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Chapter 37 Xu Yinyang Chapter Recalling the Past

The curtains in the lounge are drawn, and through the special glass that is transparent on one side, Gu Jin can fully see the situation in the outer office.

"I have something to do with Di Yu, and my eldest brother will deal with it." Xu Yinyang was alone in the outside room, looking at him while setting up the dishes.

"I'm asking, how did the dignified Young Master Xu become a babysitter?" Knowing that He Lianxi was not around, Gu Jin felt a lot more relaxed, and when she woke up, she couldn't help joking.

"Come over for dinner while you're in a good mood." Xu Yinyang wasn't annoyed, and carefully went indoors to help him out after setting the table and chopsticks.

With Xu Yinyang's support, Gu Jin limped one leg and moved it out bouncingly. Looking at the covered meal, she was a little curious, "What do you eat?"

Xu Yinyang calmly lifted the lid.

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After seeing the rich dishes on the table, Gu Jin suppressed her curiosity.

There are many dishes, green vegetables, radishes, Chinese cabbage, Chinese cabbage, tofu... A few ordinary vegetables have been changed to make a lot of light dishes, and there is also a bowl of white porridge.

Just looking at it makes people... lose their appetite.

No wonder Xu Yinyang was so eager to help him out to eat, isn't this standard gloating?Added insult to injury?

Sitting on the sofa, Gu Jin was in a bad mood, even her pretty eyebrows were wrinkled together.He took a spoon and stirred the porridge in the bowl again and again, picky and disgusted, "Is your Emperor Yu so poor? You only eat porridge and side dishes, and you don't have an appetite when you look at it."

"No appetite? My eldest brother personally finds someone to match the patient's recipes. Ordinary people don't get this kind of treatment."

Diyu poor?Gu Jin really dared to say it.

But the point is that Gu Jin dislikes food in every possible way.

Xu Yinyang sat across from him, shrugged his shoulders slightly ironically, feeling a little unworthy for He Lianxi.

"Xu Shao." Gu Jin pushed the bowl after playing for a long time, and called him solemnly.

Xu Yinyang said "Huh?"

"Do you think I'm heartless and annoying?" Gu Jin said bluntly, "You don't have to deny it, I know, after all, I was the first to provoke He Lian's attack, and I was the first to leave."

Who in this world would dare to play with his elder brother's feelings like this?Xu Yinyang admitted that at the very beginning, he really wanted to tear Gu Jin into pieces.

Gu Jin understood Xu Yinyang's anger very well, his voice was hoarse when he woke up: "But what can I do, I can't give him a chance, you know no matter how much I like him, I can't be with him... For He Lianxi, this may just be a game on his long life journey. After a long time, the unwillingness in his heart will fade away. But I can't, Xu Shao, I will never like someone so much again in my life Yes, but I don't even have the chance to say what I like, I can only keep it in my heart, isn't this price enough?"

Xu Yinyang looked at Gu Jin, his eyes darkened, "I think you misunderstood, I can see that elder brother is serious, a person like him, if you really play, you can't afford to accompany him."

Xu Yinyang didn't exaggerate, he just narrated the facts very plainly.In other words, as long as Helian thinks about it, he can kill Gu Jin in a blink of an eye without frowning.

"Maybe." Gu Jin tried hard to suppress his heart, but his voice trembled with the desire to refute and couldn't find any reason, "But how serious can he be serious? An understatement: a The transaction was dismissed on a whim. So, I really can't afford this kind of thing."

Gu Jin's every word carried a weak accusation.

He also didn't want to hurt two people at the same time by duplicity.

However, he had to

Such deep love, deep love, but he can't show it.

Suppressing his emotions like this every day, he didn't know when he would collapse.

In comparison, how could He Lian attack bear as much as he did?

He has already paid the blood price for his provocation, and who can understand him, understand his difficulties, and know that he owes nothing to He Lianxi long ago.

nobody.No one has ever thought of him from his standpoint.

Xu Yinyang's original anger because Gu Jin provoked He Lianxi dissipated in an instant.

Yes, who can say clearly about feelings?Who is more wronged and who can explain clearly, the way is clear?

All along, he only said that it was Gu Jin who provoked his elder brother, which made his elder brother feel sad.But he never thought about it from Gu Jin's point of view, Gu Jin is only 19 years old, but he is burdened with all kinds of truths, the grievances and grievances of his previous life, and he still laughs and pretends not to care.Will Gu Jin feel better living this kind of life?

Thinking about it this way, Xu Yinyang couldn't say anything to refute immediately, only a silent sigh remained in his mouth. "Is it really not possible? Gu Jin, you are both men, and there is no problem with children, as long as you don't mind..."

"I mind." Gu Jin severely stopped Xu Yinyang's words, "I really mind that he minds. I can't hide it from him for the rest of my life. Once the truth is revealed, he will definitely hate me. I don't want to ruin his happiness."

What I mind is that he minds.

Xu Yinyang sighed, and brought out the set of rhetoric that He Lianxi had tried to persuade him. "Since you are in love, why don't you work hard to be together? You said you don't want to ruin his happiness. But have you ever thought about what if you happen to be his happiness? Why do you want to escape instead of trying to be together? You The shrinking back is not a kind of injury."

Isn't he like Gu Jin? It's not that he can't understand the deep affection in Song Qingyang's eyes, but he has actually been immersed in that sea for a long time, lost his way, and can't get out again.

But those in the Song family are right, it's been so long for a lifetime.In case one day Song Qingyang gets bored, regrets, and is bothered by the eyes of the world, Song Qingyang wants to marry a wife and have children to spend his life peacefully.He can't afford Song Qingyang's innocent and unblemished life.

If you can't give him a lifetime of happiness, the happiness you steal for a short time will be repaid with double pain in the future. This kind of loss-making business, Xu Yinyang would rather not.

He let go, not because of all kinds of coercion and temptation behind the Song family, no matter how many threats he was afraid of, no amount of money and power could compare to a Song Qingyang.However, he couldn't afford to destroy Song Qingyang, a man.

Xu Yinyang lowered his eyes, and suddenly remembered what happened when he and Song Qingyang broke up after the Song family found him.

At that time, he had just learned from the Song family that Song Qingyang's real occupation was a doctor.He didn't know about it until the two had been together for so long. Song Qingyang kept it from him so hard, and it was a lie to say that he didn't mind.But after his anger dissipated, he could still understand Song Qingyang, knowing that Song Qingyang's careful concealment was all because of fear.

Because his parents are medical madmen, they sold him to Dylm for research funding.

Xu Yinyang is at his most beautiful age. He is outstanding in his studies and looks outstanding. He could have become a leader in the industry and be admired by others.Even if his parents often ignore him for medical research, the occasional warmth is enough for him to relish it for a long time.

And all this was ruined by his parents' obsession with medicine.