i can't like him

Chapter 31

He Qinian never thought that he would turn over in this matter one day, so he leaned against the door and sighed, trying to change the subject.

"My feet hurt so much."

Sheng Xinghe narrowed his eyes, "Are you pretending again?"

"It really hurts, hiss..."

"Hiss, you ghost," Sheng Xinghe slapped him on the forehead, "Explain, what happened last time?"

He Qinian poked his neck and pretended to be stupid, "What's the matter, I forgot to bring the key last time."

Sheng Xinghe stared straight at him, and He Qinian raised his voice guiltyly, "Really! I'm not lying to you! If you don't believe me, ask my landlord!"

"Didn't you say you were going to hang the key around your neck?"

"Isn't it because I forgot to hang up?"

Sheng Xinghe rolled his eyes, "Why don't you forget to go out?"

He Qinian glanced at him, but didn't dare to say anything, for fear that Sheng Xinghe would ask for details.

Fortunately not.

On the door, there was a phone number of the unlocking company posted on the door. Sheng Xinghe dialed twice but no one answered. He probably had a rest.

"Do you have the landlord's phone number?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

"Yes, yes," He Qinian said with embarrassment, "but she must have rested now."

Sheng Xinghe thought the same, disturbing people in the middle of the night is indeed too hateful.

"Then you stay at my place for one night today, let's talk about the key tomorrow."

He Qinian nodded, "I think I met you only after saving the earth in my last life."

"Then I'm definitely the one who harmed the earth."

"Depend on."

The two had fun together.

Sheng Xinghe is serious and rigorous in training, but he is not really a diligent person in life. He has not seen him for a few days, and the sofa is full of clothes and books, and there is a leftover fast food box on the coffee table that has not yet been taken away. , there are two dumbbells standing next to the apple.

There were three pairs of underwear and T-shirts hanging out to dry on the balcony. It looked like they had been stored for a few days and washed together.

He Qinian bent down and took a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet by himself, then went into the kitchen to wash his hands, he was so familiar as if he had returned to his own home.

"By the way, brother, do you still keep my toothbrush or something?"

Sheng Xinghe replied: "I haven't had time to throw it yet."

He Qinian smiled contentedly, "Thank you so much."

The wounds on He Qihou's back and elbows are large and cannot be wetted with water. The doctor suggested to wipe them with a towel for a few days, and then take a bath after scabs start to form, so as to avoid wound infection.

He Qinian tried it after brushing his teeth, but found that he couldn't even take off his clothes. His elbow was wrapped in several layers of gauze, and he couldn't bend it naturally, so he could only ask Sheng Xinghe for help.

"Brother, I can't lift this arm, can you wipe my back for me?"

"If you need to charge a service fee, it's [-] a time." Sheng Xinghe said.

He Qinian laughed, "Can it be divided into installments?"

Sheng Xinghe: "Then I'll wipe one arm for you today, and other parts tomorrow."

The corner of He Qinian's mouth twitched, "Then if I pay a little more, can you provide other services here?"

"What other special service do you want?" Sheng Xinghe leaned on the door frame with his arms folded, his tone was unusual, and the word special was accentuated, which seemed a little frivolous to He Qinian.

The two looked at each other, and the corners of their mouths rose at the same time, obviously thinking of going together.

Sheng Xinghe usually doesn't talk much in front of his classmates, and he doesn't talk dirty in front of others. Today, he really didn't treat He Qinian as an outsider.

"Some may have to be billed by the hour."

"How much is 1 minute?" He Qinian asked.

Sheng Xinghe's eyes widened, "Are you so short?"

He Qinian was laughing so hard that he leaned on the sink and said, "Can I just consult? I'm afraid I won't be able to afford it for too long."

Sheng Xinghe: "I believe you are a ghost."

He Qinian raised his eyebrows, "Try?"

"Turn around," Sheng Xinghe ordered, "Take off your clothes."

He Qinian said helplessly: "If I can take it off, why would I call you?"

