dhibooks Chapter 37 I want to fall in love with you
Chapter 37 I want to fall in love with you
Shu Xing felt that Zhu Zhen was too hot, so she rummaged through the suitcase for a while, and broke out in sweat again.
She decided to take another shower, and when she went out with the towel, she gently closed the door behind Jiang Yi.
Jiang Yi stood alone in front of the window, lighting a cigarette.
She was thinking about whether she likes it or not, and she was about to be dazed by these two kids.
Yu Xi wants to kiss her and sleep with her, that kind of sexual impulse may not be considered real liking.
But on a rainy night, hiding under the eaves, when Yu Xi hugged her trembling from behind, that kind of real heartbeat was not considered real love.
Jiang Yi raised the corners of his lips and smiled self-deprecatingly.
She doesn't think the word "like" has anything to do with her, let alone a child.
Maybe she has spent too much time facing young people recently, and even her heart has become agitated.
Should not be.
******
Early the next morning, Yu Xi lifted the rolling gate and cleaned the billiard hall inside and out.
Waited until noon, but Jiang Yi still hadn't come.
The other ball girls went to work one after another, Yu Xi asked Xiao Mei: "Where is Sister Yi?"
"How do I know?" Xiaomei smiled and asked, "Aren't you the sister of Yijie?"
Yu Xi had nothing to say.
She knows that these ball girls are actually very mobile, and they look as good as their own sisters, but in fact they may go their separate ways tomorrow.
The others are trees, and they are duckweeds, floating around without leaving a trace.
In other words, if Jiang Yi wants to leave, she can completely disappear from Yu Xi's presence.
No one will have Jiang Yi's contact information, and soon, no one will remember Jiang Yi.
After waiting for a while, Jiang Yi didn't come, but Shu Xing came with a drawing board on his back.
"Why didn't Jiang Yi go to work today?" Yu Xi asked.
Shu Xing told her: "Sister Yi said she was too lazy today, so she will come to work later."
Jiang Yi usually makes a lot of money for the billiard hall, but she is sometimes self-willed, and the boss will definitely not say anything about her.
Before Yuxi's college entrance examination, she only came to the billiard hall in the evening, and she didn't know if Jiang Yi often came late like this.But thinking about it, it fit Jiang Yi's lazy temperament.
Shu Xing asked: "Shall we go up the mountain?"
Yuxi nodded.
******
On the mountain today, Shu Xing discovered a new plant, she was so focused on painting that she didn't look at Yuxi again.
With her like this, Yu Xi brushed the questions for a while, but instead looked up at her.
Although Shu Xing didn't look at her, he was keenly aware of Yu Xi's eyes looking at her, and immediately looked back at Yu Xi with a smile: "Why?"
Yu Xi shook his head: "Nothing."
Shu Xing was too focused before, but now she stopped and realized that her shoulders were stiff. She stretched her waist and rubbed her shoulders: "Do you find it strange that I clearly said that I like you, but why am I not in a hurry for you?"
Yuxi nodded.
She found that Shu Xing was very smart, she really thought so.
"What's the rush?" Shu Xing simply put down his brush, and chatted with her for a while: "I still think that liking should be based on understanding. I want to get to know you slowly, and when you are admitted to Beihang Beicheng, we have plenty of time."
Yuxi lowered her head.
Wait until she arrives in Beicheng.
Jiang Yi stayed in Zhuzhen.
She flies high bravely, but Jiang Yi sinks in trivialities.
How much time do she and Jiang Yi have?
******
What Yu Xi didn't expect was that after she and Shu Xing went down the mountain, Jiang Yi hadn't come to the pool hall yet.
She had just left Shu Xing at Jiang Yi's house, but now she went back.
It was Shu Xing who came to open the door, holding a wet handkerchief in his hand.
"Ill?" Yu Xi asked.
Shu Xing nodded: "I seem to have a fever." She was quite anxious: "What should I do? Do you want to go to the clinic to buy some medicine?"
"Don't be so troublesome." Jiang Yi's voice floated from the room, and the sickness added a kind of weak allure to the charming.
The human body is actually quite strange. Sometimes it doesn't get sick after a heavy rain, but sometimes it gets sick when it's hot and humid.
Yu Xi walked in: "There is no need to buy medicine, the cold medicine prescribed by the clinic in the town has never been used."
She went to the window and sat down: "Is the fever bad?"
The movement of her touching Jiang Yi's forehead was so natural and calm that Jiang Yi didn't hide and just stared at her blankly.
