked in a low voice, "Have you learned it? Not only kissing, but also..."
Although Yu Xi is a straight ball player, but considering last night, she was very shy at the moment and interrupted: "I didn't watch it."
The old novel was hastily stuffed under the table, and he turned around and wanted to escape.
The nurse was anxious behind her: "Why don't you look at it?"
"I do not need."
"Come on!!!"
Yu Xi really recognized the three exclamation marks from her tone.
She thought: Is it really that bad?What problems did the nurse's unintentional kiss reveal about her?
When she returned to the ward, she had no time to think about it.
Jiang leaned on the head of the bed, wrapped in that big fluffy thick sweater.
The moonlight outside the window changed to the morning sun, touched Jiang Yi's shoulders and turned into golden debris, dancing around her shoulders like flying dust.
Yu Xi leaned against the door, not rushing in.
She felt that Jiang Yi was so beautiful that it was unreal, as if the mist that had shrouded Jiang Yi for a long time finally dissipated.
Turning the clouds and seeing the sun, it turned out that the real Jiang Yi looked like this.
When Jiang Yi heard the movement, she turned her face and smiled at her: "Shall we go home?"
"Well, go home."
The small room on the second floor that Jiang Yi rented was really not home, and her cramped dormitory in the base was also not home.
She bowed in front of Jiang Yi, showing her back.
"what?"
"Carry you on your back."
"I don't feel pain anymore."
"I know." Yu Xi insisted: "Come up."
Jiang Yi chuckled and leaned over Yu Xi's back.
He leaned into Yu Xi's ear and asked, "Am I heavy?"
Yu Xi: "Heavy, you are fatter than when you were in Beicheng."
As Yu Xi stood up, Jiang Yi pursed her lips: "Should I lose weight?"
Yu Xi supported her: "No reduction."
Deliberately tease: "I like you to be fatter and feel good."
Jiang Yi patted her on the shoulder: "Aren't you ashamed now?"
Yu Xi grinned sullenly.
She really likes that Jiang Yi is fatter, and the steady weight on his shoulders brings a sense of peace of mind.
like home.
******
Yu Xi carried Jiang Yi into the car, there were very few cars in the parking lot, and the only two cars left in front of him, it was easy to think whether it was the trace left by Ye Xingzhou.
Yu Xi started the car and ran over it, as if trying to cover up all the bad past.
He asked Jiang Yi in his mouth: "What do you want to eat when you go back later?"
Jiang Yi: "I'm going to lose weight."
"I said not to lose weight." Jiang Yi's cheeks finally showed a little plumpness in the sunlight from the car window. She wanted to reach out to pinch, but she didn't dare, so she just said, "What do you want to eat? I'll get it."
"Aren't you going back to the base?"
"I want to take a few days of annual leave. The old man abused me as soon as he came to the base, and asked me for data in various ways. Let him play with the younger kids in the base for a while, so that he knows how valuable I am."
Leaving the hospital, Jiang Yi finally relaxed completely, leaned softly on the back of the chair, and said with a smile in his mouth: "It's ok, Yu Gong, you've got a good eye."
Yuxi: ...
Her knees were a little weak when she stepped on the gas pedal. Thinking of the situation last night, it was hard to believe that this woman was not implying something.
Bad woman, Yu Xi thought to herself.
But she was really thankful that Jiang Yi had peeled off the withered shell and turned into a lively and fragrant bad woman again.
******
Yu Xi carried Jiang Yi back to the tavern.
Jiang Yi wants to cook noodles, but Yu Xi refuses to let him go.
Two bowls of steaming hot noodles were brought up, Jiang Yi picked up a chopstick, blew them twice, and fed them into his mouth.
He glanced at Yu Xi's hand resting on the table.
Yu Xi:?
Jiang Yi: "Your hands are pretty."
Yu Xi: "Thank you...thank you?"
What kind of nonsense compliment is this?
Jiang Yi couldn't help laughing: "It's good to have good-looking hands, but it's not a coincidence."
Yuxi: ...
Maybe Jiang Yi didn't mean anything else when she said this, but Yu Xi thought of the nurse's out of breath this morning.
"Jiang Yi, I want to ask you a question."
Jiang Yi swayed on his toes, exuding a relaxed feeling of laziness: "Well, ask."
"Is my hand really unlucky?"
Jiang Yi looked up at Yu Xi.
It was difficult for the child to use intimacy as a means of comforting her, so he was willing to ask at this time.
Logically speaking, children should be encouraged, but considering the long life ahead, she decided to tell the truth in a tactful way: "General."
Yu Xi became nervous: "Did you hurt you before?"
"Actually, a little bit."
Yu Xi stopped talking.
Jiang Yi decided to say a few more words to her: "You are sometimes...too reckless."
Yu Xi fell into deep thought, her serious expression reminded Jiang Yi of the 17-year-old, facing a desk lamp at the front desk of the billiard hall, dealing with a difficult math problem.
With such an expression, she washed the dishes, swept the floor, and then called Jiang Yi: "You rest first, I'll go out for a while."
"Where?"
"Hospital."
"Forgot something?"
"Ah."
She drove out in a hurry and ran to the nurse's station. Fortunately, the nurse hadn't changed shift yet.
She leaned over and lowered her voice like a thief: "That."
The nurse looked at her amusedly: "Which one?"
"That's the one..." Yu Xi's cheeks became embarrassing: "Is that old novel from last night still there?"