I miss you by the stars

Chapter 53 Belongs to me, why should I let it go?

Yu Xi was stunned.

The counselor explained: "That's right, the department understands that your family is in a difficult situation. Although the tuition fee is covered by sponsors, you have to figure out the living expenses and experimental expenses. So the department helped you apply for a bursary. , is sponsored by an honorary alumni, and it is 5000 yuan more than a level scholarship, this... is more suitable for you."

The more she spoke, the more guilty she felt, her voice lowered, looking at the young and stubborn girl, her lips pressed into a thin line in front of her.

The sky is hazy, like the wings of a giant bird pressed down, a kind of breathless stuffiness, I don't know when the first snow of this winter will fall.

Yu Xi said: "No."

Counselor: "No, listen to me, this stipend is 5000 yuan more, and it will be credited to your card earlier than the scholarship."

Yu Xi said it again clearly: "No."

To be honest, the counselor was a little surprised.

She expected that Yu Xi would be unhappy, but she never thought that Yu Xi would reject her so straightforwardly.Although the special scholarship is a great honor, it is not good for Yuxi to give up now, but she also won more scholarships for Yuxi.

Another point is that in the future, in the professional department of Beihang, especially aerospace engineering, counselors have a great say in the graduation recommendation and job resource introduction of students.

She never thought that a college student who was almost 20 years old would not save face for her like this, and would not consider how to be a smooth social person at all.

She endured it, and persuaded again: "It's nothing if you give up this time. You have good grades, and you went to the UK for an exchange in your freshman year. Even if you don't have this scholarship to give you gold, when you graduate, the teacher will introduce you more. Good resource, you don’t lack this honor.”

Yu Xi: "Teacher, I have already rejected your proposal. You have nothing else to do and I have to go first."

"Yuxi, you..." The counselor couldn't hold back, after all, when Jin Xiaoning's mother found her, she had already agreed to the matter.

However, Jin Xiaoning's father was employed in the higher education system, and his position was not low. The counselor wanted to stay in Beicheng after graduation, but he couldn't even get a registered permanent residence in Beicheng.

Yu Xi turned around and wanted to leave, she took two quick steps to stop Yu Xi: "Yu Xi, you are an adult now, you should be more sensible. In this way, I will help you apply for the bursary ratio, maybe it will be more than five thousand... "

"Teacher, it's not about money." Yu Xi said with a calm face, "It's mine, why should I let it go?"

The counselor was right, she is an adult now.

And the meaning of adulthood to her is that she should not endure those things that she should not have endured.

This was decided from the day she was forced into marriage when she was an adult, and she smashed a beer bottle on her head.

******

After studying in the library in the evening, Meng Chenchen pulled Yuxi to eat in the cafeteria.

Yu Xi ate very frugally, fried cabbage, fried potatoes, plus a free bowl of soup.

Meng Chenchen put a chicken leg on Yuxi's dinner plate: "I ordered too much, and I can't eat it for weight loss. Do me a favor."

Yu Xi: "Chenchen, you don't need it."

Meng Chenchen: "I'm so fat! Look at my face recently, it's just like the one drawn with a compass!"

Yu Xi: "You're not fat."

Meng Chenchen looked at her sympathetically: "You said you are such a beautiful woman, why do you have bad eyesight?"

When the two were pushing and pulling, Jin Xiaoning walked by with Yan Hua, leaned over, Yu Xi and Meng Chenchen's dinner plates fell to the ground with two bangs, and the chicken leg bone rolled twice on the ground, becoming a mess Unbearable.

"Oh, I'm sorry." Jin Xiaoning said with a smile, "My coat is too wide today. I didn't do it on purpose. The college bully shouldn't be angry with me, right?"

"What wasn't intentional?" Meng Chenchen was in a hurry: "You are a crab, walking on eight legs? The aisle is so wide, you can bump into it if it wasn't intentional?"

"Who hasn't been careless?" Jin Xiaoning took a step back, as if he didn't care about Meng Chenchen: "Which eye of yours saw me on purpose? Let's go to the counselor to adjust the surveillance?"

"You..." Meng Chenchen wanted to step forward, but was pulled by Yu Xi.

Jin Xiaoning carried the dinner plate with a smile, and took Yan Hua away, but the chicken legs of the two of them stayed on the dinner plate well, shiny and oily.

A mocking laugh entered Yuxi's ears: "You can't afford to go to a university in the cafeteria? If you knock over a meal, you have to worry about it. If you are poor, just obediently go to receive a scholarship..."

