dhibooks Chapter 56 Farewell
Chapter 56 Farewell
After lunch in the tea restaurant, Shu Xing and Yu Xi walked to the subway station together. They were on the subway in the opposite direction. After Yu Xi left, she went around and drove out of her Maserati in the parking lot next to her.
The gossip call from my best friend has already come after me: "Have you broken up with the little wolf dog yet?"
Shu Xing picked up a bottle of perfume and sprayed it on herself: "Wait a minute, I'll cover the smell on my body first." Putting down the perfume bottle, she slowly drove the car out of the parking lot, connected her mobile phone to the Bluetooth on the car, She smiled and said, "Just call me like that, what if I'm still with her?"
The best friend didn't care about it: "Then you definitely won't pick it up, you value sex over friends!"
Shu Xing smiled.
The best friend couldn't wait to ask: "How is the situation today? You have worked so hard."
"It's only useful if you have a good intention." Shu Xing said: "The little wolf dog has decided to go to England to exchange."
"Ah, really?" My girlfriend exclaimed, "Yes, Xiao Xing, I really have you."
Shu Xing waited for a red light: "If I hadn't heard my cousin say that today is Ye Guanshan's death day, I would not have thought of sending a condolence card to Ye Xingzhou in private. Ye Xingzhou is so crazy and usually so depressed, he will definitely be in her Jiang Range forced Jiang Range to make some promises in front of my sister's grave."
Best friend: "The little wolf dog didn't see that you took her there on purpose today?"
Shu Xing: "Probably not."
In fact, Shu Xing looked down on Jiang Yi from the perspective of acting skills, so what if there was a flash of inspiration in her debut work, she didn't understand how Jiang Yi's later acting skills were so poor.
For her, life is a whole performance, acting well-behaved, submissive, and caring.
Born in a family with no real feelings since she was a child, she is like an empty doll with no soul, so it is easy to act.
The girlfriend gossiped: "Hey, tell me, did Jiang Range feel sorry for Ye Guanshan back then? It's only been so many years that he got involved with crazy critics like Ye Xingzhou. Otherwise, if you say she only loves money, it's just her beauty. , What kind of funder can't be found? She wants to do it for resources, and Ye Xingzhou is not really a member of the circle, and he hasn't made any good films for her for so many years."
"I don't know, what happened to Ye Guanshan back then, the Ye family kept it a secret." When the green light came on, Shu Xing started the car: "But I don't care about it."
"I know you care about your little wolf dog!" My best friend snorted, "You are really on top. When the junior girl in their school said that she had the opportunity to go to the UK for an exchange, I came up with this trick to make her make up her mind to go to the UK." As a graduate student, what do you think you are planning?"
Shu Xing: "I just want to see if there are really people with such pure feelings."
The excellent family background gave her everything, money, status, and a bright future that others can't reach on tiptoe.
It doesn't matter to her whether she stays in China or goes abroad to study, she values things she has never seen since she was a child——
Under her offensive, how long can Yu Xi still love Jiang Yi?
Maybe when Yu Xi doesn't love Jiang Yi, she won't be interested in Yu Xi anymore.
******
On Christmas Eve, there was a basic class in the afternoon. Meng Chenchen felt drowsy after listening to it. In order to avoid falling asleep, he stuffed his earphones and secretly watched dramas in the desk drawer.She was watching an American romance drama with a sci-fi skin, the plot was rotten, but Jiang Yi was extremely beautiful in it.
After watching for a while, Meng Chenchen raised his head, took off his earphones and called Yu Xi in a low voice: "Lend me to copy your notes later, and I'm afraid that this class will be the scope of the exam soon."
Yu Xi came back to her senses: "Huh?"
Meng Chenchen saw that there was no line of notes on her notebook, and was shocked: "What's wrong with you? There are times when college bullies don't take notes?"
Yu Xi: "Tired."
After returning to school yesterday, she didn't cry or go crazy. She took a hot bath that burned her skin red, and slept in the dormitory covered with a quilt.
The body seems to have fallen into a state of numbness, and there is no other feeling except tiredness.After sleeping, I was still tired, and my hands and feet felt a dull heaviness, and I couldn't lift them up.
Meng Chenchen said: "I also think you've been quite tired recently. Tonight's Christmas Eve, you can hang out with me. Our club is going to play script killing, so you can bring friends."
Yu Xi: "You have fun, I won't go."
She can't play.
