i don't think i will love you

Chapter 12

In the evening I brought Ruobing home, she said she had been living in the hotel, I said, or else you can go to my house to make do for a few days, and leave after the game.She stared at my face and thought for a moment before nodding and saying yes, I think she was afraid that I would do something wrong to her.

Jing Linyu's videos always have to wait until night to hang up. I listen to the sweet talk of the two of them every day, and I often think that my heart is quite big, otherwise it would be too late if she messed up like this. Schizophrenia.

"Don't you need a video today?"

"Oh, she's busy with meetings today, so she doesn't have time."

"Well, do you want a steak?"

"Okay, what are you doing?"

"Well, let me make it for you, and you can try my craft."

"Okay" I made her steak and salad that night, and later opened a bottle of champagne. After drinking most of the bottle of champagne, she suddenly grabbed my wrist and said with a wry smile: "It would be nice if I didn't know you, Wen Wuyou, why didn't you die here, and why did you go back to China." I stared at her slightly red eyes, bit my lower lip tightly and didn't speak, seeing that I didn't speak, she smiled more intensely, and took my hand and pressed it on the bed. My chest yelled loudly into my ears: "Do you know the feeling of heartbreak, do you know the feeling of heart death, do you know the coldness when the heart stops beating. You don't know, you don't know anything , Wen Wuyou, you bastard, bastard."

She suddenly ran away and gave me two big mouths and then went into her own room. That night I sat on the sofa in the living room until dawn. We didn’t rekindle our old relationship or have any other embarrassing things happen. She didn’t talk to her very often. When I talk, I still maintain a high-frequency round-the-clock video every day.

She didn't tell Jing Linyu to live in my house, but said that it was inconvenient to live in a hotel and rented a room nearby. The other party said that she would come to accompany her, and Ruobing said that you don't need to be so busy and don't delay your work because of me.

I didn't want to destroy their relationship, and I didn't want to hurt Ruobing again, so I stayed quietly in my room for the whole month without speaking.

I talked less and less, until the end I didn't speak for almost a day. If Ruobing didn't talk, I didn't talk, and when she spoke, I didn't talk. It was like that until the middle of the night before the game.

That day, Ruo Bing turned off the computer ahead of time and went downstairs to sit on the sofa. I saw her come downstairs and pour a glass of water for her. Who knew that she took the glass and splashed it all over me. The water was a little hot, so I She shook her shoulders, but she didn't make a big move. After seeing my reaction, she raised her fist and hit me.

I wanted to dodge, but my footsteps were firmly fixed in place, and I frowned as I watched the man approaching the frantic fight, leaving scratches on my face and neck in the end.After she ran upstairs crying, I touched the long and painful scratches and sat on the floor with my legs limp, unable to recover for a long time.

We passed the preliminaries and semi-finals smoothly in the following competitions. In the finals, Ruo Bing’s face didn’t look very good. I walked over to her and handed her a candy when she was about to take the stage. I said: "When you're saccharifying, it's your perfect curtain call. Ruobing, come on, please dance freely."

I don't know why Ruo Bing, who is a superb dancer, danced messily in the competition and looked in a trance. In the end, she didn't enter the top three and didn't get on the podium.I won the golden trophy for the second time. When I gave the award speech, I saw Ruobing changed into a bright red dress. She appeared under the stage and stared at me from above.

At that moment I said: "Thank you, my red rose, I love you forever." Maybe in a certain situation your brain central system is out of control, I can't remember what I said at that time, I just remember that my brain felt dizzy and the whole body was in a state of hypoxia.

At the celebration banquet after the game, I was once again surrounded by people. That night, I was poured a lot of spicy liquid. I slightly remember that I was staggered home by Ruobing, at the intersection of traffic. She said to me: "Is it true that I will feel happy only if I kill you with my own hands, Wen Wuyou, how can I completely forget you."

I didn't know what happened after I entered the house. When I woke up the next day, the house was empty. She was gone. After the game, I couldn't wait to return to the embrace of the motherland, beside my lover.

In the morning, Huiwen called Yueyang to congratulate me. She said, "Wuyou is amazing. You are also a gold medal winner. Come back and treat the members of the group to dinner."

"OK"

"Ji Ruobing is so powerful, why didn't he even get a ranking? It shouldn't be."

"She played abnormally that day, and I don't know the specific situation."

"Anyway, our worry-free is the best. When will you come back? The Chinese New Year will be in a few days. I will die alone without you."

"I'm flying tomorrow afternoon. I'll pass on the flight number to you later. Are you coming to pick me up?"

"Of course I have to go. I have already contacted the media for you. We have won the crown and returned with a big victory. Naturally, we have to publicize it."

"Okay, let's hang up first and I will pack my luggage."

"Okay, come back and talk."

Ruobing and I lived together in the United States. No one other than the two of us knew about it. The plane crashed to the ground and walked out of the passageway with the suitcase in hand. The exit was blocked by swarms of reporters, and the security guards did it with their bodies The cover cleared a narrow passage for me to step out to Hui Wen, who was waiting there with her arms outstretched to me.

Back in China, we returned to our respective positions and returned to where you and I should be. Ruobing, we will never get too close here, will we?

I went home on New Year's Eve, my father brought hot dumplings, and my mother sat on the sofa quietly watching the Spring Festival Gala, the long-lost family affection, the long-lost peace.

When I put the trophy in my mother's hand that day, I said, "Mom, give me one more chance and let me be your glory, your pride."

My father said that my mother had softened her heart a long time ago, but she refused to bow her head because of the face. I heard mixed feelings in my heart. If my mother said that I would never give up my love for Ruobing in my life, you would still order me to go away like you did back then. Out of your line of sight, blocking Ruobing's way of dancing?