Meng Chenchen patted the table: "Can you bear this? Are you such a tolerant person?"

There were still two bowls of soup left on the table, Yu Xi pushed Meng Chenchen a bowl, no matter what happened, she kept a calm face.

"It's useless to find a counselor. Jin Xiaoning asked the counselor to find me and told me to give up the scholarship, but I didn't agree." Yu Xi sipped his soup slowly: "There are a lot of cameras in the cafeteria. You just wanted to really have a conflict with Jin Xiaoning, look at it." If you go up, you can do it first, and the counselor won't help you, don't be punished at the end of the term."

"Damn, there is such a thing? I am not strong enough to get a special scholarship, so I ask others to let me go?" Meng Chenchen was filled with righteous indignation: "Why do you let her, you just don't let her go."

******

Three days passed, and Yu Xi felt that Jin Xiaoning's behavior was childish.

For example, when Yu Xi returned to the dormitory from the library, she found that her emergency light had been turned off.Like half used toothpaste that somehow leaked into the cup.For example, the research project changed the address of the meeting, and she was not notified for some reason. Later, the team leader was found, and the team leader said that he happened to meet a classmate in their dormitory and asked him to bring a message.

It was nothing more than affirmation that it was meaningless for Yuxi to report to the counselor.

Such childish behavior reminded Yuxi of a high school classmate, what was his name, Qin Xiaohan.

Both of their behavior patterns are of the same nature, it doesn't matter how much they cause harm to people, they are annoying like flies.

And it's endless.

Meng Chenchen couldn't bear it: "Can you really bear it?"

In fact, Yuxi can't bear it, it's just that she has no intention of giving up on this special scholarship, no matter how annoying Jin Xiaoning is, she has no intention of giving up.

For some reason, at that time, Jiang Yi's peach blossom eyes suddenly popped up in her mind, shaking and shaking.

After class, the counselor found Yu Xi again: "How are you thinking? I reported your family's difficult situation to the school, and the school said that it can consider increasing the bursary level, and it will be [-] more..."

"Teacher, I said it's not about money." Yu Xi was calm and firm.

"Yu Xi, don't embarrass the teacher."

"I don't want to embarrass the teacher?" Yu Xi's black and white eyes are like a cold stream. The world of young people is black and white, and there are not so many ambiguous middle grounds: "Teacher, what is the reason for you to let me see you?" Am I in trouble?"

She left with her backpack on her back.

This day Jin Xiaoning was very quiet and did not do anything disgusting, Yu Xi felt a little surprised.

Yu Xi had a meeting late at night with the team members of the research project, and when she was walking back to the dormitory with her bag on her back, she happened to meet Meng Chenchen who had dark circles under her eyes and her chin.

"You just came back?" Yu Xi asked: "These two days are enough."

"It's too easy to chase dramas in the dormitory. It's all a debt I owe." Meng Chenchen lamented: "I don't ask for any scholarship, so I have to fly low along the passing line."

The two walked into the dormitory together. Meng Chenchen was afraid that his roommate would fall asleep and asked Yu Xi in a low voice: "I asked a junior senior sister and asked for a copy of the scope of their exams last year. She wrote it in the notebook. Do you want it? I'll borrow it from you." .”

Yu Xi: "You can take a look."

"You need it?" Meng Chenchen was still a little surprised: "I thought college bullies didn't need such things."

Yu Xi: "I'll help you combine the key points of this year's teacher's lectures to see if your range is accurate. Your review time is very tight, so don't do useless work."

Meng Chenchen: "..."

Her brain is also a brain, and Yu Xi's brain is also a brain.

Her face is also a face, and Yu Xi's face is also a face.

Why is there such a big gap!

The two walked into the dormitory lightly. The lights in the dormitory were already turned off. Meng Chenchen turned on the emergency light and took out the notebook with the test scope from the bookshelf.

Standing behind her, Yu Xi heard the sound of Jin Xiaoning turning over on the bed.

"Ah!" Meng Chenchen couldn't help screaming.

Yu Xi looked over, and it turned out that a large amount of red ink had been splashed on her notebook, which looked like blood in the dark night, not to mention shocking, the words on the notebook were soaked so that they could not be read clearly.

There was another sound of turning over on the bed behind him.

With a blank expression on his face, Yu Xi walked under Jin Xiaoning's bed and shook the steel frame: "I know you're not asleep, come down."