The basic class this afternoon is two big classes, and it is almost evening when the class is over.Meng Chenchen went back to the dormitory to put on makeup, and Yu Xi went back to the dormitory to pick up books.The two walked to the library gate together, waved goodbye, Meng Chenchen continued to walk towards the school gate, and Yu Xi got into the library.
The last one before pushing the door, a cold one fell on Yu Xi's face.
Yu Xi looked up suddenly.
There seemed to be something wrong with her senses in the past two days, there was always a faint buzzing sound in her ears, and her toes seemed to be immersed in icy sea water all the time.At this moment, she thought that the coldness on her face was her own illusion, and only when she looked up did she see grains of fine snow falling from the sky.
The two girls next to me said excitedly, "This is the first snow this winter!"
The study room of the library is on the second floor, Yu Xi went up the stairs, and stood by the corridor window for a while before entering the door.
The snow fell finely and finely, and through a glass, it turned into salt that someone sprinkled on the world.People in the snow became hurried, the air was filled with the joy of Christmas Eve, and the music of jingle bells floated in the distance.
Yu Xi felt an unprecedented sense of loneliness in her heart.
For 20 years, in this world, other people have more and more things, but she has less and less.
Go all the way, lose all the way.
She pushed open the window, reached out, caught a flake of snow, and watched it melt in her palm.
That was the feeling Jiang Yi gave her.
I once thought that the intimacy was held in the palm of my hand, but in the end, it was just nothing.
For a long time, she was like a ship without an anchor, not even a place to return to.
At this time, the mobile phone in the pocket rang, Yu Xi closed the window and took out the mobile phone.
It was Zhou Qi.
Yu Xi picked it up: "Hello."
"What are you busy with?" Zhou Qi came in Mandarin with a little southern accent: "Didn't you see the news in the group?"
Yu Xi has been in a daze for the past two days, she really didn't see it.
Zhou Qi said: "Isn't today Christmas Eve? There is a gathering of fellow villagers, so come here together."
Just as Yu Xi was about to say something, Zhou Qi said softly, "Introduce my girlfriend to you."
Yu Xi smiled lightly: "Well, okay."
******
When Yu Xi was walking towards the school gate with her backpack on her shoulders, she was thinking, why did she agree to go to the fellow villagers' party?
Going to congratulate Zhou Qi is of course one aspect, after all, Zhou Qi is one of the few people in Zhuzhen who has given Yuxi kindness and warmth.
what else.
Yu Xi walked in the snow, stepping on the finely crushed snow that had just fallen on the ground.
Perhaps it was Zhou Qi's Mandarin with a slight southern accent.
That little accent reminded Yu Xi of Zhu Zhen.
What is she missing.What do you want to say goodbye to?
The hometown party was still at the barbecue restaurant last time. Yuxi came here temporarily, so he arrived a little later. He opened the wooden door and entered. The inside was already full of charcoal fire and barbecue smells, and the local accents kept coming and going.
Since Yuxi left Zhuzhen, she has never been back. Now she is in the cold winter of Beicheng, but she seems to have returned to the midsummer more than a year ago, when she was still in Zhuzhen.
At that time, there was Jiang Yi by her side.
Yu Xi doesn't talk much, although she joined the fellow villager group, she almost never speaks, no one knows her well, but everyone knows that there is a Beihang Xueba among the fellow villagers in the same province, and she is also a beautiful woman.
At this moment, Yu Xi came directly from the library, without any make-up, and the clothes looked quite cheap, just the most common black bread down jacket, jeans, and a pair of grayish white sneakers.
But a face like a stream under the moonlight, a long black ponytail tied behind the head, interpreting the natural word "good-looking".
Zhou Qi sat in the corner, and the moment he noticed Yu Xi pulling the door, the private room was obviously quiet for a while, and then it became lively again, but many men and women were sneaking glances at Yu Xi.
Zhou Qi waved his hand at Yu Xi: "Yu Xi, this way."
Yu Xi hasn't seen Zhou Qi for a long time. Zhou Qi still wears elegant glasses, but he seems to be a little fatter. That fatness brings him a gentle temperament, which is different from the weak boy in Yu Xi's memory. .
Sitting next to Zhou Qi was a girl with curly chestnut hair and makeup, neither good-looking nor ugly, she was the most common kind of girl in college.Like Zhou Qi, she looked at Yu Xi and smiled, with both kindness and hostility in her eyes.
Yu Xi walked up to Zhou Qi and sat down. Zhou Qi introduced them to them: "This is my girlfriend, Gong Xiao. This is my high school classmate, Yu Xi."
Yu Xi took the initiative to say: "Hello."
