i am your guide

Chapter 107 Anonymous

Three days later, Imperial State Hospital.

The reflection of the tall towers in the Star City of the capital is like a sharp sword under the sunlight, and layers of clouds flow in the sky. The white pigeons in the inpatient department are pacing comfortably by the fountain of the bronze lion statue, and their raised paws stay in the air, and they lightly step on the lawn.

The breeze blows the curtains in the corridor of the ward area, and the dark floor tiles are wiped spotless by the cleaners, and people's shadows can be cast out in a trance.The sound of footsteps broke the rare silence, and Kevill walked hurriedly with a dignified expression.

The door of the office at the end of the corridor was not closed, and it was written in scarlet characters: Psychiatric Consultation Room.

The sentinel was sweating on his forehead, his frightened eyes briefly focused, and he cast his gaze on the doctor in the corner.

The elderly doctor was wearing a clean white coat, with a slender photosensitive pen clipped to his ear. He carefully looked at the images of the laboratory reports in his hand on the see-through screen, frowning tightly, like thousands of hills and valleys on the Awana Plateau. .

Perhaps it was Keweier's movement that caused the doctor to turn his head. Before he could speak, he listened to the anxious sentinel asking questions.

"Doctor, how is Sith?"

The doctor had never seen this sentry who broke in suddenly, but he was deeply impressed by the "Sith" he said: the child was a young guide who had been waiting for him since he was urgently sent to the emergency department of the National Hospital three days ago. In the ICU, I was reluctantly transferred to the intensive care unit this morning.Finally out of the dangerous period, it seems that there are still signs of awakening.

It's just that the injury came from nowhere, there were many physical injuries, and the mental network collapsed in a mess.What's worse is that the hospital's psychiatric equipment can't interfere with his state. He is too resistant to the outside world, and basic treatment doesn't even work.

It is not shy to say that it is not the doctor's credit to be able to get out of the mental turmoil, it is the guide who has too much desire to survive and forcibly heals himself.

"Are you a family member of the patient?" The doctor pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, his drooping eyelids folded into folds, he looked at Keweier inquiringly, and walked behind the desk from the corner.

"I..." Keweier was a little speechless, he didn't know how to define his relationship with Sith.

He received the news of the accident from the Imperial College only after he finished his treatment, and then had to rush back to Capital Star overnight, only to learn that Gawain was dead and Sith was seriously injured.When Kevill sat on the interstellar spaceship, he always felt that his blood was so stiff that he could no longer flow. He didn't dare to imagine anything related to the Sith. He could only accept the ending that the Sith was safe and sound.

The doctor took a document from his desk, and he handed it to Kervill, ignoring the subtlety of the sentinel.The expert who has cured various intractable diseases hesitated a little at this moment. He squinted his eyes and looked back at the disease map in the corner, sighed and said, "You have to be mentally prepared, his condition may be very complicated."

Kevill couldn't control his trembling fingertips, and he was about to crush the paper as thin as a cicada's wing with so much force. His eyes fell on the analysis column of the disease report on the top of the watch, as if his heart was squeezed by some unknown force. , can't pump a trace of warm blood.

【National Hospital Condition Analysis Report】

Patient: Cece Kevok

Condition: Insanity, amnesia, severe damage to the mental network

Condition analysis: Combining the death of the sentinel with post-traumatic stress disorder caused by severe mental injury, the forcible tearing of the mental connection caused severe mental network damage, and the self-protection mechanism caused amnesia and mental confusion.

Follow-up treatment: ...

The sentinel's mental fluctuations were in vain, and he subconsciously tightened his palms, unable to believe what he saw: combined with the sentinel, post-traumatic stress disorder, amnesia, insanity.

He had only been away for a few days, why had everything changed.

"Why did he lose his memory?" Kevil's tone was very aggressive, as if the gentleness and restraint he had maintained for many years had turned into false bubbles. The sentinel stood alone in the middle of the office, refusing to accept this result.