Then the two looked away from each other.
Jiang Yi's face with a high fever had a delicate red color, exuding a sickly beauty.
Yu Xi stood up: "The burn is a bit severe, I'm going to pick some herbs."
Shu Xing stopped her: "What herbal medicine?"
"It's just a kind of grass." Yu Xi didn't understand why Shu Xing was always struggling with the name of the grass. There are so many grasses in Zhuzhen Mountain, who has the time to name each of them?She explained: "Yellow-green ones, picked to boil water to drink, can reduce fever."
Shu Xing was a little nervous: "It won't be poisoned, right?"
On the contrary, Jiang Yi smiled: "Shu Xing, you have read too much news, and you feel that there are such things everywhere in the mountains. If you eat something, you can see little people dancing on your head."
Yu Xi said: "It won't be poisoned, we've been drinking it since childhood."
When she was a child, she had a fever occasionally, and her grandmother would pick this grass to boil water for her.When I moved to my aunt's house, Cao Xuan was not in good health and often had a fever. The medicine my aunt prescribed in the clinic never worked. Every time, she picked this grass and secretly boiled water for Cao Xuan at night. Cao Xuan didn't have two days Enough.
After Yu Xi went out, Shu Xing sat beside Jiang Yi's bed and put the cold handkerchief on Jiang Yi's head.
She doesn't have much experience in taking care of people. In Beicheng, others take care of her, so she is even more nervous now: "Sister Yi, why don't I give Mr. Ye a call?"
Jiang Yi smiled: "It's just a fever."
"But you have a high fever in a place like Zhuzhen..." Shu Xing frowned, "If something happens to you, Mr. Ye probably won't be alive."
Jiang Yi laughed again: "Where is it so exaggerated?"
The matter of calling Ye Xingzhou was flatly rejected by her.
Shu Xing had the illusion that Jiang Yi was very repulsed to contact Ye Xingzhou.
But she felt it must be an illusion of hers.
After a while, Yu Xi came back, she moved very quickly, she had already boiled the herbal medicine into water, helped Jiang Yi to drink it, after Jiang Yi lay down, touched the veil on Jiang Yi's forehead to warm it up, and went out to soak in the cold again Put it on, and then open the windows of the room so that you can't be stuffy.
Shu Xing was dumbfounded when he saw the smooth flow of movements.
Yuxi is undoubtedly very good at taking care of people. This kind of child raised in the mountains is really different from her.
Yu Xi said: "I'll stay to take care of Jiang Yi tonight, you go to the pool hall to sleep, so as not to infect you."
Shu Xing asked: "Aren't you afraid of contagion?"
Yu Xi: "I am in better health than you, and you don't know how to take care of others."
In fact, Yuxi's arrangements are very reasonable, and there is a natural persuasiveness in her calm voice.
That was the first time Shu Xing discovered that Yu Xi had a charismatic quality.
She said, "Okay."
Dinner is porridge cooked by Yuxi.She doesn't cook very well, but it's still okay to cook.
A pot of white porridge, a plate of tofu and a plate of vegetables, is actually a bit bland.
But Shu Xing ate with great interest: "It's delicious!"
She and Yu Xi ate porridge in the old box, Jiang leaned on the bedside, and Yu Xi brought the porridge to her.
At this moment Yu Xi glanced at her: "You also think it's delicious?"
Jiang Yi said, "Very ordinary."
Yu Xi lowered his head and smiled.
After eating and putting away the bowl, Yu Xi called Shu Xing: "Let's go, I'll take you to the pool hall."
Shu Xing said: "Wait a while, I'll take a shower before going."
She went out with the towel.
Yu Xi moved the old box to the bed and sat there looking at Jiang Yi.
Jiang Yi was a little weak with a fever, and his speech was soft: "Do you think your eyes are ultraviolet spotlights? Looking at me like this, can it kill bacteria or something?"
Yuxi laughed.
She found that she often laughed in front of Jiang Yi.
But this feeling was really long gone. After the college entrance examination, she and Jiang Yi were rarely alone together, either with Shu Xing, or with Xiao Mei, or talking about Shu Xing and others.
Yu Xi smiled, his eyes softened.
The ceiling light in Jiang Yi's room was very dim, and the filament seemed to be a little broken during this period, so it became even darker, and it shone down dimly, like a gentle little universe.
Jiang Yiying's white face is the dawn star of this gentle universe.