Gong Xiao also said, "Hi, I often hear Zhou Qi talking about you."
Yu Xi had a little impression of the name Gong Xiao. When she first came back to China, she attended a hometown party and heard Zhou Qi mention the name Gong Xiao.
She seemed to be the most aggressive among the girls who chased Zhou Qi. At that time, Zhou Qi commented on her as "neither like nor hate".
Unexpectedly, half a year later, Zhou Qi was really with Gong Xiao.
Maybe it's because they haven't seen each other for a long time, and their daily lives don't have much to do with each other. After Zhou Qi introduced Yu Xi and Gong Xiao, the three of them didn't have much to say.Gong Xiao grabbed the teapot in Zhou Qi's hand and poured a cup of barley tea for Yu Xi, who drank the tea in silence.
She doesn't have much impression of the person sitting on the other side of Yuxi, but the other party obviously has an impression of her, and they are very eager to talk to her: "Have you found your peach-eyed sister?"
Yu Xi's shoulders froze for a moment.
She joined this fellow group before to find Jiang Yi.At that time, she didn't even know that Jiang Yi was the famous star Jiang Range in the world.
Asked out of the blue now, like a sarcastic joke.
Zhou Qi now also knows that Jiang Yi is Jiang Range, afraid of Yu Xi's embarrassment, he quickly smoothed things over with a smile: "That's a sister Yu Xi knew in his hometown, if you can find it, look for it, if you can't find it, don't look for it, Not that important."
The man nodded: "That's it."
Went drinking with other people again.
The next time is to drink and eat barbecue.Yu Xi didn't know what she baked or ate, but she knew that she drank a lot of shochu, which was spicy and stimulated her chaotic soul. It felt very present in her mouth and burned all the way to her heart.
Zhou Qi asked her: "Have you improved your drinking capacity?"
Yuxi nodded numbly.
Probably yes.
Otherwise, how can you not get drunk after drinking so much?
At this time, Gong Xiao was called by a group of girls to take selfies and play with them. She has the kind of personality that is easy to get acquainted with, and it was the first time that she joined the class reunion with Zhou Qi, and she was able to play with the girls.
Zhou Qi looked at his girlfriend's back from a distance, and asked Yu Xi softly: "You can't forget her, can you?"
Yu Xi smiled and drank a glass of wine: "I forgot."
Zhou Qi felt a stab in his heart.
Forget what?
Before he even named who it was, Yu Xi had already given a self-deceiving answer in his heart.
After that, Yu Xi asked Zhou Qi, as if to take the topic away from herself, "When did you talk about your girlfriend?"
Zhou Qi smiled embarrassedly, and this smile brought him back to the shy boy he was back then: "We only talked for half a month."
Yu Xi drank silently, he secretly glanced at Yu Xi: "You haven't talked about it?"
Yu Xi bit her wine glass and shook her head.
Zhou Qi hesitated for a moment, and said again: "It's good to talk about someone. I think now, not everyone is lucky enough to wait for someone they like, and it's also good to find someone who can get along well."
Yuxi glanced at him.
Zhou Qi smiled, and took the initiative to raise his glass to Yu Xi: "Come on, bless me, I really need your blessing."
Yu Xi smiled and raised his wine glass.
In the barbecue restaurant on Christmas Eve, some people took selfies, some sang, some drank too much and laughed while beating bowls with chopsticks.Amidst the feasting, no one knew that in a corner of the store, there was a 20-year-old young man who was saying a solemn farewell to his introverted but chaotic youth.
Yu Xi said: "She is very nice, you will be together well."
Zhou Qi smiled: "How do you know she's a nice person? You didn't know her before."
Yu Xi said softly: "She just offered to pour me a cup of barley tea."
Zhou Qi laughed again, for a long time.
Yu Xi: "What are you laughing at?"
Zhou Qi: "I laughed at you, but it's actually quite contradictory. On the surface, it looks like you're very cold and hard to get close to, but in fact, when someone offers you a cup of tea, you think the other person is a good person."
He thinks Yu Xi like this is a bit cute, and he smiles and feels a little sad for Yu Xi.
Because I have received too little love since I was a child, I can see and hold every piece of warmth in my eyes and hold it in my hands.
The sad feeling made Zhou Qi drink another glass of wine. He didn't hold too much alcohol, so he said to Yu Xi with a little drunkenness: "Yu Xi, don't wait. Don't you think I didn't wait too? You can't be too Stubborn, you know?"
Yu Xi said softly, "Yes."