There are too many family members who are skeptical about the illness, and each of them faces the doctor with the despair of the collapse of the world. This is something that doctors see a lot.He leaned against the table with his arms crossed, and the words he said were a little dignified: "The established factors of amnesia are very complicated, and this patient's mental network is extremely repulsive. To put it bluntly, the treatment group has not yet fully penetrated into him. The spiritual world. However, the most convincing inference now is to combine the side effects of the mental area after the death of the sentinel, and the severe connection destruction will bring about a permanent and devastating blow."

Combine Sentinel?

Kevil clenched his palms silently, he didn't believe that Sith and Gawain would combine, how could they?

"After all, judging from the current situation, such a serious mental injury can only be induced by this reason, and the subsequent excessive self-defense awareness is also very likely to be a manifestation of post-traumatic stress disorder. As for amnesia..."

The doctor raised his eyebrows and looked out of the window, with sallow skin exposed under his sparse eyebrows, his voice was mixed with unreal regret: "Combined with the guide who survived the death of the sentinel, it is easy to have amnesia symptoms, too strong mental stimulation They have to turn on the state of self-defense. The brains of guides have stronger self-regulation capabilities, and they will choose to clear the least important memories in their lives, just like the light brain cleans up garbage, giving up memory to important memory areas.”

A gust of wind suddenly blew up outside the window, and the curly white curtains were pulled out of the window, revealing the wandering ghosts in the dim light.The scorching summer sun slipped into the office along the window, shrouding Keweier in high temperature.

His hair color shone extremely brightly, but his eyes were pregnant with frost and wind and snow. The uneasiness in his heart gradually expanded, and his voice suddenly became hoarse, and he couldn't speak a word.

Fear and panic engulfed the sentinel's entire consciousness, but in July, it was like being thrown into an ice cave in the extreme north, frozen from head to toe.

When people are in crisis, they will subconsciously choose to protect the most important things. It is necessary to choose, because everything can be prioritized.The most important things will be kept, and the unimportant things will be forgotten in a flash.

For example, human beings cannot remember what they ate on a certain night one month ago, who they were with on a certain day ten years ago, and what the teacher said in childhood class; but human beings will remember the joy of being awarded the title , The happiness of the bridal chamber, every unforgettable moment will not be forgotten, because the imprint has already been formed.

Sith's intensive care unit was not far from the office, and Kevill didn't know how he got to the door. He refused to maintain etiquette, and pushed the door unconsciously.

The intensive care unit is a single room. On the dark blue low cabinet are fruits brought by visitors and a bouquet of blooming lilies.The air conditioner in the room was running silently, and the guide sitting on the bed looked haggard, and the loose hospital gown barely hung on him, and he had lost a lot of weight after a few days.

The jagged lines are shocking, and Sith's eyes are fixed on the array of flying birds hovering in the sky. His arms are wrapped in a large circle of bandages, and half of his face is covered with thick gauze.His thin bones made him look even thinner, and he was afraid of falling while sitting on the bed.

The sunlight coated the outline of the guide's body with bright colors. He seemed to hear the sound of someone entering. When he turned his head, his pupils were as dark as a pool of stagnant water.

The four eyes meet each other, as if a lifetime away.

"who are you?"

The guide said in a low voice.

Kevier's buzzing lips closed in an instant, and his vocal cords seemed to have been broken, so he could only let out a low growl of grief.The sentinel's muscular body suddenly trembled, he took a step back, and looked at the person on the hospital bed in disbelief.

"What did you say?" Kevill's nails dug into his palm, leaving several crimson finger marks.

The sliding door of the ward closed slowly, and finally the sound of hitting the magnetic card was heavy, and the room became quiet.

Sith frowned and looked at the sentinel at the door. The man's expression was wrong, as if he had been greatly wronged and betrayed. His sea-blue eyes were full of despair and sadness that could not be concealed. Can shed tears.

