i can't like him

Chapter 18

The top three in each project can get a bonus ranging from 500 to 2000 yuan, and the school will also award additional scholarships, which is not a small income for students.

Zhang Daqi wanted to take the lead in urging He Qinian to treat him to dinner, but he was discussing with his classmates when he was interrupted by Sheng Xinghe.

"It's not easy for people to save some pocket money. I'll treat you to whatever you want to eat."

When everyone heard this, they all waved their hands: "No need, no need, just kidding."

"Is there really no need?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

"It's really unnecessary..." A group of people shook their heads like rattles.

"Why not?" He Qinian just finished receiving the award, holding a warm certificate and a cowhide envelope in his hand.

Zhang Daqi moved to his side and explained the ins and outs in a low voice, He Qinian smiled and said: "It's okay, just treat the guests, or let's go sing together?"

"Success!" Everyone regained their spirits immediately.

"Where are you going to sing?" Gu Xiaoxiao said, "I heard that there is a new KTV opened on South Street, and it's on sale recently, it seems to be half price."

"Okay, you can search for me." After He Qinian finished speaking, he looked at Sheng Xinghe expectantly, "Coach, are you together?"

Sheng Xinghe was born with tone deafness, and he was not very interested in the activities of such little brats, so he shook his head and said, "I'll forget it, you guys go relax and have fun."

"Let's go together!" Liu Yuhan said, "School will start soon, such a rare opportunity."

"That's right," Gu Mengyu said, "Didn't you always say that you should pay attention to team spirit?"

"Is the team spirit used like this?" Sheng Xinghe was almost laughed angrily by them, "If you can put the energy out of having fun and focus on training, you can get a few more medals, right?"

Gu Xiaoxiao retorted: "Life is more than just competitions. Otherwise, wouldn't my youth be spent in vain, and when I get old, it will be so boring when I think about it?"

But the youth of professional athletes is destined to be dedicated to the track and tears.

He wanted to say that, but didn't.

Youth is gone forever, and everyone has the right to decide what it looks like.

What everyone really needs is different, so no one can arbitrarily influence other people's decisions.

I hope life is good without regrets.

Sheng Xinghe did not participate in the party, and He Qinian's enthusiasm for singing has been reduced by more than half. When he held the microphone in his hand, he was still thinking about a serious question - did Coach Sheng feel anything?

If you have already noticed it, but give such a reaction, it is obviously a rejection.

He began to regret that he had confessed his sexual orientation to Sheng Xinghe so early.Most straight men say that I don't mind, but in fact they are more or less defensive.

The more I think about it, the more annoyed I become, and the more I think about it, the more powerless I feel.

But when he was on the court, he was obviously so happy.

The door of the box was pushed open suddenly, and He Qinian raised his head abruptly. For a moment, he even fantasized about Sheng Xinghe appearing at the door, but it was a pity that Zhang Daqi came in carrying a bunch of snacks.

"Hey! A bag of potato chips at the service desk costs ten yuan! I went to the supermarket next door to buy them! I'm exhausted."

Gu Xiaoxiao looked up at him: "The waiter didn't stop you from entering, did he?"

"I ran in while the waiter was playing with his mobile phone with his head down. A man saw me and yelled, but as long as I ran fast, he couldn't catch me hahaha..." Zhang Daqi chatted with everyone about his escape from danger. the process of.

Someone turned on the karaoke mode, and gorgeous lights swirled back and forth in every corner of the room.

Everyone was busy eating, drinking, chatting and singing, but the boy in the corner had a gloomy expression.

Soon, someone noticed something was wrong with him.

Gu Mengyu handed over a freshly opened can of drink and asked, "Drink?"

"Yes." He Qinian took the drink and thanked him.

"What's the matter with you? You don't seem very happy."

He Qinian suddenly realized that he couldn't find an outlet to confide in his mind, so he finally smiled slightly: "It's okay, I'm just a little tired."

"Are you too tired from playing during the day?"

"It's okay..." He Qinian raised his head and let out a long sigh, leaning on the sofa and muttering softly, "I'm just tired."