******
The gatherings of fellow villagers are all AA system. Everyone noisily distributed red envelopes in the group to pay the bill, and then rushed to the door of the barbecue restaurant together noisily.
The person who organized the gathering of fellow villagers took a bag of apples and sent one to everyone: "Come here, this one is free of charge, it is a Christmas Eve gift from our organizing committee to everyone!"
Yu Xi also had one stuffed in his hand.
In fact, Yu Xi already knows that apples have nothing to do with foreign festivals like Christmas Eve and Christmas, but they are only given out as gifts because of the sound of "peace".
Zhou Qi drank a little too much, and Gong Xiao helped him hold his apple, while still supporting him, he put one hand on Gong Xiao's shoulder and said to Yu Xi, "Don't forget what I told you."
Yu Xi: "Don't forget what I told you."
Gong Xiao asked Yu Xi: "What did you say?"
Zhou Qi grinned: "She told me to treat you well!"
Gong Xiao smiled and looked at Yu Xi: "Thank you."
Yu Xi: "It should be, you are a good match." She glanced at Zhou Qi hanging on Gong Xiao's shoulder: "He really drank too much, you should go back to school."
Gong Xiao asked: "What about you? I see that you also drink a lot, are you okay? Do you want someone to see you off?"
Yu Xi shook her head: "I don't seem to have anything to do, I just take the subway and go back to school."
Gong Xiao took Zhou Qi to take a taxi, and after Yu Xi said goodbye to them, he walked to the subway station alone.
Most of the passers-by on the road had finished the party with beaming faces. Two girls passed by Yu Xi, and one of them held the other's arm: "I'll tell you! Christmas Eve when the first snow falls is the best way to make a wish." It's working!"
Another girl beamed: "Yes, yes! I believe it now!"
Yu Xi thought to himself: Really?Is there another saying?
After getting on the subway, perhaps because many parties had not ended yet, the subway car was rarely empty, and Yuxi actually had a seat.She sat and swayed with the subway, the heater in the car smoked her, and she realized that the smell of alcohol was rising and she was dizzy.
She looked at a little girl on the opposite side. Because the car was empty, she knelt on the seat and drew a picture on the car window that was smoky. Her mother was sideways protecting her back: "Be careful!"
The little girl was grinning, and drew a circle, another circle, and two more points on the car window, and it became a snowman.
Her mother turned her around: "Okay, okay, sit down after painting."
Yu Xi swayed with the carriage, looking at the little snowman on the window, at this time the female voice announced the station: "Bitan Station has arrived."
At the last second before the door closes, Yu Xi snatches out of the car.
******
Yu Xi walked down the street with her hands in her down jacket pockets, and the snow was still falling.
This winter's first snow has been falling all night. It has changed from fine powdered snow to a bit big snow balls. The ground has changed from a thin layer of snow to a thick layer now. felt it.
The cold air made Yu Xitou wake up a little bit, she thought: Why did she get off the train at this stop so nervously?
This is not the subway station back to Beihang, but the subway station to Biyunju.
In fact, Yu Xi didn't understand why she got off at this stop, she just walked towards Biyunju in a daze, walked to the sentry box at the gate of the community, and took out the passport in her backpack to show to the security guard.
As Dodo's tutor, she has always had a pass for this community, but since she has decided to go to England, it's time for Dodo to prepare to find a new teacher.
She walked to the door of Jiang Yi's villa, stopped, and looked inside.
There is no light inside, Duo Duo should be in the hospital, as for Jiang Yi, I don't know if she is there or she is asleep.
But it doesn't matter, because Yu Xi didn't come to find Jiang Yi in the first place.
She knelt down at the door, and the backpack on her shoulders made her unstable, so she took off the bag and put it aside.
In her mind was the snowman that the little girl drew on the subway window just now, and she built a snowman at the gate of Jiang Yi's villa.
I kept holding an apple in my hand, so I used the apple as the lower body of the snowman, and then made the snowball for the upper body.The snow on the ground was not thick enough, so Yu Xi gathered the snow together with his hands, and his fingers soon turned red from the cold.
A little snowman was quickly piled up. There was nothing on Yu Xi's body that could serve as its nose and eyes, and its head was not round, so it looked weird.
By this time, Yu Xi was dizzy and sat down beside the snowman she made.
Her body seemed to have really fallen into a state of numbness. Normally, she didn't know how drunk she would be after drinking so much, but now she just felt dizzy.
She sat on the snow and looked at a short snowman beside her.Only then did she realize what she was here for.