Jin Xiaoning remained silent, hiding on the bed and pretending to be dead.There was also a rustling sound on Yan Hua's bed, obviously she was not asleep either, hiding under the quilt to watch a show.

Yu Xi went to the door and turned on the light, then walked back, shaking the steel frame of Jin Xiaoning's bed: "Come down, or I'll go up."

Maybe it was during the last conflict, Yu Xi's crisp and quick going to bed was still fresh in Jin Xiaoning's memory, she hesitated for a while, and got off the bed anyway.

Yu Xi pointed to the notebook splashed with red ink: "Apology."

Jin Xiaoning raised his eyebrows: "Why do you say I did it? Do you have evidence?"

It looks like there is no surveillance in the dormitory anyway.

"There's no evidence, but I know it's you." Yu Xi said with a blank expression, "Apologize."

Meng Chenchen was already under a lot of pressure to stay up late to study during this time, but suddenly this kind of thing happened and he was completely anxious: "Jin Xiaoning, why are you doing this? How can I pay my sister back if you are like this?"

She blocks Jin Xiaoning's way and prevents her from going back to bed.

Jin Xiaoning is the kind of girl from a very good family background, who is used to being domineering: "They say it's not me anymore, are you bothered?" He stretched out his hand and pushed Meng Chenchen's shoulder.

Meng Chenchen's eyes were red: "Why are you such a rascal?! I've never seen such a rascal like you..."

She is the kind of person who usually has a strong mouth, but she has a problem, that is, when she is really angry and quarrels, she will cry uncontrollably, and she doesn't perform well at all, just like a weak chicken.

She hates this thing about herself!But she can't control it!

"Chenchen, don't cry." Yu Xi pressed Meng Chenchen's shoulder, stood in front of Meng Chenchen, and faced Jin Xiaoning: "You want to do it, right?"

Jin Xiaoning was arrogant: "What's the matter?" She was sure that the dormitory was not monitored, and she didn't want to be angry with Yu Xi, so she raised her hand to grab Yu Xi's ponytail.

Yu Xi suddenly smiled.

******

Meng Chenchen looked at Yu Xi with red eyes, and before she understood what Yu Xi was laughing at, Yu Xi had already made a move.

Meng Chenchen was startled.

In the past, the matter of Yu Xi throwing a beer bottle on his head only existed in Yu Xi's own brief narration, just like a movie or TV series, it was a distant story worthy of admiration or worship.Yu Xi is usually calm, indifferent, and self-reliant, and Meng Chenchen didn't even see her having mood swings.

This is the first time she has seen such a sharp Yuxi.

Originally, Yu Xi was blocking at the beginning, but Jin Xiaoning started a fight, she was as noisy as herself, and kept scratching Yu Xi's face, completely disregarding the martial virtue of "hitting people but not face".Where could Meng Chenchen see the beauty's disfigurement, so he couldn't help but stepped forward and wanted to help.

Jin Xiaoning screamed: "You two are shameless when you hit one? Yan Ning, are you dead?"

Yan Hua hid under the blanket and pretended to be dead without making a sound.

Meng Chenchen was directly annoyed by Jin Xiaohua and laughed: Jin Xiaohua did something very shameless, but now he is saying that they are shameless? !Fuck her grandma!

It's the same as being angry and crying when you quarrel, Meng Chenchen is so angry that his hands tremble when he fights now, a weak chicken among weak chickens.

But Yu Xi didn't intend to involve Meng Chenchen in this matter, before Jin Xiaoning spoke, she had already stood in front of Meng Chenchen and said in a low voice: "Chenchen, don't worry about it."

That voice was the same as her face, cold and cool, and Meng Chenchen was a little taken aback.

And as soon as she joined the battle as a weak chicken, Yu Xi had to protect her, and in the blink of an eye, Jin Xiaoning scratched her paw, leaving a red blood mark.

Yu Xi called her: "Stand aside." Meng Chenchen had no choice but to stand aside.

Later, Yu Xi's eyes changed. When Jin Xiaoning was still annoying like a fly, trying to pull his hair and scratch his face, Yu Xi rushed over, pressed his shoulders, and pinned him to the ground.

There was a box of clothes purchased by Meng Chenchen online on the ground. Before the courier box could be unpacked, the tape and corrugated paper made a "hiss" sound on the ground.

I don't know who closed the dormitory window tonight, it was not closed tightly, the wind lifted the curtains, making the ceiling light of the dormitory fall indistinctly on Yu Xi's face, there was a bright red bloodstain beside the end of her beautiful eyes, there was almost something in her eyes that could be called "" Cruel" stuff.