The singing was too loud, and Gu Mengyu couldn't hear the following words clearly. She sat next to He Qinian and asked, "Then do you want to sing? May I help you?"

To be honest, He Qinian just wants to teleport to Sheng Xinghe at this moment, even sweeping the floor, cleaning the table and eating instant noodles is fine, as long as he can look at him.

The desire for a person always develops and grows unconsciously, especially when there is no response from the other party, the desire becomes stronger.

He suspects that he is a shaking M!

what--

how so! ?

The brain is very clear about his own thoughts, but his heart is unwilling to admit that he already likes Sheng Xinghe to such an extent that he can't extricate himself, so he simply gave up all thoughts and joined the organization.

"Sing, help me sing Mayday's "Tenderness"."

After the soul-stirring "Life in Bloom", a lyrical song suddenly appeared, and everyone's eyes gathered together.

In fact, ordering songs in the box can sometimes tell a person's emotional state and mood. For example, if a girl sings "The Most Dazzling Family Style", it means that there is no crush of her among the men present;

A man and a woman sing love songs in duet, most of which mean something to each other, which can be felt from the small eyes of the two interacting;

Another example is singing "Say It's Parting", I guess it's blowing with the object;

Of course, the most typical ones are those like Zhang Daqi who sing "Qinghai-Tibet Plateau", which is purely for fun.

The most elusive thing is the one like He Qinian who sings love songs with the microphone in hand.

His eyes were focused on the large TV screen, where the small blue dots slowly rolled.

"The scenery in the sky and the me beside you are not in your eyes. I never understand what is hidden in your eyes..."

"It doesn't matter, let you own your world, don't bother, it's my tenderness..."

"I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want it, why does my heart... clearly want to get closer, but it's lonely until dawn."

Although He Qinian's voice change period has passed, he still has the clean and transparent voice of his youth, warm and moist like a clear spring in the mountains.

Every syllable is stepped on accurately, and it sounds full of affection.

The moving singing will make people feel bright, and the originally noisy box has become very quiet at this moment.

The lyrics are gentle, and his voice is even more so.

Liu Yuhan sipped his Coke and commented unceremoniously: "What is he flirting with?"

Gu Xiaoxiao laughed loudly: "I guess it was sung for someone."

Zhang Daqi's Shunfeng ears moved, and he immediately leaned over and asked, "Who did you sing for?"

Gu Xiaoxiao rolled his eyes at him, "I don't know, you ask him yourself."

To ask is to have no answer.

He Qinian only said that he sang nonsense, "I don't know many songs." When he sang, his mind was full of someone's face, and when the song ended, his ears turned red.

A man's mouth, a liar.

Gu Xiaoxiao rolled her eyes and suggested playing a game.

"How about Truth or Dare?"

A group of people immediately echoed: "Success, success!"

He Qinian was forced to join the camp.

Zhang Daqi turned down the volume of the TV and vigorously spun the Coke bottle on the table.

The mouth of the bottle pointed precisely at himself.

"Fuck!" He jumped up from the sofa.

The crowd burst into laughter.

"Truth or Dare?" someone asked.

"Let's take a big risk!" Zhang Daqi said.

Gu Xiaoxiao thought for a while, then laughed maliciously: "Called to the outside, 'Ah! I actually peed my pants! -' Be careful to be more emotional!"

Zhang Daqi pointed at her and roared: "You woman is too vicious!"

Zhang Daqi asked to change it to the truth, but everyone in the audience disagreed, so he could only lie on the window coyly: "Ah~~~~~~"

The cool night wind sent his voice away.

Someone looked up from the ground floor.

Zhang Daqi's face turned red.

Gu Xiaoxiao kicked his ass, "Hurry up! Hurry up!"

"I, unexpectedly..." His voice became lower and lower, and he said inaudibly, "I peed my pants."

"The voice is too soft—" Everyone expressed dissatisfaction.

He Qinian was also amused by them and laughed.

The person pointed to in the second round was Qin Pei, and he chose the truth.

Zhang Daqi rushed to ask: "When was the last time you masturbated? Where is the place?"