Sheng Xinghe walked over, pinching the hem of his clothes with both hands, "raise your hands."

"Why did you turn around? It made me look like a criminal." He Qinian said.

Sheng Xinghe: "Because your little sun is too dazzling."

He Qinian laughed, and turned around slowly, "Your too."

"Hold."

Sheng Xinghe slapped him on the back, and He Qinian cried out in pain, "You're not a little girl, so what's there to be shy about, don't I have what you have?"

Sheng Xinghe: "Mine is prettier than yours."

He Qinian gritted his teeth, "Okay."

He Qinian's clothes had a hole on the ground, it looked like he couldn't wear them, and his trousers were also dirty, I don't know if they could be cleaned.

Sheng Xinghe took off his shirt for him, and twisted a hot towel.

This is the first time he has served people since he grew up, and he almost knocked over the basin in such a hurry.

The towel runs all the way down the spine.

"Is the strength okay?" Sheng Xinghe avoided the wound and wiped it carefully.

"Ah? Have you already started wiping?" He Qinian turned his head, "I don't even feel it."

"..."

Looking at the thin skin and tender meat, it is quite wearable.

Sheng Xinghe intensified a little bit of force, and after wiping, his skin looked like a scraping, and it was flushed red, brighter than the wound.

Sheng Xinghe soaked the towel again, "What were you thinking when you rushed out to save those two children?"

"I didn't think about anything. I didn't have time to think about things at that time..." He Qinian put his palms on the side of the pool, "If I really thought about it, I might not be able to save them. I would definitely hesitate. At that time, the front of the car was fast It smeared on my face, and it was too late for half a second."

In many cases, the people watching are often more anxious than the rescuers, Sheng Xinghe still has lingering fears when he thinks about it now.

"Were you not afraid?"

"I'm not afraid, I just feel impatient, afraid that I won't be able to catch them in time," He Qinian lowered his head, "However, after I rescued someone, I felt a little scared instead."

Sheng Xinghe glanced at the kid in the mirror, "Why?"

"Because I thought of some people and some things," He Qinian didn't raise his head, his voice became softer and softer, "What if my leg is crushed and I can't jump high? What if I'm limping? He didn't have time to confess, if something happened, wouldn't he never know that someone likes him all his life."

The air was suddenly quiet, and the hands behind her stopped moving.

He Qinian slowly raised his head and saw that the person in the mirror was also looking at him. In an instant, some inexplicable emotion was ready to come out, his heart full of blood.

The moment their eyes met, Sheng Xinghe's heart tightened, and he immediately withdrew his gaze, and put the towel back into the sink, "Is there anything else I need to wipe?"

The small flame that had just been lit was mercilessly extinguished, and He Qinian shook his head lightly, "It's gone, I'll come to other places by myself."

What He Qinian didn't know was that Sheng Xinghe almost fled in despair.

He was frightened by He Qinian's eyes and words, afraid that he would not be able to suppress his emotions a second later, and he was also afraid that He Qinian would say something that made him difficult to deal with.

After returning to the room and closing the door, he stretched out on the bed and sighed.

In fact, when He Qinian asked him if he could accept someone who was about six years younger than himself, he already had a subtle premonition, but he was pulled by Zhang Daqi, and his thinking entered a misunderstanding, thinking that He Qinian The person I like is a girl, jumping up and down anxiously in front of him is because I am embarrassed.

But then that water glass made him realize something again.

The biggest difference between the age of 27 and the age of 20 is that one has learned to hide his emotions, while the other always wants to release his emotions.

Maybe He Qinian himself didn't know that those seemingly unintentional little touches were all deliberate in Sheng Xinghe's eyes.

When you like someone, your eyes seem to be able to talk, full of eagerness to try.

Sheng Xinghe suddenly thought of something, opened the small drawer under the desk, and there was a small iron box lying in the corner, inside was a collapsed "white rose".

It was given to him by He Qinian when he climbed the mountain before.

I don't know why I didn't throw it away.

He can still remember the story about rock climbing.