Like the classic villainous heroines in Japanese TV dramas, they are usually cold or gentle, and no one expected them to be able to do things like a knife when they are bullied.

Jin Xiaoning was frightened, he thumped like a dead fish and wanted to pinch Yu Xi's neck, but Yu Xi hid, holding Jin Xiaoning's shoulder firmly, looking down at Jin Xiaoning with a cold and condescending expression.

Yu Xi said: "It's fine if you mess with me, but you can't mess with my friend."

Yu Xi usually doesn't talk much, and even in fights, Meng Chenchen wants to applaud like a seal. As a straight girl, she wants to shout to Yu Xi, "Sister, I can do it!"

How so cool!Why is it so ah!

At that moment, a doubt arose in Meng Chenchen's mind - what kind of person can be liked by such an A Yuxi?Who is the sister with peach blossom eyes that Yuxi has been looking for for a long time?

Jin Xiaoning on the ground did not dare to move.

She didn't expect Yu Xi to fight with such great strength, and more importantly, she was afraid of Yu Xi's eyes.

Yu Xi looked at her so coldly, so she had no doubt that if she dared to provoke Yu Xi again, Yu Xi would dare to do extremely cruel and reckless things.

She cursed in a low and cowardly voice: "Crazy."

Yu Xi actually lowered his head and smiled again: "Maybe I am?"

At that moment, Meng Chenchen, who was thick and thin, didn't know if he had misread it. Something that could be called sadness flashed across Yu Xi's face, which was usually cold.

******

Meng Chenchen originally thought that the fight was over like this - Jin Xiaoning picked things up first, and Yu Xi didn't bother to bother with her after he taught her a lesson.Meng Chenchen looked at the wound at the end of Yu Xi's eye, which was dug quite deep by Jin Xiaoning, and wanted to accompany Yu Xi to the infirmary, but Yu Xi insisted.

Unexpectedly, after class was over the next day, Yu Xi was called to the office by the counselor.

Meng Chenchen was worried, so he secretly followed and hid outside the corridor to watch. There was a woman with instant noodle hair in the office, her face was full of arrogance, just like Jin Xiaoning.

Instant noodles: "Anyway, my daughter's being bullied can't be left alone. If the school doesn't care about it, our family will take care of it."

Only then did Meng Chenchen remember that Jin Xiaoning's father seemed to be from the education system, and he was quite good. No wonder Jin Xiaoning was usually so arrogant.

But Jin Xiaoning's arrogance is useless in front of her mother and the counselor, rubbing her eyes and crying there, pretending to be like a little white rabbit.

With her tenth-level green tea acting skills, Meng Chenchen wanted to rush in and slap her.

And Yu Xi just stood there with an indifferent face, her hands in her jeans pockets, her backpack hanging on one shoulder, watching all this with cold eyes.

The counselor said to Yu Xi: "You apologize to Jin Xiaoning, and then write a review and the school will announce it, and I will help you fight with the school so that you will not be demerited."

Meng Chenchen is about to explode: Has the counselor and Mui got along to a certain level? !Jin Xiaoning stood there with her beard and tail, and there was a bloodstain at the end of Yu Xi's eyes, everyone knew who was being bullied, and she asked Yu Xi to apologize to Jin Xiaoning? !

Yu Xi: "She bullied my friend and splashed ink on my friend's notebook, why should I apologize to her?"

Jin Xiaoning waved his hand impatiently: "They say I didn't do it, do you have evidence?"

Thinking of the little white rabbit character that he forgot about himself, he lowered his head again.

The counselor was obviously partial to help: "You must apologize to Jin Xiaoning today, so that this matter can pass."

Yu Xi: "Impossible."

"Impossible?" Instant Noodles sneered: "The most impossible thing in the world is to wrong my daughter. Young man, you are still too young and ignorant. What about your parents? Let your parents come."

Yu Xi curled her fingers into a stubborn shape in the pocket of her jeans: "I have no parents."

Instant Noodles: "How could you not have parents? You jumped out of a rock like Sun Wukong?"

Yu Xi raised his head, the ends of his eyes were blood red like the scar: "Dead."

Instant Noodles sneered again: "No wonder you are so uneducated! You don't have parents, we would rather have parents. Since I'm here, it's impossible for you to bully my daughter!"

She approached Yu Xi: "Your self-criticism must be full of [-] words. If you have a bad attitude of apologizing, I will let you drop out of school directly."