Yu Xi reached out and touched the veil on Jiang Yi's forehead to see if it was still cold, and saw that a strand of hair on Jiang Yi's forehead was messed up by the veil, so she naturally reached out to straighten it.
His fingers brushed Jiang Yi's forehead. "It's hot," she said.
Jiang Yi smiled softly: "When will your magical herb take effect?"
Yu Xi thought about Cao Xuan's experience of catching a cold in the past: "It looks like two or three days."
"So long—?" Jiang Yi, who was ill, had a hoarse voice, and spoke in a long voice, which sounded particularly provocative.
Yu Xi said: "Jiang Yi, I'm a little angry with you."
Jiang Yi: "What are you angry about?"
I'm mad at you for being provocative all the time without knowing it.
But she couldn't say it.
After all, it wasn't Jiang Yi's fault.
Just as the light of the stars shines on the grass, so a blade of grass cannot order the stars not to shine because the stars do not belong to it.
She asked Jiang Yi: "Do you want to hurry up?"
Jiang Yi's cold is getting worse now, and her nose is blocked: "Who wants to be sick?"
"Then, I still have a solution." Yu Xi leaned over and moved closer to Jiang Yi.
Jiang Yi was already out of breath, but now her breathing became even more chaotic.
On the girl's body, there was the smell of washing powder, the smell of being exposed to the sun, and the fragrance on the skin that belonged to young people.
Maybe it could be called the smell of hormones.
And the girl's eyes, black and white, under the dim light, like a clear stream.
Jiang Yi held back the pounding heartbeat, and joked: "What method? It's not bloodletting or something?"
"It's not that complicated." The girl shook her head and moved closer, so close that Jiang Yi could even smell her breath.
There was a plant aroma in her breath, like the sweet grass she had bitten by Jiang Yi. It could not be said that Jiang Yi, who was dizzy due to fever, was more awake, but still more dizzy.
She looked at Jiang Yi, and said word by word seriously: "Infect me, and you will be fine."
Jiang Yi said hoarsely, "Are you stupid?"
The girl actually lowered her head and pursed her lips for a moment of a natural smile: "Maybe a little bit."
"Being stupid for a sister who doesn't understand at all." He smiled again: "It's quite stupid."
"Yu Xi, I..." Jiang Yi was dizzy, but for the first time, she thought about the possibility of telling Yu Xi who she was.
Do you want to go so far?Will it drag Yuxi into the quagmire of her life instead?
Yuxi is so clean.
She soon found that Yu Xi wasn't struggling with this issue at the moment, because Yu Xi's face was getting closer and closer, and her eyelashes brushed to the tip of her nose.
Then Yu Xi raised her face.
Their lips will soon meet.
At this moment, Yu Xi laughed again, and muttered: "Who told me to be willing?"
"Will what?"
"Willing to be stupid."
Her lips trembled slightly, and she approached Jiang Yi's lips.
But at this moment, the door of the rental house opened, and Shu Xing stood at the door with a bath towel on his arm.
The small universe engulfed by the dim light was broken, and the ambiguous world that only belonged to two people was broken.
Jiang Yi turned her head away.
Yu Xi sat up straight slowly: "Did you finish washing?"
Shu Xing nodded: "Well, let's go."
******
In the dark night, the two walked on the old stone road.
Shu Xing wore a white dress and walked in front with his hands behind his back.
Yu Xi put his hands in the pockets of his jeans, walked behind with his head down.
The stone slab has been smoothed by people walking too much, and the moonlight has dragged a long line on it, like a sparkling lake in the evening.
"That..." Shu Xing took two steps slowly, and walked to Yu Xi's side: "You just wanted to change the handkerchief for Sister Yi, right?"
Yuxi glanced at her.
Shu Xing smiled.
One is pretending to be stupid, and the other knows that the other party is pretending to be stupid.
Yu Xi: "I want to ask you a question."
"Yo, I finally have a question to ask me." Shu Xing nodded: "You ask."
"You really like me, right?"
Shu Xing smiled, the little wild horses in the mountains are very energetic, and they hit the straight ball.
She simply nodded: "Yes."
Yu Xi: "Then you don't mind if I stay alone with Jiang Yi at night?"
Shu Xing thought for a while: "I don't mind, but I don't mind."
"If you mind, it's an instinctive reaction. If you don't mind, it's a reaction after thinking about it."
Yu Xi was silent: "Why?"
"First of all, I really don't know how to take care of people. I'm really not sure that Sister Yi will stay with me. Besides..." Shu Xing circled his fingers around the corner of the white skirt, and smiled at Yuxi: "Sister Yi will definitely not be with you." What do you have?"