Was this kid hinting at something?

But how long did they know each other then?What do you like about him?

Sheng Xinghe pinched the "rose" between his fingers and turned it around.

In fact, judging from his criteria for choosing a mate, He Qinian is not the type he likes. He is young, immature, very ostentatious, and has the kind of appearance that is easy to attract bees and butterflies. He can get along with anyone, and he is definitely not very professional one.

He likes mature, stable, low-key and introverted people, because such people are calm and easy-going in life, and He Qinian is completely opposite to his ideal type, but when he received that cup, he was secretly happy of.

Of course, He Qinian also has many advantages. He is optimistic, confident, and delicate. When he is with him, he is always full of surprises and romance. Such a big man, his rational mind suppressed all the emotions in his heart.

He is not an optimist, surprises and romance stay in his mind for a very short time, because he clearly knows what will greet them once he accepts this relationship.

It is very difficult for this group to be recognized and accepted. Discrimination and abuse from people around them are considered light. The most terrifying thing is to spread rumors and slander behind the back, and the denial of relatives around you.

It's easy to admit that you like someone, but the hard part is everything you have to face after coming out of the closet.

Surprise mixed with worry made him a little anxious.

When he thinks of falling in love, he can easily think of some bad things.

He once witnessed a pair of homosexuals who had been in love for many years were rejected by their families because they came out of the closet. One of them was forced by his mother to die, and the relationship between the two ended in a breakup. No news.

There is another one I met on the track and field team. The boy practiced high jump, and his boyfriend practiced triple jump. He was found out on a date and reported to him. A leader with advanced homophobia tried to get him away.

He didn't know which choice he made was right, he was afraid of hurting He Qinian's heart, and he was even more afraid that he would make a wrong step.

He Qinian is only 20 years old this year, and he probably doesn't know much about relationships. If he really falls in love, he may not know what will happen.

Go with the flow.

There was a sound of closing the door next door, Sheng Xinghe hurriedly put the things in his hand back into the drawer, lay back under the covers and pretended to play with his mobile phone.

He Qinian walked into the room wearing a pair of underwear, and walked to the closet familiarly.

Sheng Xinghe's gaze was firmly glued to him, "You put my clothes back on last time and haven't returned them yet."

"What's the hurry, I'll buy you two new ones later." He Qinian walked to the bed with his T-shirt in his hand.

Sheng Xinghe stretched his neck back warily, "What are you doing?"

"Put it on for me," He Qinian threw the clothes onto his lap, "I can't lift my hands."

"Oh."

After getting dressed, He Qinian was about to go to bed when he was kicked by Sheng Xinghe.

"Go to sleep next door."

"Why?" He Qinian widened his eyes.

"Why what why, this is my house, what I say is what I say, there is no why."

"..."

He Qinian picked up a pillow, hummed with aggrieved expression, and turned his head three times, "Is it really not possible? I'm afraid of ghosts."

"There is garlic in the kitchen, hang it over the bed to ward off evil spirits."

"Humph!"

Sheng Xinghe smiled until his eyes were bent, "Good night."

...

He said it was good night, but He Qinian lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep at all. Sheng Xinghe's various reactions today made him feel funny, but there were some actions and words that made him feel useless.

His mood was like riding a roller coaster, going up and down.

It is said that confession has a 50.00% chance of success, but the consequence of failure is like a catastrophe.He wanted to pierce the window paper more than once, but in the end he endured it, afraid of breaking the peace, afraid that Sheng Xinghe would drift away from him and become like a stranger.

Some words, once spoken, can never be taken back.

It was hard to imagine how Sheng Xinghe would live in school if he was unwilling to accept him.

It doesn't matter if he is embarrassed, he is afraid that Sheng Xinghe will feel awkward, and he doesn't want Sheng Xinghe to avoid him.

With unsteady thoughts, tossing and turning, He Qinian sent a message to the person across the wall.