Yu Xi: "I don't know how to write."

Instant noodles head: "You think I can't do it and let you drop out of school, don't you?" The counselor followed and persuaded: "Yu Xi, you can just apologize to Jin Xiaoning, no matter what you do, it's because you are wrong. "

Yu Xi was cornered by these two people, holding the backpack strap on her shoulder with one hand, and tightened her fingers stubbornly.The girl is tall, but thin, surrounded by two people at the moment, showing a sense of loneliness of powerlessness, Meng Chenchen suddenly wanted to cry.

Yuxi has no parents, so in the vast world, is there no one to stand up for her?

Instant Noodles pointed at Yu Xi's nose and scolded: "You little bastard that no one cares about..."

Meng Chenchen was ready to rush in, although she didn't know what she could do, but she was ready to rush in.

However, before she rushed to the door of the office, the door of the office had already been pushed open, and she could only smell the fragrant wind.

When looking in from the window, Meng Chenchen was stunned - why is it Jiang Range? !

Jiang Yi came to Beihang directly for an event today. Originally, it was because the semester was coming to an end. Teacher Qin Lin from the student office asked Jiang Yi to come over to continue to support Yuxi for the next semester. Jiang Yi was wrapped in a coat and wearing a hat. Low-key sneaked into Beihang, signed a contract to continue funding, and did not forget to tell Qin Lin: "Don't reveal my identity to Yu Xi."

"Don't worry, the school's confidentiality system is very strict." Qin Lin smiled: "But Ms. Jiang is really low-key. I know that many celebrities have to publicize their charity."

Jiang Yi said softly: "I'm not doing charity."

Jiang Yi has had a clear understanding of her abilities since she was very young.

She never thought highly of herself that she could save all beings. All she thought about was protecting the people she valued.

In the vast world, she doesn't value many people, just a few people.

Even so, she didn't know if she was capable enough.

As she signed her name on the contract, she looked out at the blue sky through a casement in her office.

The sky in Beicheng is full of gray in winter, but in the chilling atmosphere of winter, it still looks high and far away. The pigeons fluttered and flew past, making pigeon whistles. It was the decayed grass on the low roof, which could not be seen in a lifetime. attained height.

That is the blue sky that Yuxi should belong to.

"I hope Yu Xi will not disappoint your expectations." Qin Lin said when putting away the contract: "Yu Xi has good grades, but sometimes he has a stubborn temper, and he even got into a fight with the dormitory yesterday."

Jiang Yi was taken aback: "What?"

She asked: "What's going on?"

Qin Lin didn't expect that Jiang Yi, a freshman star, would be interested in this matter, so he was taken aback for a while before saying, "I don't know very well, it's their class counselor who is handling this matter, I don't know why the fight started, it shouldn't be Seriously, the parents of the classmate came to the school today to discuss how to deal with this matter..."

Before he could speak, Jiang Yi hurriedly walked out of the office.

******

After leaving the student office, Jiang Yi realized that he didn't even ask where the counselor's office was.

Fortunately, the orientation of the school was clear, so she found it quickly, pushed the door open and entered.

She has forgotten some things about Zhu Zhen, but she remembers some things very clearly.For example, Aunt Yuxi's face, how she smiled at people at the dinner table, forcing Yuxi to drop out of school and get married, so that she could sell Yuxi like a commodity.

The other children are protected by their parents, but Yu Xi has nothing.

Sure enough, as soon as she opened the door and went in, she heard an instant noodle man pointing at Yu Xi's nose and scolding: "You little bastard that no one cares about..."

"Who says she's left alone?" Jiang Yi walked over and stood in front of Yu Xi: "I'm not human?"

Instant noodles froze.

The woman in front of her was wearing a luxurious cashmere coat, which looked very expensive at first glance, and a belt of the same material was loosely tied around her waist, and her waist was full, making her look even more slender like a willow tree.

A white jade-like face, with delicate makeup and uncomplicated eye makeup, but the dark red lipstick on the lips makes the eyes as cold as stars, and she holds a cashmere hat in her hand.

Instant Noodles was stunned: "Are you that Jiang..."

Jin Xiaoning, who had been chattering behind her, was also dumbfounded, and took over her mother's words: "Jiang Range."

The author says:

感谢在2022-05-1816:26:26~2022-05-1916:19:37期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 Huosen;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: DetectiveLi 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: qr, the piece in the middle of the watermelon for you to eat, Mu Chenyan, EteNuit Huahua, Zhaohai 1;

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