Yu Xi's heart was pounding: "Because she won't be tempted?"
"It doesn't matter whether she is tempted or not, anyway, she will definitely have nothing to do with you." Shu Xing said: "If she wants to have something, there are people around her who are much more suitable than you."
Yu Xi tightened her fingers in the pocket of her jeans: "Who is it?"
At this time Shu Xing smiled again: "Who knows, customer?" She blinked: "You know that Sister Yi is very popular in Beicheng."
******
After sending Shu Xing to the pool hall, Yu Xi said, "Go in."
"Yes." Shu Xing nodded with a smile: "Take good care of Sister Yi, otherwise someone in Beicheng will be sad."
On the way back to Jiang Yi's house, Yu Xi put his hands in his pockets in the old posture and lowered his head all the way.
Shu Xing's words just now echoed in her ears - "There is someone beside her who is much more suitable than you."
Yu Xi pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled.
No matter how you look at it, there are many people in this world who are more suitable for Jiang Yi than her.After all, she and Jiang Yi——
One eighteen, one nearly thirty.
One has never been out of the mountains, and the other has been wandering around and has seen a lot.
One is bland and taciturn, and the other is charming and seductive.
No matter how you look at it, they are both the north and south ends of a magnet, or two parallel lines that will never cross, which is not a problem that any formula algorithm can solve.
The moonlight became cold, and the steps were broken along with the broken stone road.
Then, Jiang Yi's house arrived.
******
Yu Xi pushed the door open and went in, seeing Jiang Yi sleeping soundly.
She wasn't worried because she knew it was the herbal medicine that was working.
She changed Jiang Yi's handkerchief, went to take a bath again, and looked around when she returned to the room.
Old peeling wall covering.A cramped camp bed.Old cardboard boxes.Slip dresses everywhere.
Such conditions are not good even in Zhu Town.
But Yu Xi felt - "Well, cute".
Are you crazy to think a small shabby house is cute?
Well, maybe it's not the house that's cute.
She turned off the light, and lightly went to lie down next to Jiang Yi.
The bed was too small, and it was difficult for her feet to avoid rubbing against Jiang Yi's calves.
Like the flowing night, Jiang Yi's calf is more silky satin.
But Yu Xi quickly took his foot away, his heart was beating in the dark, feeling the still hot temperature on his little toe.
In any case, it would be too unreasonable to touch Jiang Yi when she was sick and drowsy.
In order to have the energy to take good care of Jiang Yi tomorrow, Yu Xi hopes that she will fall asleep quickly.
She turned her back to Jiang Yi, and carefully opened a narrow gap between her and Jiang Yi, so that she would not touch Jiang Yi at all.
Jiang Yi's breathing was heavier and faster than usual, but it was fairly regular.
It stands to reason that this kind of breathing can be regarded as white noise to help sleep.
But Yu Xi just couldn't sleep, she always felt that Jiang Yi's breathing seemed to spray on the back of her neck, making her itchy all over.
She opened her eyes in the dark, and then she found that Jiang Yi's breath really sprayed on the back of her neck.
Because Jiang Yi rubbed towards her.
From behind, hugged Yuxi tightly.
Pressing against Yu Xi's slender back softly, Yu Xi felt a heart in his chest was hit hard and beat wildly.
Jiang Yi wrapped her arms tightly around her.
You must know that the two of them are only wearing an old T-shirt of Jiang Yi's as pajamas at the moment, and Jiang Yi still doesn't know where that old blanket has gone.
Jiang Yi clings to Yu Xi, rubbing his ankle lightly.
Yuxi felt out of breath.
It's not that Jiang Yi hugged her too tightly and strangled her, but—this was the closest she and Jiang Yi got to each other.
She called out in a low voice: "Jiang Yi?"
Jiang Yi didn't respond, but still hugged her tightly, rubbing the tip of her nose lightly against the back of her neck, and then her face, clinging tightly.
Then Yu Xi understood, Jiang Yi didn't wake up.
Jiang Yi was so dizzy from the fever that she moved closer to her out of an instinct.Because it was too hot today, the water Yu Xi used to bathe was very cold, and she was the closest existence to "ice cubes" around Jiang Yi.
Jiang Yi muttered in a hoarse voice: "It's comfortable..."
Yuxi was uncomfortable.
Although Jiang Yi didn't want to do anything, the physical contact between the two would always trigger certain body instincts.