[N: Brother, are you asleep? 】

[Sheng Xinghe: I'm asleep. 】

[N: Then you can chat with me in the dream, I can't sleep. 】

[Sheng Xinghe: Let me tell you a story about a doll gouging someone's eyeball? 】

[N: Damn it!Shut up shut up shut up! 】

[Sheng Xinghe: I'm going to say, now you open the bedside table and take a look, there is a puppet doll missing an eyeball...]

He Qinian tucked into the bed with his mobile phone, gasping for breath, he only dared to open a hole.

Boring dialogues and scary stories make the night more seductive.

...

He Qinian's leg was injured and he couldn't do morning exercise. He turned off the alarm clock before going to bed, but he didn't expect to be woken up by the news from the group the next morning.

He fumbled for the mobile phone beside the bed in a daze, rubbed his eyes, the news in the group was still being checked.

[Daqi: Damn, brother Nian is too fierce, and his hand speed is worthy of being single for 20 years. 】

【Xiaoxiao: So scary! ! !He Qinian, are you alright? 】

[Brother Han: @N把, He Qinian, you are awesome, hurry up and post on Weibo, a big v reposted this video, I am @你. 】

[Da Qi: Where is it, @我一个。 】

He Qinian turned up and found a video, which was a surveillance video shot with a mobile phone, and the camera was facing the place where the accident happened last night.

The two children walked towards the road one after the other. When the wheels were about to run over, he grabbed the two children and rolled aside, and then a large group of people rushed over.

The entire 30-second video, from the moment he crossed the bushes to rescue the two children to being lifted up by Sheng Xinghe, was clearly recorded.

His first reaction was: who shot this stuff?

In the end, everything in the picture turned into a video shot on the spot. The camera was shaking a little. He was photographed for a while, and two children were photographed for a while. A passerby recorded it and provided it to the local police.

When he logged into Weibo, a strange feeling swept over him completely.

Comments and fans all show 99+.

In the comment area, Yishui said, "My little brother is so handsome", "This face is too good for fighting", "He is a sports student! I can do it!".

He Qinian was dumbfounded.

He found out that the surveillance video was originally released by a local public security account, and the title was [Two Boys Rescued by Juvenile Leaping Over Hurdles, Every Frame Is a "Big Movie"]

That Weibo briefly explained the cause of the incident, and finally ended with an exaggerated rainbow fart.

The most embarrassing thing is that the uncle of the policeman gave a majestic and rustic BGM.

A man roared hoarsely: "At this moment, there are 100 million possibilities..."

"Oh..." He Qinian grabbed his hair, his toes curled up in shame.

He never imagined that one day he would be the protagonist in a news video for countless people to discuss. The feeling was indescribable, and the tips of his ears were flushed.

He found Liu Yuhan's ID in the comment area.

Brother Han will take you to eat chicken: This is my classmate, welcome to visit @小赫同学 I ate a few bowls of rice today

This comment was pushed to the top.

It is a joy to be praised by everyone for doing good deeds. He Qinian feels very honored, but his Weibo is full of daily sand sculptures, and there are many selfies, which are completely different from the real life.

What a fucking shame.

He now has the urge to kill.

WeChat and QQ groups are still popping up messages.

[Squad leader: @N, the person in this video is you, right? 】

[Student A: This hairstyle and body shape are already obvious. 】

[Squad leader: I just saw it in Moments, He Qinian, I guess you're going to be popular. 】

[Classmate B: I just saw that Dongcheng Daily also reposted it. It's too embarrassing for our school. 】

[Classmate C: Can I say that I saw it in my mother's circle of friends? 】

He Qinian of Dongcheng Daily has followed him, and has tens of millions of fans. When he saw this news, his scalp tingled.

I clicked in and saw that the video about him saving lives was reposted half an hour ago. It already had tens of thousands of comments and likes, and a familiar ID was ranked first again.

Brother Han takes you to eat chicken: This is a high jump athlete in the T University track and field team, aged 20, height 196, good-natured, has no temper, junior this year, single so far, welcome to watch @小沙同学 ate a few bowls of rice today

He Qinian: "..."