The girls present all exaggeratedly "huh".

Qin Pei swears in a low voice.

"Zhang Daqi, why are you so perverted?" Gu Xiaoxiao scolded with staring eyes.

"Will you be more perverted than you are perverted?" Zhang Daqi urged after retorting: "Old Qin, answer quickly!"

Qin Pei had an idea, "On WeChat the year before last."

"Fuck." Zhang Daqi slapped him on the shoulder.

After playing for a few more rounds, the mouth of the bottle finally pointed to He Qinian.

"Truth or Big Adventure?"

Thinking of Zhang Daqi's cruel punishment, He Qinian chose the truth without hesitation.

At least you can play tricks.

Gu Xiaoxiao asked before Zhang Daqi: "Do you have someone you like?"

This question was right in the heart, and I saw that young man with a lotus tongue on weekdays actually pursed his lips and smiled, as shy as a young girl who hadn't left the court.

He Qinian lowered his eyes and folded his hands to hold the microphone, his mind was full of someone's gentle smiling face.

To be honest, he was reluctant to confess his feelings in front of so many people, but he couldn't bear the restlessness in his heart, so he hesitated for a while before nodding and saying, "Yes..."

"Wow!——" This was even more enthusiastic than the cheers when he won the championship.

He Qinian was taken aback, he had the illusion of being stripped naked, and he crazily regretted that he confessed so impulsively.

What if someone talks too much and is discovered by the coach?

"Who is who!? Is it from our school? When did it happen?"

Zhang Daqi seemed to be living in the soul of an aunt. He was keen on gossip, and he was very excited about this kind of thing. He asked a series of questions, but it was a pity that He Qinian just gritted his teeth and shook his head without saying a word.

"One question has been asked."

"Then why don't you give a general direction? For example, long hair and short hair, big eyes and small eyes, etc." Zhang Daqi asked persistently.

Liu Yuhan added: "Or you can talk about men and women."

He Qinian was so frightened by her question that his heart trembled, and he shook his head fiercely: "It's just a person anyway."

"Cut, it's boring."

Only Gu Xiaoxiao felt that He Qinian's answer was a bit weird.

Generally, when a straight man encounters this kind of question, he must reflexively answer that it is a girl, right?Or simply scold a neuropathy.

"It's a person."

This answer sounds okay, because everyone always preconceived that he likes a girl, but in fact... he dare not admit that he likes a boy at all!So the answer is ambiguous!

She felt that she was Sherlock Holmes.

He Qinian originally thought that this question could be skipped, but who knew that in the next round, the bottle was aimed at him again.

"Hey!—" The booing became more enthusiastic than before, "Who the hell is that!?"

"..." He Qinian closed his eyes and held his forehead in despair, "Let's change the question, this one really can't be said."

Zhang Daqi let out a "hey" and said, "That's boring for you, the meaning of this game is to say what you dare not say!"

"Among us?" Qin Pei asked.

He Qinian pinched the straw in his hand, lowered his gaze, seemingly staring at his fingertips, but his thoughts had already drifted away.

"In short, he is a very gentle and kind person. To be more specific, he is a southerner."

"Southern?" Zhang Daqi caught the point, pointed at the tip of his nose with wide eyes, "It can't be me?"

Everyone in the audience straightened their legs and raised their heads and burst into laughter.

He Qinian laughed so hard that he almost choked on his own saliva.

"Otherwise it's Gu Mengyu? Mengyu is from Henan, right?" Zhang Daqi said.

Liu Yuhan rolled his eyes, "Henan is the north."

"Oh? Is that so? Then why is it called Henan and not Hebei?"

"Stupid."

"Then who is it otherwise?" Zhang Daqi looked around, suddenly enlightened, "Could it be our brother Han? Are you too overwhelmed? How is she gentle? If she can be called gentle... ouch..."

Before he finished speaking, he was hit right on the head by Liu Yuhan's flying pillow.

"Zhang Daqi, go to hell!"

And the gentle southerner in He Qinian's mouth had just had a full meal and was picking out sneakers at the counter in the mall.

"Hello, do you have spikes for high jumps here?"