"This...friend, did you go to the wrong ward?" Sith was powerless to deal with a sentimental sentinel of unknown origin. He had just woken up from a deep sleep, his mind was in a daze, and the severe pain was attacking him all the time. on his nerves.

He just wanted to be alone for a while, and now he felt flustered and irritable even when he heard the sound of white doves fluttering outside the window.

Only then did Keweier confirm that the amnesia mentioned in the medical records was true.

The guide in front of him, the guide who once said "I like you" to him, the guide who fought side by side with him, the guide who made him fall in love with him, forgot him.

What a ridiculous thing.

"Stop playing, it's not funny."

Keweier's voice trembled, and the ending rose uncontrollably. He tried his best to say this sentence, and walked towards the hospital bed.

Every step the sentinel took was filled with the last hope and sufficient fear, as vague as the crumbling high lights on the night sea, either blown out by the strong wind or fell into the deep sea and never returned.When he finally walked up to Sith, hope was finally dashed.

Because the guide was staring at him with a surprised and resistant look, Kevill could feel that Sith was very disgusted with his approach, and was even dragging his broken mental network to forcibly make defensive resistance actions.

"I think you're harassing the patient." Sith narrowed his eyes slightly. He pointed to the alarm on the bedside and threatened, "If you don't go out again, I have the right to ask the security team to send you away, Sentinel."

Keweier never knew that one day Sith would have such a high level of vigilance and disgust for him.

Lost memories are considered unimportant fragments, which is the law of self-preservation.

So, I'm your unimportant fragment, right?

"What am I to you?" Kevill tried his best to control his emotions. He was afraid that he would fall into a rampage here. The resentment and possessiveness that broke through the ground would almost destroy the sentinel's reason. His voice was full of gnashing of teeth. Know what you should do with this guide.

Sith didn't understand what Keweier said for a while, he felt that the sentinel in front of him might have some kind of mental illness.

This person must be crazy, right?Sith thought.

"Aren't you regretting it?" Kevill took another step forward, he almost reached out to grab Sith's collar, the quality, etiquette, elegance and gentleness that had been groomed for a long time were all discarded at this moment, and only impulse remained.

If you like me, why should you forget me casually?

I want to believe that you have reasons, as long as you give me a reason.

What do you want me to do?

What else can I do?

If it wasn't for being seriously injured and inconvenient to move, Sith pointed out that he would get out of bed and teach this rude sentry to be a good man. However, his headache was about to burst, and the news of Gawain's death lingered in his heart like a nightmare, making him Can't do anything other than high tension and violence.

The mental powers of both sides have a tendency to faintly riot, but fortunately, someone came out in time to prevent the outbreak of the war.

The patrolling nurse came in from the door pushing a cart. She raised her eyelids and looked at the two people who were at war with each other. She pushed Keweier out of the room with a backhand push. Wait to avoid!"

Just kidding, the doctors make so much trouble every day, the nurses already have the ability to protect themselves.

After that day, Cavill never visited again.

Sith's diagnosis was confirmed, and no one knew whether he and Gawain had combined before, because no one could draw a definite conclusion on Sith's condition, and could only make a decision based on the closest possibility.

Selina, who cried until she fainted, closed the door for half a month. The little girl grew up overnight, and the smile on her face no longer appeared.

Some people said that there was a rare bye in the assessment day of the Xianlong team that year. During the interview, all the assessors were waiting for one person, but the interviewer with high eyesight did not go to the end of the time.And that person's recommender was the Imperial Academy's S-rank chief sentinel, Kevil Jones.

Gawain Talyan was buried in the Imperial Cemetery, and the Sith went to pay his respects on a rainy day.

The genius wizard of Imperial College dropped out without reason, and no one knows where he went.

The Chief Sentinel returns to the army, and the legend ends sadly.

The cowardice and timidity bred by guilt can only end in escape, and with regrets and other people's dreams, I shape myself into a fantasy.

Be a doctor and live in Gawain's place, Sith thought.