Just like Zhou Qi toasted to bid farewell to his youth at the barbecue restaurant tonight, Yu Xi also came here to bid farewell to his youth.
She made a wish to the snowman: I wish Jiang Yi will be radiant and dazzling in the future.
But all of this has nothing to do with Yu Xi.
Yu Xi closed her eyes, letting the cold snow fall on her eyelids, replacing the tears she could no longer shed.
Goodbye, Jiang Yi.
******
Yu Xi sat at the entrance of the villa for a while, and when she finally felt less dizzy, she struggled to get up, her jeans were a little soaked by the snow.
Walking out of the Biyunju community, the phone in his pocket rang, and he took it out and saw that it was Meng Chenchen.
Yu Xi picked it up: "Hello?"
Meng Chenchen was very noisy, there was a sound of howling ghosts and howling wolves, it sounded like he was in a KTV, probably after finishing the script, he went to continue the booth.Meng Chenchen screamed like a chicken amidst howling ghosts and wolves and asked her, "Yuxi, are you in the dormitory?"
Yu Xi: "No, I'm outside, on my way back to school."
Meng Chenchen: "I drank too much!"
Yu Xi: "I can hear it."
Meng Chenchen: "Are you coming to pick me up!"
Yu Xi: "Actually, I drank too much."
"That's just right!" Meng Chenchen laughed: "We two drunks! Get out of the dormitory together with each other, shoulders and backs, and a nest of snakes and rats!"
Yu Xi guessed that Meng Chenchen's Chinese was taught by the physical education teacher.
She didn't know why she had developed an antibody to alcohol, but it sounded like Meng Chenchen was more drunk than her, so Yu Xi followed Meng Chenchen's position and found the KTV.
As soon as she arrived at the private room, Yu Xi was pulled in by Meng Chenchen: "Sisters, you are finally here! I'm about to be overwhelmed by them!" With one hand on her hip, she pointed at everyone in the private room: "I tell you, my sister You guys fight really hard, if any of you dare to force me again, my sisters will be smashed!"
Yuxi: ...
This doesn't seem like something to brag about.
Meng Chenchen turned his head and asked Yu Xi: "Why are your hands so cold?"
"Is there?" Yu Xi said: "Maybe it was too cold to build a snowman just now, and I didn't recover."
Meng Chenchen was originally in a daze after drinking too much, but now he was even more dazed: "Why are you making a snowman?"
Yu Xi: "It's fun."
Meng Chenchen clapped his hands like a seal: "Speaking of snowmen, I'll listen to a retro song from my sisters! It's perfect for Christmas Eve!"
She went to the jukebox and swept away the drunks: "Get out of the way, out of the way, my sisters come here once in a while, I want to sing a song for her!"
She mentioned the first song, and touched the microphone again. I don't know why this KTV has a retro wired microphone, and she almost tripped over it.
She pressed Yu Xi to the corner of the sofa and listened to her singing:
"Snow, piece by piece,
spell out your fate,
My love is born of you,
Your hand touches my heartache.
Snow, piece by piece,
Quietly colorful in the sky,
Seeing that spring is coming,
And I will, and will no longer exist. "
Yu Xi leaned on the back of the sofa and watched the retro MV of an unknown era on the screen. In the snow, the bright and flickering lights reflected the loneliness of the city.
Meng Chenchen cried after singing: "Why am I already 20 years old! I don't even have anyone I like! Am I poisonous!"
A group of girls who drank as much as Meng Chenchen rushed up to comfort her: "Oh! How good it is to have no one you like! No worries, no worries, invincible!"
Leaving Yuxi leaning on the sofa in a daze, watching the MV heroine wearing snow-white plush earmuffs on the screen, watching the lonely city in the falling snow, showing a lonely back.
Yu Xi became dizzy again, and she closed her eyes, wondering if it was her who was worse, or Meng Chenchen who was worse.
Only Meng Chenchen's out-of-tune singing echoed repeatedly in her heart.
"Seeing that spring is coming, and I will, and will no longer exist."
The author says:
Well, this time it really hit the bottom~ Let's just say, should we make an appointment with the "Time Dafa" Gagen?Little angels give me some motivation! =v=
感谢在2022-05-2114:54:29~2022-05-2215:07:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 Huosen;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: DetectiveLi 1;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 2 for Zhaohai; the piece in the middle of the watermelon for you to eat, and 1 for Mu Chenyan;
Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Ni; 5 bottles of Jiuqianqi and Langchao; 2 bottles of Guobaorou and Ziela Neng Baba; 1 bottle of Gin;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!