However, Jiang Yi was not being honest, she burned herself so hot that she used Yu Xi's cold body as an ice cube.
In fact, Yu Xi was sweating, but because she was too nervous, she broke out in cold sweat.
It merged with the sweat from Jiang Yi's body.
The sheets were sweaty and wet, holding the two of them like two drowning boats.
"Hello, Jiang Yi." Yu Xi called out again.
Jiang Yi was still fidgeting.
Yu Xi couldn't bear it anymore, turned over and said, "Don't make trouble."
She knelt on her knees, grasping Jiang Yi's slender wrists with both hands, and her pair of eyes stained with water vapor met Jiang Yi's peach blossom eyes.
With soft eyelids, Jiang Yi stared at Yu Xi in a daze.
She wasn't asleep, but she wasn't really awake either.
Sometimes Yu Xi felt that Jiang Yi had a tendency to self-destruct, and when she became sick like this, she actually laughed: "It's good to be sick."
Yu Xi asked: "What's good?"
Jiang Yi's mind was probably a mess, and all her waking thoughts were melted by the high fever. She actually asked Yu Xi: "Do you want to sleep with me?"
Yuxi was silent for a moment.
"Do you want me to sleep with you?" she asked back.
Jiang Yi looked at her and smirked.
At this moment, Yu Xi's eyes have completely adapted to the darkness, and she can see Jiang Yi's appearance very clearly.
It is not common for Jiang Yi to look like this.
Jiang Yi often drinks beer, but it's just beer. I haven't seen Jiang Yi get drunk before, but with a little alcohol smell, her eyes are shining brightly in the night, and looking at Jiang Yi's appearance, Yu Xi always feels that she is The amount of alcohol is very good, not drunk.
At this moment, Jiang Yi's dazed appearance can only be glimpsed because of illness.
Yu Xi didn't want Jiang Yi to get sick, but now Jiang Yi's appearance made her unable to move her eyes away.
The eyes were soft and watery, and the pupils were shining because of the high fever, as if looking at her with a smile.There was heat all over his body, and because of the heat, the collar of the T-shirt was pulled down loosely.
It's not that you can really see anything, it's just that this kind of mood is more attractive.
Yu Xi just bent over and watched.
Jiang Yi put her arms around her waist with a half smile: "Children."
"Why are you here?" Jiang Yi hooked his hand, and Yu Xi almost collapsed, so he hurriedly stabilized his hands and feet.Jiang Yi: "Call me sister."
"You still tease me?" Yu Xi breathed a little fast.
There is nothing in the darkness, no light, no sound.
There was only the smell of their sweat, the smell of their skin, a smell of burning heat quietly growing.
The herbs in the mountains synthesized miraculous effects in Jiang Yi's body. Jiang Yi had a high fever, but was a little happier than usual.
Yu Xi couldn't help lowering her head, and rubbed the tip of her nose against Jiang Yi's nose twice.
Jiang Yi laughed again.
Yu Xi thought for a while, then raised a hand tremblingly.
Jiang Yi's lower abdomen undulates slightly with breathing, and looks soft, just like Jiang Yi's whole body.
Yu Xi's fingers trembled even more, and Jiang Yi reached out to hold her hand.
She thought that Jiang Yi would push her away, but unexpectedly, on the contrary, Jiang Yi was encouraging her.
Yu Xi hastily looked up, Jiang Yi half bit her lower lip, her peach eyes were slightly closed, Yu Xi wasn't sure if she knew what she was doing.
When Yu Xi felt her fingertips burning, she shrank her hand suddenly.
Turned over to the side of the bed and sat, far away from Jiang Yi, the movement was so violent that he almost fell to the ground.
"Do you want to drink water?" She took a while and asked Jiang Yi with thin sweat on her forehead.
Jiang Yi was so hot that he shook his head irritably, and turned over in irritability.
She came close to Yu Xi, and Yu Xi hid aside.
Finally, Jiang Yi seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep.
Yu Xi was actually panicking, she touched the old blanket in the dark, and covered her head in it after lying down, she wanted to let out a muffled growl.
In the end, he rested his forehead lightly on Jiang Yi's body.
Jiang Yi fell asleep and didn't rub against her again.
Yuxi finally let out a sigh of relief. "Sister." She curled up into a ball, covered her head in the blanket and lightly pressed against Jiang Yi's back: "I want to fall in love with you."
In the end, fearing that Jiang Yi would catch a cold, she put an old blanket on Jiang Yi's waist.
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